Landlord with umbrella but no knife

He Cheng and I only hold hands, are you so dissatisfied with holding hands?I just gave you a few hugs that don't mean much to you, that's all there is to him. "I finally heard Lin Yibu's pretentious, sweet, and pitiful voice. Her original voice didn't feel confused or uneasy. It was more like the dust had settled...

"Why can't I pass the exam?? Lin Yi? You don't believe me that much??"

"Encouragement is encouragement, He Cheng, don't you know? You don't want to go to rubbish schools. You say that you are not here to mess around, but those better schools have nothing to do with you. You are already skinny. There are many things. During the review, you said yes, you thought you could write, and you said that you were a little bit, a lot, a lot. Also, do you really read books every day?

I have your steam friends, I added you with a small account, it shows your destiny 2 and csgo, and you have played for more than 40 hours recently. "

"I just relax occasionally, I can't study all the time..." He Cheng was also panicked.

"I know, so I didn't say anything, but maybe, we can only stop here."

"Lin Yi!! What are you talking about? Stop here? Why stop here? You want to go too?"

"I also really want to say...we are true love, and I really want to throw money in his face, but I also have a lot of problems at work. Without Jiang Yue, I am about to collapse. My mother recently There is also a small problem, although it is just a false alarm, but I look at my wallet, it is really just a few grains of rice, I don't want to wear those cheap ones anymore, which make my skin slightly itchy and uncomfortable.

I have insisted on it for a long time. It is true that you don’t spend a lot of money, but my rent and yours add up to three or four thousand. One month, everyone has to pay for food and so on. "

"Then you can obviously live with me, we can save money, the single room is a bit more crowded, that is also our small den, we can save money."

"Why should I spend such a dark time with you so sparingly? Do you know that if I live with you for more than a week, I will hate you, and even the best love can't stand such ugly, absolutely Inanimate reality.

Help you pack your things every day?Do you do your laundry every day?It's just a bed that is getting damp, the air conditioner can't blow any cold or hot air, the internet speed is slow and stuck, and you still have to use that desk for study, and the bathroom is still shared. I just think about it. It is unbearable, there is not even a balcony, and indoor steel pipe hangers are needed to dry clothes, and the sun is not easy to dry.

Eating a greasy fast food of 20 yuan, in order to save money, there is no fruit.

Yesterday, I took the money Jiang Yue gave me and ate nearly 100 grapes in big mouthfuls. I haven’t eaten it for a long time. I ate too much and it was too sweet. I almost vomited.

Do you know how happy it is to buy random strawberries that are out of season? Before, it took a long time to think about buying even two yuan a catty of watermelon, because a whole one would cost thirty or forty dollars.

Without life, without substance, I can only live in the low-cost apartment of the school with the cheek, and go to work for an hour.

Now, now I am dressed very well, the air conditioner is not noisy, the bathroom is clean, and the clothes have been dried in half a day. Looking up, it is the real sky of Hangzhou, and looking down, it is the edge that I could not even touch. In life, the cars of those rich people are like little ants, crawling busy on the ground, I can sleep until 08:30, there is an exquisite breakfast downstairs, two subway stops, just listen to music, no matter how crowded, It's just a matter of time.

I know that I have to pay the price, but I still want to give you some hope...I also want you to succeed..."

"Yes, yes, you have been taken care of by others, you have a good life, you look down on me, yes, you have been longing for, longing for Jiang Yue to expose you to your face, you didn't tell me before, but now you say this? Why did you say this before? Don't say? We can work together!"

"I have persuaded you many times tactfully, forget it, you don't want to live so hard, and you feel that you have to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and you are different from others... It will be a matter of time before you are discovered. I am indeed, indeed, adopted. I I can't touch you anymore, I'm sorry, I'm going back with Jiang Yue..." Lin Yi spoke half-truths, and she intertwined my fingers with mine, holding me firmly, that feeling of unwillingness pointed at me. Passed on in a depressive way.

Like a hot stone baked on an asphalt road, run over by a wheel, it can only be silent.

Chapter 47 Jiang Yue, can you get me drunk? (1/)

He was embarrassed and said cruel words that I could hardly hear, and he didn't know how to keep him.

"Lin Yi... do you really want to leave? We don't have a little... a little hope." He stared at Lin Yi's fingers intertwined with me with a pale look, like a momentary yin and yang wasted .

"Go back, He Cheng, I will transfer the money to you later... This is the last transfer of money, as Jiang Yue said... 5000 may not be too much, but it is enough for you for a month or two. There is really no way , just reconcile with your family, I can’t help you any more, I’m going to live my own life, so let’s do it, okay, let’s get together and break up...don’t be too stiff. "

"We'll get through it, Lin Yi, you don't need it, the two of us will find a better place..."

"I don't want to see you deliver food. I really want to see you succeed in the postgraduate entrance examination. What I want is not for everyone to compromise. Now, maybe... I didn't have any reason to persist a long time ago. I look at you now, and I feel more and more Firmly believe that we shouldn't be together anymore, after all I'm still young, let's just leave it like this, let's go." Lin Yi's eyes didn't show much memory, her tone gradually became scorching and cruel, as if from a temperature of 23 degrees In the air-conditioned room, the sweltering wind that hits the face in midsummer makes people breathless.

"Okay, okay, Lin Yi, you can really do it, obviously I will get better soon, you will regret it, you will regret it! With this kind of man, there is no future at all, he will soon abandon you, very soon Come on, you won't last long at all, you give your youth to this kind of person..."

"Given your sincerity, what did you give me? Wasted? Torrential? Or... what other emotions, our only happy day, I almost can't remember it."

"Obviously there are a lot... last time... the last time we went... the hot pot restaurant you took me to... when it was on sale... we ate... very happy... I even grabbed a singing ticket for only 10 yuan for an afternoon, we ..." As He Cheng spoke, his hands fell limply, his righteous indignation just now was burned, and the flames that were about to burn died down.

The few happiness, but also rely on discounts and coupons, just a hot pot?

"Go back. You are weak. You have stood under the sun for a long time. You will suffer from heat stroke. Take good care of yourself."

"I can't take care of...without you..."

"There will be no more me in the future." Lin Yi mercilessly drew a full stop, a pause, which made He Cheng's voice come to an abrupt end.

He nodded in a daze, opened his mouth to say something, was overwhelmed by some bitter and incompetent emotions, lowered his head heavily, turned around mechanically, staggered to hold on to the street tree, and wanted to run, but after two steps, he couldn't stop. He stopped, wanting to take one last look at Lin Yi.

Lin Yi poked my fingertips, she looked at the past indifferently, motionless, when He Cheng turned his head again, Lin Yi was already in my arms, with his back turned to him.

What he saw was only the long black hair that no longer belonged to him, like the feelings flowing in the past.

Soon, he began to run wildly, panicking like a stray dog, trying to escape back to his cramped and cramped room, sucking in the few air conditioners.

My clothes were a little wet, Lin Yi pressed tightly into my arms, "Has he left?"

"Let's go, crying? You woman still cry?"

"No." Lin Yi raised his head, looked at the pool of tears on my white shirt, and shook his head.

I let go of my hand, "It's hard, hold hands with someone like me, do you think I'm unreasonable and shouldn't care about you, I should give you money properly, but ask about your love life? Be quiet to be a rich father? Huh?"

"I know you will always find out." Lin Yi didn't distance himself from me. "I know that I am doing extremely shameless things, because you are a good person, I can shamelessly ask for it to subsidize this incompetent and useless loser.

It's unbearable for anyone, and if he is found out, he can only break up. I didn't expect this day to come so quickly. I originally wanted to give him a few days of light. "

"Who told you to wear more than 2000 skirts, throw your hypocritical, vanity, exquisite self-interested side to me, and hide the few warmth to others? Although I don't think it matters, I will give you the money, but I still…"

"I know, Jiang Yue, I know very well that it is my fault, and I have no excuse.

In fact, life is not difficult, I am exaggerating, I know that as long as you give me a little bit of tenderness, it is an exquisite delicacy that I have never tasted before, and it is the first time that I can buy delicious food with money so readily, Yesterday at noon when you were not at home, I ate 500 yuan of Thai food alone, and there was still a lot to eat. I wasted it with anxiety, and found that there was still [-] yuan in my phone. I cried more than now sharp. "

"Are you going back to find him?"

"No, he is very suspicious, not to mention that it's all about it, I will not choose to believe in love foolishly, I know that my love is not worth trusting, I wait for come and go, what I wait for is Ge Much, nothing.

What I can do now is probably to make you happy, I want to compensate you like a dog without dignity, you spent money, it is worth it, I should give all my remaining tenderness to you you.

The scenery and tenderness he had never seen before. "When Lin Yi said these words, it was more like engraving an epitaph for the past, and I didn't hear the slightest hint of tenderness.

"It's so ugly to say, but it looks sincere, there is no movement in the hands, and the eyes are as dull as a wasteland, Lin Yi, I think you are dying of sadness in your heart, don't hide it, tell it all."

"I have no right to hate you...I eat yours, use yours, live yours, I have no right...

Jiang Yue, can you take me to drink?

I've never had alcohol, get me drunk, okay?Take me to any hotel, take me to a hotel, whatever you want, take me to a bar, quickly make me forget everything, drink me until I can't remember anything. "She grabbed my hand and looked at me suddenly out of focus.

"You want to pretend to be stupid when you're drunk? It means you don't drink, you think I'm disgusting, right? If you don't drink, you can't forget the past, so you have to be in a sinking state to anesthetize yourself and be with me? I will be your gold master, Do you still want to accommodate you so wronged? Lin Yi, I really think that your boyfriend is very pitiful, otherwise, give him another [-]? Huh?" I did it on purpose, I knew she was going to die of pain, so I was still stern As she spoke, she unconsciously smashed the wound that she had no time to mend.

"Give it to me, I'll go buy the clothes you like..."

"The clothes I like? This is what you call gentleness? An AI that mechanically repeats instructions? I'm surprised that you have no feelings for me. Why bother to be angry with me? As you said, many old men used to think For you... Do you have a lot of opportunities, and you are going to fight it out, why don't you give me a hard slap and tell me that you will stand out?" I looked at Lin Yi jokingly.

She quietly grabbed my sleeve, closed her eyes silently, and leaned against my arms. "I'm going to like you."

"I need you to like me? Don't take yourself too seriously." I mocked more coldly than her.

Chapter 48 She is really a superficial and hypocritical woman (2/)

She came over to kiss me to please me, like a dog that needs to be petted, with pitiful eyes wanting a bone.

I don't like keeping a pet, I don't need her flattery to please her, the way she can't wait to express her hypocrisy and sincerity makes me feel ridiculous.

"Okay? You know what I want. I just copy it mechanically and do things that I'm not good at. How wronged you are."

"But...Jiang Yue, you are different from him. He has nothing, failure, and I can take care of you. If you say it, there are too many people who can take care of you. Everything about me has become insignificant...I don't know how To please you, I'm just... just a very ordinary, nothing..."

"Do you think it's fun to say these perfunctory words?"

"This is not perfunctory, Jiang Yue..."

"Okay, let's go home, I'm not in the mood to act stupid with you."

She took my hand, "It's not good to listen to you...Jiang Yue, don't you just want your name to be engraved on me? The blood is also full of your marks. You want me to be jealous of you, you want me I took care of you beyond my capacity, and was finally bored by you. When I fell in love with you, I became insignificant. It made me look at myself soberly. I couldn't help but not be in your arms like tomorrow, and all my emotions were betrayed to you. Struggling desperately but not being able to swim out?"

"Almost, but not enough."

"What do you want?"

I didn't give her any answer, I know she knows at least half of it.

"Are you trying to make me hate you more by acting like this, or do you want to increase your chips and make me think you are more interesting?"

"I don't know... It's just that in front of you, I'm used to such submissiveness."

"Forget it, submissive? Aren't you afraid I'll laugh when you say it?"

"Well... can I have lunch with me once? Thai food, from now on, you will take me with you." She narrowed her eyes slightly, and leaned closer, her heart seemed to be wound up, and she didn't dance smart enough for me vitality.

"Why don't you listen to music anymore? You didn't listen to this song just now, and you don't care about anything? Do you like to be isolated from the world?" I didn't answer her words, Lin Yi nodded, and really took out the earphones, put them on, and the two of us entered After the subway, of course there is no place.

I held on to the railing, she was in my arms, stuffed one of the earphones into my ears, then hugged my waist, and continued to wobble her unsatisfactory warmth without saying a word.

The old wolf's "Moonlight Allure" sang in the earphones.

"...Who will sigh unconsciously, sigh at the unconscious age, who will still listen to the beauty of that autumn leaf?"

It's just that one ear is uncomfortable to hear, "Don't listen, take it away."

She raised her head and glanced at me, then gave me the remaining earphone, and kissed me calmly, shallowly and gently.

When we got out of the station, she still held my hand tightly.

"Let go, don't grab it, it's too hot, and your palms are sweating." I watched her let go, took the earphone back, and leaned on her shoulder indifferently.

Her hair was very clean, very sweet, and it slapped my face very directly, unlike her oblique emotions, which circled around.

"So obsessed? Do you also expect me to become five so that you can take care of me?"

"I'm not obsessed with it, I'm just thinking, which underwear should I change to wait for you."

"Haha, good joke."

"I will like you..."

"It does not matter."

"I know it's not important to you at all, but it's important to me. I also want to be like Ye Shuang, ridiculously resolute, gradually forgetting my own heart, and just immersing myself in your arms, beautiful Its name is to live chicly, just find an excuse not to work, issue a flood of love currency, and then depreciate."

"Are you willing to say Ye Shuang too?"

"I know you won't love me, you still have pity for Ye Shuang, for me..."

"Say this on purpose?"

"You're not angry because you're jealous, but because you're possessive, right? Anyway, I really don't have any dignity in front of you. They are all independent, brave, and smart. I'm the only one who is shamefully criticized.

While feeling disgusted by you, I also found out that I have never received the insignificant tenderness you gave from others.

I really want to take a knife and chop up your excessive mouth now, but as soon as I bite my teeth, I can see your sporadic and despicable warmth.

I know you don't hate me that much, you don't hate green tea with a clearly marked price, I know that my face can also make you ignore many sins.

I also really want to leave you, I want to put some nonsense, shouting that I am independent.

It's just that I'm a little scared to be free now.

The kind of freedom where you can't find your way without purpose, without signs, without directions.

Now, at least I'm done with work and know where to go back.

Jiang Yue, I really want to use you, ask you for more money, do not leave any emotion, just please and flatter, just deepen the barrier and love you with a mask. "

She said these words as if she was coquettish.

I enjoy her waist and part a strand of her hair.

"Now I know what clothes to buy."

"Buy what I like, and don't want your white and black aesthetics. You are also very tempted by my skirt today, aren't you? I want to be better at doing things than Ye Shuang. She has been tinkering for a long time in the kitchen. A bowl of noodles that makes people unappetizing, a waste of ingredients, and a waste of time.

I want to restore the relationship with Liu Yue, she is slowly sinking, I want to make her more confused, and treat me as a friend who has reformed... I want to get tired of those boring interpersonal relationships in the company, I want to change the environment, as long as the boss is willing I have a little bit of ambiguous statement. If I am asked to work a little overtime, I will let him go. I work to be happy, to go home to sleep with the benefactor, and you... I have a lot of things to do, and I don’t want to The face is very disturbing. "Lin Yi emphasized his tone.

"Go on, I'm listening." I chuckled.

"You really...want to get me through. I'm just a shallow woman, Jiang Yue. Let me pamper me a little more, okay?"

"not good."

Her hand unconsciously curled around my fingertips.

"You don't have to always sell your little ambiguity."

"I know... I want you to know me so much that you can't forget me, even if I am vain and spare no effort to want some freedom, I want to be firmly held in your arms, looking into the distance, cursing you and twitching Unrestricted freedom."

When we got home, the living room was still quiet. After all, we had to go back and forth twice. The half hour early in the morning was just a moment of Ye Shuang's lazy sleep, but for some people, the past was all lost.

I was in Lin Yi's room, watching her lying in my arms, her thin lips wading through mountains and rivers, deliberately and artificially kissing the veins that I didn't need.

Chapter 49 No one's love can dominate my family (1/)