The day I shared a flat with my female boss

Lin Xi'er: "I think so. I still feel guilty for this. My sister and my ex boyfriend love first, and I think my sister is better than me in all aspects. She is beautiful, gentle and considerate, and I prefer to be rude and often make trouble without reason. I think my sister is more suitable to accompany him. "

Counselor: "so, you think you've done a good thing. You feel less guilty about your sister. Can I ask you a question? "

Lin Xi'er: "yes."

Counselor: "if there are two men who push you around like a commodity, what would you think?"

Lin Xi'er: "I will be very angry and sad, because I am not a commodity."

Counselor: "maybe that's what your ex boyfriend thought."

Lin Xi'er: "maybe. If he knows the truth. But I think it's just a white lie. Sometimes the result is more important than the process. "

Counselor: "but you are still haunted by that repeated nightmare every night."

Lin Xi'er: "because I love him, I have never changed. I still care about my image in his mind. "

Counselor: "can I understand that the decision you made in the name of love actually destroyed their love and hurt their hearts. Is that so? "

Lin Xi'er: "maybe I'm a sinner..."

Counselor: "there is no right or wrong in love, let alone crime and punishment. You just love him too much, so you would rather suffer yourself to help him. But in fact, you're hurting yourself and your ex boyfriend as well. "

Lin Xi'er: "what should I do?"

Counselor: "you can try to face up to what bothers you. Tell him about his infertility. I think he will make the right choice. And you just need to face the facts bravely and frankly. As for the final choice, it has nothing to do with you. But by doing so, you give yourself a chance and your ex boyfriend a chance. Compared with tormenting yourself and him at the same time, facing the truth bravely and calmly will be an outlet of your soul. "

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After work in the afternoon, I was trying to go downstairs to see if I could meet Xi'er. Or "Sicilian Manor" to take a chance, see if you can accidentally run into Xi'er out to walk the dog.

But Xing min called and asked me to accompany her to go shopping. She also said that there was no rice at home and she wanted to buy a bag of rice to go home. I had to give up the previous idea and go shopping with Xing min instead.

Of course, the essential reason is that I don't have a firm idea to see Xi'er. Xi'er treated me so well before that that, which makes me feel like a dead skin every time I want to take the initiative to find her.

From small to large, I am not a thick skinned person.

Accompanied Xing min to the street to buy vegetables, and bought a bag of rice in the "Mazda" trunk to pull back the "Aegean sunshine".

Xing min cooks and cooks, while I sit on the sofa in the living room, smoking and watching the sports channel.

My mind is not on TV, but on "Sicilian Manor". Even if I don't go to "Sicilian Manor" today, I can't restrain myself from going tomorrow.

I don't know how long later, Xing min walked out of the kitchen quickly.

"Brother, wash your hands and get ready for dinner." She said with a smile at me.

I said, "OK. Let's finish this cigarette. "

Xing min goes to the living room terrace to collect clothes.

After a while, Xing min suddenly rushed to me sitting on the sofa in the living room and called out: "brother! Look! Isn't that sister Xi'er? "

In fact, I haven't fully understood what Xing Min said, but as soon as I heard the word "Xi'er", my body instinctively bounced up from the sofa.

I looked closely at Xing min and said, "where is it? Where is it? "

Xing min stretched out his hand and pointed downstairs and said to me, "right there! And her Ferrari

I ran to the terrace in three steps and looked down in the direction of Xing min's fingers

A beautiful figure stands next to the parking area downstairs, with a pair of blue skinny jeans, snow boots, a high collar white sweater and a black leather jacket.

What a beautiful look!

She was looking up. When she saw me on the terrace, she quickly lowered her head, suddenly turned around and walked to the opposite Ferrari.

I waved to her and cried out, "Xi'er! Xi'er... "

I don't know whether she didn't hear it or didn't respond.

Without hesitation, I turned away from the terrace, went through the living room to the door, opened the door, and ran straight to the elevator.

"Wait for me! Xi'er! Don't go! Don't go I said in my heart.

The elevator finally came down from the top floor.

I ran into the elevator and kept pressing the down button!

A coquettish woman who came down from the top floor of the elevator glanced at me and muttered, "isn't it as fast to press it again? What about pushing the elevator into the elevator shaft? "It's none of your business!

It's so easy. When the elevator goes down to the first floor, I run out of the elevator and out of the door of the unit

Xi'er is gone!

Just now, the place where Xi'er looked up to was empty. She didn't leave any footprints. Xi'er's car is gone, too.

I know that Xi'er has left!

I was so lost that I shook my head. I went to the place where Xi'er had just stood and looked up at the terrace of my apartment on the fifth floor

Xing min is overlooking me and waving to me

"Brother Sister Xi'er is driving away... " She called at me.

I raised my hand and waved to her, indicating that I heard.

I think I heard Xi'er standing on the terrace just now?

The most important question is, why does Xi'er have the "Aegean sunshine"? Are there any friends here?

Xi'er has few friends, and has never heard her talk about "the sunshine of Aegean Sea". Do you have any friends who live here?

Did she come to me?

At the thought of this possibility, my heart immediately "Dong Dong Dong" to jump up!

But if so, why did she turn around and leave after hearing my cry?

Back in the room, I grabbed my cell phone from the tea table in the living room and dialed Xi'er's cell phone number.

The system prompts that the other party is not answered. I dialed three times in a row, but the other party did not answer!

Xi'er won't answer my phone, or is her cell phone not with her?

Xing Minli is on the side, looking at me silently. She has already guessed who I am calling.

"Sister Xi'er Don't you answer the phone? " Xing min looked at me and said.

I put down my cell phone, looked up at her and said with a smile, "maybe Xi'er didn't bring her cell phone today..."

Xing Min said: "brother, you can dial it later Let's eat first... "

I gave her a smile and said, "OK. Dinner. "

In the restaurant, Xing min and I sat across the table.

I have a mouth without a mouth to pick rice, tasteless food, still thinking of Xi'er in my heart.

Xing min ate in silence and looked up at me from time to time. He didn't speak, as if he was afraid of interrupting my thoughts.

So easy to eat a small bowl of rice, I left the restaurant, lit a cigarette, grabbed the mobile phone and came to the living room terrace.

I dialed Xi'er's mobile phone number again, but the other party was still unanswered. I dialed three times in a row, but still unanswered!

I even began to suspect that the person I saw at that time was not Xi'er, but other girls who were similar to Xi'er, but her flaming red Ferrari sports car, shouldn't it be wrong?

I'm not saying that the only person driving a Ferrari in Binhai city is Miss Lin's second daughter, but that person, that car, appears together, doesn't it seem like a coincidence?

I was sitting in a cane chair on the terrace and smoking. The temperature outside was very low, and the cold was rising from my legs.

I am at a loss. On the one hand, I don't think Xi'er can appear in the "sunshine of Aegean Sea". On the other hand, I firmly believe that I will not recognize the wrong person or the wrong car.

When I was at a loss, my mobile phone rang. It was a short message tone:

"Gu Yang, what's the matter with calling me?"

I felt excited and quickly replied to Xi'er's short message:

"Xi'er! Why don't you answer my phone? "

"Do I have to take your call?" Xi'er replied to me.

"Oh Was that you? Is that you? Tell me I replied to Xi'er.

"It's me!" Xi'er replied.

"Tell me! Xi'er! Are you here to see me? Right? Tell me I replied to Xi'er.

"Gu Yang! Are literary and artistic youths as affectionate as you? " Xi'er replied to me.

"Oh So what are you doing in the Aegean sunshine I replied to Xi'er.

"Do I have to answer you?" Xi'er replied to me.

"No I'm just asking... " I replied to Xi'er.

"Can't I go and see my friends?" Xi'er replied to me.

"Do your friends live in the same unit as me? Which friend is it? How many floors? " I replied to Xi'er.

"Gu Yang, don't you think you ask too much?" Xi'er replied to me.

"Oh, sorry, I misunderstood..." I replied to Xi'er.

"What do you misunderstand?" Xi'er replied to me.

"I thought Are you here for me? " I replied to Xi'er.

"Gu Yang, what can I do for you?" Xi'er replied to me.

"Well It's nothing. I'll just talk about it... " I reply Xi son way, my heart fell to bottom again.

"It's OK, I hung up," Xi'er replied.

I replied to Xi'er: "Xi'er, I, I..."

"I'm busy, that's it!" Xi'er replied to me.This night, I dream of snow, this is a dream! I dreamt that Xi'er came back to me. I dreamt that we were as good as ever.

I dreamt that Xi'er and I were chasing and playing in the snow, having snowball fights. We grabbed the snow and stuffed it into each other's neck. I could feel the chilly feeling of the cold snow stimulating the warm skin!

We built a big snowman on the edge of the flower bed downstairs of "Sicilian Manor". The nose of the snowman is very long. It was made by Xi'er. It was made according to my nose. Xi'er said that it was me who made the snowman!