This star is from the earth

Note: "Letter to Myself" - Zhong Shuman

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Hu Fei and the others were chatting when they saw three acquaintances approaching from a distance.

It is the Big Three of Koike Studio.

What is different from what I remember is that Xiaoxia was the leader of the previous trio, the eldest sister. Now Qianqian took the lead in the middle with an umbrella, turning around from time to time to urge the two behind her to hurry up.

Hu Fei saw that Xiaoxia and Xiaochi were lagging behind, looking sleepy, and when they approached, she asked concerned: "What's wrong? Are you sick?"

Qianqian took out a small mirror, touched up her makeup, and explained: "No, just watched two episodes of "My Love", and these two people's brains have become difficult."

Xiaoxia and Xiaochi wanted to say something angrily, but they didn't say anything in the end. Because they said too many things in the past few days, without exception, they were all refuted by Qianqian and had nothing to say.

""My Love"~~" Hu Fei and the old people looked at each other and smiled, they understood, obviously they knew the reason. They have also watched "My Love", so of course they understand what happened, and they also understand where Xiaochi Xiaoxia's melancholy mood comes from.

The president said: "It's also good to be with Lin Qin."

Xiaochi immediately glared angrily: "Teacher Zhang is the best!"

"Lin Qin is very beautiful."

"Teacher Zhang is also very beautiful!"

"Lin Qin is very talented."

"Teacher Zhang is also very talented!"

"Lin Qin is very smart."

"Teacher Zhang... Teacher Zhang is very cute!"

Hu Fei and the others laughed loudly.

On the one hand, Xiaoxia rushed towards Xiaochi, punching Xiaochi one after another, and said angrily, "Why didn't you refute? Ah? Why didn't you refute? Teacher Zhang is just a little slow, not stupid! Not stupid!"

The chairman and his group were laughing up and down.

"Let's Fall in Love" [workplace couple] got together after half a year, which attracted a lot of attention. However, it was the interaction between Han Jue and Lin Qin that aroused widespread discussion.

After watching the two episodes, the combination of Han Jue and Lin Qin turned out to be pretty good. Inexplicably good match when getting along - good-looking man and good-looking woman are always a good match when they are together. Now there are many voices on the Internet who want Han Jue and Lin Qin to be together, saying that Han Jue and Lin Qin are true love.

Compared to young people like Xiaochi Xiaoxia, Hu Fei and the others in the old world take this relatively lightly. They have passed the age of thinking that [idols must be with whoever they like]. Because it was Han Jue who was looking for a girlfriend, not them. Regardless of whether it is Zhang Yiman or Lin Qin who is with Han Jue, they only want Han Jue to be happy.

After all, people who are thirty years old should also consider starting a family and finding their own happiness.

"It's almost ten years." Hu Fei sighed.

It has been almost ten years since Han Jue appeared on TV.

And how long has it been since the day they found Han Jue, Han Jue's old fans?

Thirteen years, fourteen years, fifteen years.

I hope it can slowly become, sixty-three years, sixty-four years, sixty-five years...

...

The performance started at 7:30, and as soon as 6:00 arrived, the audience began to enter the venue one after another.

A small number of unticketed people who stayed outside were still struggling.

Hu Fei received a message, opened it and saw that it was a thank you from the woman she met just now.

A couple of young couples in the group broke up just now. The man left and offered an extra ticket, which was digested internally by the friends in the group. Hu Fei helped the girl keep the ticket.

After entering the arena, Hu Fei and the others found their place and stood down.

Now that the celebrities haven't come on stage yet, they stand in the middle of the arena and look around, surrounded by people from far and near. It's as if they are being watched by tens of thousands of people, their muscles tense up, and they already feel the pressure. Then I have to admire the stars, singing and dancing in front of tens of thousands of people can't make mistakes, talking and laughing happily, exuding charm, it's really amazing.

Not far away, die-hard fans of [W.I.N.4]'s support club also entered the arena.

People on both sides stared at each other. Compared with Xiangjiang, there was less tension.

But there are still a small number of fans of Han Jue staring over there, because they can't forget the scene of Han Jue being hit by mobile phones one by one.

"Okay." Hu Fei patted Jiang Yun's head, "The president has negotiated with that side, and it won't happen again. The younger ones over there have all been driven to the back."

Before today, the president and the vice president chatted about the situation of the last concert. The president warned the vice president to be careful of the people around him and not to throw the phone again. The vice president didn't speak harshly, she made a serious promise that the same or similar situation would not happen again.

Jiang Yun muttered and looked away, then patted her husband on the head.

Her husband made a few "barks" to that side at the end, and then looked away, and his teeth.

Time passed slowly, and when the audience completely filled the stadium, which can accommodate 80,000 people, the Shanghai Metro Station concert was about to begin.

...

The countdown before the concert this time did not stop at [4] like Xiangjiang did, and then jumped to [5]. This time it was quite normal.

There are still four people playing.

Everyone is prepared. Although they knew in advance that there would be Han Jue in this show, they also knew that [W.I.N.4] all the singing repertoire was completed by four people. If Han Jue was to be added, the distribution of lyrics and the dance team must be rearranged. Spend a lot of time. And Dao Hanjue has a busy schedule, and it is impossible to follow him from beginning to end.

So An Anxin watched the performance.

One after another hit songs and golden songs come out, even if some audience members have passed the age of listening to idol industrial pop songs, but in the atmosphere of the concert, they can still have fun, singing and dancing, very happy.

The first half of the concert came to an end, the four of them descended to the stage to change their clothes and rest, and then it was the turn of the supporting guests.

Everyone cheered up.

At Xiangjiang Station, Han Jue appeared as a supporting guest during the intermission.

However, the supporting guests slowly appeared, but it was another popular singer.

He is also a well-known idol and a powerful singer, no matter his style or status, he is not inferior to Han Jue, even worse. However, no matter how powerful the singer is, he is not Han Jue after all, and he does not have the [special meaning] of [W.I.N.4] in Han Jue.

After a short moment of disappointment, everyone adjusted their mood and immediately listened to the music again.

After the two songs, the supporting guests chatted with the four of them on the same stage, and then handed over, and the four of them restarted the second half of the performance.

When at a certain time, the lights changed and the four disappeared on the stage again, everyone knew that Han Jue was finally about to appear.

【finally come! 】

Hu Fei and the others have been recharging their energy from the beginning to the present. During the performance, no matter how excited they were, they refused to use up their voices. They were worried that when it was Han Jue's turn, the cheers for Han Jue would be too small.

Now that Han Jue is here, it's time for their support club to show off.

The stage was empty for about a minute.

The lighting changed again, leaving only a bunch of white lights in the center of the stage, where the lifting platform was located.

The lifting platform was underground before, but now it is slowly rising to lift out what is placed on it.

The fans' cheers became louder as the lifting platform moved.

When the whole thing on the lifting platform appeared, everyone saw that it was a table with cups and wine on it, and five chairs around it, but no one was there.

A solitary beam of light shone down on the table, making the moment look like a party where no one was present.

The voices of fans became a little confused.

"Deng dong dong~~" The sound of the piano began to ding-dong, and there was a melody. And as hardcore fans who can listen to every song of [W.I.N.4] over and over fifty times, they can't tell what song the melody is.

[Is there anything you can be proud of for what you have done in the past ten years?

What you believed in at that time has not been shaken, has it? 】

A voice sounded.

The spotlight chased the source of the singing, and it was Xiang Zu, who was walking step by step from the edge of the stage with a microphone in hand.

Dressed in party attire.

[The object and fate have appeared, is the achievement not bad?

Did you add experience during the journey, and let the edges and corners disappear? 】

Another voice.

Jin Can took the microphone and came up from the other side while singing.

After the two short lines of lyrics came out, many people in the audience already knew what song it was.

If I remember correctly, the song is called "To Me Ten Years Later".

It was a song that appeared on the program "Idle is also idle" a few days ago, sung by Han Jue.

"Idle is also idle" is a variety show, the artist directs and shoots by himself. Originally, the main character was Zhang Zishang, who took a video camera to shoot everywhere. But Zhang Zishang sneaked into Han Jue's public class in "Blue Whale" and filmed it. Recently, the show was cut, and the protagonist became Han Jue realistically.

Some time ago, there was a lively [Han Jue Question and Answer Class] on the Internet for a while. Everyone begged to no avail. In the end, a lot of new questions and answers were opened in the program, and the audience was very happy. What made the audience even more happy was that the [Mr. Han's Music Lesson], which the [Blue Whale] trainees proudly showed off, was also released through the program. Although only a few sentences were played, it was easy to listen to and satisfied my curiosity. The song is nice, and the amazing thing is Han Jue's ability to come up with a new song while chatting, which has to be admired.

After watching the show, everyone was looking forward to when Han Jue would release a sound source, but they didn't expect [W.I.N.5] version to be available now!

Why is it [W.I.N.5] instead of [W.I.N.4]?

Because there are five chairs around the table, not four.

Every time Xiang Zu and Jin Can sang their parts, they pulled out their chairs and sat down.

Later, Lin Yuzhe and Gu Fan also appeared one after another.

Four people sat in twos on both sides of the table.

The place reserved in the center is undoubtedly reserved for Han Jue.

Gu Fan was the last to sing, but people thought that after Gu Fan finished singing, Han Jue would also come out from a corner of the stage.

but no.

After Gu Fan finished singing, it was Xiang Zu's turn to sing again.

The audience is puzzled.

Gu Fan leaned forward amidst the singing, spread out the wine glasses on the table, and poured wine into each glass. Cup by cup.

However, the four of them sang solo, sang in chorus, and almost sang a song, but Han Jue never appeared.

The four of them just held their wine glasses, didn't drink, looked at the empty seats, and waited. But when the last note of the song fell, the four people sitting at the table couldn't wait for Han Jue. Han Jue's seat is still vacant, leaving a glass of wine in front.

Did not wait.

The light above their heads gradually became weaker and weaker, and the four of them seemed to be about to melt into the darkness.

When the fans saw this, they really couldn't take it anymore, screaming and crying no more.

They knew that there must be Han Jue tonight, but they still felt uncomfortable seeing four people waiting for one person.

"Ah!!!" The fans' emotions were simply uncontrollable.

Suddenly saw the scene where Han Jue abandoned and failed his teammates a few years ago.

"Azu!" "Gu Fan!" "Jin Can!" "A Zhe!" They shouted the names of [W.I.N.4] members loudly, trying to comfort them.

The hearts of the president and Hu Fei also seemed to be pierced by a blade, and then twisted in pain.

It was the same pain as before.

They are also people who were abandoned by Han Jue.

[Where is Han Jue? Why hasn't it appeared yet? 】

Just as the noise at the scene was getting louder, a string of zither sounds suddenly sounded in the dark venue.

That is a different melody from "Song to Myself".

A beam of light slowly shines down, the direction is the edge of the stage.

There is someone playing the piano,

Everyone can see clearly,

It was Han Jue who was playing the piano.

Listening to the tune, all kinds of shouts at the scene gradually subsided, and after a while, only Han Jue's playing could be heard.

it's wired.

The melody of the piano is obviously brisk, and Han Jue is also smiling on the big screen. But looking at Han Jue's downcast eyes, playing the piano alone in the dark, his figure looked so lonely.

After the prelude to the song, Han Jue leaned into the microphone and began to sing:

【I really believe that great love can be achieved

I believe in showing off

I am very greedy and wish to have a lot of beautiful parties every day

write a letter to keep aspirations

write a letter to remind yourself

The writing is low, because there are many poem-like details in my heart...]

Han Jue smiled, his voice full of carelessness.

Just like a young man who is just preparing to face the world, imagine everything he can have in the future before setting off.

On the big screen at the back, Han Jue's arrogance during the draft was reflected.

【Doubt how old I was that day

Made me write a sentence not afraid of tears...]

At this point, the song has an emotional progression, and there is no technical difficulty. However, when Han Jue's singing reached this point, there was a pause, and some audience members with sharp ears could hear it.

But most of the audience couldn't hear it.

The singing continued.

【Doubt that I will never be tired

Let’s list ten feats in ten lines…]

Han Jue missed another shot.

The audience roared.

After Han Jue made a mistake, he wanted to cover it up quickly, but found it difficult because he found that he couldn't make a sound.

The sound of the piano kept ringing, but there was no singing, and finally the sound of the piano stopped altogether.

Han Jue, who had never made a mistake on any stage or in any situation, unexpectedly made a mistake.

There was a commotion under the stage.

They are not expressing anger at the mistakes of the stage, nor are they laughing at the person who has been called a singing machine since his debut.

They are just overwhelmed.

Because, they saw the person who was not afraid of tears when he wrote it, and now he was singing and choking up.

The man who said he would never get tired is now hunched over, with his head bowed and his fist pressed to his forehead.

In the absence of piano and singing, the audience could only hear the sound of Han Jue's breathing suppressing his emotions.

Heavy as a wounded lion.

Some people were shouting and some were crying.

"Don't cry...!" Hu Fei wanted to shout, but found that her throat was blocked by something, and her voice was almost silent.

"Old Han! Don't cry!" The president was relatively calm and could yell loudly. But when Hu Fei turned her head to look, the president's face was covered with tears.

"Don't cry! Old Han!" The people behind the president also shouted softly or loudly along with the president.

They just couldn't help but want to shout.

They also couldn't help crying.

"Don't cry..." the vice president murmured, wiping away tears.

For Han Jue, she is complicated.

Now Han Jue has returned to the embrace of [Blue Whale]. As the president of the support club of [W.I.N.4], she tried her best to appease the emotions of her fans and do ideological work, but this does not mean that she forgave Han Jue. She will never forgive Han Jue for the rest of her life.

But seeing Han Jue alone wiping tears, she didn't know why her heart hurt so much.

The big screen at the back is still showing Han Jue's glorious moments during the draft.

Crying on talent shows seems to be a common occurrence. Practice too tired and cry. The practice was too tiring but I held back, and in exchange for success, I cried with joy, and cried a little. I cried when I was misunderstood by the audience. Talk about the experience of chasing dreams and cry. Teammates are eliminated, cry a bit. Fulfill the wish of my teammates, cry again...

Han Jue didn't cry once.

He even expressed unceremoniously that people who cry in front of the camera are too weak. Crying after working hard is because you are not mentally prepared for the competition and suffering. You should go back and practice again. Crying for your dreams and crying for your teammates leaving. You are too good at acting and you are acting like a baby in public.

"I will never cry. My tears were drained very early, so I learned very early that crying won't solve anything. Anyone who dares to cry is a favored person. I am not, so I Don't cry." Han Jue's face was full of contempt, "If you want me to cry, I might as well let me die."

Seeing such a person who regards crying as a shame trying to control himself, how can we not feel distressed?

"Don't cry!" the vice president yelled, "Don't cry! Han Jue! Don't cry! Han Jue! Don't cry..."

The voice on this side echoed Hu Fei's voice on the other side.

"Han Jue!"

"do not Cry!"

The sound spread out little by little.

In the end, the voices of the audience merged into one piece.

"Han Jue! Don't cry!"

Everyone is cheering for Han Jue.

In the arena, Han Jue seemed to have received great encouragement from the shouts, and finally calmed down.

He moved his Adam's apple, closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths.

He raised his hand, and the shouting faded away.

Han Jue closed his eyes and sang:

【let me……

Break out of the new world and surrender your true personality

If you want to love, you will find a dear companion

Suddenly ten years passed

Knowing that the years are indifferent like water

Even if the handwriting will not change, the paper will not wrinkle

I just want to laugh, but I get a gloomy mood

silently read from the beginning

One sentence is too simple

One by one has been crushed]

Every time a sentence is sung, a video is played on the screen behind it.

It's the video after his debut.

There is a picture of a fist waving at the same guest.

There is a picture of a person registering in the hospital.

There are pictures of singing and dancing in front of bars that no one cares about.

It's like smashing the lies of the past.

He fell from the sky.

If "To Me Ten Years Later" is a question about the future. Then "Letter to Myself" is a response to the past.

Hu Fei and the others looked at the picture and listened to the lyrics, and they were already sobbing.

Growth will undoubtedly make people better, but growth does not come out of thin air, it must be bought at the cost of pain.

The beam of lights in the center of the stage slowly came on.

The four people sitting at the table have different expressions.

Gu Fan just looked at Han Jue with a smile, his face covered with tears.

Xiang Zu lowered his head and closed his eyes.

Lin Yuzhe's eyes were red.

Jin Can was wiping tears.

After Han Jue sang the last line of "Letter to Myself", he stood up, picked up the microphone, left the piano, and walked to the table in the center of the stage.

Pulling out the chair, he sat down in his place.

Han Jue raised the microphone and sang: "[Don't be too late, I will think about it ten years later, are you happy?]"

After singing this sentence, the music played on the stage is "To Me in Ten Years Later".

In this song, Han Jue seems to have returned to ten years ago.

All five were there then, as they are now.

Han Jue raised his wine glass and held it forward.

Gu Fan, Xiang Zu, Jin Can, and Lin Yuzhe picked up their respective wine glasses and held them up.

Wine glasses meet in the middle.

clink.

"Ding--"

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Note: The prototype of "Idle is Idle" is the online variety "What are you doing when you are idle" by Kim Tae-ho and Yoo Jae-seok in South Korea.

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