The day I shared a flat with my female boss

Xi'er looked up at me and sighed, "ten years Ten years from now, what kind of things will change and people will change? "

I looked down at her and said, "Xi'er, how can you be more sentimental than a Russian poet?"

"I remember eight years ago," Xi'er said quietly, looking at the dim lights in the distance, "when I was only 17 years old, the sky of my life was like a piece of linen. I had enough time to pick up a paintbrush and describe my dreams on this piece of cloth Now, eight years later, I suddenly found that there was no real heavy color on the canvas of my life. Alas... "

I looked at Xi'er and comforted her: "in fact, for every individual life, every stroke in life is a stroke of thick ink and heavy color. Because every stroke connects the past and the future. "

Xi'er takes back her eyes, looks at me, smiles and says, "Yang Yang, do you know? A lot of people say I'm precocious. "

I looked at her and said with a smile, "precocious?"

Xi'er pecked her chin and said with a smile, "well. After I was 14 years old, I always heard people around me say that I was precocious.... "

I looked at her and said, "what do you think?"

Xi'er shook his head and said, "I don't know They said that compared with my peers around me, I look too quiet on the outside, and I don't chirp endlessly like those little girls. They also said that I think about a lot more things than my peers.... "

I said, "maybe they're right. You are much more mature than your peers. For example, you and your sister, in fact, your age difference is only more than one year, less than two years old, but you are much more mature than your sister

"You think so, too?" Xi'er said, she looked at me.

I said with a smile, "don't you think so?"

Xi'er looked at me and said, "is precocity a disease?"

"Why? There will always be some people who are precocious, "I said, looking down at her lovingly." there are probably two reasons for this. One is related to one's own nature, and the other is related to some special experiences in childhood. "

"But my sister and I have no different experiences." Xi'er looked at me and said.

I said, "you and your sister are not the same kind of people by nature. Generally speaking, being a sister is more mature than being a sister, even if they are twins! Besides, your mother left when you were very, very young. It is estimated that this has a great influence on your character. "

Xi'er Yang looks at me and listens attentively.

I said with a smile, "have you ever seen the movie precocious?"

Xi'er pecked his chin lightly and gave a "hum".

I said with a smile, "the leading men and women in that movie are very precocious. Because they are too precocious, they will experience the life of adults too early."

Xi'er looked at me and said, "but I didn't

She looked at me and said with a smile? Did you really not fall in love when you were studying? "

Xi'er looked at me and shook his head.

"Before I was 22 years old, I hardly touched boys," Xi'er said, "and I never secretly fell in love with a man around me. Later, I learned to get in touch with men when I was working. When I was 23 years old, Azer began to come into my life... "

I said with a smile: "you are a strange woman! In today's society, junior high school students have begun to fall in love. Today's primary school students know more than when we were in college

"However, I had a secret love for a boy," Xi'er looked at me and said.

I said, "don't you say you haven't fallen in love with others secretly?"

Xi'er said with a smile, "I mean I have never fallen in love with any man around me."

I said: "don't tell me that the person you secretly love is Tomoya Kimura!"

Xi'er said, "I don't pursue stars! Since childhood, most people don't pursue stars! "

"That's because you're a star! They are noble in birth, beautiful in image, and even better than those female stars I said, looking at her with a smile.

Don't those female stars have to find a rich man to marry themselves in the end?

Xi'er said: "when I was 17 years old, I fell in love with a teenager who only met once. He's sunny and brave. He's like a knight of the Middle Ages in Europe who broke into my life. "

I noticed Xi'er's words. When she said Ouyang Ze, she used "into my life". When she said this brave boy, she used "into my life". Obviously, the degree of her expression is very different.

I touched my nose, looked at her with a smile and said, "which pretty boy are you talking about?"

"It's you! Fool Xi'er said at a glance.

I was stunned. I remember Xi'er once said to me that eight years ago, after I beat away bad people on the city beach and saved her, she often dreamed of me.

That was when we were in love.

I said with a smile: "if I knew it eight years ago, I would talk to you about a vigorous puppy love!"

"But I can't find you," Xi'er said, looking at me, "we only met once at the seaside. After you beat off the bad guys, you left naturally, and this walk lasted eight years But I don't know why. In the past eight years, I have almost forgotten what you look like, but I can still dream about you often. I dream about your back when you put your beach pants in your pocket You walk so natural and unrestrained, and so determined, I call you behind me, but I can't cry out... "I wanted to joke that Xi'er was really precocious, but her words were full of emotion and infected me.

Take her lips and say, "I love you so much! I've had so many dreams for a boy who only met once! "

"Every time I dream about the boy on the beach, I wake up very sad Because every time I dream of him, he turns around and leaves, so natural and unrestrained, and so resolute.... " Xi'er looks up at me and says in a voice, tears in her eyes.

I held her tight and said with a smile, "what a damn guy! Disturb so many of your dreams! It's a dead end! "

"Never forget!" Xi'er looked at me and said, "later I finally realized that it was my obsession with him Eight years later, since the day I saw him again, I still dream of him, but in my dream, he can hear my call, he will turn back and smile at me The smile is so sunny, the teeth are so white, just like the shells on the beach... "

I don't know how to pick up Xi'er's words. She is so emotional that I can't even understand her excitement at the moment.

I felt out a cigarette and lit it.

"Yang Yang," Xi'er said, "actually Last night when you turned around, my heart was so sad The way you resolutely turn around reminds me of you in my dream... "

I puffed out a puff of smoke, looked down at Xi'er and said, "but Xi'er I didn't blaspheme anyone last night. I still think I didn't do anything wrong, and Finally, Yuhan just asked me to take her home... "

"Because she has won..." Xi'er looked up at me and said.

I said, "won?"

Xi'er said, "your last choice last night was what you wanted to win..."

I gave a vague "Oh".

Xi'er's body began to shiver again.

I said, "is it cold?"

Xi'er said, "it's cold."

I sat up straight and wanted to take off my coat for her.

Xi'er reached out to stop me and said, "don't..."

I stopped, looked at her and said, "you'll catch a cold."

"You're holding me like that..." She gave me a quick look, then lowered her head and whispered, "my heart is hot..."

But you're still shaking? Don't I hold you, your heart is cold?

I still stretched out my hand to take Xi'er over again, which was tighter than before.

Xi'er fell in my arms, cheek close to my chest, as if enjoying the temperature in my arms.

"When will it snow?" Xi'er said softly in my arms.

I said, "it should be fast. It's past the winter solstice. "

"Remember our agreement?" Xi'er said softly.

I said with a smile, "did you go skiing at Rose Manor?"

Xi'er said, "when it snows for the first time this year I'll teach you how to skate, and we'll make a big snowman, just like you... "

I said, "pile it like you do."

"Just like you are!" Said Xi'er.

I said with a smile, "OK, just like me."

"Sing me a song, will you?" Xi'er said softly.

I raised my hand to touch my nose and said, "isn't it? I'm really singing and dancing tonight! Ha ha "

" can you sing me a song? " Xi'er begged me.

I said, "OK, which song do you want to listen to?"

"Legend." Xi'er said softly.

I said, "this song again?"

I remember my first date with Xi'er in "QingCaoHu". It was early summer. We nestled on the wooden wharf, facing the lake in the breeze, humming this song.

At that time, our smiling faces should be more vivid than the surface of the lake, right?

"I like this song, just like singing the story of you and me," Xi'er said softly.

I said, "OK! I hope Faye Wong will never know that I'm always secretly singing her songs, otherwise she won't even recognize her own songs! Ha ha. "

"Just because I saw you more in the crowd

I never forgot your face again

I dreamed of meeting again one day by chance

from then on, I began to miss you alone..."

After humming for a short time, what's jumping or throbbing in my eyes?

Xi'er and I hummed together.

The square dance on the opposite side has already ended. After the crowd dispersed, the square looked empty and cold.

After humming this "legend", Xi'er nestles her body closer to my arms. She has no words, as if completely immersed in the feeling at the moment.

I didn't speak, just looked down at her silently.

Tonight's night, so sad.