Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Nazi soldiers and security guards are very different in appearance and structure. From the perspective of "closer to humans", the Nazi soldiers undoubtedly have the structure most similar to the human body, and even use scientific instruments to check their bodies. The similarity of its genes and cells to humans is more than 98%. Compared with it, the security guard is only part of the body similar to the human body, and its basic structure is composed of unknown substances such as structures. However, even though Nazi soldiers looked closer to humans, their thoughts, behaviors, and abilities were still very different from "humans" in the sense of common sense.

If you want to make a rigorous report that explains the differences between Nazi soldiers and humans, and the specific factors that lead to these differences, this report can probably fill a library. Although the difference from the body of a normal person is less than 2%, the difference of 2% is enough to form a qualitative change in ecology and performance.

I am already familiar enough with security guards. In the past Doomsday Illusions, they are called dead soldiers, and in this Doomsday Illusion, they distinguish different models and images according to their different performances and uses, but regardless of these There is not much difference in the essence of how the things on the surface and the title change. In the past doomsday illusions, they are fatally dangerous to all mysterious experts. In the current doomsday illusions, they are still a deadly threat to the mysterious experts who have greatly improved their abilities.

Compared with the past, they have lost some mysterious auras, but even if they are recognized as "part of the security system of the ruling bureau", they will not change their mystery. Up to now, no matter whether it is Doomsday Truth or Internet Ball, any mysterious organization from normal human society has failed to restore the manufacture of these security guards, which is enough to explain their mystery. I think that all mysterious experts, including me, are familiar with them, and they are only superficial, and come from their increasing number-people who meet often can be called acquaintances, but, often, No one can know the secrets of acquaintances.

The so-called "familiarity" is just an illusion. This illusion is even stronger on the security guard. Once the illusion is led by the nose, death is the foreseeable end.

A seemingly normal but actually abnormal Nazi soldier.

A security guard who seems familiar but actually strange.

When the two have engaged in a vast war on the same battlefield, it is difficult to determine in advance which side has the upper hand. At least, as far as I can observe, the battle is extremely intense. Both sides have no fear of "death". For them, the meaning of "death" must be completely different from that of normal humans. They ignore their own deaths and their companions' deaths. It makes people feel that their fight doesn't seem to have any noble reason or a noble goal-whether they think about this war or not, they give people the feeling of completely It is to fight simply for war.

In my experience, any battle on this battlefield does not have any humanity at all, not for survival, but also for the pursuit of death. There is no clear and pure meaning. If I want to describe it, I feel that this grand war is more like an existing phenomenon, a background that exists simply to set off against something.

Died on this battlefield, as if he hadn't walked to the stage, he disappeared in the background.

Any life dying here is like a movie, the corpse lying outside the scene is not even eligible to be taken into the lens-here, in addition to self to understand the meaning of self existence, in addition, No third-party observation can give meaning to self-existence. Obviously this battlefield is noisy and extremely dangerous, but while I keep getting hurt and moving forward, I feel a little bit of the silence and void hidden behind that sound, phenomenon and death.

This battlefield is neither blood nor cruel, without any sensibility. It is more like an objective phenomenon in operation, like a storm, like a heavy rain, like the growth of everything in the spring in the spring, and like the lonely in the winter. . It just exists here, and humans can give it any meaning, but it does not have any special place itself. It is naturally formed, expanded, and makes people feel that the end is closer, just like seeing the yellow leaves At that time, I couldn't help thinking that autumn was approaching.

Yes, everything is so step-by-step, letting nature follow, but in this nature that is difficult to express in words, it makes people feel that all human beings, including ourselves, will follow this nature and follow nature Earth is extinct as if we were part of this established sequence of death. As if our struggles and revolts were part of this process of death. It seems that our subjective actions of struggle and resistance are objectively a movement towards death naturally.

I hacked, sprinted, knocked down countless times, and stood up countless times again. In this cycle, I seemed to hear a sound that seemed to come from heaven. It seemed to be far away from the sky, It seems to be close to the side, telling me a vague and cruel future, making me feel that all the things I have done in the past are contrary to my original intention-to save people, but just Accelerate the pace of sorrow; want to fight that tragic fate, but only accelerate the life of the tragedy; want to reverse the fate of someone, but just accelerate the other party's established fate.

Yes, I know what I have heard. This is "the truth of the end". Every mysterious expert must feel it. Let him abandon his past position and devote himself to the cause of the doomsday truth. I have felt the doomsday truth more than once, and listened to the doomsday truth more than once. I am more and more familiar with the doomsday truth teaching, just like, even if I subjectively deny that I am going to the doomsday truth, but it is difficult to refute, my behavior is positive To the end of the truth in essence-perhaps not active, but there must be irresistible passiveness, if the end of the truth is described as a huge planet, then I seem to be distorted by the huge gravity of this planet, Slowly fall into it.

I feel a little numb in my body, waving arms, running and dodge all the time, and it does n’t make me feel too useful. I have been injured all the time, but I have n’t died, just like, even if I am quiet Standing in the same place will only hurt and will not die. However, a strong instinct can make me unable to stand in the same place, and it is true to verify this feeling. Although I am fighting, I also think that I am fighting for myself and to do the right thing. However, I also have a feeling of gradually becoming stronger: my fighting, my kind of fighting seems to be fighting Movement is like a new gear, engaging with other gears in this battlefield. My movement, the movement of Nazi soldiers, and the movement of security guards may be subjectively different, but objectively, they are harmoniously blending into one and becoming part of a huge self-discipline machine.

When I feel this way, all memories and experiences of the past come together to produce a clear answer in my mind in a complicated way: this is a ritual.

This battlefield itself is a long-sacrifice sacrificial rite of doomsday truth! All people and non-humans who launch and get involved in this battlefield are part of this huge sacrifice ceremony. Our own behavior has nothing to do with our subjective ceremony, but objectively it is the driving force of this sacrifice ceremony— —I was shocked by the answer that came to my mind.

Because, if this idea really fits the facts, this sacrifice ceremony is probably the most ambitious and most thorough sacrifice ceremony that the Doomsday Truth Church has launched since many doomsday illusions. Its scale, ingenuity, and preparation have completely surpassed the deviation ritual of the torchlight, and the actions of the batch of doomsday truth teachings that entered the deviation ritual are probably also to cover up this sacrifice ceremony, or, try to change the deviation "Ritual" itself is also included in this sacrificial ritual sequence.

However, I also have some doubts after such thoughts. Can the unique meaning of "deviation" be tolerated by the sacrificial ritual of the truth of the end? Admittedly, from my understanding of the doomsday truth religion, I do n’t think it ’s astonishing what constitutes a sacrifice ceremony of this scale. My shock is only because I personally felt the vastness of this sacrifice ceremony, but, in The horrible and indescribable existence felt in the deviation ritual is enough for people to shake the basic cognition of doomsday illusion. In terms of feeling alone, I do n’t think that such a thing is part of the “virus” or a manifestation of the influence of the “virus” on patients with doomsday syndrome. Compared with the theoretically possible "monster in the collective subconscious of humans", it is not like a script with "virus" as the main body, but more like something outside the script is forcibly inserted into the existing script. Expand the original script into a script with a more grand background and world view.

In the previous cognition, all actions of the Doomsday Truth in the ruins of the ruling bureau were to summon the "monster in the collective subconsciousness of human beings." The branched Nazis, who sacrificed the terrible battlefield flood in front of them, should not have the capacity to incorporate "deviation rituals" into them.

The horrible thing implied by the deviation ritual is not of the same order as the goal of the apocalyptic sacrificial ritual "monster in the collective subconscious of humanity". From this perspective, the power of "deviation" should act on the sacrificial rituals of the Doomsday faith, resulting in unpredictable vicious changes in the sacrificial rites that are not expected by the Doomsday doctrine.

I passed by a group of Nazi soldiers and rushed to kill all the enemies in this short-formed path before the invisible high-speed passage broke apart. In terms of physical strength alone, these Nazi soldiers are far inferior to security guards. I know very well that my abilities are more convenient in facing enemies. I began to realize that I was able to adapt to the strength of this battlefield. "There will always be some mysterious phenomena that will produce and act on me, causing me to suffer pain and injury, but so far, there has been no immediate death effect." ——Considering this comprehensive result as the basis of judgment, we can feel that the intensity of this battlefield has not continued to rise.

I can still feel the threat of death at any time, but when death has not happened for a long time, this threat still exists, but it does not make people feel as rough as it was at first.

This battlefield is becoming gentle, wounded and killing the enemy, and killing the enemy while being hurt. This cycle is becoming extremely stable, and, when I produced "this battlefield itself is part of the doomsday sacrificial ritual" This feeling of stability and gentleness has been explained. Yes, this is the most prominent performance of the sacrificial ritual: it is always stable, gentle, and develops in an existing direction, which is difficult to interrupt. If the same unit is operated, it will not stop, but it will not A machine that suddenly reduces or improves efficiency.

When I was able to realize these things and use my consciousness to produce a self-consistent explanation, tight emotions and thinking began to have vacancies. Just like repeating mechanical labor, it doesn't need to consume too much brain power. I am like a part of this huge machine, and I feel that the function of this part for this machine is: to hurt and kill the enemy. And this function is not special and core in the whole machine, there are more similar parts, so work like this, produce the same effect all the time. When I joined this battlefield, the role I played was not to change the work of the machine, but actually did not change my own functionality. Needless to say, in this machine, all my features are destined to produce such functions. Sex. My thoughts can change my behavior. However, the operation of this machine is correcting my thoughts, which in turn affects my behavior.

As long as I still feel the battlefield, I can't stop the influence of the battlefield on myself, and if I don't want anything, my behavior will be promoted by the operation of the battlefield itself after losing the impetus of subjective consciousness. My consciousness is not completely independent, nor is it strong enough to influence the entire battlefield from the ideological level.

Then, I further realized that only the influence of the scale of "Relay" and "Sanxian Island" can have practical influence on this battlefield. If "Jiang" is still here, then I can also become part of the actual influence. However, when "Jiang" is hidden, all I can do is to be on this battlefield to promote the teaching of doomsday truth. The part of the power of the ritual ceremony is only ~ www.readwn.com ~ The things that were puzzled before were explained one by one, at least in my logic, I started to be self-consistent. Gradually, I can feel that after the "deviation ritual", the new development laws followed by things that may have caused deviations. After a logical and self-consistent analysis of those frustrating and disappointing situations, it is no longer so daunting, and I do not know what to do. I think that if you can recognize the development of the current situation in such a clear and self-consistent way, you should rejuvenate yourself. I think that the most important thing is not how to save your life on this battlefield, because whether you can save your life on this battlefield is not subjectively determined by you, but on the contrary, it makes you pessimistic and desperate. It is what you can and should do when you come out of your emotions.

There were no conditions before, but now, the conditions are already in place.

So, while mechanically responding to this stable and stable battlefield, I began to re-observe my personality consciousness.

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