Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

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[I'm mad!I actually think it makes sense! ]

[hateful!do not talk!I'm really going crazy! ]

[If you say it like you said, the world realizes that it is still trying to make up for it, but it is just a disguise. He just doesn't want to give up Xiaoxi, who is such an easy-to-handle tool! ]

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[? ]

[Fuck! ]

[I actually think it makes sense, Xiaoxi's character like this is really easy to handle, if Qianyuan hadn't appeared by Xiaoxi's side, Xiaoxi might still be controlled by the world's consciousness when she fell into collapse! ]

[Want to die but can't, awake but desperate, painful and numb... This is Xiaoxi's state. ]

[I do not want!I don't want this ending! ]

[Is world awareness so powerful?If the world consciousness is really powerful, then why would he allow the system to exist, and the world consciousness and Qianyuan don't see each other well, and they probably want to kill each other in their hearts. ]

[Good image. ]

[Are you sure to allow the system to exist? ]

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[Fuck, what a terrifying speech! ]

[Sister, are you crazy!say no more! ]

[I'm crazy, now I'm making a decision with the organization. At this juncture, Xiaoxi will definitely let Qianyuan carry out the mission, and then Qianyuan will be caught... Because of the existence of world consciousness, he will torture Qianyuan severely, and then make Xiaoxi collapse even more. ]

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[Be yourself. ]

[I beg you, this world can’t do without you as a human being, don’t be Satan. ]

[Satan tattoos you on the back. ]

[I swear that I will study hard in the future and make progress every day. I will help the old lady cross the road and accumulate some morals. I don’t want this kind of ending! ]

[Save the child, save the child! ]

[Hahahahahahahaha what are you afraid of? Look at how good my mental state is!Can this be done?Can't!So Qian Yuan might die in front of Xiao Xi!Xiao Xi was powerless and could only watch Qian Yuan die. ]

[? ]

[Go to hell you guys! ]

[Be individuals, be individuals, please be individuals! ]

[Leave the child alone!Children no longer want to eat knives!Don't show up don't show up! ]

[I also have something to say...]

[To shut up! ]

[Stop talking!Don't say it! ]

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[If Chihara is really dead, Xiaoxi will go crazy!I do not want!I really don't want to!I'm Xiao Xi who likes white and black!I like crazy batches!But!I don't want Xiaoxi like this! ]

[Xiaoxi should live happily!That is the boy that a sunflower can represent! ]

[Hope should not be hopeless. ]

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Chapter 144 The Identity of the Savior Belongs to Shinichi Kudo

There was a frenzied discussion in the live broadcast room, but outside, the two gradually hugged each other tightly.

Qianyuan felt that his arms were getting wet, and felt the choked voice in his ear gradually amplified, and his heart ached to death.

He bowed his waist and even tried to melt his Xiaoxi into his body with all his strength, Qianyuan coaxed her, and her voice began to choke.

Chihara Nozomi just didn't understand.

He is just jealous.

His jealousy wasn't very deep, it was just superficial or even a little bit.

But at this time, even a little bit is enough to kill.

Chihara Nozomi started thinking about everything he had done, even he finally started laughing at himself.

—He thought he was a joke.

He has done so many things, but in the end, the ending he got is not even as good as that of a sinner.

He doesn't even need to save those people at all, because this is not what he should do.

He should have refused from the beginning, he should not have been so soft-hearted at the beginning, even if he felt that he was going to die at that time, he should not have softened his heart.

He should have retreated immediately, not giving the world consciousness any chance to bind him, he should have retreated completely when saving, fearing everything.

Even he should be a pure bad guy.

He thought about countless possibilities, but Qian Yuanxi thought he couldn't do them.

——This is the most ridiculous!

It is impossible for a really good person to become a bad person. Once a good person becomes a bad person, it means that this good person is not pure.

What a purely nice person is.

There is no precise definition of this, but he thinks he understands, he is ridiculously pure.

Qian Yuanxi closed her eyes and let herself breathe, even wanting to fall into the rising drowsiness.

The comforting voice from above from Qianyuan also became softer and quieter, until behind, Qianyuan Xi could no longer hear him and fell asleep.

Curled up in Qianyuan's arms like a newborn baby, he was hugged tightly by Qianyuan and covered with a warm quilt.

he has slept.

But even so, his body still twitched subconsciously, with a very uncomfortable look between his brows.

After Qianyuan felt that his Xiaoxi had fallen asleep, he hummed a lullaby softly in his mouth, coaxing him in a low voice over and over again.

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His Xiaoxi didn't understand, but neither did he.

He exists as the most advanced system, and he doesn't understand why this happened.

It's ridiculous isn't it?

He thought he had gone mad, had gone mad when he heard the news.

Why is the savior who is so high above being dragged into the quagmire, and the sinner who was originally in the mud was praised as the savior? That should have belonged to the savior-like happiness, and even took away everything that should have belonged to the savior.

Why!

Qianyuan questioned himself crazily in his heart, and even wished to rush directly in front of the world consciousness now, drag the world consciousness aside, and kowtow to his Xiaoxi a few times.

But he felt that a few kowtows were not enough to calm the anger in his heart. He wanted to leave this world and go to the sinner's world, and then the sinner would come here to experience what Xiaoxi had experienced.

Not a sinner?

Isn't he a heinous sinner?

Then let him go through the punishment again, why not.

The simple answer is "Don't interfere with other people's lives".

Qianyuan felt that world consciousness was just a joke, and he even felt that the existence of world consciousness was completely unnecessary.

But not.

There can be no accidents in this world, at least there can be no signs of collapse while Xiaoxi is alive.

His Xiaoxi has lost everything for this world, even his Xiaoxi has nothing to lose.

At this moment, Qianyuan was stunned after thinking, he closed his eyes, and slowly let himself fall into sleep.

What he just thought was wrong.

His little Xi didn't lose all.

Because his Xiaoxi still has the last hole card, which is his existence.

And he will not take the initiative to leave his Xiaoxi, and even he will not be driven away by Xiaoxi, the two of them are indispensable, and neither can be without the other.

Once the existence of the other half is missing, Qianyuan thinks that both he and Xiaoxi may go completely crazy at that moment.

He doesn't allow such a situation to exist, and he doesn't allow his Xiaoxi to become a lunatic.

——Xiao Xi who didn't allow him to suffer again.

Thinking about it, Qianyuan closed her eyes and fell into a dream.

He went to the dreamland to find his savior.

The nightmare was also severely blocked by Qian Yuan.

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In the days since then, the world consciousness has never appeared again, and this time Qian Yuanxi never took the initiative to ask what the world consciousness is doing.

He didn't know about it through Qianyuan, and he didn't even open his mouth to say any news about world consciousness, and this situation should have made Qianyuan feel relieved.

But the more this happened, the more something was wrong in Qianyuan's heart, but he couldn't question his Xiaoxi.

He could only watch his Xiaoxi sinking into the work of dealing with the organization day by day. His Xiaoxi would contact the Japanese police and then share the plan with Akai Shuichi.

Trying to make their preparations more adequate, at the same time, his Xiaoxi couldn't wait to get out of bed after his body could walk slowly.

And the first thing Chihara Nozomi did when he got out of bed was not to share his joy of being able to get out of bed again, but to directly knock on the door of Kudo Shin's family.

Find Kudo Shinichi and talk about it seriously, about the organization and even how to deal with the organization during this period of time.

The most important point is that Chihara Nozomi hopes that in the next time, Kudo Shinichi can stay away from the organization and not let himself fall into a dangerous situation.

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When Kudo Shinichi heard this request, he looked at Chihara Nozomi who was sitting opposite.

Chihara Nozomi is not in a wheelchair, and his body is fully able to walk around, since he can walk around.

He can walk slowly, but he cannot be a wheelchair.

Because the wheelchair will make him gradually forget the feeling of walking.

He sat on the sofa, crossed his hands on his calves, and watched Kudo Shinichi say what he had just said again.

"Xinyi, take it as my request. In the next period of time, I hope you can protect Xiaolan and everything around you while protecting yourself."

"Dr. Li next to me, Uncle Kogoro or many, many people..."

Chihara Nozomi said it like this, and Kudo Shinichi smiled wryly when he heard this.

"I don't have that much talent, Xiaoxi—"

But before he finished speaking, Qian Yuanxi's tone was very firm, and then he spoke slowly.

"No, Shinichi."

Having said that, Chihara Nozomi's tone increased a bit, "Shinichi, you were once regarded as the savior of the world."

"And I think Shinichi you can protect them." When Chihara Nozomi said this, his eyes were apologetic, and then he stretched out his hand and patted his leg.

"I can't do it anymore, Shinichi."

——Besides, the identity of the savior belongs to you, Kudo Shinichi.

Chapter 145 But, He's Not Important

That sentence was said by Qian Yuanxi in his heart, and at the same time Qian Yuan heard this sentence in his heart, Qian Yuan immediately turned his head to look at Qian Yuan Xi who was sitting on the sofa.

His eyes were very hot, Qian Yuanxi could feel it immediately.