Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

That was his Xiaoxi.

His supposed savior.

He didn't want his Xiaoxi to show a sad expression in his eyes, he didn't want his Xiaoxi to feel sad at this moment.

So he lowered his voice, trying to get his little Xi to dispel this curiosity.

"Xiaoxi, this is not very important news, so Xiaoxi, let's not know if it's okay or not."

After Qianyuan finished speaking like this, he looked carefully in his eyes, but when he saw a flash of disappointment in Qianyuan Kina's eyes.

He fell into deep thought again, even pursing his lips at a loss.

After Qianyuan stood up from the seat in a panic, he came to the bedside, and with both hands, he crawled towards Qianyuan Xi.

Then he knelt on the bed, looked at Qian Yuanxi in front of him, stretched out his hand, and groped Qian Yuanxi's face with his fingers.

"Xiaoxi, not everything is good, and Xiaoxi's matter is really not important."

Qianyuan still wanted to try to hide Qianyuan Xi, but Qianyuan Xi was just a little disappointed, and then he smiled.

Turning his head to Qianyuan's direction, he said slowly, "If that's the case, then I don't want to know."

"If knowing would make Chihara sad, then I don't know."

Chihara Nozomi finished speaking like this, her eyes drooping.

When Qianyuan felt the loss that could not be said, there was a pricking pain in his heart, and he opened his mouth to speak but stopped.

Qian Yuanxi also remained silent, the two of them didn't say anything at this moment, it was a weird silence.

And such silence rarely occurs between the two of them.

Qian Yuanxi pursed his lips, nervously squeezed the edge of the quilt covering him with both hands.

"Can I really not know?"

Qian Yuanxi was cautiously probing like this again.

"World consciousness hides a lot of things from me. I think he has hidden it from me so many times. I'm used to it."

"So this time I think I shouldn't have too much of a problem."

Qian Yuanxi said it with some uncertainty, and then he stretched out his finger to hook Qian Yuan's finger, and shook his little finger back and forth.

Chihara was interrupted by Chihara Nozomi's actions, then lowered his eyes to watch Chihara Nozomi's movements, and then Chihara Nozomi's voice rang in his ears.

"So tell me Chihara."

"Besides, even if something happens to me, you are here, Qianyuan."

——That's confidence.

That came from Chihara Nozomi's unreserved confidence.

Qianyuan knew that it was because of his existence that Xiaoxi gave him inexhaustible confidence.

But he still couldn't speak.

But he was even more unable to reject his savior.

So he moved closer and stretched out his hand to hold Chihara Nozomi in his arms.

……

Qian Yuanxi was taken aback by this action, and after realizing it, he patted Qian Yuan's back with both hands.

There was a hint of uncertainty in the voice, even cautiously, "Qianyuan, are you in a bad mood? Let's not talk about it if you are in a bad mood."

"I shouldn't force myself to know the answer at this time, so Chihara, should we take a break first?"

Qian Yuanxi changed what he wanted to know almost immediately, and finally he expressed concern.

But with this kind of concern, Qianyuan, who was so calm and even succeeded in pretending with great difficulty, instantly blushed. He hugged Qianyuan Xi tightly, and looked at the front with empty eyes.

He opened his mouth slowly, and gave the answer that Xiaoxi wanted to know.

After finishing speaking, Qianyuan pursed his lips, carefully observing the mood swings from his Xiaoxi.

Qianyuan paid close attention to his reaction after hearing the news, but after observing for a long time, his Xiaoxi just kept patting him on the back to comfort him.

There is nothing else, and it is precisely because of this that I can't feel at ease in my heart.

He wanted to turn around to see what his little Xi was thinking, but the moment he wanted to leave, he felt Qian Yuanxi hugging his body even tighter.

Qian Yuanxi's voice sounded at this moment, it was a hoarse voice.

Qian Yuanxi put his chin on Qian Yuan's shoulder, staring at everything in front of him, his mind was a little empty.

He didn't know what kind of emotion he should have, but he just felt that he should empty his mind at this time, so that it wouldn't make him feel bad.

Thinking about it, Qianyuan Xi rubbed Qianyuan's neck slightly, and then spoke slowly and softly.

"Let me give you a hug, Chihara, don't move, just let me give you a hug. I'll be fine if I give you a hug, and everything will be fine if I give you a hug..."

Qian Yuanxi's voice was a little choked up, and after he finished speaking like this, he still choked up softly.

Then he held Qianyuan's hand even harder, and finally buried his face in Qianyuan's neck, and heard a soft choked sob.

This made Qianyuan feel even more uncomfortable.

He coaxed softly over and over again, but even so, it didn't work.

Qian Yuanxi only whispered, and he didn't break down emotionally, he was just crying very lightly.

As if for a moment, no one would notice.

"Just a hug..."

Qian Yuanxi kept repeating this sentence.

"Grandpa said, if I'm uncomfortable, I'll be fine with a hug."

"So I think I need more hugs so I don't get sad and I don't get angry."

Qian Yuanxi was trying to calm himself down, trying not to expose more emotions, he was suppressing his normal emotions at this moment.

But the more this happened, the more Chihara felt heartbroken.

"Xiaoxi, you don't have to do this, you can cry, no one will blame you."

"I don't want to cry, I just have a little grievance, really only a little..."

"It's not very big, but it's just a little grievance like a needle prick." Qian Yuanxi tried to explain, but the more she explained, the more her voice became choked up, and she couldn't say a complete sentence in the end.

Even at the end, he didn't continue talking, but Qianyuan lowered his eyes, and then he hugged Qianyuan Xi and slowly fell to the side.

Chihara got into the quilt, and then he hugged Chihara Nozomi's body in his arms.

The two hug each other tightly, and at this moment they are more like a complete and perfect twin.

"Xiaoxi, I'm here."

"So don't hold back, and no one will blame Xiaoxi in front of me. If anyone dares to say that Xiaoxi shouldn't cry, I will beat them to the ground, so Xiaoxi, don't cry."

"When Xiaoxi cries, I feel bad..."

As Qianyuan said like this, he rubbed down, holding Qianyuan Xi's head in his arms, Qianyuan Xi just hugged Qianyuan's waist even tighter, and then his hoarse voice came.

"I envy him now at home with his family, I envy what he has now."

"I'm even jealous, I'm jealous that everything he has should belong to me."

"Qianyuan, am I jealous of him...I'm getting sicker."

Chapter 143 Please Be Individuals!

Qian Yuanxi couldn't tell.

He is so jealous that this emotion has never appeared on him, he has never been jealous and even sometimes he is very envious.

But he has never been jealous of others, because he clearly knows that everyone's life is different, so even if he is jealous, his life will not change.

All he can do is to let himself have a better future, so at this moment when he said that he was jealous, he felt sick.

He is very ill.

Qian Yuanxi felt that there were other changes in him, but he didn't find it, and even the doctor didn't find anything wrong with him.

After he said it, he arched into Qianyuan's arms and continued.

"I'm jealous of him and his family, I'm jealous of his happiness, I'm even jealous of his existence."

After saying this, Qian Yuanxi fell into silence again, until he laughed, his voice was a little sad.

Even flimsy and ridiculous.

"Qianyuan, do you think I look like a fool?"

"Not only did I screw everything up, I even lost my grandpa, I even broke up with the organization. I didn't do my job well in the first place, and even at this time I made myself very seriously ill."

"Make yourself like this, do you think there is no idiot who is more embarrassed than me?"

"Obviously I'm already like this, but sometimes I just think that it's good that they're fine." After Qian Yuanxi said this, the grievance in his heart surged even more.

The surge of grievance made him unable to hold back, and his tears fell from his eyes like pearls that cost no money.

It quickly made Qianyuan's arms wet a lot.

With red eyes in Qianyuan, he patiently comforted Qianyuan Xi, who was about to collapse emotionally in his arms, one after another, but every time when he was about to collapse.

Qian Yuanxi was always able to pull himself back in the first time, even he was very skilled, which also made Qian Yuan feel confused.

Qianyuan Xi seemed to know what Qianyuan was thinking in his heart, he raised his head from his arms and looked at Qianyuan not far away.

Then he laughs, "I'm controlling it well, because I'm thinking that if I break down, I'm going to be annoying and make you guys feel impatient."

"I won't make trouble for you in this respect, I will try my best not to make trouble for you."

Chihara Nozomi's voice was fragile at this moment, it was an existence that would break if touched.

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[? ]

[Fuck. ]

[Oh shit!I can't help cursing! ]

[Damn it!Don't give me a knife at this time!but!I'm really angry and aggrieved! ]

[I'm just watching a live broadcast!Why am I so frustrated here!hateful! ]

[My little Xi! ]

[My boy is already in dilapidated condition, he will be broken at the touch of a finger, it's already like this, why doesn't that bastard let Xiaoxi go! ]

[Go to hell! ]

[no!Why!Why is the savior full of despair and suffering!Sinners can enjoy a happy future!You can also go back to the original world and reunite with your family! ]

[that is!Why!My young man is full of tenderness, desperate to save the world, dedicating his life, and even dedicating all the things he can dedicate, why is this the ending! ]

[I couldn't help it anymore, when I watched Xiao Xi whispering about his grievances, I really wanted to say it!Xiaoxi, you did nothing wrong, Xiaoxi did nothing wrong from the beginning to the end!What's wrong is that dog's world consciousness! ]

[Fuck! ]

[I'm really going to be angry!How the fuck does this world consciousness exist! ]

[Sisters, let’s be honest, I’m really a little wronged when I see this!Why did I feel wronged that it ended like this? The ending between Xiaoxi and that sinner seems to be reversed. ]

[Be brave, it's the other way around. ]

[Fuck, is this the case when the world consciousness said that it found the wrong person at the beginning? ]

[...So if the world consciousness did not find the wrong person at the beginning, Xiaoxi would be happy, have a bright future, and return to the original world to reunite with grandpa, instead of falling into such a fate, right! ]

[hateful!I'm even angrier! ]

[Are you all thinking that this matter is so simple?I'm the only one wondering if it's possible that World Consciousness deliberately approached Xiaoxi in the first place? ]

[? ]

[It's terrifying to think carefully!Depend on!Stop talking! ]

[Because he thinks that Xiaoxi's gentle personality is easy to handle, but that sinner is not easy to handle.If the two are reversed, no matter which one's task it is, it can be perfectly solved. ]