Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Just as Fu Jiang and I were entangled, walking on the emptied street, the landscape of the boundary line twisted again, and the sounds of the monsters began to distort, sounding like a pot of boiling water, grunting. ring. In the twisted scenery, the "shortcut" meandered forward from our feet, Fu Jiang took my hand and gazed at the front with a playful gaze, as if looking at the end of this "shortcut", when she stared at a place, It's like seeing the scenery at the end. In the past, she also often showed such an expression, condescendingly watching the time and destiny running forward, and clearly there was no obvious prophecy in action. She never seems to be anxious, always having the attitude of "the whole world is turning around herself".

but--

Maybe so. After all, it is "Jiang".

Although it is just a "rich river" gesture, the essence of the "jiang" essence is there. Compared with the "genius" attitude of all patients with doomsday syndrome in this world, there is a gap that makes people feel desperate.

Fu Jiang suddenly turned her eyes to one side. This action made me feel that she had changed her gaze from "shortcut" to something else. When I looked in the same direction, I could only see dizzy distortions. landscape. "Fu Jiang, what are you looking at?" I couldn't help asking.

"Another you." Fu Jiang replied clearly and clearly.

I immediately understood that she should refer to the prosthetic body Gaochuan in a normal environment. Sure enough, when I moved in the boundary line, the prosthetic body Gaochuan in the normal environment also began to move. Although our actions were not synchronized, I passed the route node in a non-shortcut state. Prosperity Takagawa will certainly arrive. This deep interaction between consciousness and consciousness is what was expected. Although we are separated between the boundary and the normal environment, it is difficult for us to enter each other's home field. However, the conscious induction must exist. The unsynchronized movement of me and him also proved that this boundary does not cover the entire city.

My movement involves the movement of the prosthetic body Gaochuan, and the movement of the prosthetic body Gaochuan is the basis for me to move further in the boundary line. However, we are so closely connected. It is difficult to make substantial contact with each other. We are walking on parallel lines that are never far away and never close.

"It's a strange feeling." Fu Jiang scratched his head and said, "There are two Gaochuan, and it's really a weird form of existence. I smell a familiar smell on him. However, I like my little sweetheart more." Saying so. He kissed me hard again, "Achuan. Is this okay? Allow him to move like this."

"It's so good, he will do it according to his own ideas." I can't see the action of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan, and even it is very difficult to feel it. There is a huge barrier that blocks our subjective sense, and this barrier , Maybe it's a guarantee that we exist alone. However, I am not dissatisfied with the current situation at all, and I never feel that there is anything wrong with the existence of the prosthetic body Gaochuan, "No matter what, we are actually Gaochuan. And. In him, he has their emotions and wishes- -I, after all, are dead and failed, so he was born. "

"Oh, that is to say, Achuan, do you think you will fail?" Fu Jiang stared at me with interest.

"No, my failure has become a fact, but this fact has become the past." I replied without hesitation, "So, he is the continuation of my failure, and I am the new future. "

"It's really full of confidence. Such a confident Achuan is so open." Fu Jiang kissed my face, biting my ears, and the heat exhaled from her mouth and nose made my cheeks fever, "So The difference between you is that his self-confidence is based on failure, and your self-confidence is a hope for a new beginning. "

"But, what he had to do was because of my failure." I said.

"So, you are not qualified to deprive him of everything he has today, and the future he has unfolded from there." Fu Jiang said.

"Yes, no matter what his future is, whether it is honor, or despicable, full of light, or gray, it is a life that no one is qualified to deprive." I felt happy in the bottom of my heart, "No matter pain or joy No matter whether he fails or succeeds, he has both rights and obligations. According to his ideas, he shoulders the responsibility he is taking to the end. "I looked at Fu Jiang's eyes and said loudly," So, I am the same, no matter he Whether it can come to an end, but I must, regardless of whether he can really succeed, I will succeed. "I firmly grasp Fu Jiang's hand:" Jiang, come together? Come with me, to our future . "

In fact, no matter what her answer is, I will not let go of this hand, even if it is forced, I will let her accompany me beside me. As in the past, there is no hesitation, no matter whether he chooses the end of the road, **** or heaven. I'm so capricious and stubborn, even if I try my best to distort her will, I won't hesitate.

"... It's still as good as before." Fu Jiang smiled and snuggled up against me. "However, I like listening to Achuan's love words. Because of this Achuan, I have always liked it better than any Everyone likes it, even more than Achuan thinks you think. I will be together until time and space are annihilated, and I ca n’t erase this emotion. As long as Achuan is beside me, I can beat anything . Can you feel it? My heart is pounding. "

"So, let's go." My heart is like soaking in a hot spring. At this moment, I really feel that there is nothing to stop myself, "Go and beat everything that is blocking us."

I led Fu Jiang and took a big step on the "shortcut". I didn't want to think of anything. That's it. She led her along the only path.

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Skin, feeling the coolness of the night breeze, a glowing but fuzzy screen, faintly flowing dense figures. Prostitute Gao Chuan feels as if he is floating in the deep sea, and it seems that he can feel the scenery on the sea, but it is not so clear, just. a feeling. Deep, erratic, the soul shrinks in a small corner of the body, so that it is extremely difficult to move a bit-however, the next moment, this deep, erratic and vague feeling. Suddenly it became clear. As if from the deepest sleep, the cold water was suddenly poured, and the prosthetic body Gaochuan was completely awakened.

Where am I? doing what? When this idea appeared in the mind of the prosthetic body Gaochuan, a large number of data frames popped up on the retina screen that contained the surrounding scenes, and the answers that matched the idea were integrated through the analysis of these data. The operation of the brain hardware completely rejected the ignorance that woke up like a dream. In less than a second, the prosthetic body Gaochuan had calmed down as if he had never been in a trance.

He was sitting on a bench by the street. At this point in time, there were no more pedestrians like him on the long street, except for the occasional cars. Sitting quietly on the bench, watching the lonely lights. Although most of the shops are closed. But on this street, it ’s not that there are no shops at all, and the street lights are deserted. However, a fast food restaurant that is open all day round the corner is also showing some popularity-but. But the whole street became more silent.

Wearing a dark coat, sitting alone on the bench, and watching the people around with a vigilant and focused eye, there is only the prosthetic body Gaochuan. If anyone else is watching this side. The idea of ​​"this is really a weirdo" will definitely arise, and what follows is an extremely strong vigilance.

However, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan did not come here actively to play such a weird role. To put it simply, the process of coming here is like sleepwalking. Most of the time, sleepwalking will be surprised and overwhelmed after waking up, but for the prostitute Gaochuan, there is no such emotion. This is not only the function of brain hardware, but also that he has gone through many strange and mysterious events, and has deeply experienced it. He is an extraordinary existence, so that many people think Unacceptable things are as natural to him as drinking cold water.

The point is not why I sleepwalk. This question, although it seems unsolvable for the time being, has a sense of relief for the prostitute Gao Chuan, just like the answer is already in my heart, but it cannot be described in words. That's it. The retina screen reproduces the image of his sleepwalking all the way to this street. It is a normal route. It is either a cornice or a wall, or it is walking so strangely and calmly, just like a walk, but it is faster than ordinary people. As you can see from the image, he opened his eyes, but his eyes were not spirited, as if his pupils were covered by gray glasses.

The prosthetic body Gaochuan quickly confirmed that at the time, he seemed to be unconscious, but in fact, under the guidance of a certain consciousness, there was no hesitation, the course of action was not disordered, and he had a precise destination-the problem is Now, when she is awake, she can't tell where the destination is, but she feels she must go on.

The route of travel comes from the feeling in the world.

Although it ’s already decided to come out late at night, after sweeping the tomb during the day, the prostitute Takagawa has decided to clean up the illegal organization “Goat Guild” on his own site tonight, and execute the opponent ’s new leader depending on the situation Known as Luan Zhong's doomsday truth cadre. However, the prostitute Gao Chuan also understood that his previous actions were only in line with his own decisions, rather than following his own decisions.

This is not an accident. For the prosthetic body Gaochuan with brain hardware, sleepwalking is the first time. However, this unusual situation did not bring him any threat, as if this was a very natural and natural situation. Born in this world as the prostitute Gao Chuan, he has experienced so many strange and mysterious events, and even such grand phenomena as "world line change" have already experienced it for himself, not to mention, his own situation, this It's already complicated enough. However, in such a rich experience, I didn't feel the danger, and I couldn't let myself have too many thoughts and feelings. It was just a purely abnormal situation, and it was my first experience.

Any negative thoughts are difficult to breed because there is no water and soil to breed them. Usually, the anomaly itself is such water and soil, but this time, these water and soil have become dry and nutritious due to the lack of a large number of elements. So, where did those elements go? Can't feel it. I can't imagine, as if, at the moment of birth, I was taken away and went to an environment that was completely isolated from myself, subjectively and objectively.

There is nothing negative, this should be a good thing. However, for the prostitute Gaochuan, the situation is that even if he tries hard to imagine and try to make it not so good, he can't do it. It's not that it was strangled by brain hardware, but that its nature has long been doomed.

Everything is fine, everything is normal. No matter what you think, even if the name is "strange", it still feels good and normal.

"Damn it." The prosthetic body Gao Chuan whispered, and his eyes fell straight on the window glass of the shop opposite, as if he wanted to see another figure from his figure, "Are you? You must have done it." ? Another Gaochuan. Another ... me. "

Although I think so, it is so subconsciously determined. Where did the state come from at this time, but the current situation will not be substantially resolved. Prostitute Gao Chuan couldn't feel the existence of young Gao Chuan, although he was very clear, he was there. I have always been there, in my own body, in my own personality consciousness, but, by accident, I can come into contact with it in the past. Even a few days ago, it was so intense that it appeared as if it were almost a substantive illusion, appearing differently in front of yourself, and now there is a strong, opposite result-if it is not an extreme change, it is impossible for me Saw him.

He knew that he was there, but no feeling or evidence could prove his existence. This huge gap makes the prosthetic body Gaochuan feel a little uncomfortable, and even breathing seems difficult.

There is only one thing to be sure, assuming that the teenager Gao Chuan does exist, then he must have been drawn by that existence when he came to this place in the "sleepwalking". No matter what the other party intends to do, he has already started to act.

Unable to clarify the situation of the other party, no way to obtain information, no data to analyze, no specific feelings to rely on, the prosthetic Gaochuan understands very well, if you want to pursue the young Gaochuan, how bad the situation is now, although the young Gaochuan It is also Gaochuan. This is undeniable. Its ultimate purpose did not violate Gaochuan ’s core at all. However, the mechanism of action and the mode of thinking were in direct conflict with himself.

The intelligence held by both parties, their own abilities, and the power of their honours are very different, and they have fallen into the disadvantages. This judgment is that the prosperity Gaochuan has made assumptions countless times, obtained data through assumptions, and combined with other existing data. The final result after analysis.

There are few reasons and chances to overcome, and the results of the data are such hopeless despair.

If only the brain hardware controls its own actions, it must have given up long ago. The possibility that the data cannot be reached, the machine must not try it-but, I am the prosthetic Gaochuan, not the prosthetic Gaochuan robot. . At this time, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan can better see how he exists than in the past. Although, I have felt countless times in the past that I am like a precise machine, performing tasks accurately, and being cold and stubborn like a robot. I once felt that this situation does not hinder anything, and it is the state that can achieve the greatest results. However, when data becomes unreliable, "acting like a robot" becomes the biggest obstacle.

When this kind of cognition came into being, the prosthetic body Gaochuan for the first time, strongly, actively and resolutely, refused to beat the bottom of his heart, and the brain hardware had already become the dominant of consolidation. This subjective and instinctive rejection strongly shakes the brain hardware so that it is like using a crowbar to knock down the core part of a relatively stable machine, even with the rest of the body. In part, there is clear and violent pain, the sense of crisis that you will collapse at any time, the more intensely struggling and fiercely resisting, the more sombrely you press on the top of your head, as if you are crushing yourself Lead block.

Even so, the prosthetic body Gaochuan still had no hesitation, the fear of death made him almost breathless, but without any hesitation, he did not plan to take a break.

To defeat yourself, it is possible to defeat the young Gaochuan. If the fear of death can allow you to reach a compromise with yourself, then in the face of the teenager Gao Chuan, who has crossed the death, there is really no chance of winning.

Conquering another self is no longer a slogan for the prostitute Gao Chuan ~ www.readwn.com ~ is not an imaginary future, but a fact that must be endured. Prostitute Gao Chuan did n’t think too much, because, in those days, he had to think too much. Now, how much to think about, how to excuse himself, how to urge himself, how to affirm his existence, all Has no meaning. Today's prosthetic body Gaochuan, only one thought is left-he is Gaochuan, and he is truly Gaochuan in this world. Gaochuan's responsibility, the mistakes he needs to admit, the things he must prove, the hope he desires, It's all own.

It is what one must shoulder, one must admit oneself, one must prove oneself, one one one must desire.

Never let anyone!

Before his true, complete death, do not talk about any heirs, do not look back at any past Gao Chuan. The prosperity Gaochuan decided that what Gaochuan should have and what Gaochuan should bear belong to himself, because only he is the only Gaochuan standing in the "now".

Scruples and envy of Gaochuan in the past? Looking forward and entrusted to Gaochuan in the future?

"Don't joke ... Don't joke!" Prostitute Gao Chuan squeezed his fist tightly and said to himself: "I am Gao Chuan, who is now in the world." (Unfinished ...)