departure tomorrow

Chapter 89
Su Nan was bored sitting in front of the computer and playing gold miner. It was the second week of the new year, and she had been mining gold for fourteen days.

"How can you be so boring." Su Nan slumped on the chair.

Simple happiness, Su Nan looked at the dogs and cats entertaining themselves, and smiled.

Look at the streets outside, people are coming and going, most of them are carrying New Year's goods in their hands.

Turn on the phone, there is zero news, it is so clean that there is not even a single advertisement. It turns out that there will be a day when I turn on the phone and don’t know what to do.

Open the circle of friends, other people are either paying New Year's greetings, or they are on the way to pay New Year's greetings.

The circle of friends is booming.

But then again.

This is also the first time for Su Nan not to go to New Year's greetings.

"Hey, what a pity, there are no more red envelopes." Su Nan shook her head.

"What a pity?"

Su Nan looked up, Nie Mang.

"Why are you here so early today?" Su Nan turned off the game.

"I don't want to go to New Year's greetings, I just find a reason to leave." Nie Mang sighed, "This age is the most embarrassing, greetings from relatives, and giving red envelopes to relatives' children."

Su Nan smiled, "You have a car, a house, and two stores, so why are you afraid of greetings?"

"Ah, they're so old, it's time to have a child, ah, the pet store is so unhygienic, there are a lot of balabala." Nie Mang shook his head helplessly and sat on the bench.

"Hahahahahahaha, all relatives are like this. So why don't you want children?" Su Nan tilted her head and looked at her curiously. Thinking about it, it seemed that Nie Mang had indeed reached the same age in his impression.

"What the hell, we are still just like a child, and look at this age, I can't guarantee that I can give the child the best." Nie Mang shook his head in horror, "Anyway, I won't have children, At least not now. My life is just right now. I have a home of my own, some savings, and a good job. When I’m tired, I’ll leave the store to you and go out for a walk. I’ve always wanted to go to XJ with my friends I’m already planning to go for a walk. And there’s Zhang Zilun by my side, which is pretty good, but it doesn’t seem like there are too many.”

Su Nan nodded, "That's right, life is just right now. If you have a child, you can't be so free, and you have to be responsible to her. Give it the best."

"And I don't have the confidence to teach her well. I'm still a child." Nie Mang smiled.

"Hahahahahaha, it's true." Su Nan smiled and nodded.

"Xiao Nan." Nie Mang sat on the chair and suddenly looked up at Su Nan.

"What's wrong?" Su Nan put down his phone and looked at her.

"Speaking of which, you." Nie Mang stopped talking and looked at Su Nan, "Didn't you consider going back to school? You are still so young, you can't be a front desk girl in my shop all your life, right?"

Su Nan looked at Nie Mang, and sighed, why didn't she think about it, but her age, her qualifications, her circumstances, she didn't know anything, she didn't have anything.

What can be done.

Friends around you, no matter good or bad, are going forward on their own roads.

Only her, I don't know where she is.

"Why did you say that suddenly? It should be, I can't go back in this situation." Su Nan looked outside, "It doesn't have to be the same as others, right?"

"Well, it makes sense. I just asked." Nie Mang looked at Su Nan, "What about the residence? After your friend goes to university, what should you do?"

"Continue to rent. The landlord's auntie is very nice, and the place is not bad. The rent is also okay. Anyway, I don't need any expenses here." Su Nan looked away and played with the phone in his hand.

"Anyway, as long as you think you can do it." Nie Mang looked at Su Nan.

"That's it already." Su Nan nodded, "Let's take it slowly step by step."

"Actually, I suggest that you can take the adult college entrance examination, or take some certificates, right? It's better than what you are now, right?" Nie Mang looked at Su Nan with his head propped up.

"I have this idea, let's try it when the time comes." Su Nan sighed, very confused.

"You are young, what are you doing all the time sighing?" Nie Mang stood up with a smile and touched Su Nan's head. "Anyway, you are usually not very busy, so you can take your time when you have free time."

Su Nan nodded.

"Okay, you can get off work, go back." Nie Mang patted Su Nan on the shoulder.

Su Nan looked at the time, it was only two o'clock, "It's still early."

"Go back, I may have something to do tomorrow, and I need you to be in the shop all day." Nie Mang pulled Su Nan up, "Go back, go back."

Su Nan was caught off guard by her, "Okay, okay, this is the first time I've seen a boss who urges employees to get off work."

"Bag bag." Nie Mang even thoughtfully gave her Su Nan's bag.

"Okay, okay, let's go now, see you tomorrow." Su Nan was pushed away helplessly by her.

"Let's go." Nie Mang stood at the door and looked at Su Nan with a smile.

"Then I'm leaving, call me if you have anything to do." Su Nan carried her bag.

"Let's go." Nie Mang waved.

"Okay, let's go." Su Nan shook her head and turned to leave.

It's still early and the weather is good, so let's go back.

The street is lively, but there are not many people, and it is not lively, but there are still people coming and going.

Su Nan stopped and stood on the bridge, blowing the wind.

How did you come here?

Looking at the lake in front of him, there are many fishermen on both sides of the bank, wearing big padded jackets, sitting there motionless, there are onlookers from time to time, but they all watch tacitly and silently.

The dark clouds suddenly dissipated, and the sun in the dark world turned into bursts of warmth and illuminated the land at this moment, illuminating Su Nan, very gentle and comfortable.

Even the surface of the lake became sparkling, as if it had life.

Su Nan looked up at the sky, and suddenly thought of the words in Zhen Huan's biography that An Lingrong went to see the emperor looking up in front of the palace, "Such a good sunshine, I will never see it again"

It's great, such a good sunshine, I can see it every day in the future.

After all, the light is still scattered on my body, so I will be as brilliant as them.

Su Nan thought secretly.

Su Nan turned around and looked at the child running past her.

The parents behind were holding bamboo dragonflies in their hands and shouting to run slowly.

Bamboo dragonfly?

in fact.

This bridge was the place where she first met Zhu Hao.

Although in her memory, the boy's face has long been blurred and has no appearance.

I just remember, weirdly, he has an aura that this small city doesn't have.

Su Nan smiled.

What is he doing now?

he.

It should be fine.

It's been so long.Does it still make sense?

In fact, Su Nan has already figured it out more or less.

Who would want to stay with such a dilapidated self.

But I just can't figure it out.But what can I do.

Su Nan walked forward slowly. Ever since she got out of the hospital, she was desperately trying to forget everything about him, everything about that family, including the time together.

But just can't forget.

This city is still very lively, and there are memories everywhere, but it has nothing to do with her.

To look forward, to move forward.

Su Nan said this to herself every day.

She understands that she can no longer be immersed in the past.

will kill himself.

Although she may never figure it out.

Why do my parents who love me so much in my impression say that I don’t want them, and then turn around and adopt a child I don’t know at all.

Why did Zhu Hao disappear into her world without saying a word.

why.
There are too many things that I can't understand.

But it is impossible for her to figure out everything before continuing to live.

What if you can't figure it out for the rest of your life?

It can't be like this forever.

Only eighteen years old.

The splendor of a life has just begun.

It is an age that makes people feel emotional when they hear it.

The road is still so long.

This age shouldn't be frowning all day long.

Then you might as well be bold, no one will leave this world alive anyway.

Work hard to get what you want.

Anyway, it is now at the lowest point, no matter how you go, you are going up.

Then don't be afraid.

It doesn't matter to rush forward.

Su Nan comforted herself in her heart.

She has nothing left.

Can no longer be without myself.

She has to rely on herself to live the way she wants to live.

"Then you have to work hard."

A voice said to himself.

Su Nan turned her head sharply.

"Hero?" Su Nan asked tentatively with her nose red.

She is not very convinced.

But at this moment, the person standing beside her by the bridge is the person in her memory.

"Long time no see, Su Nan."

The hero tilted his head and looked at Su Nan who was weeping with a smile, "I still love to cry so much."

Su Nan wiped away her tears with her hands and laughed, "You are really safe here."

"You too."

He is still that sunny boy as always.

The boy who merged with the sun and only existed in Su Nan's world.

"Thank you for your hard work." The hero pointed at Su Nan, "The nose is red again."

"You really are." Su Nan took out a paper to wipe away her tears.

But the tears seemed to be against Su Nan, and they couldn't be wiped away.

"Okay, am I here?" The hero shook his head helplessly.

Su Nan looked up at the hero.

Fortunately, I survived by myself.

Fortunately.

"Let's go, let's go back." The hero walked forward and turned to call Su Nan.

"Here we come." Su Nan blew her dry nose and caught up with the hero.

"Crooked, where have you been? You have disappeared for so long."

"Go home and sleep."

"What about Su Mu?"

"I don't know. Why do you care so much about her?"

"It's up to you. Aren't you omnipotent?"

"When did I say that?"

"So you're lying to me?"

"I do not know."

"what do you know?"

"I do not know anything."

"Then what's the use of you?"

"Ask you."

"Alright alright."

"."

On this splendid afternoon, Su Nan seemed to know what she should do.

Then make a wish.

I just hope that what I want in the future will come true.

Life can be a little happier.

(End of this chapter)