departure tomorrow

Chapter 84
Su Nan stood at the door and didn't know what to do. She felt that she was impulsive, but if she didn't do it, she felt that she would regret it again.

She came directly by train after work, very impulsive behavior, very sudden thought.

Su Nan plucked up the courage to knock on the door "bang bang bang"

"Here we come." The person inside the door responded.

Su Nan looked at Lu Xihai who opened the door and was stunned.

"Who is it?" Yin Yun came out of the bedroom in her pajamas.

"Su Nan?" Yin Yun looked at her in surprise.

"Stop standing there, come in quickly." Lu Xihai beckoned Su Nan to come in.

"I have contacted you before, why can't I contact you again?" Yin Yun brought a cup of hot water to Su Nan.

Su Nan smiled, "Something happened, and I had to change all the previous contact information."

"Is it because of Zhu Hao's sudden disappearance?" Yin Yun looked at Su Nan.

"No." Su Nan sighed, "To put it simply, my family dropped me out of school, gave me up, and adopted a child."

"How did this happen? You are underage, you can sue them for abandonment, we can help you." Yin Yun frowned and looked at Su Nan, picked up the phone, "I can ask that boy David Yu to help you .”

Su Nan shook her head, "Forget it, it's all over. I'm fine now, living with my friends and having a good job."

"Okay. If you have any difficulties, tell us, and we will try our best to help you." Yin Yun looked at Su Nan, "You have lost a lot of weight."

"Very good. Sister, is there any news about Zhu Hao?" Su Nan looked at her nervously.

Yin Yun glanced at Lu Xihai beside him, then at Su Nan, and shook her head helplessly, "No one can contact him."

This was also expected by Su Nan, nodded, "Let's add a contact information, if you have any news, please let me know."

"Okay, it's so late, let's sleep here today." Yin Yun looked at the dark sky outside.

Su Nan shook her head, "I have to go to work tomorrow, and I came here after get off work today. Please let my friends tell me if you have any news about him. Thank you." Su Nan stood up and asked Yin Yin Yun bowed.

"No, no, no, this is what we should do." Yin Yun quickly stood up and held Su Nan.

"Thank you sister, I'm sorry to trouble you. Then I won't bother you." Su Nan picked up her bag and thanked her and left.

Ride a bicycle to Hangzhou Station and take the high-speed train back, looking at this strange yet familiar city.There are many memories left here, but the most are those happy memories with Zhu Hao.Passing by the West Lake, although it is night, there are still many people in the West Lake, and the shining street lights illuminate the whole city.It was full of joy and laughter, it was great, everyone had smiles on their faces.If you ride further, you will arrive at Lakeside Yintai. Su Nan has to get off the busy street and push the bicycle forward.As expected of Hangzhou, a bustling city.Su Nan rode a bicycle and continued on, passing the Third People's Hospital.I locked the car and rode for fifty minutes, which was pretty fast.

In order to save money and reduce unnecessary expenses, Su Nan bought a train ticket starting with K, forty yuan.

On the train, there were almost no people. It should be because of the epidemic. Everyone wanted to save their lives and minimize contact with everyone.

Sitting by the window felt sleepy all of a sudden, she felt so tired.

Although it took nearly four hours for the four stops from Hangzhou to Jiajia, she was still afraid of passing the stop. After all, she was alone, and no one would remind her to get off the bus.

Looking at the dark outside, occasionally a little starlight flashes past the city.A little sad.

I always feel that I am so fragile, and I often feel very tired and tired at this time, but I can’t tell what kind of emotions I have, are you sad?Are you angry? In fact, I am really angry with some people in life, but I really don’t want to worry about it anymore. It’s really tiring.Excited, there are often some unreasonable happiness, happy to exhaustion, heartache, but this kind of happiness cannot be expressed.So she is really tired, surrounded by these emotions every day, and even sometimes, they will appear together, which is a kind of complicated and simple breakdown.Excited, angry, sad, irritable, happy, painful, at that moment, she could only hug herself, cover her heart and cry in a dark corner.

Su Nan knew that her situation was not optimistic, not only emotionally, but also physically.But Su Nan never wants to step into the hospital again in this life, she swears that she should step into the hospital again in the next life when she should be declared dead.

She doesn't worry that after her death, no one will take care of her funeral.

On the day she came of age, Su Nan registered for donation of human organs and tissues.

Even if she was dismembered for research, she didn't want her body or ashes to be handed over to those legal family members.

Really sleepy, Su Nan leaned against the window, looked at the time, it was still early, just squint for a while, looked at the carriage, she was alone in the whole carriage, then she was relieved, set an alarm clock and fell asleep .

A dreamless sleep, unexpectedly stable.

I was woken up by the alarm clock, and the station was only five minutes away.

After waking up, Su Nan stood up and waited at the door. It was already early morning, and the city was exceptionally quiet.

Walking out of the station, there was no car on the road, only a few drunk people stumbled forward occasionally.

There are no buses at this point, and I can’t bear to take a taxi, so let’s go back by bicycle.

The night in late autumn was bitterly cold, and my hands were already red from the cold when I rode home.

Carefully opened the door, and sure enough, she had fallen asleep with a book in her arms.

Su Nan gently put the book on the bedside table and covered the quilt.

She turned her head and took a simple shower. She didn't wash her hair, fearing that blowing her hair would wake her up, and the slippers were too noisy, so she simply went to bed barefoot.

I don't know if it's really too tired, or if I feel at ease after doing what I want to do, I fell asleep as soon as I touched the pillow.

Waking up in a daze in the morning, Xu Linlin beside her has already gone to school.

When she got up, she saw bread, eggs and milk on the table. It seemed that she woke up to boil eggs in the morning.

Looking at the time, it's seven o'clock, wash up, and go out with breakfast.

Turn on the phone, a bunch of news from new friends, it's them.

Passed one by one, Su Nan sat on the bus and ate while replying to messages, all asking how Su Nan was doing, and then Su Nan asked if they had any news about Zhu Hao, and they replied in a unified way.

Su Nan sighed, put down her phone and looked out the window, Zhu Hao, where are you and what are you doing.

One day I will know, Su Nan comforted herself.

Coming to the store and starting another busy day, Nie Mang came early for an unprecedented time to help Su Nan take care of the store and pack things, because all the goods arrived today.

It was already one o'clock after finishing, and the two of them slumped on the seats and didn't even have the energy to order takeaway.

"I admire you, how did one person do this before?" Su Nan sat up and looked at Nie Mang who was lying on the table ordering takeaway.

"What are you thinking? How could it be possible for me alone. At the beginning, there were two people with my husband, a small store. It gradually grew bigger and bigger, and then opened a branch. Both of us recruited one Human." Nie Mang looked up at Su Nan.

"I thought you were always alone in the store before, but there were people there before." Su Nan thought about it, "It's such a big store, you can't be exhausted."

"I used to hire a little girl who worked part-time, and then went to open a pet shop." Nie Mang smiled. "Thinking about it this way, my boss is quite successful."

"How did you think of opening a pet shop?" Su Nan looked at her.

"Because at that time, we had a dog in our own home. Later, we found out that there were only three pet stores in our city, and they were not very good. We thought about opening one by ourselves, and it was more professional. Then I went to learn , and then open a small store and take it slowly." Nie Mang thought to himself, "It's been so many years, and I'm not too young."

"It's okay, you look very young, in your early twenties at most." Su Nan looked at her, she was the type who really had a temperament.

"Thirty next year. Hey, I won't be young anymore." Nie Mang sighed.

"At least you look young." Su Nan comforted Nie Mang.

"It makes sense." Nie Mang suddenly remembered, "You get off work, there's no one there today, and besides, I'm here, so you get off work."

"Isn't it good? If there is business, will you come here alone?" Su Nan looked at the time, "It's only after one o'clock."

"Let's go." Nie Mang waved to her, "Go, don't wait until I regret it."

Su Nan stood up, "Then if you're too busy, just call me and I'll come over."

Nie Mang nodded and chased Su Nan away.

Su Nan walked out of the store, looked at the time, then go there.

Until she stood under the word "Ningbo Station", Su Nan still couldn't believe that she would be so crazy recently.

If you think about it later, you will definitely regret it.

Forget it, take one step at a time.

Su Nan took a taxi to Ningbo First Hospital.

Taking the elevator to the door of the previous hospital, Su Nan actually didn't know if she would meet any of them here, but she just wanted to try.

"Su Nan?"

Su Nan turned her head, it was the nurse who was in charge of her before.

"It's really you, what's the matter?" The nurse looked at Su Nan, "You won't come to the hospital again, right? You and Jiang Ziwen are really the same, the hospital is your home?"

"Jiang Ziwen is inside?" Su Nan looked at the nurse in surprise.

"Why are you so excited? Also, I didn't see Zhu Hao coming with you." The nurse looked around Su Nan.

Su Nan shook her head, "We haven't been in touch for a long time."

"Why? Did you quarrel? He probably won't." The nurse didn't believe it.

"Oh, go in first and help me get Jiang Ziwen out. I have something to do with her." Su Nan urged the nurse to go in.

"Okay, okay." The nurse swiped the access control card and went in.

After a while, Jiang Ziwen was seen rushing out of the door.

"I said what's the matter with you two? Play disappear, we can't get in touch with you two. What's the matter, didn't Zhu Hao come with you?" Jiang Ziwen pulled Su Nan to talk endlessly of.

Su Nan pulled Jiang Ziwen to sit on the sofa at the elevator door, and told the whole story.

She looked at Su Nan in disbelief, "You two are acting in a movie. What are you doing. He, anyway, I think he must have encountered something unavoidable. According to his personality, he can't do such a thing even if he dies." .You listen to my analysis.” Jiang Ziwen pulled Su Nan, “First, he likes you very much, it is impossible to leave you at your last breath. Second, he likes Zhejiang University very much. It is impossible to say that you will not study if you don’t study, even if you transfer to another school. Third, the relationship between him and his father was so-so when he was young, and it became more rigid when he grew up. It is impossible to let his father intervene so casually. These things. Fourth, he cares about his friends very much, and it is impossible to cut off all contacts without saying a word. Fifth, his character is not a person who would do such things, although I did not say that I know him very well. But I My intuition told me that something must have happened, and it was unusual. Looking at it this way, it has nothing to do with love, because you don’t know anything about it. Then it has nothing to do with friendship, because you said his friends don’t know about it. Finally, it has nothing to do with natural disasters and man-made disasters. Otherwise he'd be in the headlines. So, looking at it this way, it must be something about the family."

Su Nan looked at the serious Jiang Ziwen, "Your thoughts are so clear."

"Why are you so calm?" Jiang Ziwen looked at Su Nan.

"As long as he is still alive, it doesn't matter where he is, what he is doing, who he is with." Su Nan sighed, "I can't force this kind of thing."

"Hurry up, it's time for access control." The nurse pushed open the door and said.

Su Nan nodded.

"Forget it, it doesn't matter what you think or what he does. As long as both of you are doing well." Jiang Ziwen didn't want to say anything anymore, they should settle their affairs by themselves.

"Add a WeChat account and leave a contact information." Su Nan took out her phone.

"Why did you change your WeChat and phone number?" Jiang Ziwen didn't understand.

"You go back first, let's talk on the phone." Su Nan looked at the nurse who was watching them through the door.

"Okay, okay." Jiang Ziwen got up and watched Su Nan get into the elevator and turned to leave.

I'm going to take the train again. I've been running around for the past few days, but I haven't gotten any answers I want. Forget it, there are many more opportunities.

Sitting on the train back, Jiang Ziwen played a video with Su Nan and told her what happened in the past few months. She expressed that she was even more shocked. She never thought that someone would live like this.

In fact, Su Nan is also very strange, why she has lived like this.

Later, Jiang Ziwen kept cursing and scolding them for Su Nan.

Su Nan smiled helplessly in front of the screen.

The nurse kept urging her, Su Nan asked her to hang up, and asked those people to add Su Nan's WeChat, Jiang Ziwen hung up the phone, indicating that she would continue tomorrow.

Su Nan looked at the lost and recovered girls in the address book, and it was good, at least they were still there.

Although I don't know where Zhu Hao went.

But Su Nan doesn't believe that it is impossible for a living person to disappear.

I'm waiting for you to wish Hao.

with your friends.

(End of this chapter)