Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Dr. Ruan Li spent an afternoon popularizing the world she saw, including the way of thinking based on this world view. After putting down her stereotypes, many of her ideas were instructive. ＋ ◆ 顶 ＋ ◆ 点 ＋ ◆ 小 ＋ ◆ Say, I have a clearer idea of ​​my plan. I have repeatedly checked my diary and tried to explain every contradiction that I can think of with my new ideas. Of course, it is impossible to solve every contradiction perfectly. Even if it seems to be explainable, some parts give people more confidence. In other places, it seems a bit arrogant. For example, why is there a third-person perspective of God's model in my diary to describe "what happened to others that I shouldn't know". Dr. Ruan Li used this repeater world as the real world view, which can explain this problem well, but my "real side" world view is a little far-fetched, and I must further assume the existence of "Jiang".

I am very willing to think that "Jiang" exists, but it should have been presumed from the perspective of the world view whether "Jiang" exists, but on this issue, we must first assume that "Jiang" exists, and it is in me Inside. The "third-person God" is actually a comprehensive view of what is happening and feedback to me. What I wrote in my diary is not just my own story, but full of the taste of "Jiang" perspective.

The "third-person" situation that must be explained based on the existence of "Jiang" reminds me of the first encounter with Fu Jiang in an illusion of doomsday. After experiencing an adventure with her, she was encouraged by her to take her experience as an adventure Write down the story. This memory is still full of warmth, the smell, touch, Fu Jiang's tone and expression, and his own feelings. It seems to be jumping out of my mind and reappearing in front of me.

When it comes to the existence of "Jiang", every world view has weaknesses. When not talking about the existence of "Jiang", the world I see is full of confusion, pain and despair. Instead, just recognize the existence of "Jiang". It's like lighting a lamp in the dark.

After repeated scrutiny and thinking, I once again confirmed that for myself, "Jiang" must exist. It is my light, my heat, my life, my destiny. Just assuming that it is illusory and unreal, it makes me feel painful and unable to be in the process of the end. Find a little hope.

Both past plans and current plans have a similar core, that is, I must observe it and confirm its existence. Rather than being like this now, even if it is humanoid, it will be because of something I do n’t understand. I couldn't stop the situation, and disappeared from my observation.

How is Fujiang now? My heart could not help but such a thought emerged. I am not worried about it. However, since I tried to sort out the world view, I always had the idea that when the human form Jiang is not beside me, and I cannot feel the "Jiang" in my body, what kind of state is it? If it is an illusion, it is when I cannot observe. Naturally, it can be considered as "non-existent", but in the various events I have experienced, there are always some clues about the broken wire, which makes me unable to think. "Jiang" does not exist.

Only existence that is not determined by my subjective observation is the reality that must exist, so if Jiang is true, of course, I will not lose my existence because of whether I have observed it. However, my observation will determine how it will exist. In the end is the "virus" method, or the "Jiang" method that I am familiar with-this is the core thing in all plans, and it is also not in the plan that the "Gaochuan" participated in the past s things. Including the real "super color" and "super Dorothy" in the hospital, as far as I know, I have never thought from this angle.

However, it is undeniable that such a move is full of risks in the context of "the end has come". A plan, if the core thing that determines its direction is wrong, then the plan itself is likely to bring worse results than no plan. I have to carry out a plan that only I confirm, according to my own ideas. The pressure is still great.

Nobody around me has the same idea. Instead, there are a lot of plans against this idea, and I can't convince them at all, because my interpretation is very far-fetched, and they are more rational.

I repeatedly read the story of "I shouldn't understand" in my diary. I see people other than myself, the brilliance they exude, their personality, struggles, and hopes. They should not deny their existence with just one sentence: "They are all characters in an unreal story." If this is a daily life without an end, then it is certainly normal to think that "mystery" does not exist and that "the characters in the story are all fiction". However, no matter in which world, no matter which world view you use to observe your own world, the "end of the world" exists, and it is advanced in a way that mortals cannot understand, even in this world of repeaters. Dr. Ruan Li, who could not recognize the "mystery", did he also notice the culprit of "White Claudia"? The "White Claudia" can be proved by scientific theory even if it is used by experts in other disciplines. It is more scientific than "Virus" and "Jiang", and it has a sense of existence, but it cannot be denied that it is higher than The existence of "dimension" and the theories used to explain this high-dimensional situation are either not understandable by ordinary people, or they cannot prove the correctness of the theory itself-the more high-end theories, the more there are no basic loopholes The more the situation cannot be falsified or confirmed. It can be confirmed that people are happy, but in fact, in many cases, for theoretical things, it is already the limit that cannot be falsified.

Although "White Claudia" is more approachable than "Virus" and "Jiang" in observation, its existence is still "unfalsifiable". And how far is this height from "virus" and "jiang"? For us humans, it is actually impossible to measure. If there is a world of "viruses" and "jiang", just a world of fantasy, then what about the world where such "white Claudia" exists?

When the world in our eyes is no longer provable by mathematics and physics. You can only rise to the height of philosophy to look at it.

At the thought of this, my confusion, shock, and thirst for the future calmed down. In fact, think about it carefully, Dr. Ruan Li's persistence, and the illusion of the end. There is no difference between the persistence of other people in the hospital. Dr. Ruan Li has his own reason to regard other worlds as unreal existence, so why not people in other worlds? In the world of philosophy, is there a universe, how big is the world, and how many "unsolved mysteries" exist. None are decisive, but more suitable for the existence of "the end of the world" than any discipline.

I don't know much about philosophy, but I also know that thinking about "the truth of the world and oneself, where and where one comes from" is a manifestation of philosophy. Philosophy does not have a substantial interference effect on many things. However, it has more disciplines than any other. It is more tolerant of "abnormal" and "incorrect".

If I raise the "end of the world" to a philosophical perspective, it will ease me down.

I read, remember, think, analyze. Looking for one's own adventure, other people's cognition and different world views, it can best reflect the "Trinity" situation. The characteristic of "Trinity" is "unification", that is, one-sidedness in observation. It exists in different aspects, but it does not possess a distinct diversity.

It has been assumed before that "white Claudia", "virus" and "jiang" are trinity. The expected "super Gaochuan" will also become a similar existence by integrating different "Gaochuan". In contrast, Misaki they also have the same conditions, because they are already observed in hospital realities, doomsday illusions, or in the world of repeaters, while other "theories should exist in theory but actually People who haven't encountered "are still philosophically and there is considerable suspiciousness.

Only at the philosophical level will the "own observation" be used to determine whether the existence of a thing is "one" or "multiple."

From these perspectives, does the "personality preservation device" and "mental integration device" that "Gaochuan" is looking for have a certain degree of suggestive significance?

Now, my observations of Misaki are "split". In short, I actually think of them in each world as independent, even if I tell myself that they are actually the same person However, in reality, it is totally impossible to achieve in concept, as if there is an invisible wall, keeping different them in separate cages. And the use of "personality preservation device" and "spiritual integration device" as I understand it, is not that it allows me to do it, conceptually, treat them in the same cage as the same? Regardless of the perspective of other disciplines, think about the meaning of these two special devices. From the perspective of psychology, this is a very strong suggestive effect-after preservation and integration, different women in different worlds, their existence It will condense and become the conceptually unique, and this unique is the most real of them.

The so-called "super Gaochuan" is actually the only concept, but the way to achieve this concept is different.

As for how the "personality preservation device" and "mental integration device" came out, why did they appear suddenly, and what does it have to do with "virus"? How are they called in different worlds? It is difficult to find answers to these questions, but in fact, it is not necessary to find answers. Because they are a kind of "must exist" on the psychological level that I need, and their actual existence does not exist, in fact, it does not matter at all.

For me, I can assist myself to recognize other people's "preservation" and "integration". Such things are "personality preservation device" and "mental integration device".

Just like, God is God because he is omniscient and omnipotent. Conversely, if there is such an existence, although it is called God, it is not omnipotent and omnipotent. That is not God in the true sense, but only has the name "God", and the essence is not the same existence.

"Personality preservation device" and "spiritual integration device", including all kinds of preparations related to the "Super Takagawa" plan, are actually of such significance.

At the same time, at least in this sense of integration must be achieved first-regardless of the actual effect-in order to be able to imagine the situation of "jiang" observation psychologically.

Compared with Misaki Ye, the situation of Dr. Ruan Li is actually more disturbing. Because, Misaki they are in the world I experienced. All can be observed, and there is no doctor Ruan Li in the Doomsday Illusion. Although I met her in this world of repeaters, from the perspective of the Doomsday Realm, the world of repeaters is a doomsday The existence of fantasy. She exists in the world of repeaters. Naturally, she can also be thought of in the illusion of doomsdays, but in actual cognition, given the examples of Sakuya and others, and the updated worldview, it is impossible to use this repeater. The world is regarded as the “accessory” of the illusion of doomsday, so for me. Unable to observe her existence in the illusion of apocalypse is itself a major flaw in observing the unity of her existence.

No matter if I or Saki Ye and them, in the end, it must be the integration of the reality of the hospital, the end of the illusion and the world of the repeater. Dr. Ruan Li in the Doomsday Illusion. Instead, it will appear unreal.

The solution is also there-I must find an existence that corresponds to Dr. Ruan Li in the Doomsday Illusion. It may be a person or a non-person, no matter what, there must be such a presence, and it can convince me. This is the degree of Dr. Ruan Li.

Recalling the above ideas, both the difficulties themselves and the solutions to the difficulties are very subjective. But for me. Objective correctness is actually less important, because even if you look at the problem objectively, you ca n’t explain the cause and principle of “the end of the world”. “White Claudia”, “Virus” and “Jiang” What the **** is that. Such an ambiguous objective leaves nothing but pain and despair. In the face of unreasonable, no explanation, no explanation, in short, it is the end of the world that destroys the concept of "world", not just the end of the world such as "destroy the universe, destroy humans". Subjectively, what better way?

In the past, I never actually thought that one day, I would raise the angle of observation of the "end of the world" to the point of philosophy and concept. I also think that many people have n’t thought about it that way. Generally speaking, the end of the world is the end of mankind, the destruction of the planet, this kind of situation.

"Philosophical end of the world?" There was a voice from doctor Ruan Li. I suddenly stopped the pen, held down the notebook, and looked back. I saw that Dr. Ruan Li was standing behind the chair for some time, and was crossing my shoulders, staring at the notebook's record-I am not sure how much she saw. In this diary, I inevitably, again Write down the real thoughts in your heart.

"Don't be nervous, you have happened many times like this." Dr. Ruan Li moved to a chair and sat down next to me, saying, "If the treatment is not useful afterwards, I think Achuan you will soon Forget, some of the things in these records. For me, the things you write in your diary, no matter how shocking the world is, for me, it is just to help me grasp your psychological changes as soon as possible. The content itself , Does not make sense. "

"That is to say, no matter what I think, the idea itself is not important, but the reason for the idea, right? Mom." I moved my palm slightly, and Dr. Ruan Li's calm voice is like this. Magic, so I can believe her without reservation. Trust is the most crucial link between the psychologist and the patient.

"Yes, any information you receive, no matter where you get it, is actually subtly changing your mind. No matter how stubborn a person is, this change exists. I have reminded you Now, the information I get from me will be a powerful shock. Under this shock, no matter what changes you think, I never think that it will be exactly the same as mine. "Ruan Li The doctor said in a gentle, relaxing tone: "I hope you trust me instead of thinking the same. Then ..." She glanced at the notebook, "I saw the gratifying results. You are in The psychological change is the result of trusting me and trusting the information I give. "

I was silent, not knowing how to respond.

"The end of philosophy." Dr. Ruan Li said again, "This idea is very interesting. Personally, if it is the end of philosophy, it leads to the actual end, and it must be dealt with from the height of philosophy. Doomsday problems may feel easier. As Achuan imagined, starting from the unity of self-cognition, to observe the unity of other things, whether it can really solve other people ’s problems, but, I think you can solve your own problem. "

I was still silent, not knowing how to respond. But Dr. Ruan Li obviously does not need my response.

"Mental and psychological problems, although they can be solved with drugs, but using drugs to solve them is never a radical cure, but must be solved psychologically. Before long, you never thought that you are not unified Then, you start to realize that you are not the only one, but you do n’t think this is a problem that must be solved. Instead, the other self makes you feel convenient. "Dr. Ruan Li paused." I think this is You have never been able to cure the causes of memory impairment and split personality, because, you feel you need it. Now, you have the idea that you must integrate them, which will definitely help your treatment. "

"Will cure all memory disorders and split personality, will cure all diseases?" I asked.

"No, your mental complications have reached a very alarming level, you know, but only a part. But that is a good start." Dr. Ruan Li answered very positively.

"However, even if it is cured, do you think it is useful to save the world? Mom." I asked again, because Dr. Ruan Li's perspective on the world was different from mine.

"It doesn't matter." Dr. Ruan Li said quietly: "Achuan, you are my son first, then my patient, and finally the hero candidate to save the world. I'll take you here except for the purpose of studying the end of the world Question, but I have repeatedly reminded you that the most fundamental purpose has always been to treat you. Achuan, you ca n’t forget that you will stand here, the original intention is not to save the world, maybe you want to do that, heal yourself The condition is the highest priority. Of course, like now, it is indeed a better way to connect self-treatment and save the world. "

"Don't you blame me? Mom. These things ... are crazy ~ www.readwn.com ~ aren't they?" I glanced at what I wrote.

"No, you can't compare normal people with yourself. Although it is cruel to say this, but since you can admit that you are a mental patient, then you should not be surprised by what you have written." Dr. Ruan Li said , As sharp as a blade, "You should realize that the mental patient's self, these written things, are often whispered by people called mental patients. At the same time, you should also understand that this is not your fault, but You ca n’t control yourself, and, for a big reason, it ’s influenced by the end of the world. "

"But, mom, you said that before the end of the world, I was already a mental patient." I said.

"Yes, but what does that matter? Push all the errors to the end of the world. If it can make you easier, this is the most important thing for me." Dr. Ruan Li smiled gently and put her hand on me Rubbed on top of his head, "No matter when the world is destroyed, humans can only do what they can do, Achuan, can you understand? This limitation is the reason for the birth of philosophy. But also because of this, philosophy It has become the only thing that can break through the limitations of human beings in a sense. People use thinking and imagination to try to transcend the world, not actions. So, despite what they cannot bear, they cannot be solved Questions, all to the end of the world, and then, from a philosophical perspective, to look at yourself. "(To be continued ...)