Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Dorothy used to think that everything was in her own hands, and Jinjiang was just a trap in her plan, but the product made by herself and the color center through the "script", an important weapon against "Jiang"- —Omi did not oppose all of this, just because he and the color center set up this way in the “script”. She is like a character that has already been written, and on an established stage, she has become an inevitable existence. However, Dorothy doesn't have so many thoughts that she takes for granted now. Even, she had to imagine that the reason why she had such thoughts was inseparable from Omi.

The Jinjiang trap is a trap for "Jiang"-no one has ever thought about the meaning of this sentence in reverse.

Dorothy didn't really think about the meaning of this idea that had been rooted in her common sense until this time. In fact, the answer is very simple: since it is a trap that "Jiang" may take effect, it must also be It is not a simple role, and it is definitely not a "trap" to cover.

The meaning in human common sense made her misunderstand. When she used common sense to understand the meaning of "trap", she actually made a terrible mistake. The world itself, the direction of the world, the truth of the world, and even all the people and things that exist in the world, never follow the "common sense" of human beings-regardless of the superficial consciousness and subconsciousness of human beings in the illusion of doomsday How much weight it occupies, and how basic it is, but from the beginning, the "human" here has never been a "human" in the normal sense, but a "patient with doomsday syndrome", and these "doomsday syndrome" The biggest difference between "patients" and "humans" in common sense is that there is a "virus" lurking in the former.

In the end, the "virus" is the source of everything. And the doomsday illusion that seems to be based on "patients with doomsday syndrome" has always been a crystallization of very knowledge. Its true foundation is not "patients with doomsday syndrome", but "viruses".

Since he and others equated "virus" with "Jiang", under this premise, everything related to "Jiang", whether spontaneously generated or artificially produced, was written by "script" It still exists in the "script" inexplicably, and it is definitely not a good thing. It must not be regarded as a friend or a "no threat" role.

The idea of ​​"Jinjiang will cooperate with his own actions and everything is under control" is simply not something that should be generated. Since when did he start to have no precautions against Omi? Dorothy couldn't help but think of it. Now, she no longer felt inconceivable about her current situation. A stronger sense of crisis than ever was like a dam flooding, and it suddenly came. She does not feel that she is safe, nor that she is free, nor does she feel that she is in the "big rear".

When the reality in the hospital fell, hiding behind the color center, the situation of the two sides in this doomsday illusion was exactly the opposite. Here, the color center is the rear, and you are the frontmost-the terrible enemy is always by your side. Inside the repeater, which looks like a safe house, is actually a sturdy cage.

Dorothy only felt that she was completely locked in this cage, being monitored by a pair of eyes, being tested with a crazy thought, and she had no idea in the past.

The enemy is "near the river". Dorothy no longer has any luck. She is very suspicious that her control of this repeater is just an illusion.

To control the London repeater, the most direct way is to control who uses the repeater, or to control the core of the repeater. However, Dorothy could no longer believe that she did control the people in the repeater, because all her actions were exposed under the eyelids of Omi. I don't think that I still control the core of the repeater.

One of the "three pillars" of the London repeater: the super department that represents the central function of the color system, and it should be self-evident. However, exactly what happened to Marceau, the second of the "Three Pillars", could no longer be determined from the memories of the past, and it was very likely that Jinjiang had already moved. Not only Masuo, Bajing and Sakuya are definitely under the control of Omi. There is one at the end of "Three Pillars" ... what is the last one?

Dorothy couldn't help but stunned. She couldn't remember the last "three pillars" at all. It was obviously very important ... people? Or something? There is no record of what that thing is. She felt that she should know, and the past herself was very familiar, but the name, the impression, and the cognition of the past were so vague, as if they were coming out, but they could not actually come out.

However, Dorothy still remembers that this feeling is indeed normal, because in order to achieve this effect, the "that" of one of the three columns was maintained in a metaphysical state. It was originally its own idea, but the specific process was completed in collaboration with Omi. The purpose of this is to target the enemy-it seems to be against the doomsday truth, it seems to be against the "virus", and it seems to be against the "jiang", but which one is the specific one, but I do n’t remember-in short, For a vaguely conceptual enemy, I left such a hole card, a trap, a kind of back hand that can play a role in a critical moment.

Judging from the fact that even now I ca n’t even remember what that is, the practice at that time was undoubtedly successful, but the problem is that if you ca n’t even remember it, it ’s enough to prove that the London repeater It's really never in your own control: only the "super department" is confirmed among the three pillars, and you can actually control only one-third of the authority.

Dorothy couldn't help but bit her nails. She looked around, but she couldn't believe what she saw. She could feel the eyes—perhaps Omi himself—watching herself, but unable to find any activity monitor. The information she can investigate, no matter how complete and true it was in the past, is now less complete and true. There are many doubts about all the information that made the past feel stable. Because there are too many places to be suspicious, they do not know where to start.

At this time, she actually hopes that her suspicious suspicion is only caused by the onset of her mental state. As a patient with doomsday syndrome, she has entered the final stage, and even the shape of Super Dorothy cannot resist the end-stage symptoms. Because, compared to the point of "I am sick," "Jiangjiang is not a companion" is the worse result.

"Jiangjiang, Jinjiang, Jinjiang, Jinjiang ..." Dorothy opened her eyes wide, trying to find the other party's position through the ubiquitous sense of surveillance. At the same time, she felt like she was acting like It is as unreasonable as a mental patient. She felt that she knew, but couldn't control her thoughts. All thoughts were like decayed, and she always leaned in the worst direction she could imagine.

This involuntary thought made her feel extremely painful. She always declared to herself, "Everything is not so bad", "This is just to scare yourself", but the more this way, the more you cannot stop this direction. Thinking. Thinking is more violent than ever, and it makes her headaches more than ever, and makes her feel more fearful than ever, and I wish to stop thinking.

"Come out! Omi. You come out for me!" Dorothy yelled, the more hysterical she became, the more she didn't want to, but she couldn't control herself.

She felt that from all directions, in the air where there was nothing, an invisible and invisible monster was reaching out its tentacles and curling itself up-its body was still standing, but the soul and thinking had been drawn into the air, a little closer The "mouth" that is invisible and indescribable seems to be swallowed by the other party soon. Any of her conscious struggles can't save herself. Any fire that is ignited from the mind is facing extinction, and darkness will come, and she is alone.

All this made Dorothy feel a kind of nonphysiological suffocation, and her body seemed to have never been so weak. She was like a drowning man, flapping buttons, and the slowly sliding door was so impatient. The sound she made could not be understood by herself. When she stepped out of the door, her feet were loose and she fell to the ground. Although there was no pain in her body, her whole human consciousness seemed to be knocked out of her mouth.

——How could it suddenly become like this.

Dorothy felt more unnatural in her own state. She realized that she never seemed to anticipate such an unnatural attack-just like she had already determined in the past, even if she would have all kinds of conditions, But it's not that it came so suddenly, that even the signs weren't noticed in time, and even the specific reasons could only be guessed and imagined, unable to grasp anything substantial.

"Jinjiang! Jinjiang!" She continued to yell, her voice echoing in the empty corridor, even though there was an echo in the distance, it only made people feel empty and dead.

Feelings of loneliness, helplessness, despair, fear ... countless feelings that make her feel sad are eating her consciousness every second. However, when she felt that she was going to be in a coma, she was unable to cross the last critical point. She was still thinking and feeling, and she could only accept the conclusions drawn from thinking and feelings from things The emotions born in the torture tormented myself.

Dorothy began to vomit, and her body was clearly devoid of human internal organs, but she saw that something really came out of her throat, fell to the ground like mud, but wriggled as if she had life. In her eyes, it was not a residue of food at all, because, from the beginning, it was impossible for her to exist with her physical function. The thing that spit out from the mouth, slumped on the ground, and squirmed alive, was like a mosaic, a piece of muddy.

——Anomaly, did the anomaly begin to feed back on my body?

Dorothy wanted to look at all of this rationally, but she couldn't think rationally anyway. Thinking was like a wild horse, she was spreading in every possible direction. She wanted to judge logically, but any logical thinking would be interrupted halfway, as if she couldn't concentrate.

At this time, she heard a familiar voice. The other party did not know when they were, and they stood in front of him, as if he had been hanging his head all the time, so he could not see it.

"It seems that you need help." The other party said so.

Dorothy knew who was talking, but it was difficult for her to find the name she had been nagging all the time from her violent thinking and feelings—

"Omi ..."

"it's me."

Dorothy raised her head hard, her eyes were a little blurry, and her pupils were hard to focus ~ www.readwn.com ~ In the swaying field of vision, the figure was clear and blurry, and she was wearing a white coat and hands In the pocket-the best researcher of the netball, "Jian Jiang", the whole person is twisted, just like the reflection in the water interrupted by ripples, and it seems to be standing on the ground with a skewed body. Dorothy thought it was just an illusion.

"Is there something wrong with you, or have you never had a problem?" Dorothy asked, but she didn't even know what she meant by this sentence-it seemed like there were too many. The idea, trying to rely on such a sentence to express it.

"It's a pity that you have a problem." Omi's regretful voice came. "From the beginning, you haven't been a successful creation. Although I promised the network ball, I made technical improvements to you, and finally completed the startup. However, your composition foundation lacks too many things. The Netball wants to imitate the final weapon. However, even the Doomsday Truth Church does not know how the final weapon was born. Defects have always existed. Will you be the final weapon? Too reluctant. "

"Here, is this a physical problem?" Dorothy asked strugglingly: "Are you still a near river trap?"

"Jinjiang Trap ... You always call me that, I don't really care." Jin Jiang's voice passed into Dorothy's ear: "You always tell me about the hospital realities and the doomsday illusions, tell me what you know The thing about Gao Chuan, the thing that said "Virus" and "Jiang" to me, the source of doomsday to me, and what I am to you. You think I am interested in these, but, to be honest, your thoughts and observation angles It ’s very interesting, but that ’s all. I ’ve never thought of looking at it all from your perspective. I have no interest in the world in your eyes, because, what I see is different from yours Something. That's all. "