Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

The intense light flooded the interior of the tower, making people unable to see. Compared with the darkness that is also difficult to see, there is no doubt that the stimulus of the light is more intense. Just staying here, as if the whole body had to be penetrated and melted. Staying in the dark for too long will also give people the illusion of being disintegrated and assimilated by the darkness, but the oppression from the light is more intense and more active. There is not much time left for me, and other competitors behind will soon catch up. It is impossible for them to continue to waste their energy at this time and to pull back others, but the red girl Maria has always obstructed I, attack me, involve me, as if it was born, and it exists at this moment, the mission is so, not to capture the spiritual integration device by myself.

In the case where the naked eye cannot see things, and the chain judgment is greatly disturbed, I only rely on the instinct to get close to the hostility to maintain the stability of the battle situation. I keep sweeping. After the tower disintegrated, the area that is regarded as "inner" has been expanded to a certain extent, but the sense of expansiveness brought about by the movement when I can't see things is far beyond the previous. Scope visually inspected from outside. I can neither find what I want, nor can I leave this place full of light, and even time seems to have no sense of existence under the influence of a dark force.

It ’s too strange, too unusual. If the girl in red appeared from time to time to attack me, reminding me that I ’m not the only one here. I ’m afraid I will melt in this seemingly endless silence, light and calmness. Perhaps it will be part of the sacrifice that promotes the night of Valpuss? I think I seem to be a little anxious. Under normal circumstances, even the intense emotions that will not be triggered by intense fighting, a little bit of weeds emerge from my heart. However, it can't be regarded as a normal situation now. What I face is the internal environment that the ignorant spiritual integration device presents in ideology.

I don't know if I will stick to it. What else can I do, holding on to the personality preservation device, but I do n’t feel the internal changes of this chip. It stands to reason that a lot of smoky faces should have been drilled into it. If this kind of existence is in response to the Tianmen plan One link should now play a role. At least some responses should be generated. My initial expectation was to rely on the resonance of the chip and the smoky face in the chip to the mental integration device to find further clues. However, the fact was calmer than I expected. The two are like an insignificant dead object. I do n’t know what happened outside the tower. What is the progress of other people, my sensitivity to time is running out. All my perceptions and observations are completely obscured by this mysterious and abnormal light-these lights are just like the ultimate defense of the spiritual integration device.

It has also been considered that "Jiang" will appear to pick fruits at such times, but how long has it passed? Except for the girl in red, Maria is still chasing me reluctantly, it seems that nothing else appears in us. My attention. Has begun to disperse, to deal with the attack on the girl in red, has become a mechanical instinct, and looking for a spiritual integration device, has gradually become no longer the first purpose, I have room to think about more things, but it is alarming Yes. I didn't even know what I was thinking in the wasted time. Some definite, newly born thoughts are still quite clear, but, something that was thought a while ago. Where did it go, what form did it become, how can it proceed, all became extremely vague-trance. I can only use this word to describe it. When I suddenly recovered, I played against the girl in red again. Isn't this feeling familiar? Like, the symptoms of my schizophrenia.

Inside the tower, has this space eroded by the power of the spiritual integration device deteriorated my spiritual consciousness? I guess so, but this guess will not persist for too long, it will disappear in the trance afterwards, but it will regenerate and disappear again. I have estimated that my predicament is extremely serious, so I ca n’t help but feel that, thanks to the entanglement of the red lady Maria, I have maintained my final reason and can make me recover from a serious trance Come.

Perhaps the situation is similar for Maria in red. If it does n’t cling to me, maybe it will melt in this world of light-my thoughts are divergent, although just guessing, I But I have to believe that this is the case, so as to refocus my attention on the red lady Maria.

With something focused, the frequency and degree of trance will be reduced accordingly. However, the so-called "decrease" is based on observable values, and I cannot observe the frequency and degree of my trance, so it is just a feeling, perhaps, an illusion.

However, even the illusion is the only way I can think of, the only thing I can do. There is nothing but light and red lady here. If even the red lady disappears, when can I act alone? I don't think that I can continue this kind of action without change and feedback, even if it is a mechanical movement, it can continue to reach the end of life consciously with perseverance.

Although the burning will of "Gaochuan" has never seen the end, but relatively, I don't think that this will and motivation can just continue to burn, endless.

Things really get tricky. This spiritual integration device really deserves that even "Jiang" wants it, and it is a key item that can make the plan complete. For "Gaochuan" who relies on the maintenance of personality consciousness and spiritual will, it is extremely dangerous to produce essential destruction of personality consciousness and spiritual will.

If it is just the conscious ability of a certain mysterious holder, it is impossible to achieve this level in "quality" and "quantity", so it is not enough to extinguish "Gaochuan", but, in a sense, spiritual integration The device is likely to be able to aggregate the existence of personality and spiritual consciousness of all patients with doomsday syndrome from the bottom essence of the illusion of doomsday, even if the spiritual integration device at this moment does not gather such a level of power, but in the past, it was carried out to achieve the Tianmen plan In the sacrifice, the power to gather it is definitely not on the order of hundreds, thousands, or tens of thousands.

This also means that everyone who enters this place is actually confronted with a super-massive mental consciousness attack? although. It's just a relatively passive, spreading force, but we fall into it, as if we were a little bit grinded, we can't do it if we want to leave. Do others know about this situation and are they adequately prepared to deal with it? I do n’t know, but if I really ca n’t get out of this dilemma with my own strength, I hope they can use their early preparations to trigger further changes. Is it the only option?

If the current situation is unchanged, it is really the worst situation. It is even more frustrating and powerless to fail to use your own power to end this bad situation. However, if this negative emotion is really generated, it is bad, so I often face it in another way- — Move others. Even if this other person is an enemy, consider their preparation and backhand, admit their powerlessness and use their power, as long as you have done this kind of consciousness, even in the face of your powerless situation, you will not really fall into helplessness. Among. Instead, if arrogant thinks, save yourself. No one can do it, no one can do it well, then it will face real despair.

Of course, this way of "thinking from another angle" may be a kind of self-consolation, and may be seen as a cowardly expression, but. I alone, "Gao Chuan" alone, should not have concerns because of it. If you do n’t do this, you will die. If you can't keep yourself hopeful, if you can't let yourself out of the negative mentality, you will "dead".

This is not "death" in the physical sense, but "death" on the level of personality consciousness, because if you cannot accept failure and powerlessness, and you cannot change your mind to look at these failures and powerlessness, "Gaochuan" can't persevere long ago. I, Gao Chuan, have to face it, but I do n’t know how powerful the enemy is, beyond the expected bad situation, and have reincarnate like a doll for countless times. I still ca n’t find a sure and successful plan.

"Hello, Maria." I fled Maria's blade again with a quick swipe, but this time I didn't run away, but instead turned my back on it at a distance and said to it: "You know, in Before I was born, how many times did Gao Chuan fail and die many times? It was not the moment when I saw the target, but that I could n’t even see the shadow of the target. Doomed to be the same as destiny, failed, died. Do you know how it feels after repeating countless times? "

I don't want to hide anymore, I don't want to find anymore. Whatever the spiritual integration device is, even if it becomes something of others, it will not disappear in this world. Now, I just want to re-excite myself. The core will of Gaochuan, which has been burning for so long, seems to be suppressed by something. After a long time, it will gradually fade out without touching it.

But I can feel that the burning under this repression is not complete, as if there is something hidden deep in the body, if you don't raise the ignition point, you can't wake it up.

After I talked, and after so long a chase with me, my first voice made the red lady Maria stop the pursuit. It is also facing away from me, and in this light-filled world, its figure only appears dimly in my mind.

It seems that the state of communicability is restored, just like changing from "evil spirits" to ordinary "ghosts". The fierce and evil posture reveals the feminine gentleness. I never expected to be able to talk to it like this. It can be said that the situation at this time is really surprising-why does it stop to listen to me at such a time? Of course, there must be a reason for this, but I, at this moment, do not want to think about it at all.

"No one likes to face powerlessness and failure, but what can they do if they do n’t face it? Because, they never think of giving up and do n’t think it ’s something they can give up, so in this process, No matter how painful and unbearable it is, I must get through it. Weakness and failure, I ca n’t see the hope of achieving my goal, I am facing an enemy who has thrown off his level and I do n’t know how far away. Painful. But even so, you ca n’t just die like that, if you do n’t do it, who else will do it for yourself? The thoughts and expectations that were once placed on yourself. Let it pass away with the wind like this? "I said, the memory information of the past" Gaochuan "seemed to seep through the cracks of the stone, merge into a stream, and flow through my mind. In reality, Zhen Jiang is dead, and the girls entrusted to Gao Chuan's relatives cannot be relieved. Have to carry out experimental therapy, and then collapse or be transformed in the treatment. Want to rescue them, and more patients, obviously have this possibility, but did not succeed once. The desire to be entrusted by women who are both sister and girlfriend. After countless failures, he still cannot see the hope of success, and he cannot fulfill the responsibilities he wants to shoulder.

"Failure, failure, failure, failure, failure. Failure, failure, failure ... everything is failure." I looked up, hoping to see through this doomsday illusion and see them waiting in reality, "You can understand This? The kind of commitment I have to bear, the desire to fulfill. The things that have to be done. "

"..." came from behind, the ghost generally seemed to have a seemingly absent voice, this voice was so ethereal, like an illusion, but, I think, it was really the answer of the lady in red.

"I saw it. In your room, in your necklace, what is buried ... that memory and sustenance ... Although I don't know what happened, this is something that is very important to you, right? Nothing about the Tianmen Project, just for you ... "I took out Maria's necklace from my arms. This is not a physical object, but it is the necklace I got from the boundary line, open the pendant, Inside is still a group photo of "Maria" and "Henry".

"..." Maria's seemingly absent voice lingered in my ears.

I have taken away your things. In order to complete my plan, although I do not regret it, but-

"Sorry." I didn't turn around, just grabbed my hand and passed it back. This necklace has always been on my ideology, but after finding the core area of ​​the tower in the normal world, I have forgotten it and never thought about it. There will be an opportunity to return the original owner like this, I don't need it anymore. "

I didn't feel the touch of the red lady's body, but with a light hand, the necklace in my palm had disappeared. In my heart, it suddenly seemed to lay down a heavy stone, and the flame that had been suppressed by this stone suddenly jumped up. I heard it again, the roar of the blood flow, like the heartbeat of the big drum thunder, at the end of the burning, revealing the deep hidden thing, it was like a pair of black deep light, like Lights darker and deeper eyes than the night.

That is, a living--

"..." Maria's voice sounded faintly in my ear once, and then, when I turned my head, she was no longer there.

That's it, she disappeared silently.

I know she still exists in this world, but where did she go? I couldn't help but have this thought: Could it be that I went to the spiritual integration device? She is, no, it should be said that it has always been the real core role in this battle for spiritual integration devices?

"Really? From a long time ago, when the mental integration device was obtained in the fifty-one district, were you prepared when you studied the mental integration device? Is it because of an accident? Yes and Like me, what must I do even if I look like this now? "I murmured to the red lady who had nowhere to go.

"So, that necklace is necessary to complete a critical step, but ~ www.readwn.com ~ can only be used by you, and only you know how to use it. Is that true? Maria." I couldn't help smiling. I didn't feel sorry and regret for returning the necklace to the other party, because there are always things that belong to someone.

I stayed quietly in the same place, waiting, Maria to retrieve my things, to end this difficult situation. And was this result expected from the 51st League of Forces in the first place? If this is the case, what is Smoky Face, Long Aotian and this chip? Is it necessary to develop this way in order to eliminate all the obstacles and let Maria go to the final step?

Maybe that's what happened. Perhaps, in their plan, although it is complicated to do so, it is the most secure. It is more secure than directly working with me to take the necklace, or letting me really join the plan to help them. Because, isn't it obvious? I never really thought about giving the spiritual integration device to others. Long Aotian and Qiubi must be so.

I spread the palm of my hand, and although I couldn't see it, the chip did lie quietly in the palm.

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