Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Reversal of "reality"-I don't quite understand what this so-called "reversal" is, but it doesn't seem to be as simple as the patient's body returning to its original form * Book * (I didn't continue to read the last section The content, after deleting the part that has been read, suddenly felt very thirsty. The information instilled into my brain by this file seems to put the brain in a state of extreme operation. If you can take it out of the brain, maybe You will find that it is so hot that you can cook eggs

This kind of brain seems to stop working at any time. It feels uncomfortable. My body seems to be in a state of rising body temperature from the beginning. When I got up from the chair, I was dizzy and almost fell to the floor. As mentioned in the archive report, I ca n’t feel it in the “doom illusion”, but once I wake up, my body seems to collapse at any time. I did n’t find anything like a kettle in the room. I want to find Dr. Ruan Li, Maybe she will give me some medicine to relieve the pain. As a special case, they ca n’t let me die casually but I ca n’t go out. What if someone breaks in and finds this unfinished document?

I supported the wall and walked to the bathroom. When I tried to open the faucet, my hand slipped several times. I clenched my teeth and used two hands to break it, and finally let the water flow out. This also made me realize that my body was already weak. What's the point-just a few dozen minutes ago, I can obviously walk back from Dr. Ander's office

I stretched my head under the faucet, washed my head with cold water, then swallowed the water through my mouth and swallowed it into my throat in a small bite. My throat was swollen like a cold, and I felt hard to drink water. I feel like I'm swallowing a hard and huge walnut, and it's hurt by the tough peel

I finally gave myself cold water, and I told myself that I felt better, but, when I raised my head and looked straight ahead, I found that the image in the mirror on the wall seemed to be a bit wrong. My vision repeatedly focused between hazy and clear, When I blinked hard and narrowed my eyes again, I finally saw my reflection in the mirror.

The weak boy could n’t help but look thinner, and this was only the change that took place in more than an hour. The scary thing is that the skin ’s color and texture are too smooth, but there is a feeling of melting. I stared at my eyes. He was staring at me in the mirror. At one moment, his figure seemed to be distorted. When I wanted to make sure, he changed back to his original appearance.

I decided to leave. The image refracted in this mirror was disturbing. Even the atmosphere of the whole bathroom fell into a gloomy and grotesque. I even thought at that moment that it was not myself, not human, but in the mirror. Another thing that is alive is undoubtedly an illusion. Although I calm down quickly, it also proves that my mental and psychological state has begun to change drastically again-according to the information obtained from memory and reports, this is because Factors in my body waged war again

I ca n’t judge the victory or defeat of this war, but if I really admit that I ’m going to collapse, then it will definitely collapse.

This is also the will to contest my will, and the resulting will-if there is any

Ca n’t fall down, ca n’t give up thinking of this as a discipline. If I do n’t suffer this kind of torture, how can my weak will grow up now? I tell myself this because the current "Gaochuan" is too fragile both mentally and physically compared to the "Gaochuan" in the illusion of doomsday

Knowing your own vulnerability and changing your vulnerability is not an equal thing

But I must make myself stronger

I tried to make myself remember Zhenjiang, recall the appearances of Seise, Dorothy, Misaki, Bajing, and Marceau. Imagine the existence of them in the illusion of apocalypse. I can't think about much, but only these memories go to me A little bit of power injected into my body is enough to make me stand up again, so that my knees no longer tremble

I try to think about it this way: since they exist in the illusion of doomsdays, then no matter what form they become, they are at least alive at the moment. If the color and Dorothy ’s plan, the world-line script can really pass the end. The change in the illusion reverses reality, so even if they become L-liquids, they have the possibility of recovery. It seems that they can understand the colors and Dorothy ’s ideas.

The two of them must have also planned this way—since modern medicine is absolutely powerless to doomsday syndrome, all research is based on the doomsday illusions constructed by “level color” and “L”, so do n’t ignore these crazy ideals Guys, with their own understanding, order a plan that is feasible

Does the "Human Completion Plan" really allow these researchers to create perfect humans? This is not important at all and I am not interested in it. -Book_) What we need is to save ourselves and save our loved ones. If the "Human Completion Plan" can be used, then use it, no matter the plan needs to consume manpower and resources, Even changing the form of being a person, the will of being a person does not matter

If the "script" is inappropriate, modify the script

If "L" is not enough, add L

If the "executor" is not strong enough, let him become stronger

If "observers" have doubts, throw them big bait

As long as you can maintain the existence of "doom fantasy", then the "level system" that has become the center of the system has the opportunity to complete the plan.

It seems that something is wrong, the previous state is clearly painful enough to support this divergent thinking, but why suddenly ... I thought of it this way, but this kind of thought was soon engulfed by uncontrolled thinking Just like a machine that can't be stopped once it runs, the thinking information in my mind seems to be driven by the storm, surging with an incredible degree

—— "Gaochuan" is a special case

——There are unknown factors in Gaochuan

—— "Gao Chuan" 's body is in the ambiguous state of conventional and unconventional

—— "Gaochuan" personality has the value of being manipulated

——The will of “Gaochuan” has the value of being utilized

—— "Gaochuan" is the best experiment body for human completion plan

——Everyone of you are on the road to success

——So continue to use him, resurrect him, kill him, dissect him, observe him, change him, no matter his personality or his body, the treasure that hides the most valuable secret of human evolution is in front of you

Crazy voices surround my ears, and my vision is spinning so consciously, even realizing that all this is happening because I am falling into a state of auditory hallucinations and hallucinations. The scene described by this voice born of surging thoughts is so cruel, cruel and **** full of ferocious madness, just like another madman who fell into fanatic thinking shouted loudly, and countless people catered to this madman with cries

Then, there was some change in that voice, like a new person

——Everyone, I like war, I like lightning stations, I like retreat, I like counterattacks, I like to fight tough battles, I also like doomsday like biochemical doomsday, nuclear doomsday, like meteorites hitting the earth, I like non-human invasion of the earth, I like despair, like Sorrow and madness when everything is broken, like changes that are born under the most extreme emotions. In all stories, only tragedy is the most beautiful

——Don’t worry, everything only happens in the illusion of apocalypse. As long as you let Gaochuan dream, a dream like reality, you can get all the data you want, and you can make the reality better.

——You ask who I am?

——My name is Carmen a doomsday agent

"No, I'm not Carmen, I'm Gao Chuan" I held my head, leaned against the sink, and told myself with a loud voice, "I'm Gao Chuan"

——My will does not mean my will

"I am Gao Chuan"

——My will represents the will of Her Majesty the Queen

"I am Gao Chuan"

-Her Majesty the Queen is very unhappy with your hasty intrusion

"I am Gao Chuan"

——Her Majesty is very unhappy that you occupy this body

"I am Gao Chuan"

-Her Majesty is very unhappy with your companions who have stopped her growth

"I am Gao Chuan"

——She decided to eat you hee hee hee ...

"I'm Gao Chuan, leave me open Carmen" I yelled so suddenly, only my cry was buzzing in the bathroom, the whole world seemed to be quiet, I thumped the wall with my fist , The pain makes me feel like I am beginning to return to normal, but this normal state makes me a little uneasy, because it is too normal, but it has become an abnormality-my body seems to have never been so healthy. I do n’t feel the weakness of the diseased seedlings not long ago

When I clenched my fist, I could clearly feel the power of my fingers

I move my hands and feet, they are so light and flexible

It seemed that I had a high fever, a swollen throat, and a dizzy state, all of which disappeared at this moment, as if it had never happened

There is no doubt that there must be some key change in the battle of in vivo factors

What happened in my body? I was a little overwhelmed by the sudden normality. Also, a sense of inexplicable fear, like a spider ’s silk, gradually entangled me. When I realized this fear, I was completely surrounded by it, nowhere else. Runaway

The body has returned to normal, but the sense of fear has brought great pressure to the spirit. I feel like I will die at any time.

I looked at the mirror. The person in the mirror with a blood-red left eye is right. This is not an illusion. I pressed my hands **** both sides of the mirror and stared at myself in the mirror. It was indeed a red left eye. As seen in "Doom Fantasy"

However, this is not an illusion of the end, but reality

I guess this is because the "reflection" in the illusion of doomsday is interfering with reality with a strong attitude.

This blood-red left eye, like self-consciousness, swings left and right uncontrollably, and there is no sense of coordination between the right eye and it makes it full of strange and scary when I try to control it, for example, when it turns When you look at it on the left, you will feel a huge resistance when you look at it to the right. It seems that you are competing with another will for the control of this eyeball. After a while, even the green bars around the corners of the eyes are raised.

Although there have been similar experiences in the illusion of doomsday, it seems to be worse in reality

Soon the left eye starts beating, like the heart is beating

I carefully touched this eyeball with my hand, but a very realistic image appeared in the mirror-a fang with a sharp tooth suddenly jumped out of the pupil trying to bite this hand. I was still frightened. Can't help but withdraw his hand, then realized that it was an illusion

This horrible giant mouth is not something that really exists

I was a little overwhelmed and turned around looking at my image in the mirror, but there was n’t much change there. I had to put this thing down for a while, although I still felt a little wrong, but my body became better. Unexpected good thing

I went back to the computer and a voice whispered in my ear like a wind:

——That's Jiang

River? Unknown factor, special factor, river factor? I recall that everything I knew seemed to be Jiang, and I still clearly remember that when I fell into a state of conscious sleep in the illusion of doomsday, I would also dream about "it" or "her". The big yellow lake, those hands from the depths of the lake, and the deep red thick liquid, and that human-like and inhuman female form-it seems that it is really Jiang

Did Jiang form a reflection in my consciousness, or did my consciousness enter Jiang's world? Incomprehensible but I did see her, and I subconsciously felt that the inexplicable fear object was it, but on the other hand, I felt that I should not be afraid because she had the shadow of Zhen Jiang on her body

Maybe it ’s my deep psychology that determines its image. Maybe, its form steals my memory.

However, when I realized that she was very similar to Zhenjiang, there was always such a thought-Zhenjiang's words came true, she was really born again to me, she didn't die, she entered her body by her Blood, catalyzed by the virus, her soul and my body are integrated

Therefore, I will call this special factor "Jiang"

My hand is already placed on the mouse, but the thought of flying in my head makes my fingers slow to move. In the thoughts that came out before, I suddenly realized a strange place-when was I a special factor? Named? Jiang factor, is n’t this a statement of color?

At this moment, suddenly another thought jumped out, like someone was talking to me

——Carmen succumbed, it was dangerous

I obeyed this topic and thought: "Danger?"

——Her power is already much stronger than Carmen, no, it is such a thing

"what?"

——Parasitic, latent, catalyze, eat, growth variation is its food

"Like a parasite?"

-Horrible, parasites don't make food by themselves

"Is it Zhenjiang?"

——Maybe, but at most only half

"What does it do to me?"

——It wants to eat you, be careful not to be eaten

The sound didn't ring anymore, and I woke up suddenly from the trance, alerting that this seemed to be an illusion

I even think that this is another Gao Chuan talking on the spiral ladder

He is reminding me, trying to help me, he has been helping me a lot since the first time I saw him

This makes me think I should trust this illusion a little more

The appearance of this illusion made me realize once again that the brain-hardware dialog box, which is suspended in a translucent state in the field of vision and only exists in my field of vision

——38% progress of loading information ...

——Passive loading will stop after 60%;

——Whether to enable active loading?

——Are you sure to take the initiative to load: Yn are you ready? Gao Chuan

Cursor blinking

The loading progress has increased again. I thought about it. I moved my attention back to the last section of the report. It was a description of the attempt to use string theory to explain the relationship and status between the doomsday illusion, the color system and the L liquid.

Conventional Newtonian Physics twelve basic particles and four basic forces of macro relativity and micro quantum mechanics, no matter which one is used alone or even at the same time, cannot explain why the computer and L, "program" can be combined with "personality consciousness" It seems that they are different types of things. One is directly observable and touchable matter, and the other is not directly observable and non-touchable non-matter. To integrate matter and non-matter, it must involve the hypothesis of the final theory. The theory of great unity has the power to accurately describe the existence of all things in the world

Nevertheless, this theory is completely out of human imagination

The only theory that is closest to the final theory and has the most potential to achieve great unification is at least the integration of elementary particles and basic force fields. The theory that can accurately describe the existing macro and micro theories is string theory.

But it does not currently do this, just has such potential

Therefore, in the state where the final theory cannot be peeped, one step back is selected to perfect the string theory, and the potential of the string theory can be understood.

It is worth mentioning that the initial prototype of string theory including string theory is a mathematical formula. This formula can successfully describe the strong force that the original discoverer is solving, and then further understand this formula as a small piece of rubber-like Elastic "lines" that can distort and shake like ribs, thus developing "string theory"

In many cases, string theory is not even regarded as a physical theory, but only as a mathematical model, or even a philosophy

So far, all the theories related to "strings" are in an unfalsifiable and unprovable state, unable to obtain experimental proofs and observations, which can be regarded as a scientific fantasy by itself

"String" is an energy string, just like a piano string, but it is composed of energy

A basic view of string theory is that the basic units of nature are not particles such as electrons, photons, neutrinos, and quarks. These things that look like particles are actually closed loops of very small strings called closed strings. Or closed strings, different vibrations and movements of closed strings produce a variety of elementary particles

This means that the conceptual energy of the "string" is regarded as the ultimate essence of all matter. The "string" becomes a variety of particles by its own vibration and movement, and produces different modes of resonance between each other, that is, particles. The process of combining into various substances

So what we think of as "matter" is actually "energy" Imagine "string" -shaped energy vibration resonance, forming a certain pattern, so the energy model called "earth" appears the same, and the energy string also constitutes A different vibration resonance mode, called "human"

The "person" of energy stands on the "earth" of energy, but when the "person" touches the "earth", it feels that the earth is "material", and this is just a subjective illusion.

This crazy thing can explain the combination of matter and immaterial, because their ultimate essence is still the formation, interaction and flow of "energy" energy, distinguishing everything that looks like different types of things, but also let them There is a basis for combination, even homogeneity

Under this theory or philosophy, doomsday illusions, hierarchy colors, L, and personality consciousness are all different modes of energy, but they are still energy, which is composed of energy strings. Therefore, they can Combining with each other and operating, on the most essential level, let the "energy strings" that constitute themselves change the vibration frequency and movement method, forming many incredible things

So ~ www.readwn.com ~ they can in turn affect reality

Based on this theory, it can also explain the possibility of "human completion plan" and "reversal plan", can explain the authenticity of the doomsday illusion, can describe the time, space and physical phenomena, as well as the reflection theory, the reality does not exist and the end Everything that exists in the illusion is on the "world line"

Nevertheless, the string is still the largest scientific fantasy within the limits of human understanding

However, the interaction between the unobservable and undesirable gradation colors and L based on this fantasy, and the existence of doomsday illusions, cannot in themselves prove the correctness of string theory and the existence of physical models

Therefore, everything that seems to be understandable, in a sense, is still an "illusion", even if it stands in front of people's eyes, and even its constituent foundations can be touched

Different plans based on "illusions" are now being implemented by all parties with a kind of stubbornness, no, should be said, with the attitude of having to believe (to be continued)

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