departure tomorrow

Chapter 87
"I smell the blood on the scythe"

Xu Linlin woke up in a start, raised her hand to turn off the alarm clock and pushed Su Nan beside her, "Idiot, when did you replace my Lu Han's end of the world with Meng Zikun's end of the world. It's still so loud."

"Lu Han's Doomsday is too gentle, it won't wake us up." Su Nan rubbed his eyes, "Meng Zikun's Dossex."

Xu Linlin stretched her waist and got up, "Get up, get up, welcome the end of the world."

"It's you." Su Nan lifted the quilt and got up.

"Stop talking nonsense, get up and cook breakfast." Xu Linlin patted Su Nan, "I'm going to take a shower."

Su Nan sighed and got up and went to the kitchen to cook.

"Wow, wow, God of Cooking." Xu Linlin came out wiping her hair, "So why do you put so many A's on the side of the toast?"

"I wish you an A." Su Nan poured the egg fried rice into the bowl.

"Brother, I'm taking a selection test, not an academic test. It's all about scores, not grades." Xu Linlin suddenly remembered, "Just put an A, and there are grades in English in the college entrance examination."

"Then what are you taking the test for today?" Su Nan took out the hot milk, "Eat it."

"Politics No. [-], History and Geography No. [-], English No. [-]." Xu Linlin nodded. "Today is the afternoon exam."

"Then why did you get up so early today? Don't you have an exam in the afternoon?" Su Nan sat down to have breakfast.

"Sister, I'm still in school, okay. I should have been reviewing politics until the exam." Xu Linlin took a bite of egg fried rice and said with a grim expression, "Can your salt not be piled up, or it will have no taste or it will be rotten die."

Su Nan smiled, "I forgot."

"Where's my little bell? It's the one I went to the temple to ask for the exam." Xu Linlin drank milk and looked up at Su Nan who was eating toast core.

"Ah, let me think about it." Su Nan put the bread down, "It's in the drawer."

Su Nan took the bell and hung it on Xu Linlin's trousers, "Come on, let's try to be number one in Zhejiang."

"Pfft, cough, cough." Xu Linlin choked on the milk, "You really think highly of me, Su Nan."

"That's not true." Su Nan raised her arrogant head.

"Okay, okay, I'm going to school." Xu Linlin drank the milk in one gulp.

"Let's go out together." Su Nan stuffed all the toast into his mouth.

"Why are you out so early today?" Xu Linlin picked up her bag and looked at Su Nan suspiciously.

"I'm going to walk there today." Su Nan put the bowl into the sink and rinsed it quickly. "Okay, let's go."

"Don't tell me you wash dishes so sloppily?" Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan in shock.

"Just the plate for the toast, the cup for the milk, and the bowl for the fried rice. Do I need to wash it?" Su Nan wiped the water on her body.

"All right, all right, let's go." Xu Linlin didn't bother to argue with her.

"Come on." Su Nan stood at the school gate and bid farewell to Xu Linlin.

Watching Xu Linlin enter the teaching building, Su Nan turned to leave.

After walking a few steps, I saw a red Chevrolet driving past me, which was very familiar to me.

Su Nan turned around and looked at the Chevrolet parked at the school gate.

A tall girl got out of the car with a schoolbag on her back.

She recognizes that schoolbag, because the Laiyang hanging on it is very special.

That Laiyang is limited, and Su Nan snatched it that day.

What's more, she was wearing the coat that Su Nan bought too big, but she never wore it once.

A man and a woman got out of the car, hugged the girl, and watched her go in.

They had never taken Su Nan to and from school before.

Forget it.

What do you care about.

Su Nan turned and left.

Isn't it a good day now?

There are all kinds of students walking on the road.

Because this area is a campus, there are three high schools, two junior high schools, two elementary schools and one kindergarten.

Some faces are very familiar, after all, Su Nan studied here in both junior high school and high school.

Su Nan put on her hat and mask and walked forward without saying a word.

The shops on the side of the road opened one after another, but the sky was still dull, accompanied by some thunder.

Not so unlucky, right?
Turn on the phone, the weather forecast still shows sunny weather.

Sighing, he continued to walk forward, and he no longer had the energy to go back.

Seeing a small shop in front, I went in and bought a ten yuan transparent umbrella just in case.

Now you can feel at ease.

Standing at the intersection and waiting for the traffic light, there is already a traffic jam in front of the bridge. There are cars all over the bridge. The sound of horns fills the city one after another. The traffic police stand in the middle of the road and blow their whistles to direct the traffic.

As soon as I walked to the bridge, it suddenly started to rain cats and dogs without warning.

Su Nan quickly held up the umbrella.

But it was raining and windy on the bridge, and the clothes and trousers were all wet in no time. Helpless, Su Nan kept her umbrella low and struggled to move forward.

"poof"

Su Nan froze in place.

I go?

Looking at the transparent plastic floating in the sky, and then looking at the umbrella with only the umbrella stand left in his hand.

Can't carry it like this?

Really cheap and not good.

Look at the bus stop across the road, and look at yourself when you're all wet.

Smiled, forget it, anyway, it's already like this.

Su Nan walked forward and reached the bus stop, even the mask was wet.

The jacket that dripped water even after twisting it, and the long sleeves inside were also wet.

Throw the umbrella with only a skeleton in the trash can, and stand and wait for the bus.

I didn’t dare to sit on the bus, because the seat would get wet if I sat down. I stood at the back door and watched the rain that was getting smaller and smaller outside.

Forget it, it's not just one or two days of bad luck.

After getting out of the car, the rain not only stopped completely, but also turned on the sun.

Su Nan took off the mask, she always felt like she was going to catch a cold, because she was wet and cold and uncomfortable, and her head was still dizzy.

"My God, what's the matter with you?"

Su Nan turned her head, it was Ye Chen, holding fried dough sticks, buns and soy milk.

"Ah. It's a long story. I'm a bit unlucky today." Su Nan sighed.

"You? Seems to be my aunt." Ye Chen pointed at Su Nan's butt.

Su Nan turned her head and took a hard look at the pants on the back, no wonder "I said why my stomach hurts, and everyone was laughing at me just now."

"Then if you don't mind, go to my house to tidy up before you go to work." Ye Chen pointed to the breakfast in his hand, "I just came down to buy breakfast for my parents."

"It's not good, I'd better go home, it's not suitable to go out today." Su Nan sighed.

"It's okay. I'll lend you my clothes. You're going to catch a cold when you go home now. Go take a shower at my house and give you some cold medicine." Ye Chen looked at Su Nan with a smile.

Su Nan struggled for a while, but now she can’t take a taxi when she goes back, she’s so wet that she’s still visiting her aunt, if she goes back by bus, if she finds a hotel to take a bath, but there’s no clothes to change, forget it, let’s fight it out, anyway, he’s not live alone.

"Okay, I'll trouble you then." Su Nan smiled embarrassedly.

Ye Chen took off his coat and handed it to Su Nan, "Cover it up for a while, the back of your trousers is quite obvious."

Su Nan waved hurriedly, "No, no, it's too troublesome."

"Then do you want to be watched all the way?"

"It seems to be the same." Su Nan took the coat and tied it around his waist, "I really trouble you today."

"It's okay." Ye Chen waved his hand.

Su Nan followed Ye Chen to the community.

When he entered his house, his parents were very enthusiastic. Seeing Su Nan like this, they even took out a towel for Su Nan to wipe.

Ye Chen found out the clothes and trousers and gave them to Su Nan.

The bathroom in their house is inside the bedroom, Ye Chen got things for Su Nan and then went out of the bedroom and closed the door.

Su Nan took things into the bathroom and looked at her haggard self in the mirror, just like a cancer patient.

Obviously the effects of the hormones haven't passed, but now I'm thinner than before I didn't take the medicine.

He took off his clothes and looked at the bruises all over his body.

As if I was bad.

Turn on the shower head, and instantly the small bathroom is surrounded by heating.

After taking a shower, Su Nan realized that she didn't have a change of underwear, nor did she buy sanitary napkins, and the sneakers she wore today were already wet enough to drip.

"Dong dong dong."

"Su Nan, I feel that you should use these things, and I left the door for you."

Then the door slams.

Su Nan opened the door carefully, the room was empty and the curtains were drawn.

A paper bag was placed at the door, which was from a nearby supermarket. Inside was a package of Seven Degrees Space, a new pair of women's underwear, a pair of white socks, and a pair of shoes.

Su Nan puts it on, the sweater is very big, I feel like my lower body is missing, the jeans are also very big, the trouser legs are folded five times, it is just right, the shoes are also bought too big, Su Nan is a size [-], this one is [-] Yes, so I put some paper on the back and it was just right.

Bag the dirty clothes and mop the water out of the bathroom.

The family of them was watching TV in the living room, and when they heard Su Nan come out, they all turned to look at her.

"Have breakfast before leaving?" Ye Chen stood up and looked at Su Nan.

Su Nan shook her head, looked at her phone, "It's nine o'clock, I'm already late."

"Then I'll take you there." Ye Chen picked up the phone.

Su Nan smiled and shook her head, "Don't bother, it's already troublesome for you."

"No, no. I'm just about to go out." Ye Chen said hastily.

"Didn't you just come back?" Su Nan looked at him suspiciously.

"I..." Ye Chen looked around at the sleeping dog in the cage.

"I'm going to take him to take a bath." Ye Chen slapped the dog awake and tied the rope.

"Oh." Su Nan nodded, looking at Ye Chen's parents who were looking at her, "Aunt and Uncle are in trouble, I'm leaving first."

Ye Chen pulled Su Nan outside, "Let's go."

"Eh? Did I buy too big shoes for you?" Ye Chen looked at Su Nan's paper-padded shoes.

"Ah, it's okay, it's better than being young. I'll grow." Su Nan smiled, "By the way, how much is it, I'll give it to you."

Ye Chen shook his head, "No need, take it as a little favor from me."

Su Nan shook her head, "That's not okay, I don't want to owe you anything."

"Okay, okay, just one hundred." Ye Chen sighed, "Just send me a WeChat message."

"Okay." Su Nan came to the door of the store and opened it.

"Wow, such a strong taste." Ye Chen fanned the open door.

"Give me the dog. You can get it later." Su Nan pulled the dog.

"Let me help you." Ye Chen looked at the pets around him, "You can't do it alone."

Su Nan smiled, "I can do it alone. I don't have time to greet you when you are here."

"Okay. Then you can contact me when the time comes." Ye Chen walked out.

Su Nan looked at the time, it was almost half past nine, she had to work quickly, and she would be busy in the afternoon, and it would be too late.

First wash Ye Chen's dog, put it in the drying box and start working.

I don't know if it's because of the rain. I always feel light and tired, and I don't feel tired anymore.

Su Nan was startled when he almost fell while washing the dog dishes in the toilet. If he fell, he would fall into the shit.

Put Ye Chen's dog in the cage and let him come and get it.

After doing a good job and sitting on a chair to rest, I always feel that I am really weird today.

It's not a fever, is it?
Su Nan suddenly remembered what the doctor said, if you have a fever this year, you may have a recurrence.

She panicked all of a sudden, if she relapses, she doesn't have that much money for treatment.

Turn on the phone to check the balance, it is only more than [-], and it may not last for a day or two.

Touching her forehead, she could no longer feel the temperature.

All of a sudden, my eyes turned red.

why.

Su Nan stood up tremblingly, ready to go to the supermarket next door to buy a thermometer.

As a result, there was no sale at all.

Turn on the phone, fortunately there are some for sale on Meituan, after placing an order, it will take [-] minutes to arrive.

Su Nan sat on a chair and waited. She had never felt that twenty minutes was so long.

When the thermometer was in her hand, she felt that twenty centuries had passed.

But because of his greed for cheap, Su Nan couldn't use this kind of mercury thermometer at all.

"Have a fever?"

At this time Ye Chen came in with a lunch box and a thermos.

Su Nan felt that he saw a savior, "How many degrees do you see?"

Ye Chen put the things on the table and took the thermometer, "Around thirty-eight. Oh my god, do you really have a fever?"

Su Nan sat at a loss for what to do.

Ye Chen opened the lunch box, "Drink some porridge first. You will ask for a leave later, and I will accompany you to the hospital."

Su Nan shook her head. She didn't want to go to the hospital. Going to the hospital is all kinds of expensive tests, and then nothing can be found out.

Feeling myself, now the consciousness is still clear, no flustered, no edema
"What's the matter? It's okay, you may have been caught in the rain, and now your resistance is weak." Ye Chen looked at Su Nan who was in a daze.

Su Nan nodded, "Well, it's fine."

Su Nan looked up, only to see the porridge and cauliflower on the table.

"This is?" Su Nan pointed to the things on the table suspiciously.

"This is because I boiled some porridge, and then made some lunch dishes at our house. This cup is ginger jujube tea, you will drink some later." Ye Chen handed the spoon to Su Nan.

"Thank you." Su Nan took the spoon.

"You can ask for leave later to have a look." Ye Chen looked at Su Nan worriedly.

Su Nan shook her head, resigned to her fate, live as long as she can, and can't be dragged down.

"I'll take some antipyretics later." Su Nan took a sip of porridge.

"How can antipyretics be so easy to buy nowadays. Drugstores can't sell fever-related medicines during special periods." Ye Chen thought for a while, "You will let your boss come over later, and then I will accompany you to have a look, there is someone It's better with you."

Su Nan shook her head, she didn't want to have these unnecessary expenses.

"Don't bother you. You finally took a vacation, so don't waste your time like this." Su Nan really didn't want to go to the hospital, and she would still be treated specially if she had a fever.

"That's it for now. I'll get some of our fever-reducing medicine for you when I go home. If you don't feel better after get off work, can we go?" Ye Chen looked at Su Nan.

Su Nan thought for a while and nodded.

"Then I'll take the dog back first, and come back later." Ye Chen stood up, picked up the dog, paid the money and left.

Su Nan watched him go out, looking at the porridge in front of him, a little at a loss.

But the reality didn't give Su Nan time to think.

As soon as Ye Chen left, he started doing business one after another.

She never imagined that a pet shop would be so busy before she started working.

When the time comes, the porridge is already cold.

Su Nan sighed and finished eating. Fortunately, the thermos was still hot.

After drinking, I washed the thermos cup and lunch box and put them on the table, and started to start the cleaning mode twice a day. Su Nan tidied up, and was inexplicably envious of these dogs and cats.

After tidying up and sitting on the bench, the sunlight came in from the outside and shone on the sleeping cat.

"Hey, something was delayed just now." Ye Chen took a transparent bag and handed it to Su Nan.

"This? Did you bring all the medicines from your house? These medicines haven't been opened yet, they are all new. I don't need so many, just one pill is enough." Su Nan took out the medicine "Vitamin C Yinqiao Tablets, Antipyretic Patch, Ibuprofen, Cold Relief. There are too many, I just need some. I'll take some of the others and you can take them home."

"It's okay, here it is for you." Ye Chen held down the bag that Su Nan wanted to return to him. "Anyway, these things are useless in my house, you can take them."

"Okay." Su Nan picked up the water and took the medicine while reading the instructions.

Ye Chen opened the anti-fever sticker and stuck it on Su Nan's head, "Tear it off when you can't feel it."

Su Nan nodded.

In fact, after drinking ginger jujube tea, Su Nan didn't feel so uncomfortable.

"Huh? Su Nan is this your boyfriend?"

Su Nan raised her head, it was Nie Mang.

"No, no, yes, friend, friend." Su Nan quickly denied.

"Oh, oh, I understand." Nie Mang smiled.

Well, she misunderstood, Su Nan shook her head helplessly.

"Why did you come so early today?" Su Nan packed all the medicine.

"You don't even need to check what time it is." Nie Mang put down the bag.

Su Nan turned on the phone at four o'clock, it's still early before get off work. "It's still early."

"Anyway, I'm here, so you can get off work." Nie Mang looked at his phone, "I only received [-] payments today, and I don't think there is much business. I can do it by myself. You can go home and rest."

Su Nan shook her head, "I didn't come until after nine o'clock today, and the class still has to finish."

"Don't be so stubborn. The boss tells you to leave work immediately after get off work. Besides, there must be a fever-reducing sticker on your forehead on the table. Would a customer dare to put the dog in your hand?" Nie Mang sighed, "Get off work." Let's get off work."

Su Nan had no choice but to nod, took her bag and medicine and got ready to leave work.

"Shall I take you back?" Ye Chen walked beside Su Nan.

Su Nan shook her head, "Don't worry, I'll just take the bus back."

"No trouble, I just happened to have something to do there." Ye Chen took out the key, "But I only have a battery car. Do you mind?"

"Where are you going to do business?" Su Nan thought for a while, as if she had never told him where she lived.

"Which bus did you take?" Ye Chen asked suddenly.

"308." Su Nan didn't understand.

"308, 308. Yes, yes, yes, I remembered, I'm going to Nanhu Square." Ye Chen vowed.

"But I live on Fushi Road." Su Nan didn't understand the difference between these two places.

"Huh?" Ye Chen was a little embarrassed, and then thought, "I haven't finished talking, and I'm going straight to the end of Nanhu Square."

"But there are schools over there? What are you going to do?" Su Nan was even more puzzled.

"Who said I'm going to the school. I'm going, I'm going, going, shopping in the supermarket over there." Ye Chen nodded.

Su Nan pointed to the supermarket opposite, "Isn't there one here?"

"That supermarket has something that this supermarket doesn't." Ye Chen nodded.

"That's true. The supermarket over there has three floors." Su Nan nodded, "That's troublesome."

Ye Chen touched his head in embarrassment, "Then you wait for me here."

Su Nan nodded.

Then three minutes later Su Nan saw the battery car in his mouth.

"Well, Ye Chen." Su Nan took the helmet and looked at the large black battery car in front of him. "A battery car is different from a locomotive, do you know?"

"What's the difference between having two wheels, come on up." Ye Chen pointed to the back seat.

"Okay." Su Nan climbed up with difficulty, why use the word "climb", because for Su Nan who is [-], this height is really somewhat embarrassing.

At first, Su Nan was not used to it, because the speed was so fast that they were side by side with the car next to them, but to be honest, it was really cool, and many passers-by looked at them.

And because Ye Chen drove fast and slow at times, Su Nan had to grab the corner of his clothes, she silently swore that this was the last time in her life, this thrilling feeling was no less than riding a roller coaster, especially when turning when.

Thank goodness it arrived quickly.

"Live here?" Ye Chen stopped at the gate of the community.

"Yes." Su Nan took off the helmet and gave it to Ye Chen.

Then she was embarrassed to find that she couldn't get down.

"Well, can you help me?" Su Nan looked at Ye Chen.

Ye Chen took off his helmet and laughed, "Are you unable to get off?"

Su Nan nodded embarrassedly.

Ye Chen parked the car and carefully helped Su Nan down.

"Thank you." Su Nan took the things.

"It's okay. By the way, is there anything delicious around here?" Ye Chen pulled out the car key.

"Then you are asking the right person." Su Nan pointed to a small red shop in the distance, "The wonton noodles in that shop are really amazing."

"Then let's go eat together." Ye Chen looked at the shop and looked back at Su Nan with a smile.

Su Nan rubbed her belly. Although she wasn't very hungry, it seemed like she hadn't eaten there for a long time.

"Okay, but let's talk about it first, each pays his own, don't say anything about my treat, it's okay. My sister and I are also paid." Su Nan patted her chest.

Ye Chen smiled and said, "Okay, okay. I'm younger than me and I still call my sister."

When I entered the store, although it was not a meal time, there were people sitting on the two floors of the small building.

The two found a place against the wall and sat down.

"Business is good." Ye Chen looked around.

"Yes. I have eaten at this restaurant since junior high school. The taste is really good." Su Nan said with a smile, "This is opened by an old couple. They have no children. But they still live happily. Look at it It’s a model of how to enjoy your old age.”

Ye Chen nodded, "It sounds really good."

"Then if you live here now, will you feel embarrassed when you meet your former classmates?" Ye Chen asked cautiously.

Su Nan shook her head, "No, we often go out for supper together."

"That's pretty good." Ye Chen nodded.

"Here, two wanton noodles."

The proprietress came up with two large bowls.

"Ah, why didn't Xiao Nan come with Xiao Lin today?" The proprietress was a little surprised that it wasn't Xu Linlin sitting opposite Su Nan.

"She's still in school." Su Nan smiled.

"Look at my memory, today is not the weekend." The proprietress suddenly realized, "Then why aren't you at school, Xiao Nan?"

"I don't study now." Su Nan said helplessly.

"Is it because someone bullied you that you didn't go to study?" The proprietress looked at Su Nan worriedly.

"No. It's my own problem. Reading is not the only way out anyway." Su Nan shrugged.

"That's right. As long as you're happy. If you're hungry, come to Auntie's place to eat noodles. You won't be charged any money." The proprietress said with a smile.

"Okay, okay. There are guests coming." Su Nan looked at the people who came in at the door.

"Oh oh oh. Then you eat." The proprietress turned to greet others.

"You guys are really familiar." Ye Chen admired.

"Yes, my best friend and I have frequented this restaurant since junior high school. We usually come here to eat when we don't want to cook. It's not expensive anyway." Su Nan blew on the smoking noodles in front of him.

"It's really delicious." Ye Chen took a bite to express his satisfaction.

Su Nan smiled, "It's really, really good."

"Then have you always planned to live in this city?" Ye Chen asked her while eating.

Su Nan shook her head, "I probably wouldn't choose to stay here."

"Then did you ever think about where to go and do what?" Ye Chen was a little curious.

Su Nan sighed, "I don't know. I don't know anything. My education is only in junior high school. It seems that I don't have many choices for myself."

"Let's take one step at a time." Ye Chen comforted Su Nan, "Aren't you good at writing novels? You can develop it into a career."

"It's not something I can develop if I say it can develop." Su Nan sighed.

"So is the hero dead?" Ye Chen asked suddenly.

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"Why do everyone ask this question?" Su Nan couldn't understand, "It's not dead. It just disappeared."

"Why is this plot so familiar?" Ye Chen suddenly realized, "Your boyfriend? Didn't he leave suddenly?"

"It doesn't make sense. But if Zhu Hao never shows up, I'll write that the hero was bombarded to death by Italian bombardment." Su Nan said seriously.

"Wow. What a way to die." Ye Chen nodded incredulously, "What if Zhu Hao appears?"

"Then I'll write that the hero was sold to Myanmar as a slave." Su Nan gritted her teeth.

"Yeah, it's better to be bombarded to death by Italian artillery." Ye Chen shook his head.

"Never mind him." Su Nan waved his hand.

"But the heroine in the novel is completely different from you in reality." Ye Chen looked at Su Nan curiously.

"It's all in my own novel, so I must create a version of myself in my imagination." Su Nan explained.

"No wonder. He's [-] meters tall, good-looking, with a sexy figure, gentle personality, the best grades in the city, good health, and a happy family. It doesn't seem like a match." Ye Chen snapped his fingers.

"Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai, are you complimenting me or calling me a cover-up." Su Nan was unconvinced.

"Seek truth from facts." Ye Chen laughed out loud.

"Then tell me what you think of me." Su Nan glared at Ye Chen.

"Seek truth from facts. First, you are at most [-] meters." Ye Chen gestured at the position of his chest, "You barely reach me when you stand up."

"Correct me, it's [-] meters." Su Nan said.

"Okay, okay. It's [-] meters. Second, the thin one has no breasts and no butt." Ye Chen looked at Su Nan, "Have you ever seen a wooden board?"

"Get out. I'm quite satisfied with my figure. It's better than being fat before. I'd rather be skinny than fat." Su Nan said with her hands on her hips.

"Come on. What's so good about being thin. The first time I saw you, even though you were haggard, you were still fleshy. Do you have meat now? You are morbidly pursuing beauty." Ye Chen criticized Su Nan.

"I think it's pretty good now. It's better than when a bunch of people surrounded you talking about dead fat pigs." Su Nan ignored him.

"Then tell me how much you weigh now." Ye Chen looked at Su Nan.

"No more, no less, exactly seventy-five." Su Nan thought for a while, "It was one hundred and twenty-five half a month ago."

"I'll go. So many? Are you cutting the meat?" Ye Chen looked at Su Nan in shock.

"If you have a serious illness, are tortured by the disease every day, and then suffer a great blow, and still don't eat every day, and often take medicine indiscriminately, you can do it." Su Nan said solemnly, "If you used to know that being thin is so easy I quit a long time ago, I used to run for a month without losing a catty, really."

"Do you think you've lived too long?" Ye Chen looked at Su Nan suspiciously.

"The result is very good. Now I live independently, have financial freedom, and have lost weight to my dream. The most important thing is, am I still alive?" Su Nan shrugged indifferently.

Ye Chen picked up Su Nan's arm, "Look for yourself, there are only bones left."

Su Nan patted Ye Chen's hand off, "It's pretty good, I really enjoyed it."

Ye Chen shook his head.

"Actually, I've been thinking about a question." Su Nan fell silent suddenly.

"What's wrong?" Ye Chen looked at Su Nan worriedly.

"I listened to other people's chat that day. I suddenly felt that my values ​​seemed to be very, rotten." Su Nan sighed, "I just listened to other people's chat. On the bus, a mother, there is a girl sitting next to her, full of hair. Acne, quite scary, red and swollen. Her mother has been saying earnestly, don’t care so much about appearance. Inner beauty is the most important. Her child is nodding beside her. "

"There's nothing wrong with it. It's the inner beauty that matters." Ye Chen didn't understand.

"I know that inner beauty is very important. But in my heart, the beauty of the face is more important than the inner beauty." Su Nan sighed.

"Then, why do you think so?" Ye Chen looked at Su Nan.

"Because I was also a fat girl with acne and body odor. I can say responsibly that I have always tried to be a kind person. I am worthy of anyone, and I have never done anything to apologize to anyone. Human things. I haven’t done anything harmful. But even though I’ve worked so hard to live. But I’ve been treated badly. Then I watch those good-looking people do things that are not human at all. And they didn’t receive any retribution from the legends. They lived glamorously at the top of the crowd.” Su Nan said lightly, “No one believed that they would do such a thing, but everyone believed that I would do that I have changed since then. In my heart, I must lose weight and get rid of it. It’s even a bit extreme. I just plan to collect enough money to have body odor surgery.”

"Then you plan to have plastic surgery? But you have got rid of these titles now. You are very thin now, and you don't have any acne on your face, but you have some acne marks. You can go to the hospital for cosmetic surgery." Ye Chen thought hard Let Su Nan not be so sad.

"I know. I never thought about plastic surgery. Although I'm not good-looking now, I'm not ugly anymore. It's just that my hairline is a little high and my hair is a little thin." Su Nan sighed.

"You can get a hair transplant." Ye Chen looked at Su Nan.

"For hair transplant, you have to have hair first." Su Nan smiled. "Hair transplant is to transfer your excess hair to the place where it is needed." Su Nan smiled helplessly.

"That's it. I thought hair transplant was a kind of hair." Ye Chen rubbed his head in embarrassment.

"And Su Nan, you have to know that some people are not human at all. It's not your problem. It's their problem. There is a saying, it's not that you don't report, it's not time yet. Your future will definitely It will get better and better." Ye Chen looked at her with a smile, "Your luck is in the future."

"Hey hey, I haven't missed watching Zhen Huan's Biography." Su Nan looked at Ye Chen with a smile.

"I watched it with my mother." Ye Chen scratched his head.

"Have you finished eating?" Su Nan looked up at him.

Ye Chen nodded.

"Let's go." Su Nan stood up.

"Wait for me to pay." Ye Chen took out his phone.

"No need." Su Nan stopped Ye Chen, "I just paid you."

"Didn't you say yes to AA?" Ye Chen looked at Su Nan in a daze.

"Assuming I paid for your medicine." Su Nan smiled.

"Okay. I really can't do anything about you." Ye Chen shook his head.

"Wow, it's getting dark." Su Nan walked out of the store and looked at the lit street lights.

"Let's go. I'll take you to the gate. Anyway, my car is parked at the gate of the community." Ye Chen followed Su Nan.

"Thank you, I'll go back and do the laundry and return the clothes to you." Su Nan stood at the gate of the community and looked at Ye Chen.

Ye Chen shook his head, "You don't need to return it to me. I wore this dress when I was in school. I'm too young now. You can keep it."

"Okay then. Thank you." Su Nan smiled.

"Go in, it's getting late." Ye Chen smiled.

Su Nan nodded, turned around and entered the community, went to the courier cabinet to pick up the courier and went home.

Put the things on the coffee table, turn on the TV and prepare to unpack the express.

This should be Wang Yuan's album.

Unpack the carton, the packaging is very tight, carefully disassemble it with scissors, and slowly cut off the label and put it away.To be honest, I was still amazed, although I have seen other sellers show on Weibo.

The seeds are cosmos, ready to be planted when the weather is warmer.The album is very beautiful, all of them are in the MV.There are also a few bookmarks, these things don't dare to use it at all, so let's keep it.There is really a code behind it, a very common number without any meaning.There is still a CD in it, but Su Nan is not willing to buy a CD player at all.After reading everything, I carefully put them back, including the black belt.Put it back in the box and put it in the bedroom.

To be honest, sometimes she feels like a fake fan, always calm.Maybe even if Wang Yuan was standing in front of her, she might just say "Wow, what a great life."

Su Nan shook her head and got up to wash the clothes. Looking at the aunt's blood on the back of the trousers, if it was such a large piece before, she would definitely choose not to, but now it can't, it must be washed off.

Life is constantly changing.

After working hard for a long time, the jeans turned white after washing, and they were still only pink. Forget it, let's throw it away.

Su Nan washed the clothes helplessly, cleaned up and took out the garbage, and sat down on the sofa to watch TV.

She's going to get tired.

Looking at the lights above the head, the eyes were a little bright, and the sound of school running after class could be heard outside the window. The news was broadcasting on the TV, and the host was talking about a fishing boat capsized incident at sea.

Su Nan was sitting and watching the news, it was almost Chinese New Year, this kind of thing happened.

Suddenly I remembered a sentence I read before, the greatest punishment for the gods is to be demoted to the world, what do you think the world is.

Change the channel, it's still news.

Another channel is the follow-up to a four-vehicle collision that occurred in Sichuan some time ago.

Another station, a landslide occurred in Guizhou.

It was all news in exchange, so Su Nan simply turned off the TV.

Sitting on the balcony with a bottle of milk, the school bell rang just as the school started, and a group of people frantically ran towards the classroom.

In an instant, the former tranquility was restored.

The night in winter is a bit cold, Su Nan is still wearing Ye Chen's sweater, although it is a bit old, but it has a very special smell, this smell is inexplicable and feels like home, it looks like mother's laundry.

Because her previous clothes also have a taste of exclusive mothers.

It's a pity that there will never be any more in the future.

Su Nan curled up on the seat and hugged herself, this was the only way to keep herself warm.

She suddenly discovered that things like emotions would change uncontrollably as soon as she was free to relax.

But she's used to digesting slowly.

In the past, she was very fragile, and a little thing would make herself not like herself.

She is the same now, but in a different way.

My head was heavy, and I felt like I didn't belong to myself anymore.

Getting up and lying on the bed, she knew that she hadn't washed or changed her clothes.

But now she can't care about these things anymore.

She is so tired.

Too sleepy.

The lights were off too.

This is a waste of electricity.

But she didn't seem to have the strength to get up.

I closed my eyes and unexpectedly had a very long dream.

In the dream, she was sitting under the big tree in front of the old house, and Zhu Hao was sleeping beside her.In the distance, grandparents are sitting on the reclining chairs listening to the radio, mother and father, and a boy who has never met but is very familiar, the three gather together to peel broad beans.Xu Linlin and Wang Lihui squatted at the door playing games.In the distance, four uncles walked over with watermelons and vegetables just picked from the field. Under the big tent in the yard, my brother and sister were cooking and chopping vegetables.On the small wooden table at the door, a group of people were playing poker.

Very lively, very warm, very happy.

The sun shines on every corner of the earth, and she under the shade of the tree is very real.

Her life was ordinary and fulfilling.

(End of this chapter)