Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

The ideological struggle, the ideological struggle, and all the factors that constitute the "self" are also fighting. These invisible and invisible wounds are more frightening than physical wounds. I do n’t know how many Nazi soldiers and security guards I have killed. They seem to be endless. The killings are monotonous and full of mechanical sense. I was involved in this war and became one of the screws. In the gigantic sacrifice ceremony I imagined, the observation of the self and the logical self-consistency in the observation are becoming monotonous. A person's imagination has its limits. The longer I stay on this battlefield, the more I can clearly feel this-every time my logic is self-consistent, every time I think, I squeeze my imagination Power and logical thinking ability, when the imagination begins to dry up, the logical thinking ability can no longer produce more contradictions, all things that can be thought are like being compressed on only a few questions-these questions look like It is the ultimate question of philosophy, but I feel that this is only the ultimate within the limits of my cognition and thinking, not the ultimate in the true sense.

I do n’t know how long it has been, and it ’s getting harder and harder for me to find something new from my imagination and thinking. Whether it is something that you think you understand or something you do not understand, it is constantly repeating. I just feel like a fish wandering in a gradually drying water channel. Without the injection of new water, it will only make me feel that the range in which I can live is getting narrower and muddy. I can clearly feel that my thinking has become rigid. The harder I try to think, the more I feel dull.

My body is still breathing and metabolizing. All physiological activities have not been slowed down by the injury, but have become more and more intense. On the contrary, all activities on the level of spiritual consciousness, like a rusting machine, keep making crunching sounds. I feel that my current predicament is inevitable, but if I have more knowledge and more active inspiration, I will certainly delay the arrival of this feeling.

I cannot solve such an attack. I cannot see the enemy who launched this attack. All mysterious forces cannot lock a specific target. What is the use of killing Nazi soldiers and security guards? The pressure on me from the level of thought and consciousness has never been weakened by the reduction of the individual enemy. Self-observation cannot expand the imagination from the foundation, and cannot solve the problems of thinking and thinking. Then, self-observation cannot reverse this invisible danger.

This intangible and invisible attack is so effective that it even made me think if the Doomsday Truth had been pre-planned. It was necessary to defeat me in this way, so I did not send the final weapon. I must admit that under such huge pressure, I hope that the opponent is a final weapon that can be seen and touched, rather than such an erosion of the ideological level.

I can't see the end point anyway. I can feel the other direction I am in, but even if I continue to move in that direction-I don't know how long it has passed-the black Nazi soldiers and security guards are still in front of me. I felt like I was going crazy. My imagination, my thinking ability, and my self-consciousness seemed to be emptied, leaving only a shriveled skin. If you don't think about it, if you don't think about it ...

If you do n’t think about it, can you take a break?

I was almost struggling from this tempting behavior when I stopped thinking subconsciously. Even so, I ca n’t confirm how long I stopped thinking. When I think about it, I can clearly feel a blank insertion. In my memory. What did you do in this blank time? What has been done? Not at all aware. I only know that when I was forced to wake up, I was still killing the enemies around, even if I stopped thinking, my body was still driven by an inertia to do such a thing.

I know that it is very likely that I will suddenly stop thinking again and fall into that unaware void. When all my conscious behaviors stop, even if my body is still active, my "Gaochuan" will no longer exist. This end may not have a direct impact on others, but the impact on the final Gaochuan plan may be quite fatal.

In the plan of Dorothy and the color, this situation must have never been imagined, because in every past doomsday illusion, there is always only one "Gaochuan". I now hope that when Dorothy and Tie Se are targeting "Jiang" and denying that I am "Gaochuan", I have also imagined that I would disappear like this. Their final Gaochuan plan should be rigorous. They should know that if I were not simply a puppet of "Jiang", it would also be a "Gaochuan" when my disappearance would have an impact.

If I said before, I still feel like a fish struggling in a gradually drying water channel, then, now, I think this water channel has completely dried up. My consciousness is blurring. It is not the situation in the past like falling into a nightmare, nor the confusion during sleep, but a heartfelt and thorough feeling that the ego is fading away. When a person is unable to recognize the self, the self may still exist. However, now, I feel that the behavior of self-cognition is weak, because the "self" is gradually disappearing.

Where did the disappearing "self" go? What has become? I can't feel it at all, maybe ... is becoming part of the sacrifice ceremony.

"I'm going to disappear ..." In the depths of my heart, I heard my weak voice, it seemed that there were other voices coming from the depth of the dark heart, but I could not hear clearly.

I do n’t know when I was standing in this darkness. I know that this is my own soul, and this dark space is becoming thin. This is not what I saw directly, but what I felt, and the feeling is fading. I tried to find the existence of "Jiang" here, just like in the past, at the bottom of the dark abyss, I felt its pulsation. However, I didn't find it, I think it has always been here, and it always tells me with its own presence that it is here. But now, I can't find it.

I am completely left to myself, and now, I seem to have no more of myself.

I tried hard to think, but what should I think about at this time? When I was thinking, I felt that I was a mental patient, but when I couldn't even think, I was no longer a "mental patient". If, if ... at the end of this last, I still want to say a word to whom, then maybe it is:

-Eat me, Gao Chuan.

Eat me, then, I am still part of Gaochuan.

If it is too late ... It turns out that this is the deviation of "Gao Chuan", even here, in this way ...

At the last moment when I could still feel myself, it was the flickering sparkle before the candle went out, and it was completely dark after the first light.

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The heart is beating violently, no, it is not the physical heart beating, but the center of the heart, like the part of the "heart" throbbing. Prostitute Gao Chuan felt that something bad happened, but he couldn't rely on intuition to guess what it was. He knew that the battlefield was undergoing drastic changes, because in the corner where he didn't know how far away, the torchlight was completing the final deviation ceremony. This time, the torch light has invested all, and it will inevitably create unprecedented "deviations", and will inevitably affect every factor on this battlefield. Where it was originally predictable, it was originally logical, and the existence that was supposed to happen would all undergo some kind of unpredictable change.

Torchlight has always been a core member of NOG, and the prosthetic body Gao Chuan does not intend to doubt the position of those who are making deviations. Even, it is conceivable that when they make this strongest "deviation", it is likely to be subjectively If you want to use "deviation", you will reverse all the factors that are good for the enemy. All mysterious experts who know the torch light, as well as the torch light itself, are very clear that the "deviation" they create does not distinguish between enemy and self, not only will the enemy fall into an unfavorable deviation, but it will also cause his own person to fall into a disadvantage in.

It's just that even if there is no deviation, the current enemy is in a dominant position. Deviations may be created, and there may be a fluke that can damage the enemy more seriously when harming others.

However, this kind of fluke has never appeared in the torchlight in the past years. Prostitute Gao Chuan didn't expect it at all. This time, they could succeed. Instead, no one would expect a good direction from the torchlight deviation ceremony except for the torchlight itself.

The only thing that is certain is that the gradually clear situation will once again fall into chaos. All the order that should have been formed will again fall into chaos.

The prosthetic body Gaochuan never had a fluke idea, and felt that he would not be affected. Moreover, the facts have proved that this effect has already occurred. The incredible monsters I have never seen before are so powerful that they can't even handle Sanxian Island.

The sudden palpitations now appear must have been due to the effects of deviations that caused some bad changes in one side of my side.

The impact of "deviations" is such a surprise, because what can be prevented in advance is simply "deviations".

In the end what happened? This feeling ... It's like knowing what you forgot, but it's hard to remember what you forgot in the first place.

The prosthetic body Gao Chuan tightly grasped the pipeline that penetrated the body. The pain from the body gave him a feeling that he could reduce the burden on the mind and consciousness. He felt this was an illusion.

His will emerged from the heart, transformed into a signal that shuttled between the prosthetic body and the pipeline, and spread in the huge Sanxian Island. Countless information pop-ups that only he could see opened in front of his eyes. The feedback from Sanxian Island was so rapid that when flying in new routes, the Nazi soldiers and security guards who went forward and succeeded were crushed to death like swarms of ants. Sanxian Island has the essence of accumulating more than the number of individuals on both sides. Without Sanxian Island, the prosthetic body Gaochuan does not feel that it can easily survive on this terrible battlefield.

The mysterious phenomenon on the battlefield may seem chaotic, but in the statistics of Sanxian Island, it is complicated and orderly. Using powerful observation and computing power, and the height of mystery, 99% of the seemingly out-of-order mysterious phenomena on this battlefield can be classified. Although they cannot analyze the process of their production, they can I can roughly identify the effects that these mysterious phenomena can produce in the observable range. The analysis is based only on the results. There is no doubt that this is a super huge ritual structure-because all the observable effects and the meaning conceivable from the effects, together, basically fill a sacrificial ritual place. The essential basic and extended nature.

The entire battlefield is a part of the sacrifice ceremony, which produces various struggle behaviors, rescue behaviors, seemingly mad behaviors, etc., all the behaviors and the meaning of the behavior means, even when the camps are distinguished macroscopically, each The meaning represented by the camp, and the meaning inherent in each individual. All the parts that can be observed and analyzed can rise to the metaphysical level, and then coexist in a contradictory and unified manner, connected in a philosophical sense.

It has been guessed from the beginning that this war is inevitable, and the Doomsday Truth Church will also inevitably use this war. What we have observed, understood, and felt now proves this conjecture.

The incredible monster was defeated and sealed, and the prosthetic body Gaochuan was bruised, but after that, no enemy of the same degree appeared on the battlefield. However, if the incredible monster itself is regarded as a "deviation", then the prostitute Gao Chuan has to wonder whether he has really solved the "deviation ~ www.readwn.com ~ is already full of smoke, death and mystery in this In the giant vortex, somewhere else that is unobservable, it is likely that something is happening, and the behavior of defeating this incredible monster has become part of the "deviation"?

He is very clear: deviations will have a chain reaction, and any seemingly correct action may become a link to deepen deviations.

The depth and intensity of the deviation ritual of Torchlight, if you don't participate in the scene of the deviation ritual in the first place, you can only know from the subsequent chain reaction through the pressure it brings.

However, the current situation ... Although it is difficult to imagine, Gao Chuan, a young man carrying Jiang, seems to be unable to prevent the completion of the deviation ceremony.

"... Junior Gaochuan?" When the image of the prosthetic body Gaochuan passed through the mind, there was a goose bump in the heart.

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