departure tomorrow

Chapter 83 Baby, You Must Be Happy
"Yo yo, come and pick me up yourself." Xu Linlin came out of the school bouncing around.

Su Nan handed her the milk tea she just bought.

"Yo yo, it's still my favorite poplar nectar." Xu Linlin put Su Nan on his arm, "Let's go, let's go home."

"Okay, let's go home." Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin with a smile.

"It's going to be November soon, Su Nan." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan while drinking milk tea.

"What happened in November?" Su Nan thought about it but still didn't expect it.

"Think about it with your own head." Xu Linlin reminded Su Nan.

"Wang Yuan's birthday?" Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin in confusion.

"What else is on your mind besides Wang Yuan?" Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan helplessly.

"You." Su Nan looked at her seriously.

"Stay away from death."

"Then what. There are no festivals in November." Su Nan really didn't know, and thought about it again, "Oh, I remembered. Tomorrow, TFBOYS will debut for [-] days."

"It's not about your idol. I really convinced you. If you don't think about it again, I will really beat you." Xu Linlin gave Su Nan a blank look.

"Double Eleven?" Su Nan looked at her carefully.

Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan with a gloomy face, "Why should I celebrate Double Eleven?"

"Oh, I really remembered this time." Su Nan suddenly realized, "It will be your nineteenth birthday in six days, right?"

"You finally remembered." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan angrily, "I was the last one you thought of being bald."

"No. You keep saying that I don't think about October in November." Su Nan hugged Xu Linlin, "Besides, how could I forget you. The birthday gift is already on the way."

"What? What?" Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan expectantly.

Su Nan let go of Xu Linlin and opened the door, "Guess."

"Wow, you are such a disappointment." Xu Linlin shouted from behind.

"Okay, okay, finish your homework, wash up and go to sleep, I'm going to take a shower first." Su Nan put on her clothes and went into the bathroom.

Fortunately, Xu Linlin mentioned it today. Su Nan didn't forget it. She had already planned it, but she forgot the last stage.

Turn on the mobile phone to contact the privately customized cake shop. Xu Linlin likes this cake very much. Although it is expensive, it is delicious and the technology is the best in the city. Su Nan's eighteen-year-old cake is also made by this shop.

Xu Linlin likes the little prince very much, so she found a cake picture about the little prince on Weibo and used it to customize. The cake is green in color, decorated with a lot of creamy little red roses and sprinkled with little pearls. There is a puppet of the little prince on it, with a real rose stuck in the back, it is very beautiful anyway, ordered a six-inch one, it is a bit expensive, but it is worth it to think that Xu Linlin will be very happy.

The cake is ordered as a gift, and what I am looking forward to is a pair of shoes. Xu Linlin said before that he likes it very much, but he is not willing to buy it. This pair of shoes has been lying in Su Nan's shopping cart for a long time.It's a pair of GGCC's blue and white daddy shoes with contrasting mesh and thick soles.Although Su Nan doesn't understand, what's so good about shoes with such thick soles that hurt to death.But she can't help it if she likes it.After placing the order, there is one last thing left.

Opened WeChat and formed a group with the few people in the class who were connected to the school.

"What is this for?"

Su Nan sent out the edited words.

"The [-]th is Xu Linlin's birthday. If you are free, come to Xu Linlin's house to help celebrate her birthday. By the way, tell the people who live on campus. If you are free, please come. No It will be a long time, come here at noon, after that you can go directly to the school for evening self-study. Anyway, it is opposite the school, and you will be there in five minutes. By the way, please keep it from Xu Linlin. Also, just come in person No, there is no need to get presents, all I want is the atmosphere. If not, I mean, buy something about Zhang Yixing, she will definitely like it. There are a bunch of them in the small shop downstairs. Also, if you come, you can finish your birthday by the way Copy homework, I will urge her to finish all homework on Saturday."

"received."

"You really are, prepare for each other, I'm envious, my mother is not so good."

"Then can we order food?"

"Just come for the answer and you can eat and drink for free."

"Squad leader's birthday must come."

"If that's the case, then I'll be reluctant to come."

"Tomorrow quietly inform them."

"Everyone will definitely be here. How can you not go to the beauty's birthday?"

"Can I bring friends?"

Su Nan looked at the enthusiastic everyone and breathed a sigh of relief. At first, she was afraid that everyone would refuse because they thought there was too much homework in the third year of high school.

When he came out of the shower, he saw Xu Linlin scratching his head in despair.

"Elder Sister, can you let go of your hair? Don't think that if you have more hair, you can do whatever you want." Su Nan walked over.

"Can you imagine? I haven't finished writing a big math problem since I was in school. Is it really a human-made problem?" Xu Linlin yelled in despair.

Su Nan leaned over, "Wow, people who don't know think you are writing an English composition."

"Get lost." Xu Linlin gave Su Nan a blank look.

Su Nan yawned, "Go ahead, I'm going to sleep first."

Lying on the bed, I opened the bill and looked at it. There was still [-] yuan left, and I had to pay the rent at the end of the month.

Why is it so difficult to plan carefully these days.

Su Nan glanced at the wooden box in the corner, it was the only thing left by her grandparents, and she swore that she would not use it even if she brought it into the grave.

Hey, forget it, it's not the time when you can't go on, go to sleep, you have to go to work tomorrow.

Turning off the light, looking at Xu Linlin outside who was still worrying about math problems, he sighed, she really couldn't help her with this.

The days were dull and fulfilling, just like this repeated day after day, and soon it was Xu Linlin's birthday.

In the morning, Su Nan coaxed and wrote a lot of things for Xu Linlin to go to the supermarket to buy.

Xu Linlin put on her shoes and went out cursing, saying that she abused her, because Su Nan watched her do her homework until [-]:[-] in the morning before finishing her homework, and then pulled her up again at [-]:[-] the next day, forced her to take a bath and dress up, thinking that I was quite excited to go out to play, but in the end I asked her to do the shopping, or use my own money.

Su Nan watched Xu Linlin go out, and quickly contacted them squatting nearby to come up.

A bunch of people came in and started doing it.

They are in charge of decoration.

Su Nan ordered takeaway, packed the shoes, went to get the cake back, and also went to get the flowers ordered a day in advance, which was a large bouquet of flesh pink cappuccino flowers.There are light and deep, very nice.

When Su Nan came back with the cake and flowers, everyone was almost done decorating.

Su Nan looked at the prosperous home and was a little puzzled, "Why do you make it look like you are getting married?"

"Didn't you say you want to be more festive?"

Su Nan shook her head helplessly, forget it, it's better than black and white.

The takeaway is almost here too.

Put the cake and flowers on the corner of the table.

Then arrange the food.

Su Nan nodded in satisfaction. There were two large plates of spicy crayfish, and a handful of parsley was specially sprinkled for decoration. One durian pizza, one double shrimp and pineapple pizza, two double fried chicken, one crab stew, and some more Three hundred skewers, twelve servings of lemon tea from Michelle Bingcheng, edamame, squid, duck collarbone and duck neck, twelve servings of Xue Mei Niang, and finally a serving of twelve small scones.

Although I am satisfied, my flesh hurts. I really did not expect so many people to come in the end. None of them refused, and all of them came. There were only thirty people in the class, and almost half of them came. Twelve still counted myself and Xu Linlin. .

Suddenly there was the sound of a key opening the door.

A group of people quickly crowded at the door, and the two people in front grabbed some colored paper ribbons they had cut.

As soon as the door opened, Xu Linlin was ready to come in with a big bag of things.

"Happy birthday!"

Ribbons fluttered in the air.

Xu Linlin froze at the door.

Similarly, everyone was also stunned at the door.

Because there is another person behind Xu Linlin.

"you?"

"Isn't today your birthday? We're here to celebrate your birthday."

"Who's that guy behind you?"

Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan who was hiding behind everyone.

"Sorry Su Nan, I didn't know everyone was here, I thought it was just the two of us, so I let him come."

Everyone looked at Su Nan in unison.

Su Nan looked at Fang Mingxuan beside Xu Linlin at the door.

"Then why don't I leave first." Fang Mingxuan was a little embarrassed standing at the door.

"It's all right, come in, everyone is very enthusiastic. Come in. Don't stand there, everyone, go in." Xu Linlin closed the door and beckoned everyone to go in.

Fortunately, the living room at home is quite large, and it is connected to the balcony, so it is not very crowded.

Because of Fang Mingxuan's existence, although the atmosphere was still the same, everyone would always take a look at them.

Fang Mingxuan was still following Su Nan. Su Nan deliberately kept a distance from him, but thinking of so many people, let's wait for them to leave.

Fang Mingxuan was really familiar with him. At the beginning, he followed Su Nan and dared not talk. After a while, he got along with them. It's okay, he stood beside Su Nan, and Su Nan was annoyed.

They were also really noisy, and even turned on the karaoke mode of the TV, crying ghosts and wolves there.

Su Nan drew the curtains, closed the balcony door, and sat on the balcony alone.

Hearing the laughter inside, Su Nan smiled helplessly.

It's pretty good.

But I don't know why now she doesn't like excitement, but she is afraid of loneliness, but she enjoys loneliness.

Standing on the balcony and looking outside, the school without school is very quiet, and there is only one security guard basking in the sun on the playground.

"Why doesn't Su Nan go in and play with everyone?" Xu Linlin opened the door and stood beside Su Nan.

"You guys are so noisy." Su Nan looked at her with a smile, "Go and have fun."

"We don't play anymore. I was looking for a movie to watch, and said that I still have time to play after finishing my homework." Xu Linlin pulled Su Nan in, "It's time for you to play."

Su Nan was pulled in by Xu Linlin, and everyone squatted on the coffee table and sat on the sofa to do homework.

"You copy cleverly, don't copy and paste." Xu Linlin looked at everyone worriedly.

"I know, I know."

"Will not."

Xu Linlin was still worried and went to get involved.

Su Nan stood by the table, looking at Fang Mingxuan who was busy packing things, let him clean up if he likes.

He turned his head and sat on the corner of the sofa and looked at everyone who was busy copying their homework.

It's been a long time since I felt this way.

"Let it go."

Su Nan got up and gave them the seat.

It was too noisy, Su Nan smiled, shook her head, and went back to the balcony.

"What's the matter, baby, why do you feel a little unhappy?" Xu Linlin opened the door and sat next to Su Nan.

"No. I'm like this every day." Su Nan turned to look at her, "Why doesn't my little birthday boy stay with them?"

"I can't bear to see their mind copying homework." Xu Linlin shook his head.

"Then stay by my side." Su Nan smiled and took her hand.

"Do you know that I just made a wish when I was blowing out the candles, that we can live happily together forever." Xu Linlin turned to look at Su Nan.

"Hey, hey, it won't work if you express your wish." Su Nan turned to look at Xu Linlin.

"Su Nan, I'm serious. If we really separate in the future, you have to remember that you can live happily when you are happy. You don't have to think of me, but you must find me when you are sad." Xu Linlin held her hand Su Nan.

"Wow, don't be so nasty. I'm not used to it. You should just yell at me like before." Su Nan smiled.

"My old lady wants to treat you better." Xu Linlin let go of Su Nan's hand in disgust.

"I know. I will go wherever you go. Didn't we agree before that we must become better adults side by side, right? You study hard, and I will make money to support you. Just go chase your dreams, I will Just try to live a good life." Su Nan smiled to Xu Linlin and said, "Even if we really have to split up and live separately, we will definitely remember each other. No matter what happens, a text message, I am always by your side beside."

"You still say I'm disgusting. You're more disgusting than me." Xu Linlin took Su Nan's hand and played there. The meat is round and round, and the mushroom head is so cute, and now the face is so sharp, and you have long hair. In the six years I have known you, you have changed a lot."

"It's okay." Su Nan knocked off Xu Linlin's hand, "Why are you so perverted lately?"

"It's this way, I love you." Xu Linlin sighed, "When I first met you, you were a poor ghost who was bullied by everyone. At that time, I was not familiar with you, so I felt that there is nothing wrong with you. .I didn’t do anything, and I was always a bystander. Because I don’t like to interact with people. Later, I became your tablemate, and found that you are really just an unlucky person.”

"That's also lucky. I met you. You're protecting me from now on. As long as you're by my side, I'll be fine." Su Nan held her hand, "I'm really lucky to be your only friend. "

"But when I wasn't by your side. In fact, I was very angry with you at the beginning. Because I couldn't protect you all the time. I was very angry at your attitude of not daring to resist and only bearing silently." Xu Linlin played with Su Nan "It was only later that I realized that you really couldn't resist. It turned out that it's not enough to resist. And since I knew you to know you, I have never seen you smile. I thought you couldn't laugh at that time, but I also I've never seen you cry."

"It's all over, isn't it? Aren't you always by my side to protect me?" Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin, "Besides, I have never seen you smile since I knew you, Gao Leng Yes, I've always been alone."

"It's so strange, how did we become friends then?" Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan curiously.

"A beautiful woman who is cold and lonely, and a poor little girl who is bullied and disliked by everyone, why did I make up a whole novel in my head?" Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin embarrassedly.

"What are you thinking about all day long?" Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan with disgust.

"Then you asked me, didn't you?" Su Nan pouted.

"Didn't you meet Fang Mingxuan after that? He was fiercer than me. I always looked at them coldly by your side, and they didn't dare to approach you. He rushed up to scold him, and he often came from the fifth floor. I ran to the first floor to find you. Even the teacher knew about your affairs. I just don’t understand why you separated after he graduated.” Xu Linlin sighed, “Look, he protects you without hesitation until he leaves. Looking at the reunion now, maybe God gave you a chance?"

Su Nan shook her head, "Yes, his appearance was salvation in my world at the time, but after that he was just a deeper abyss for me."

"Why?" Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan suspiciously, "Oh, is it because of the rumors after he left? It's because everyone is jealous of you, let me tell you."

"No." Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin with a wry smile, forget it, tell her.

After hearing this, Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan in shock and bewilderment.

"I'm sorry, Su Nan." Xu Linlin reacted for a long time and got up and hugged Su Nan who was sitting. "It seems that I brought him back to you. It made you suffer again."

"It's okay. And before you met him, we have already met you." Su Nan patted Xu Linlin who was trembling in front of him, "It's all over."

"Let him disappear in your world from now on." Xu Linlin let go of Su Nan and looked at him, "I'll let him go later."

"Just pretend you don't know about this and let him leave normally." Su Nan looked at her.

Seeing the calm Su Nan in front of him, Xu Linlin felt even more distressed, "We will leave here in the future and walk far away together."

"Okay." Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin with a smile.

"I really don't understand, what kind of things did you do to encounter such a life." Xu Linlin took Su Nan's hand, "Meeting such a family, being bullied by the school since childhood, the only two people who have talked In a relationship, the first time I met a scumbag like Fang Mingxuan, and the second time I met someone who didn't even say anything about disappearing."

"Zhu Hao is different." Su Nan always believed in him, "I'm sorry for him. But he just happened to be in a hurry."

"Okay, okay." Xu Linlin didn't want to say anything more, "Just don't come to me crying when the time comes."

Su Nan nodded and made up her mind.

Su Nan stood on the balcony and watched everyone leave in a swarm, and the family returned to its usual calm.

Before Fang Mingxuan left, he cleaned the house thoroughly.

It's also very good, Su Nan didn't plan to move at all.

Leaning on the balcony and watching everyone giggling and appearing in sight, everyone greeted Su Nan and walked into the school.

I don't know what Xu Linlin said to Fang Mingxuan, but he left without saying a word.

pretty good.

Everyone is gone.Afterwards, Su Nan began to disassemble the decorations at home, balloons and red ribbons all over the wall.

There are transparent glues everywhere, and they are removed bit by bit with a shovel.

After tidying up the garbage and going down, I saw a person standing there in the distance.

unlucky.

Su Nan went back with the trash and closed the door.

The garbage is placed at the door, and it will be thrown out tomorrow. I can't believe that he has been standing there.

Su Nan turned her head and went to the bathroom to take a shower. After the shower, she watched TV on the sofa and waited for Xu Linlin to come home.

"Bong!"

"The man is still crooked downstairs, I told him to go back, I said you won't go downstairs, it's all over." Xu Linlin sat down beside Su Nan, "Why are you sitting here watching TV today?"

"Today I want to rest with Xiaoshou Xing." Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin, "Do you have any homework to bring back today?"

Xu Linlin shook her head, "Today, all three classes are commenting on homework."

"Come on, then you go take a shower, let's go to sleep." Su Nan got up and pushed Xu Linlin into the bathroom.

"What are you doing today?" Xu Linlin asked Su Nan after washing and laying down on the bed.

"No. Get a good night's sleep today, tomorrow will be a new year, nineteen years old." Su Nan took Xu Linlin's hand.

"Su Nan, it's true. I suddenly relaxed today and I feel so tired. Why are you so tired from studying?" Xu Linlin sighed, "Isn't there still [-] minutes left after finishing the homework today? The old class didn't let us do it for the first time. Test paper, tell us about her."

"What's the matter?" Su Nan looked at her.

"She said that she used to be like this. She studied hard every day, got up early and was greedy at night, and raced against the clock every day. She didn't have any goals or interests. She just read and read every day. No one told her how to live. They only told her that Study hard, get admitted to a good university, and find a good job. Later, after she was admitted to Zhejiang Normal University, she suddenly became confused. Because she has never been exposed to anything except studying, and she doesn’t know what to do after reaching her goal There is no one she likes, nothing she likes. When she arrived at university, she still read every day. Until she graduated and became a teacher, we were her first students. She didn’t know how to teach us, she only knew that we should study hard and take the exam. Go to a good university. Then she suddenly regretted it one day. She felt that as a teacher, it is important for us to be admitted to a university, but what is more important is how to live a good life. She hoped that we should live for ourselves and be admitted to a good university. The purpose of her university should be to better live the life she likes. In fact, she doesn't like studying, and she doesn't like being a teacher. But she only knows this, saying that her life is like this, and she should be a lifetime A high school teacher until retirement. But she doesn’t want us to be like this in the future. Going to a university does not mean that adults want you to go to this university, but that you like this university and its major. The word “good” should not be limited to the general public It is good to say that it is good, but in your life, in your life, it is good for you, it is good. Whether we are teachers, shopkeepers, policemen, food delivery, or sweeping the floor in the future, As long as it is the life you like. The meaning of hard work should be to keep everything you like by your side, not to live the way people want you to live." Xu Linlin sighed, "This is the first time I saw her like this. It looks like, for the first time, I didn’t hate her so much, but felt sorry for her. I studied hard for half my life, got admitted to a school I didn’t like, and took a class I didn’t like, but I had to be like this, just because the adults told me She, she should live like this."

It was also the first time for Su Nan to hear Xu Linlin talk so much, and it was also the first time that she knew that the head teacher she didn't like was like this. In fact, in the end, she was also for our own good, but maybe the way was not right.

"Then she is actually so good, she can start all over again. She can be a class teacher just after graduation. This is not something everyone can do." Su Nan shook her head.

"Didn't she say it herself, she doesn't know what she likes, and she can only read and teach, but she can't even cook." Xu Linlin didn't know how to say it after thinking about it, "So that's why I don't like adults Because of the reason, they will always start from the starting point of your own good, to order you some things, to point out your life, to evaluate your behavior, and to question you from a high moral point of view. Just like your own life If you can't live the way you imagined, you will impose this delusion on you, no matter whether it is difficult or not, whether you like it or not. They just think you should do it like this, otherwise you will regret it. It's like this It’s like my own life, I’ve never seen them live like this.”

"Why are you getting more and more angry. I think of your parents." Su Nan patted Xu Linlin, "But you are really angry, you can go to the best high school in our city, but you are with me Study here because your parents let you go to that school."

"I wasn't interested at all. The school was so strict, and I didn't go home every day. Like people without a home, they only knew how to read all day long. Each spectacle lens was as thick as the wall, and they didn't know anything except reading. .And I was at the bottom when I went in. In this school, although I study every day, I still live a life. And I can still be the first in my grade. I can still be with you." Xu Linlin was angry when he thought about it, "At that time, I actually wanted The school in the past was the best school after all, and I passed the cutoff score. But they called me and told me a bunch of nonsense. They told me what I should do, and even planned my future work. She even said that a colleague's son was also at that school, and asked me to find him to get along with him. Why didn't she arrange a ready-made child for me anymore. "

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"Okay, okay. I'm happy when you're by my side." Xu Linlin hugged Su Nan, "My old baby, you hurry up and get rich, so I don't have to work hard."

"You're disgusting." Su Nan let go of Xu Linlin.

"You disgust me first, okay?"

"Can't you be provocative?"

"It makes me sick."

"Sleep, one will go to work tomorrow, and the other will go to school tomorrow."

"You started talking crookedly."

"Okay, okay, turn off the lights and go to bed."

"Is your door locked?"

"It's okay, the security of the community is very good."

"Then why is that pervert downstairs every day?"

"The access card I gave him earlier."

"roll."

"Ok."

My baby, no matter what we look like in the future, I hope you are happy and safe.

(End of this chapter)