The day I shared a flat with my female boss

I called her softly: "wife! it's me! it's me! I'm Yang... "

Xi'er looked at me with weak eyes. She looked at me closely. Her lips trembled a little, and then trembled a little, as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't have the strength to make a sound

I reached out and gently covered her lips. I looked at her with a tearful smile and said in a choked voice, "don't talk Don't rush to talk Just wake up, just wake up... "

Xi'er's lips slightly pulled for a while, she made a incomplete smile to me, eyes weak but tight looking at me, two lines of tears overflow from her eyes, flowing down her cheek silently.

I looked at her with a tearful smile, reached out and gently helped her wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, choked: "fool Don't cry I'm here, my husband is Everything will be fine, everything will be fine... "

I hate myself. If it wasn't for me, Xi'er wouldn't be so dying. She became like this for me! What did she do for? It's not to save me, it's not to let me live, but I'm still so impulsive to find Xiao Delong for revenge, so I don't cherish my life in exchange for her life! I let her down this earth shaking passion of love!

If I really can't come back, if Xi'er can't find me after she wakes up, how sad she should be! She pushed me away at the moment when the truck hit me and saved my life with her own life. If I died in the hands of Xiao Delong, wouldn't Xi'er's efforts and suffering be in vain?

Just for Xi'er, I have no reason to profane my own life! Xiao Yuhan is right, my life not only belongs to me, my life belongs to the people who love me, also belongs to those who are hostile to me, I have no right to deal with it!

Xi'er must feel that I live, is the best comfort to her!

Isn't this the real intention of Xi'er to sacrifice herself and save me?

For Xi'er, I want to live well! For Xi'er, I want to make myself stronger! Only when I become stronger can I protect Xi'er! I have the ability to fight against evil forces, I also have the ability to protect the happiness of both of us!

I leaned over to gaze at Xi'er, smiling with tears in my tears, and my hand gently brushed her pale cheek

Xi'er also looked directly at me. Although she couldn't make any sound, I could understand all the meaning in her eyes! I know everything!

I bowed my head and kissed Xi'er affectionately on her forehead, and then

I attached my mouth to her ear and whispered, "wife You must be strong! My husband will always be by your side Let's fight the world together... "

I whispered, "wife I've wronged you too much before. I've never called your wife seriously. I've never told you that I love you Now I realize that I really love you Wife, I love you so much I will accompany you all my life! We'll do whatever we want to do, we'll go wherever we want to go, we'll fight against fate and change fate, we'll grow old together.... "

I whispered, "wife You have to be strong! You get better because Because I can't live without you anymore... "

Xi'er's hand slightly lifted up, and then lifted up, stretched to my face, gently fell on my face, two lines of tears from the corner of her eyes again quietly fell down

I raised my hand to hold her little hand and pressed it tightly on my face. We didn't speak any more and looked at each other quietly

I know that without more language, we can fully understand each other's heart!

Xi'er and Xiao Yuhan quietly raised their hands to wipe their eyes, even the eyes of the little nurse who stood on the side to do the venous jug were moist.

The little nurse said to me, "sir! Your love will make the injured recover faster! So on the premise of ensuring her enough rest, please talk to her more

I said a word of thanks to the nurse, nodded hard, Xiao Yuhan quietly pulled Xi'er's hand out of the ward. I stayed by the bed and continued to whisper to Xi'er until she fell asleep tired again.

Is the night, Xi'er appeared serious postoperative complications infection!

Body temperature above 40 ℃, chills and high fever, blood white blood cell more than 30 units, three times higher than the upper limit of normal reference value! The doctor considered that the injured person had severe sepsis! And severe sepsis is the most common postoperative complication that causes the death of trauma patients!

This is obviously a vicious circle. After splenectomy, Xi'er's immunity has declined, but the severe postoperative abdominal infection has attacked Xi'er with a high degree of decline in immunity! And immunity height drops, become the major reason that aggravates infection again!

The doctor has issued a critical notice, the reason is, septic shock!

Xi'er's life is in danger again!

The emergency department immediately organized the whole hospital consultation, in order to come up with the best, most comprehensive and most effective anti infection treatment plan!

Lin Xiaotian came to the ward again. He asked for emergency contact with the hospital representative! Ouyang Ze and I are close to Lin Xiaotian!The hospital representative explained that although the infection is a postoperative complication, it is a man-made unpredictable thing, and before the operation, the doctor has explained to the patients' families the possibility of all the complications that may occur during and after the operation! The family members of the inpatients have been informed of their right to know!

In contact with the hospital, Lin Xiaotian, who has always been calm and calm, even lost his rational restraint. He patted the table and yelled to the representative of the hospital: "you must keep my daughter's life! Otherwise, I will make this hospital disappear completely from Binhai city! "

Hospital consultation did not come up with a better treatment, the only feasible solution is anti infection! After careful consultation, doctors above the level of attending doctors in the emergency department finally selected three kinds of antibiotics for joint use, hoping to turn the world around!

This night is still a sleepless night!

As if heaven is crying for Xi'er's misfortune, the autumn rain is falling out of the window!

Why does God punish such a delicate beauty?

Such a delicate but desperate girl for love, why does God refuse to pity her?

That night, Lin Xiaotian stayed at the bedside very late, and finally left the hospital depressed under the joint persuasion of Xi'er and ouyangze. Lin Xiaotian has sent the maid of Rose Manor to accompany her in the ward, but Xi'er and I are not at ease. We insist on Guarding Xi'er in the hospital bed.

I'm worried that Xi'er's body can't stand it. I advise her to go home to sleep. Xi'er insists on not going with me to guard Xi'er!

In the second half of the night, I pushed Xi'er to the bedside of the marching bed and forced her to lie down on the bed. I promised her that I would wake her up in case of any emergency!

Xi'er was lying on the March bed!

I am a big man has been tired to the extreme, not to mention Xi'er is a delicate girl!

I lie on the edge of the hospital bed, staring at Xi'er's flushed cheek because of severe infection, which is an abnormal flush and morbid!

My heart is bleeding!

The autumn rain outside the window is still pattering, and the ECG monitor beside the hospital bed is ticking coldly

In the dead of night, in the late night of early autumn, the past comes to mind. Xi'er's beauty, her intelligence, her mischief, her insolence, her courage and affection, her fragrance and lingering

Everything flashed in my mind like a movie

It turns out that I don't care about her, but I'm deep in it and don't know it; it turns out that I don't love her, just because I'm in it and know it!

I fell down beside the bed and cried bitterly. My shoulders were shaking beside the bed

The rain outside the window is still pattering, there is no meaning to stop, the night outside the window is dark! It's 48 hours after that night! The doctor said 48 hours later, Xi'er didn't wake up again, she probably couldn't wake up! 48 hours later, even if she miraculously wakes up, she will only fall into a permanent sleep, that is, a vegetable!

Wife! You must survive! I hold on to her cold little hand!

Crying, crying, I went to sleep! Maybe it's because I'm so tired!

In less than two days, all my energy seems to have been drained! I seem to have become an empty body!

I was awakened by a hand, I jumped up from the chair, and the window was already bright.

I saw a nurse standing by the bed, recording something in the medical record folder quickly. I began to think that the nurse was waking me up, but it didn't feel like

I realized something and suddenly looked back at the bed

Xi'er is looking at me

Besides, her fingers are moving, she's hooking at me

At this moment, I shed tears again! What a familiar little action! This is one of the ways that Xi'er used to tease me. It's a kind of naughty tease!

I rushed to the bed, ecstatic way: "Xi'er! Are you awake? "

Xi'er nodded slightly toward me, and the corner of her lip pulled me, which made me smile. Then her lips moved slightly, and she sent out two words very weakly: "husband..."

I can swear that I have never been so happy and excited when I grow up! Xi'er not only woke up, but also spoke to me!

I lay on the edge of the hospital bed, holding her hand tightly and looking at her choking voice: "wife..."

The nurse next to me saw me wake up and said to me, "I see you haven't slept for two consecutive nights, and I don't have the heart to wake you up! Perhaps your love has moved the world, your wife's high fever has subsided, sepsis has been effectively controlled, and the most important thing is that the consciousness of the injured has been fully restored! "

I looked at the nurse and said thank you.

Xi'er is still sleeping on the March bed. She can't hear us. Of course, she is too tired!