Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Sakuya's voice came from itself, but when I turned my head to look, it was just an empty corridor. The psychedelic vision is somewhat distorted, like a mirage floating in a mist. The ghostly Sakuya that appeared last time came to me again. I can't see her, but I am sure she is by my side. My mood became very refreshing. It doesn't matter what form Misaki appeared in front of me. It's great to be able to confirm that she has always been by my side.

"Let's go, Aye." I said to the empty corridor, turned and pressed my palm against the door. Although there is no intuitive evidence, there is a feeling that when this door opens directly to the leisure facility service center in the normal world, it will definitely not be the old place. As I had originally imagined, since the mysterious organizations scattered in different locations in the 51st district can directly enter the service center from the station, then the service center can naturally lead to their place. This door of the service center, like any door of Doraemon, has a magical power as a transit channel.

In the normal world, the mystery of this door is firmly controlled by the 51st area. Outsiders like me want to crack it. Although it is not impossible, it should be quite difficult in a short time. However, in the realm of the collective subconsciousness of the patients with doomsday syndrome, the people who make up the illusion of doomsday will see the world in a more intuitive form. In my assumption, as long as someone knows how to pass through this magical "gate", as long as the composition of the boundary line encompasses the consciousness of this insider. For me walking through the boundary line, this "door" is unobstructed.

Because the insider's knowledge of the "door" determines that the "door" cannot be locked.

Walking in the realm, I am like a hacker using backdoor actions. What is the significance of the packaged encryption of the program itself to those who have entered the consciousness of the encrypter?

This boundary is formed by the "jiang", and the authority to enter and walk there is also granted by it. What I can do basically depends on the permission of Jiang. I have never seen Jiang, and I have never tried it before. I haven't even understood the existence of this conscious "back door". It was just that when I was thinking, I immediately arrived in front of this door, which made me start to have a strong feeling for this kind of cognition.

This is the feeling that he has not risen before entering the boundary two times. And now I am also fundamentally different from myself when I entered the previous two times. So, I think, since I feel it, then. This is how it should be. That kind of feeling in the dark is like a voice from the depths of the soul. Who can talk to me in the depths, except "Jiang"? It is because "Jiang" has always existed in my body, and the combination with me is as close as it must be together to be called a complete life. Therefore, when this feeling rises, there can be no mistake.

When my palm touched the "door", the touch was obviously cold and hard, but. Visually, this door appeared to be wavy, and melted instantly in front of my eyes-the outline still kept the appearance of the "gate", but the surface and corners were like ice cream in the sun. It softens and then turns into a liquid and stays on the ground quickly. The liquid spreading on the ground ran over the soles of my feet.

I looked down and saw that my feet were not wearing shoes at all, and it seemed that I had just realized that I was not wearing shoes. Not only shoes, but the style of clothes is also similar to pajamas or patient clothes. I think something is wrong, but I ca n’t find anything wrong. The idea of ​​"I did n’t wear this set before" just came out of my mind. Was branded with "illusion".

The material of the door body flowing on the ground is like mercury, turning the originally smooth and smooth corridor floor into a mirror-like smoothness. My reflection stands on the side of the mirror, facing me from below. At this moment, I feel that I have been shaped-not only the body can't move, but also a feeling that the body shape, appearance and dress are completely fixed at this time.

It ’s a strange, very subtle feeling that makes me want to try it. What would happen if I put on a dress, but I do n’t have the right tools at hand, so I ca n’t take action.

It ’s not a long time to be confined, it ’s probably a time to think about birth and death, but for people like me who are very sensitive to physical feelings, all the abnormal feelings, even if only for a moment, are clearer than others.

When I raised my eyes again, the scene in front of me had changed dramatically. Whether it is a "door" that disappears, or a corridor passage with a different area, appearance and structure, it reminds me that I have left the original corridor.

It seems to have passed the "gate". I thought so, and began to observe this new area. Although the experience of arriving here is very strange, the important thing is the result. Since it can be reached through the "gate" of the service center in the boundary line, it also means that the normal world can also be reached in the same way-in fact The actual situation is the opposite, because it can be done in the normal world, so that the insider has relevant knowledge, so I can achieve the same result in the realm of the consciousness of this insider.

"Achuan, what is this place?" Sakuya's voice suddenly rang in his ears. I did not deliberately look for her whereabouts, but defaulted that she was in this place, and replied: "I don't know, but the coordinates should be recorded." My idea came from before and after entering the boundary for the second time , The experience of locking the coordinate of the closed door of the circular corridor. Encounter and behavior in the boundary line will cause some related effects on the normal world. Although the scale of this effect is not clear, and the related details of this effect are not known, the coordinates should be locked once again. Things.

Without such capabilities, it is impossible to turn the confirmed route in the boundary line into a practical way of passing in the normal world. So, what is the point of finding a path in the boundary?

However, before really going down the road that now appears in front of you, and finding the hiding area of ​​the spiritual integration device confirmed when you walked for the first time on the borderline, you cannot really be sure that this road is correct. However, although there is no evidence, I still feel that as long as I go down the path that I show myself in front of myself, I must reach the goal-because it is not only my will, but also the "Jiang" who controls this boundary. "'S will.

As long as this realm encompasses the plural consciousness. There is a certain consciousness that has a correct understanding of the target location and the way of passage. With the power of "Jiang", I will certainly be able to reach the right place naturally.

Before I actually found the "mental integration device", I was not worried that "Jiang" would cancel the support of this ability. Obviously, no matter what the reason was, it required me to be a pathfinder, and it seemed that this job was only I can do it.

Still no one met. In this world of boundaries, it seems that only me is a stable being. The things that can be visually observed have an outline, and when touched, there is no difference from the normal touch, but it can't make people feel that these things are stable enough. Except for me, it is like an external model composed of quicksand or other fluid and changeable inner and inner. I simply cannot feel that the wall beside me is really the wall of the normal world. The reproduction of it-it is only some consciousness, or the cognition and conception of plural consciousness to the walls of the normal world.

Whether it is visible or invisible. There are constant feelings of "change" and "distortion". Maybe I can regard this state of existence as the instability of consciousness.

This is an unstable world. I haven't encountered any substantial danger so far. In theory, "Jiang" can **** me, but I dare not take it lightly.

It seems that the heat from the soul is ignited and the sound of blood running. Overwhelming physical pain and ubiquitous noise, but these negative things are not gone. In this case, I listen to the noise and feel the pain. Seems to be able to peek into the nature of these negative existences that constantly interfere with me-noise, like too many people are talking, thinking, thinking and emotions are too large and too dense because they are like a huge river, and I walked in the boundary line, just like snorkeling in this huge river, the river squeezed and slapped my body, and even invaded from every pore of mine, corroding me, melting me.

Thus, pain occurred.

Perhaps, the real situation is more complicated than I thought. However, the core will of the awakening is also the cohesion of countless achievements of Gao Chuan. Through repeated failures, deaths, and rebirths, in an environment that ordinary people simply cannot imagine, they have accumulated, qualitatively changed, and carved, and they can withstand this pressure .

Even so, I can't stay in this boundary for a long time. It is already a place close to the subconscious of all patients with doomsday syndrome. The huge amount of consciousness it has gathered has made me feel suffocated. I feel that it is definitely not just the consciousness of these people who stay in the 51st district that constitute this boundary. Recalling what I saw and felt when I first entered the boundary, I am more certain of this guess that the source of the information has completely exceeded the area of ​​the 51st base. In the second realm, the source of consciousness has been reduced a little bit. Now in this realm, these reductions are more obvious. This should be one of the reasons why I can suppress these negative interferences with my core will.

After suppressing the negative interference, I began to discover more strange phenomena that existed in the boundary line. It ’s not only Misaki who is haunting, but there are other things-I ca n’t describe them. I did n’t think of this place not long ago. The situation with only one living creature is too abnormal, and, soon, their appearance proves that the abnormal Sakuya phenomenon is not unique, and it is not only me who is walking in this realm.

They may be someone's self-conscious form, but they may also incorporate other things. When I noticed them, they were lining up in front of me, and I did n’t even realize how they appeared. The original passage was empty, there was nothing in their place, and my eyes never left. But, as if the few frames of "appearance" were missing, they were suddenly there.

From the appearance. It looks like a person shrouded in a cloak. However, the outline covered by the cloak looks like it is hidden in the fog, occasionally showing the part outside the cloak, sometimes just a dark shadow, even if the shadow looks like a hand , Sometimes not even a human body. They seem to be constantly changing between existence and non-existence, and are constantly changing between this space and other spaces. They should have been moving forward, like walking. It seems to be fluttering, but it is not that there is the essence of progress in the visual distance. However, after blinking, you will find that they have moved forward a lot.

When I saw them for the first time, I stayed vigilantly until they disappeared. I observed them at one time, and as a result they responded to this gaze. One of them seems to be turning his head, it feels bad to me. So I hid behind a pillar protruding from the wall. During this period, although I could not hear the sound, I could feel that it was coming to me.

We didn't hit it in the end, and the feeling of "it's coming" disappeared quickly, so I can't be sure what will happen once we get in touch. Although "Jiang" exists in me. And the existence of the core will makes me not afraid of any accidents. However, it is better to keep such strange things out of touch.

I have been walking forward, and on many bifurcation roads, I have seen these strange things. They are not what I saw for the first time. However, I gradually began to feel that their appearance does not seem to be all bad things. because. In this wide and complex 51-base structure, although there have been no obstacles that can stop me from moving forward, but because there are too many places to reach, it is difficult to make choices-so I chose to follow The route of these weird things, they can always find a turn on the bifurcation road, when I followed, they have disappeared.

I sometimes feel that they are things that exist to lead the way. Perhaps there should be more such things in this boundary, but under the interference of "Jiang", only the part I encountered appeared.

Misaki also appeared several times during the period, sometimes sound, sometimes tangible, but I began to find that the existence of Misaki was closer to a kind of image, her words seemed meaningful at first, but in many cases there was no Meaningful, even repeat, but, as she said, she never left me.

This base is too large, but the base that exists in the boundary line is not complete. At first, I thought it would meticulously outline all the bases of the normal world, but obviously it is not the case. After going far, I began to realize that although there are indeed detailed and realistic places, more corners are just one. A kind of rough modeling form appeared, and some items even appeared incomplete. I once saw a broken porcelain bottle suddenly appear in the place. Its time seems to be solidified, and it stays in this broken state for a long time. In a room, I saw an oil painting hanging in midair. The way the oil painting hangs makes people think that there should be a wall there, but in fact, there is nothing there, and there is nothing behind it, just a dark chaotic color.

All anthropomorphic, or directly related to sensual creations, especially portraits, often appear abnormal. Their shapes and changes seem to be in a huge haunted house.

The more places I go, the more weird things I see, the more I feel that this borderline is far from the desolate and deserted environment I saw at first. These weird, silent, invisible pressures, ubiquitous anomalies made me start to feel that maybe at a certain moment, I will really encounter something that can communicate-maybe it is a person, maybe something else, but, more It may be a member of other mysterious organizations. Although it is a boundary line constructed by "Jiang", if someone has a "mystery" for the spiritual world and may be able to access it, I don't think that "Jiang" will restrict their access, or even actively pull them Come in and use it as another set of auxiliary pathfinders.

My current action is like under a vague intuition and abnormal guidance. Every time I walk a distance, I will locate a coordinate, and then use this coordinate as the center to find further guidance ~ www.readwn.com ~ Even if it is the master of the boundary, the interference of "Jiang" is still limited, or it limits its own power on its own.

As far as my own feelings are concerned, I believe that the power of "Jiang" is strong enough, beyond imagination, but on the other hand, its power may not be strong enough to overwhelm the world. Stable interference is living in a critical state that does not go up.

Perhaps, after obtaining the "mental integration device", it can further get rid of this embarrassing situation.

"I love you, Achuan." Sakuya's voice came again. This sentence was already the sixth time she repeated after I entered the boundary line this time. She covered my eyes from the rear, and I could not feel the touch of her palm, but the eyes were indeed blindfolded.

Before I moved further, there was a sound of the door opening, so the vision was bright again. I turned my head to look and saw a figure coming out of the door-shaped hole on the side wall.

From this figure, I felt a breath different from those weird things, a breath as stable as myself. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (m) to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)