Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

The emotion of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan is surging, and in the intense pain, the shield of the brain hardware is penetrated, or the brain hardware controls only the activities on the physiological level, but this emotion is not physiological hormonalization The result of cooperation comes from his cognition and consciousness of self. I am Gaochuan, and Gaochuan really shows up in this world. The responsibilities that Gaochuan needs to shoulder, the mistakes he needs to admit, the things he must prove, and the hope he desires are all his own.

It is what one must shoulder, one must admit oneself, one must prove oneself, one one one must desire.

Never let anyone!

Before his true, complete death, do not talk about any heirs, do not look back at any past Gao Chuan. The prosperity Gaochuan decided that what Gaochuan should have and what Gaochuan should bear belong to himself, because only he is the only Gaochuan standing in the "now".

Scruples and envy of Gaochuan in the past? Looking forward and entrusted to Gaochuan in the future?

"Don't joke ... Don't joke!" Prostitute Gao Chuan squeezed his fists tightly and said to himself: "I am Gao Chuan, who is now in the world."

The main position of the brain hardware has been shaken passively, and it has been run into a fairly solid prosthesis, and even the retinal screen under the control of the brain hardware has also caused structural damage. A large number of alarm windows flash in front of the eyes. The violent flash stimulation and the shaking vision make the attached city scene become erratic, and the damage of the prosthesis continues to rise. It also makes the prosthesis Gaochuan produce a physical dizziness, as if Seriously ill, he will fall at any time. He understands that as long as he relaxes himself and contacts with the rejection of the dominant position of the brain hardware, these wounds will quickly recover under the self-healing power of the prosthetic body. However, he has decided that if he falls down here, it proves that his ability is nothing more than that.

Facing the mysterious and strange teenager Gao Chuan and "Jiang", it is just a "robot", which is not enough to support him to achieve a "miracle". The machinery is generally stable. It also means that he can't exceed the limit. He understands his own limit. With his current self, it is impossible for him to protect what he cares from the hands of the other himself and "Jiang", and shoulder the due responsibilities of Gao Chuan. If you put it in the past, maybe you will admit your fate, because you are "this kind of Gaochuan", so. By default, he "can't do anything beyond his ability", but now the situation is different. What he cares about is not only those things in the "realistic" level, he wants to shoulder, but it is obviously beyond his ability Things.

Regardless of the degree to which the young Gaochuan and Jiang can work together, the prostitute Gaochuan does not care. Because, it should be something to do. The responsibility that should have been taken is being taken away by the other party-so, what is the point of coming to this world by yourself? Each Gaochuan was born after the death of the previous generation of Gaochuan, and it started from the moment of its birth. It has already shouldered the responsibility and desire to pass on the fire, in other words, if every Gaochuan put his hopes on the newly born Gaochuan after his death, then. "Gao Chuan" would not be what it is now.

Survival, fighting, living in your own way, performing tasks with your own program of action, and accomplishing the goals that are continued from generation to generation. This may be a normal thing for ordinary people, but, in Gaochuan , Has long become an obligation and mission.

Prostitute Gao Chuan does not want to think too much about life philosophy, but in pain, his consciousness seems to start to split, or to resist this pain, he can't help but think about his birth, his experience, and his past. The information left by Gao Chuan — Gao Chuan, who came to this world with his mission and the expectations of others, is not the Gaochuan in the past, nor the Gaochuan in the future, but the present himself. Super color and super Dorothy, the dead Gaochuan, even the young Gaochuan is no exception, they really inherited this responsibility and expectation to their own Gaochuan, maybe in super color and super Dorothy In the plan, the future super Gaochuan is indispensable, but at this moment, it is not the future super Gaochuan, but this Gaochuan who is standing here. What they are watching is their own Gaochuan, and what they are looking forward to is their own Gaochuan, because the prostitute Gaochuan is "now". Without the present, there is no future. The present is "transition of the past and the future", but it is not just excessive.

"Even the guy." The prostitute Gao Chuan thought of the young Gao Chuan. "When he died, he entrusted this future to the new Gao Chuan." The idea was already determined when it came into being, because No matter how abnormal the situation becomes later, when the young Gaochuan was first seen, the feeling of inheritance was indeed true.

The past Gaochuan failed and died, so a new Gaochuan was born. The young Gaochuan failed and died, so he entrusted the things he failed to accomplish to Gaochuan afterwards. This kind of commitment did not change until my birth, Gaochuan. This is such an obvious thing, why did it ignore it? The prosthetic body Gao Chuan covered his face hard in pain. I was actually expected by him.

No matter what the current teenager Gao Chuan thinks, no matter what the future color and Dorothy think, but when I was born, I had the obligation to carry out my own plan according to my own ideas, to go through my life Whether this process is satisfactory, regardless of whether the final outcome is miserable.

I am not an accessory at all, nor a transitional prop. It is an existence that extends from a distant and failed past, and was born for a temporary and successful future.

The prostitute Gao Chuan has begun to understand why he has been reborn in the youth Gao Chuan and joined forces with Jiang, and he has not been replaced yet. The reason is not a conspiracy, but just that, as a continuation of the past, it is also the hope of the young Gaochuan when he died in the past. The past self.

The young Gaochuan once helped himself, joined forces with himself, and even when each other's ideas and roads were rebellious. Nor did he stop his actions, precisely because his own existence is his vision in the past-the young Gaochuan did not think that the trust made in the past when he died was wrong, so he did not think that he was The contradictions encountered during time regeneration are wrong. In other words, the young Gaochuan admits everything he has done in the past, so he also admits the current righteousness Gaochuan.

Even though the young Gaochuan planned to start again himself, he never intended to change this kind of "recognition" when dealing with the prostitute Gaochuan.

"I'm really stupid." The prosthetic body Gao Chuan pressed his face hard, as if to crush his head, resisting the pain that would make the prosthetic collapse. "Always thinking alone, always ignoring their acknowledgments and expectations, always thinking that I just need to complete the task like a robot. What the heck did I do?"

Pain, it seems that there is no upper limit of pain, not only from brain hardware, not only from this meaningful body, but also from the re-cognition of self in consciousness. And the pain caused by this self-reconstruction is not just pain. More is the impact of various negative emotions, and in resisting this impact, constantly analyzes what he has done in the past. The cathartic emotion is like a huge pair of pliers, repositioning the brain hardware and the native brain.

However, this pain. But it was also euphoric, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan felt that this was the punishment for neglect and mistake. No one will punish yourself, so you can only punish yourself. pain. The unforgettable pain may not be able to make up for your mistakes, but it can make you stop stepping into the same mistakes repeatedly.

The body and consciousness are so painful, but the prosthetic body Gao Chuan sat on the bench, no matter how distorted his movements, his back gradually rose. His eyes became muddy and he began to lose focus. His eyesight was fading fast. The scenery with various data injection stations was clear. Those lonely colors were being attacked by darkness. However, it cannot be said that these eyes are godless. On the contrary, something awe-inspiring and penetrating is blooming deep in these eyes.

When the pain came to an end, even thinking and recalling could not be supported. In the mind of the prosthetic body Gaochuan, only one sentence left echoing: I am Gaochuan, I am Gaochuan, I am Gaochuan, I am Gaochuan ...

Misaki jumped from the high floor, and the sleepwalking of the prosthetic Takagawa left too many traces along the way. These traces are easy to be ignored for ordinary people, but for the incarnation of the Ashbringer Sakuya is as conspicuous as a fire candle. She is not "seeing" with the naked eye, or "going to feel" in the general sense. It is more like "smelling the smell of these clues". She followed this "taste" deeply imprinted with traces of the prosthetic body Gaochuan, and quickly walked between the tall buildings. The black tight-fitting dress allowed her to fully blend into the night. When she jumped into the air, she looked like a big bird, overlooking the city that was still colorful even in the dark.

Yes, many streets have fallen into sleep-like silence, but for the whole city, the silent part cannot cover the overall vitality.

There is no difference, as she thought when she was traveling, it was very simple and smooth, and she saw the familiar figure walking on the street bench at high altitude.

"Achuan!" Sakuya shouted loudly regardless of whether the man could hear it, because, at the moment when she saw the figure, she seemed to understand where her worries came from. Sitting straight on the bench, he stood upright, motionless as if he had encountered an accident. There were no traces of fighting around, and no ambush of the enemy was observed, but the person he cared about was like a sculpture. How could a person sit still without even the slightest physiological movements? The Gaochuan is really thorough, there is no movement at all.

Sakuya didn't understand what happened to Gao Chuan, but Gao Chuan's current state was very abnormal and dangerous. She knew this clearly and did not have any doubts about this idea. What scared her even more was that, because she could not observe the enemy or feel the threat from the environment, this abnormal state was not caused by some external force, so she had no way to solve this dilemma.

She turned her body up like a diving platform and jumped straight down to the bench where Gao Chuan was located. She fell from a height of 100 meters, but did not produce a corresponding huge force when she landed, even the sound of footsteps did not sound.

Misaki's gaze converged on the man's face in front of him. Then, for the first time, he was attracted by the seemingly godless eyes of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan, but full of penetrating power. The overall outline of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan quickly disappeared from her mind impression. In the end, only the eyes full of unusual charm seemed to be left. This existence is no longer a human form, and these pairs of eyes can fully represent everything about him.

This was a momentary thing, but when Miyake suddenly woke up, she completely lost the concept of time, and did not know how long she had been distracted. The prosthetic body Gaochuan still has no movement, and seems to have completely lost the vitality of life, however. Sakuya has confirmed in the interview that the man he loves has not died. She felt that she could understand what happened to Gao Chuan at this time, because she had experienced a similar situation, just. What happened to Gao Chuan was more serious than he had experienced in the past.

When she developed this recognition. It seemed that the bones of the whole body were loosened, but they were strong and self-supporting, so they did not fall to the ground. She was very scared that her lover would leave, and she could not imagine that Gaochuan wouldn't be there. How should I spend the rest of my life. Everything in the nightmare is still vivid, although the abnormal state of Gao Chuan before him seems to have nothing to do with the things in the dream, but. The feeling of separation from life to death, no matter the nightmare or the current situation, is so real and strong.

However, Gao Chuan is still alive and has not disappeared from his own eyes, which is really good.

Sakuya couldn't help covering her mouth, not letting her whine.

Although I don't know how to help Gao Chuan, as long as people are still alive, there is still hope. Sakuya took a few deep breaths and came to sit quietly next to Gao Chuan. She had no way to deal with the current situation and dared not to let go, but she believed that the man she loved would definitely survive This difficult time, just like her in the past, has passed the same difficult time, and has become the present self.

So now it is enough to just guard him quietly and wait for him.

Miyaki stared straight at the face of the prostitute Gao Chuan. She clearly remembered that in the first few years he knew him, his face was still very soft, with a girl-like appearance, but after he became an adult , Both the face and the body, the curved contours have become harder, should it be said, is it more masculine? She is also aware that compared to the changes from high school to college graduation, this man's changes are actually insignificant. Although many things have been experienced, both psychologically and physically, have undergone considerable training. However, in essence, Gao Chuan is still the same as when he first realized it.

Of course, a few days ago, when returning from Las Vegas, Gao Chuan said many incredible things on the plane. Although Miyaki was n’t surprised, and did n’t think it was a sudden and unexpected thing, it was difficult to have a deep understanding of this kind of thing, because, in Misaki ’s opinion, she said seriously that she was from another world line Gaochuan, who jumped over, did not change substantially from the Gaochuan she knew in the past-it was more like a problem with memory.

There is no change, it seems that growth has stopped, and Gao Chuan, who graduated from high school, did not think there was any problem, and felt acceptable, and even said that she likes this unchanged. She thought that the person she loved would stay in such a fixed manner until they grew old together and died, and it was like a first sight. That was an extremely romantic thing in her emotions. .

But, unexpectedly, the change still happened, just a few days after returning to the city. Saki Ye couldn't regret the fact of this change. She thought she would be very resistant ~ www.readwn.com ~ But now when she saw Gao Chuan, she realized that, in fact, it was her who really solidified Emotions towards this man-no matter whether the other party changes or not, she treats him like first love, as long as sitting beside him, in this quiet night, even if it is not so beautiful, it can make her trance, just like At some point in the past, I now sit quietly beside him, waiting for ...

This is the romantic from your heart.

This peaceful, trusting, unchanging emotion and confirmation of this emotion calmed Misaki's restless heart. I can't do anything by myself, but, perhaps, waiting is the best way. Although she always waits, she will miss many things, but she likes this feeling of waiting, and believes that if it is Achuan, she will not ignore this wait and will certainly respond to the emotion of this wait.

She has always held such a mood that from the time of high school to the adult that has long been confusing, she has not caused any doubts. She never expected that she would become Gao Chuan's girlfriend, lover or even wife, but she firmly believed that her relationship and emotion with this man were above these, a more eternal, strong and Precious things.

Yes, this fairy-tale trust that will not ridicule ordinary people does exist in Sakuya. (To be continued ...)