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[Although Younv-sama can't go out often, Mekaku-sama can always be seen. She is active in the entire Sky City and likes to come and go at night.

She scares a lot of people because of her empty eyes...

That disturbing atmosphere made many people in Sky City criticize her.

Megakushi-sama is the daughter of Megakushi, a spiritual maiden created by Zuoyue clan using ancient methods. Her inspiration is very powerful, so she can clearly feel the malice of others towards her.

I know something about this because my mother was once a witch, and this is the main reason why I dare not contact her.

But what scares me even more is that she can clearly feel other people's dissatisfaction with her, but she still pretends not to know, with a smile on her face.

This scares me...

I was terrified of being stared at because of the eyeball-less hole that gave me the feeling of being watched.

It's not right, it's not right...

She is the daughter of Muyin who has had her eyes gouged out, so why can she still see others?

If that's the case, then those people who deliberately teased her because she couldn't see, did those things they did mean that she saw everything? 】

[The more I think about it, the more frightened I become...

The fear in my heart can't be expressed, it will only make me more and more depressed, damn it, this is really a disgusting place...

My mother once said that our life is distorted and abnormal. She is a girl married from outside. She has taken a fancy to Zuoyue's wealth and power, and is a money worshiper, but she is coming here Since then, he has been trying to escape from this place.

But unfortunately, as a city of gods, it is not a small mortal who can just run away, so she was caught every time and was beaten badly.

Maybe it's because of her screams that I dare not have the idea of escaping here?

After giving birth to me, my mother became weak. Although she tried to escape several times, one day, after the twisted and mutated body of my father was sent back, she sat motionless on the bed and had a fit. After staying for one night, she became quieter and became as cold and stiff as a corpse.

I didn't feel any sadness about my father's death. After all, Zuoyueshi's blood flowed in my body. For me, my father's death was his own choice. Everything Zuoyueshi did was correct and running smoothly.

There is nothing wrong with that.

My mother hates me very much. She once cursed loudly that all of us Zuoyue Clan are monsters and lunatics. Although I am a little dissatisfied with her words, she is my mother, and I should not be jealous of my mother. any dissatisfaction.

I just remember that after my mother finished scolding that day, she hugged me and kept crying and apologizing.

She was apologizing for giving birth to me.

I don't understand. After all, this woman is really annoying. Maybe I have become the only pillar she can rely on, so she said a lot to me.

In Sazuki Honke, there is no concept of family. Everyone belongs to the ethnic group, and our entire city is one family.

The concept of mother and father should not belong to the outer dwellers.

Maybe only those grown-ups who live around the Pillar of Light have such emotions?

Looking at the tears on my mother's face, for the first time, I had the idea of going to the bottom floor...

Maybe my mother loves me, but I can't feel it.

For me, the emotion belonging to strange things may be a very important thing.

Thinking of this, I swore in my heart that no matter what, I will take good care of her. After my father died, I will let her live a good life. I don't want to see the tears on her face again.

For an ordinary civilian living in the outermost layer, it is really difficult for me to go to the core area of the lowest layer.

That was almost the most difficult period of my life, but luckily I got through it.

But when I told my mother that we could move to the core area, she actually wanted to kill me...

She desperately called me a wolf-hearted thing, I don't understand why she would say that...

But the kitchen knife in her hand stabbed straight at me.

I didn't run away because she was my mother.

Perhaps she had gone mad long ago.

But she is still my mother.

The tip of the knife pierced my shoulder, it was cold, but it was hot when it went in, like a hot knife piercing the wound.

I bleed a lot...

When my mother saw the blood on my body, she let out a scream, maybe she was afraid of me...

Why should you be afraid of me?I never hurt you?

Even if you stab me, I will not hate you, because you are my mother, you gave me everything, so it is reasonable to take it back.

Then, like crazy, she stabbed herself with the knife.

she committed suicide

I didn't stop in time.

Blood splashed on my face, but it made my heart hurt.

I lost my mother.

My mother's death affected me a lot.

It's strange, obviously I don't think human life and death are unacceptable, but when I really face it, another kind of thinking will appear in my mind.

I think that my mother's death was caused by me. It happened because I didn't take good care of her. It was because I was busy during that period of time and didn't have time to accompany her, which made her resent me.

Maybe I shouldn't be in the core area...

……

After a person dies, her words will always echo in the mind, which is called a memory.

I love reminiscing, and I love organizing things in my head, because it gives me a sense of self-satisfaction that I actually have a lot of treasures.

I still went to work in the core area.

This is inescapable, once confirmed, it is my responsibility.

That's why I gradually felt that what my mother said was actually reasonable. This place is indeed a very disgusting city.

I hate the blood that runs through me because it makes me less than a normal person, it makes me lose everything.

……

Hmm... I was a little impulsive just now, I shouldn't have said that, after all, this is the legendary city that our Tengu clan is proud of.

only…

There are a few things I've decided to document...

Otherwise, if something happens in the future...

I hope someone can find this place and find the track of my existence...

In this way, it is enough...

Retained in memory, this is another kind of beautiful eternal life.

If someone can see this scroll, please remember the following content, this is very important.

Because I guessed a very bad thing.

The way Sky City operates is wrong. If it continues like this, Mekaku-sama will become the source of disaster. She has actually become something other than a human being.

The reason why I dare not contact her is because I am afraid that she will find out that I have noticed her abnormality.

It's really hopeless, there are so many people in Sky City, and even big figures can be found everywhere, but why is it that only me, a little scribe, noticed this thing...

How nice it would be for me to die peacefully as a stupid person.

But now that I'm aware of it, there's something to do.

My mother told me that there are things that can be done and things that cannot be done. I decided to subvert this city that made my mother suffer all her life.

But I have to find a way to deal with some of the mess in the future, otherwise it will be very troublesome.

Well, just write it in the scroll, if I can't do it, then please someone later to take over the guidance from me.

Moreover, Lady Younu is very pitiful, please go and save her.

Although I'm a waste, I can't even protect my own mother, but I still hope to do something for the people in the future.

My position is actually not that important, so many of the people and things I come into contact with are ordinary people...

But as long as you think about it, there is always a way to do it...

I bribed one of the guards of the Pillar of Light...

He is very greedy and wants all my property. Greedy people are generally easy to use. For me, such a person is very simple. As long as I use some means, I can easily turn him into my own.

Maybe my mother hates my mentality of not treating people as human beings, so she wants to kill me?

But what I have done has always been to help her live a better life, right?

Is there something wrong with doing this... too?

Well, there must be something wrong, otherwise the mother would not have died.

I bribed the guard, and used some dishonorable methods to collect some of his handles.

Made him my thing.

Although most of my contacts are ordinary people in Sky City, please never underestimate the role ordinary people can play in certain things.

I feel that as long as they are there, I am omnipotent...

Maybe... I am more suitable for the role of the patriarch? (laugh)

No, if I do that, my mother will definitely be angry, so I don't want it...

Although that annoying woman has always had a bad attitude towards me, she has done a lot for me. She often tells me some ways to deal with people...

My mother used to be a famous courtesan, so it goes without saying that she is capable. She wanted to change the ruthless nature of the Zuoyue blood in my body.

She failed, how can a mortal change the blood of a god?

But I can't fail.

Since this is my mother's wish, then I will change my god's blood...

Try to make yourself no longer cold-blooded.

It's actually hard, I'm not really smart...

But I also thought of a method, that is: as long as you act as a person who is not cold-blooded, and all the things and behaviors you do are simulated in your mind, then you can become another person completely.

I did it, but it seems like it's hard for other people to do it.

From then on, I knew that what changes a person is the decision of his own soul, not his blood.

I may be a cold-blooded and heartless person, but as long as I play a warm and kind person in my life, then I am warm and kind. 】

[The topic is a bit off topic, well, after buying the guards, one has two, and I quickly controlled a team of guards. For despicable people, I have to use despicable means to achieve unexpected results Effect, I'm actually pretty good at using intrigue, it's almost an innate ability, which makes me a little sad.

Because the child that the mother wants is gentle and kind.

I have found such a child before.

But they generally can't live long in a place like Sky City...

Perhaps the only one found so far is Lady You Nu...

Lady You Nu is the most important core of Sky City.

Her existence represents everything in the future of Sky City.

Her status is far above everyone else, even Master Mukane, she is completely incomparable.

So the key point of everything lies in her.

And what needs to be done...

It is in the ceremony.

Later people...

I want to ask you one thing.