Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

After I do n’t know how long the chase, I have an impulse in my heart, and I will accumulate negative emotions that I do n’t know how long, and all will vent to the red girl Maria. Actually, I do n’t quite understand why I say “can you understand” to it at such a time, and, even if I really want to say, why not to other people, not at other times, to think back afterwards, then It's a kind of behavior that makes you feel very awkward and inexplicable. However, there is probably a feeling that makes me feel that I can speak to it at that time and that I can get a response. Perhaps, what happened in Maria's room in the boundary line made me feel like this, However, it is also more likely to be a kind of throbbing from the depth of the "reality" body. This kind of throbbing seems to be deep in the instinct, but it is not entirely instinct. What is guiding and promoting I returned the necklace, so the words became a starting point for this action-I would think so, entirely because of the feeling of being relaxed when returning the necklace, and what has always been sealed The feeling of something that has to break out of the body.

What I seem to see is that the light that is deep in the soul and does not belong to me is like some kind of deadly, beautiful, powerful, and irresistible existing eyes. It stayed in my body, watching everything outside through me, and watching me.

I think that is "Jiang".

If I say that after I return the necklace to Maria the Red, this light-only world will have some changes, so that the situation can continue to develop, instead of binding everything here, it should not be me. Promoted by interaction with Maria.

Did Jiang finally show his fangs after being silent for so long?

In fact, after saying that "whether you can understand" to the girl in red, no, it should be before you say it. I have made up my mind to fight against it, but the final result, like many times in the past, does not develop at all according to my expectations. Today, Maria disappeared in front of me. Started what it really did. I, alone, could not help feeling a kind of high emotion that could not be vented, but it was a little complicated and frank.

Of course, if Maria's necklace is really an important item for Tianmen Project. I returned it, and for myself, it was not completely without loss. As for the future changes, it might make me want to obtain the plan of the spiritual integration device, which is more difficult to implement. Although, I am not entirely sure. The situation behind this series of events is really as I guessed, but at this moment, I have put all these worries and frustrations away from my heart. Life is unsatisfactory, which I have been extremely profound and have experienced countless times. At least, compared to the hopelessness in the past that can't see the end, now I really have a path to the goal that has been determined.

At least, at this moment, for the current me. As for the situation I stand on, this result is not too bad. Being able to talk so easily with the unreasonable girl in red like that evil spirit, and finally breaking up peacefully, was really unthinkable at first. How much can be regarded as a surprise in my life that will end at any time.

I am waiting, if there are no more accidents, Maria in red will be the ultimate winner of this battle, which also means the victory of the 51st League of Powers. But will it really be so smooth? Even though, this world of light seems to have created an excellent condition for their victory, even I have to be stuck here. Although I do n’t know the situation of other people, it should not be better than me. Better.

In the end, did everyone calculate the wedding dress? So, what about Jiang? This time the necklace was returned, the act of venting emotions and not doing everything seemed to unblock it to some extent. Having said that, what about the super tie-up colors and Super Dorothy who have been confronting Jiang? If "Jiang" really broke the seal, they should remind me as soon as possible. Their confrontation with "Jiang" was completely unobservable from my perspective, so I was a little worried. After all, their opponents existed like the ultimate devil from all levels, and they seemed not How much affection looks left to them.

"It doesn't matter even if it's crushed. I want to survive. Don't be eaten." I faced each other, and I didn't know where I was or how I was in the situation. Super color or super Dorothy. Unlike me, Misaki, Bajing and Marceau, there is no such thing as "fragmentation" or "split" in their personality consciousness. The whole existence is over.

It is useless to stay in a world where there is nothing but light, nothing to do, no road to walk, except to wait for change quietly. I can only worry about it and suspect it, just like the Gaochuans in the past, watching, and only watching, the further development of the situation.

Yes, it is so weak, cruel, and makes people thoroughly understand that even the "protagonist", there are things that cannot be done, and these things, like the repertoire of fate, come, develop, end, and become "protagonist" Lifetime teaching has become a part of its existence. However, no one would hope that these powerless and cruel things will happen to themselves, and that such dramatic things, even if they are all for the purpose of pushing the "protagonist" forward.

If you can, you do n’t need to be the center of the world, the protagonist of fate, or the superhero, as long as you can have a calm, less brutal route to yourself and the people you care about. If there really is such a route-

How much I want to go back and find such a route.

If life can be archived and come back, how good it should be.

However, I am born with this kind of thinking, and now I am so fragile, sad, cowardly and ridiculous.

Clearly know that in the past there is no way to recover, what is to be carried will be carried, no matter how unwilling or want to escape. And for Gao Chuan. This is a situation where you cannot escape even if you want to escape.

"So, you can't escape."

Can not escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape. Can not escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape. Can not escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape. Can not escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape, cannot escape. Can't escape, can't escape, can't escape, can't escape!

——No matter how bad the situation is, you can't escape, not to mention the current situation. Compared with those experienced by the Gaochuan people in the past, it is extremely gentle!

I seem to hear such a voice, talking to myself. That sounds like my heart. But this is not exactly the case. There is one in my heart, which is nothing like my grim smile.

"Is it you? Another Gaochuan." I said to myself. Such a situation is like a sign that the spirit is beginning to split again, but I ca n’t take care of these anymore, and, even if I can take care of them, it is not a big deal compared to my situation. .

--it has started.

That voice just said so.

When this voice fell, I suddenly woke up. I know that I'm in a trance again. This trance, how long has passed since the last period of sobriety? I seem to have done something, or something happened to me, but I do n’t remember clearly. There seems to be something like this, but it seems not.

The light that engulfed everything in front of me is changing. It was so calm in the past that it could be described as deadly, so when it changes, it can be easily felt. It ’s not that the light is much stronger or weaker than it used to be. It can only be said that every moment is really different from the previous one, and that this kind of change is becoming more frequent and dramatic, just like a straight line The oscilloscope suddenly popped up and made a "beep" sound. Then, the fluctuation became stronger and stronger, changing from an alarm-like beep sound to a heart-beating sound.

No, it is more appropriate to describe that this world of light has become a brand new heart. It is still young, but it has extremely powerful power.

Poo, poo, poo, poo--

My heartbeat also resonated with this rhythmic fluctuation.

What is being bred in the body, no, it is not accurate to say that gestation is more like breaking out of the ground.

I couldn't help but hold my chest tightly. This kind of feeling is not good at all, it can be said that it is terrible, just like, the foreign body parasitic in the body will always come out at any time.

"Is it 'Jiang'?" I asked, but there was no answer. I think about it, I returned the necklace to the girl in red, and then it should be the last step of the Tianmen plan. Everyone's calculations made a wedding dress for this development. However, I really did not expect that the return of the necklace turned out to be such an important thing. Not only the night of Valpus, but also the "Jiang".

However, if you say that the current situation and what happened to me are entirely coincidental, you cannot believe it.

"It's just that the calculation is too deep, and it's beyond my understanding." I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Damn it!"

The huge impact, when I said to myself, came out with an invisible but energetic, irresistible momentum, which should be emitted from the core of some place and around. The so-called core is probably the location of the spiritual integration device, and I, Mercedes-Benz for so long before, just turned around in the periphery?

I can no longer make any sound, only the world of light, the dazzling light has passed away, but it is still white without flaws, and I ca n’t see anything else, but this white is "pale", just Like, from the light-filled screen, it was copied onto the rough drawing paper. And I also changed from a vivid human figure to a sketch on a plane. Everything around me was outlined by a pencil with twists. After the pictures passed, even my figure was twisted. I opened my mouth wide, but there was no line.

My vision, my perception, the world around me, after a moment, was crumpled and thrown into the trash can and was washed away. With this sense of flow, I was washed away in the darkness that suddenly fell. I don't know how long it took before I felt real again. The body became relaxed and seemed to be able to move, but the soul seemed to be imprisoned in a solid body again, thinking in an extremely calm, almost icy state, turning rapidly.

I opened my eyes. Only then realized that he was back in the rubble. Is it coming out of the tower? It seems to be excluded, but there seems to be something wrong. In my field of vision, one view after another is popping up, and a lot of data pouring like a waterfall.

-Proofreading time, complete.

——Brain and hardware matching, complete.

——Repetition cognition. carry out.

-The prosthetic body restarts and is complete.

——The break-in rate is 60%, which is rising steadily ...

——Warning, warning, deep Gaochuan information is subject to unknown interference, and the source of interference cannot be detected.

--caveat. Warning, Gaochuan Information was forced to integrate to a degree of 70%, and rejection was detected.

——While clearing the error information, the warning, warning, and error information cannot be cleared. Redundant data increases, and the clearing project is forcibly stopped.

——The illegal and active Gaochuan information was detected, the firewall was hit, and the countermeasure strategy was automatically opened. The strategy is being implemented ...

——Warning, warning, the firewall is about to be breached. Is this area isolated? Please make a decision within ten seconds. The countdown starts.

——Ten, Nine, Eight, Seven ...

The blood-red numbers were beating, and the warning window occupied almost all of the field of vision. The deep-level Takagawa information fusion in the lower right corner confirmed that the window kept flashing and shaking differently. In a very intense way, grab my attention. I didn't have time to sigh, or, at this time, me. There is no emotion to sigh for. Brain hardware, prostheticization, data conversation windows ... These things that are proclaiming my existence all made me react in the first time.

Although the location is still the ruins of the core area of ​​the tower, has it returned to the normal world? No, it ’s not true, it ’s not correct to say that, in the core area of ​​this tower that has been turned into ruins, the fog that was not in the normal world is dispersing. Judging from the data that has been detected, it covers the range Is expanding. On the other hand, although it seems that the current environment is very similar to the ruins of the core area of ​​the tower in "Tianmen", as if it was copied, there are building structures that prove the difference between the two on the periphery of the core area. ——These are the four channels leading to the outside world. This is the peripheral structure that only the 51st base in the normal world has.

Moreover, my body has indeed returned to the physical state of righteousness, returning to the original appearance of the one-eyed young man, no longer the ideological appearance of the young warrior. The reason why I am at this time, there is no trace of emotional fluctuations, and that cold brain hardware is working.

In any case, deal with urgent warnings first.

"Stop isolation."

——Illegal Gaochuan information will cause unpredictable changes and have a huge impact on the subject's personality. Have you decided to continue?

"Confirm suspension." I said quietly, looking around the surrounding environment changes.

After forcibly closing the warning windows that are constantly generated due to some deep-level errors, a large amount of comparative data is generated in the window. Although the errors that make the retina screen react violently seem to be irreversible, these errors do not seem too much Interfere with the operation of the combat information processing program. Of course, occasionally some garbled characters will inevitably appear in the data, but this is also something that cannot be done. The warning window has described the cause of the error through a brief text message. After comparing with the previous memory, what happened and why it became the current situation are understandable. Such a result, although not good , But do n’t care too much.

"So, are you there? Gao Chuan." I was driven by some kind of induction, and looked consciously at my side, where there was nothing, and stood the shadowy silhouette of the young Gaochuan Phantom. He is like an illusion, like a ghost, like it only exists in the retina screen. Because of the forced fusion of the deep Takagawa information and the resulting large number of errors, the accumulated image is like a "bug".

But ~ www.readwn.com ~ what happened in the ideological world, I can understand more or less, and what I see now is not pure illusion and "BUG". Although, he just stood there quietly, even without a figure, as if he could not hear or answer my words.

However, he does exist there, in a world that only I can see.

Calm, precise, and methodical, like a machine, I will put this young Gaochuan phantom aside for a while and continue to confirm my situation. In the current ruins, I am not alone. Others are quickly marked on the retina screen, and not only the people in the 51st area, but also priest Sissen, fire escape and files etc. entered the ideology The people of the world, the members of the file squad, and Saki Ye who stood with them all came into view. The file stood behind him, while the others, led by Miyake, quickly rushed over to this side.

The destroyed peripheral equipment of the tower is like just being destroyed. It continuously emits energy arcs and sparks. This scene can be connected to the scene of the impact encountered before entering the world of ideology. The situation after the impact. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (m) to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please read at m.)