Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

--Misjudgment.

Dorothy gathered her courage and stood upright against the wall. She didn't know what Jinjiang would do next, but if she caught her hand, then her plan might become Jinjiang's plan. Dorothy couldn't figure out many problems, but most of her current abnormalities were caused by Omi, which is understandable. In the past, Super Dorothy ’s identity has always been able to support his own identity in Doomsday Illusion. Conversely, the changes made by himself in Doomsday Illusion will also be fed back to the hospital ’s reality Super Dorothy Body. No matter what Omi has done to herself in Doomsday Illusion, and in her understanding, what is the connection between Super Dorothy and Dorothy in Doomsday Illusion, based on what she has done today, she may have found Methods to interfere with this connection.

Although it is difficult to believe that the character who was once regarded as the "Omi River Trap" and written in the script, even when he was unaware, he turned to his general, but at this time, he must first retreat ...

——Retreat?

Dorothy felt unwilling, and everything that once thought she was in control was changing at a crazy pace. I thought that I had sorted out the clear rules and was becoming chaotic in a way that I could not detect. After all, his own cognition is limited. Even if he can obtain a lot of information in the capacity of Super Dorothy, his indicators of consciousness and thinking ability are far superior to humans. However, this transcendental quality is still limited.

No matter how much you know, when you need to face something that is still unknown beyond your own cognition, you cannot make a correct judgment. This defect has not changed from the past-Dorothy is very clear why she needs Gao Chuan, because, in the face of that beyond cognition, incomprehensible, unimaginable, deadly mutation, disaster and vicious arrival At times, I will always be in a hurry, without courage to face this, which may destroy my own disaster in the next moment. However, Gao Chuan will not.

Although he didn't want to admit it, Dorothy had no other idea than the self-supporting action shown by the color center in the reality of the hospital. Even if she once felt that she was an important and core existence in the plan, when she chose to decline instead of rising to the surface with the color center to face the terrible and unknown disaster, she no longer felt that she was really so important. Yes-this is not an objective cognition, but a subjective feeling of inferiority and guilt.

Obviously it is not a material structure that can produce such subjective emotions, but this emotion seems to appear in her thinking from another channel, in another form, and occurs when she decognizes.

If it is the color center, it will definitely do something.

If it is Gao Chuan, it will definitely do something.

What about yourself? Just like this, I fell down in pain, obviously fell from the reality of the hospital, and came to the doomsday illusion that I regarded as "home", but I still couldn't do anything. Is that all right? Dorothy knows that no matter what choice she makes, even if it is an evasion, either the color center or Gao Chuan, she will not say blame, assuming that it is the worst case caused by her choice. For a moment, the other party might just smile gently, telling himself "this is something that can't be helped".

However, if there is really no way, then, isn't everything he has done in the past a joke?

Although it is still impossible to determine whether or not Jiang is an enemy, it is impossible to determine whether she will continue to believe in Jin Jiang and leave everything to her next. However, if you give up like this, then the struggle you have shown in the past is like shit! I once promised my promises like shit! The assertion I gave was like shit! The restraint and endeavor that I once showed are like shit! Everything about yourself is a pile of stinky shit!

Obviously it was a plan that I decided, designed, and promoted. It was a plan that I finally worked out in such painful and desperate days. Was the plan as important as his own life interrupted? Will it be taken away by others without resistance?

Dorothy was confused. She had too much insistence that she could not justify. It was like walking in the mud in the rain and walking side by side with each other, finally seeing the destination, but suddenly An inexplicable person said to himself: It is no longer necessary to do so, because from the beginning, such a hard work will be fruitless.

Dorothy suddenly felt angry. In her life, she has tasted a lot of pain, loss, guilt, and helplessness. She has suffered all the suffering that can be tasted as a person, but there is no anger. What can it do? So don't be angry.

But now, she is unprecedentedly angry.

The object of anger is not the sudden mutation, or the long-planned Jinjiang, but himself.

"Do you know? My brain is a little abnormal." Dorothy gasped and said to Jin Jiang.

"You have no brains for a long time. Although you look like a human, you are not actually a human structure, nor an organ like the brain." When Jiang said this, he did not have a bit of sarcasm, as if it was just State one fact: "Your consciousness fluctuates abnormally. You are probably thinking about messy things. Those things have no meaning at all. You think you have enough reasons, but even those reasons, you cannot be comprehensive and logical. Organize it-you think about it, what do you think? Why do you have emotions? Do you think the important reason is really important? The fact you think is really the truth? Torch The influence of the light deviation ritual is greater than the influence of others, because, when you are facing the unknown, the only one who insists on 'everything is under control' is very interesting, right? Through your own observation and behavior, you have gradually established yourself a strong confidence, but how strong this confidence is, it will reverse when deviations occur Corresponding weak. "

Dorothy couldn't hear Jin Jiang's explanation anymore. In her heart, the emotions that she shouldn't have had, but had already produced, burned her like she was eating the soul. Everything that makes her feel hurt, whether it is from others or from her own, becomes the greatest force to support her continued activities. She believes that the only thing she can do now is to vent this force.

Omi knows all about Dorothy's changes from material to spiritual level. No matter what Dorothy calls herself, what she calls her, is she to understand the world from the perspective of hospital reality, or to look at the reality of the hospital based on this doomsday illusion, only for the way she exists in the doomsday illusion, It has long been in her observations-maybe, Super Dorothy really exists, but here, in this world she called "Doom Fantasy", she is still the incomplete final weapon imitation, is Omi personally completed her composition based on her own theory.

"... What do you want to do? Omi. What on earth have you done to me?" Dorothy still wanted to ask before she started.

"I didn't do anything." Omi's answer was hard to convince Dorothy, but her tone was so calm and full of convincing power, "You might think that I counted from the beginning It ’s only after you have made you look like this, but it ’s just your illusion. As for what I want to do to you, I can only say that I just do n’t want you to collapse like this. ”

"Liar!" Dorothy shouted loudly, the more her head was not sober, the greater the power that was constantly generated in the body. At first, he just tried his best to stand up straight, but now he seems to be able to launch an attack.

"You have lost consciousness. Do you really understand what you are thinking? Do you really think that the decision now is sensible?" Jin Jiang's face remained the same, hands in his pockets. In three steps, she approached Dorothy, bent over slightly, and stared at her eyes. She can already see it with her naked eyes. From the white of Dorothy's eyes, she is showing cloudy colors: like yellow, like red, like pus wounds, and like the capillaries are swollen.

The bloodshot eyes all over distorted the girl's delicate face and turned it into an image that would make people think "evil and ugly".

Omi is very clear that the change of Dorothy today is definitely not just the role of the deviation ceremony of the torch light. The reasons she said before are of course all established, but they are not comprehensive. The most basic reason for Dorothy's spirit was so greatly influenced is actually her identity as a "final weapon imitation."

If Dorothy is not an imitation of the final weapon, no, this assumption has not been established from the beginning, because the reason why she will be such an identity is not a coincidence, but a necessity caused by a more essential reason-Tao In the doomsday illusion, Le Si will definitely have the status of "imitation of the final weapon". This is not her choice. Maybe she once thought it was her choice, but it was not. Nor is it something that others can change, and Omi does not feel that he can change.

Dorothy's people are like marionettes in that infamous horror. Jin Jiang once thought: Perhaps the "Doris" cognition is just an illusion given. Dorothy, and even Super Dorothy, which determines what kind of inner existence she has, has undergone the most radical change, only because of some reason, she has always been wearing the fake skin of "Doris" That's it. This kind of cognition of "I am Dorothy" actually breaks as soon as I poke it, but as long as she continues to recognize it, it is difficult for outsiders to break through, but, "what is she?" The relationship between "what", "what she recognizes herself", etc., is not determined by the latter.

What is "Doris"? Dorothy didn't know, and Jinjiang couldn't give an answer. At least there was no way, even if she completed the "Doris" in front of her, but its inevitable defects prevented Jinjiang from continuing to collect from her. Enough data.

"Doris" was too false and too weak, and had to construct a structure called "confidence" to stabilize the existence of this illusion. However, the deviation ceremony of the torchlight gave the illusion the most fatal blow.

Dorothy's thinking disorder, mental confusion, cognitive confusion, and emotional confusion are now arising. All the abnormalities of external cognition based on the self-cognition of "I am Dorothy" are from this. And, just like a sand castle washed by sea water, it is possible to completely disintegrate at any time.

After stripping off the illusion of self-cognition "Doris", what is the innermost thing? Omi is still very interested in this, but ~ www.readwn.com ~ can't let "Doris" just collapse. Regardless of the aspect, the world today is not very good. Even if he has n’t been to the hospital for reality, Omi can derive a cruel scene from the information he already has. In the end of the illusion of doomsday, the reality of the hospital is not much different-it is the most ridiculous to treat the two in a deep relationship with the deep relationship between the illusion of the end and the reality of the hospital. Omi believes that the researchers of the hospital reality mentioned by Dorothy made such mistakes.

Jin Jiang feels that if he can observe the end of the illusion from the reality of the hospital, and put the end of the illusion on the same angle as the reality of the hospital, those researchers can certainly achieve more results. The reverse is also true. Jin Jiang never thought of putting the “hospital reality” at a higher position than he is in this world.

Whether you observe the end of the illusion from the reality of the hospital or the reality of the hospital from the end of the illusion, it may not be completely correct to view the two as a different side of the whole, but Ye is more correct than the two. of.

Unfortunately, Dorothy is like the representative of most researchers who observe the end of the illusion from the perspective of the reality of the hospital. He always likes to understand what is happening from the perspective of overlooking. Listening to her speak from this angle every day is to Jinjiang, like wasting her time listening to nonsense.

Omi held out his hand, and in Dorothy's eyes, this hand carried inexplicable terror. Although it is all human hands in the angle that can be seen, from the feeling of head-on, reaching for yourself is not a hand, but something other indescribable and extremely huge. Before being touched, Dorothy suddenly rolled to the side. She has already felt that although her thoughts and emotions are a bit chaotic, her physical functions are becoming active again.