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When Mitsui Tsukazu and others left, their expressions were a bit trance. They should have been very happy in the seminar tour. Not only did they encounter inexplicable attacks, they were frightened all the way, they were also informed by Dr. Ruan Li in the end. Purposeful. If you do n’t know these things, at least you can still open your heart and play, but when you are told, you ca n’t think it ’s totally absent. It is precisely because Dr. Ruan Li has always given the impression of being trustworthy and disdain to lie. So when she clearly informed everyone that when part of this seminar was shady, no one doubted Dr. Ruan Li and did not think it was Just kidding, except for the initial surprise, I soon believed. Of course, Dr. Ruan Li didn't need to lie. The situation she saw was so bad that she couldn't help other people voluntarily. According to the action style of Doomsday Truth, the so-called "handling away" hints can only be thought of in the bad.

I think maybe they will feel a betrayal at this time, but it is hard to say how strong this feeling is. Although Dr. Ruan Li ’s performance has always been quite impressive, her identity and Talking will also add points to the exchange, but after all, it ’s not long for everyone to know each other, and it ’s hard to say how strong the trust is. Moreover, I was able to accept this fact so easily, and when I asked the situation, I did not show too much emotion. Such a mental state must be because I had prepared myself psychologically in advance.

Dr. Ruan Li and I are not worried about the performance of the three. The people who can be invited by the seminar are basically those who are expected to withstand this pressure in terms of ability and mentality. Instead, I think they should thank themselves for their luck. When an event is bound to happen, the intelligence gap between knowing and not knowing it. It might work at a critical moment.

Even if it's just a nod, I don't want these three people to be "handled away". Even if Dr. Ruan Li participated in the subsequent research. There is no guarantee at all.

"Is the driver and the person in charge also the people of the doomsday truth?" I asked as I watched the three leaving.

"Don't know." Dr. Ruan Li said: "Although I accepted the invitation. And, on the surface, the whole study is also very in line with my needs, but the person in charge of the overall situation is not me. I am only invited to assist Researcher only, for the sake of confidentiality and security, the whole study has been split into many parts, and I am only responsible for a few of my best parts. "

"Need to keep it secret?" I asked.

"I said before, if the starting point of the action is to prevent the end. It is easy to die from doom. Although it sounds a bit mysterious, it has been proved by other experts and seems to be regarded as a tendency of macro. The adjustment mechanism is working. The specific theory is very troublesome, and it is a cross-border conclusion. I do n’t quite understand, but too many examples in the past have proved that there is indeed a prerequisite for encountering doom, and even the degree can be classified. This "It's not an accidental situation at all." Dr. Ruan Li said: "So, all the research of the Doomsday Truth is dismantled. Bring people with different attitudes together to participate in the same research together, and then spread the chances of doom. However, although this did indeed prove that it could resist doom on the collected values, it was also because there were too many people with different ideas and attitudes. Troubles people do n’t want to see ... even if preventive measures are taken. But the intensity of the conflict is often unexpected. "

"Someone is dead? In the process of research?" I couldn't help asking. Unexpectedly, in a seemingly like-minded study, the battle has become so fierce. It is indeed a desperate situation. Originally, the people were able to gather together precisely because they had to rely on the power of others. When all parties are acting against the "end of the world" situation, they also hope that they can produce results to prove their correctness. However, even in the face of heavy external pressures, internal conflicts have not been eliminated, or even become so serious that they will kill their companions?

"Whenever research involves the end of the world, it must involve white Claudia." Dr. Ruan Li said: "However, the process of studying white Claudia will be quite unpleasant, just like white Claudia. Ya deliberately created a situation-if it is conscious, then it is inevitable to fight back against our behavior? So, if it is possible, it is necessary to hide the idea deeply. "

"Is it okay to say it now?" I said.

"Just talk about it occasionally, there should be no problem ... I think." Dr. Ruan Li said: "At least, when the tissue absorbs new blood, it is inevitable to tell these things to people again. Want to hug, will It is very necessary to clarify the general direction of the group ’s activities. Before that, in fact, doomsday truth did not accommodate researchers with inconsistent ideas, but because the attitude was too clear, so during the activity, it would be like an encounter As a result of bad luck, there are always some accidents, which have terrible consequences. Because the loss of personnel is too heavy, we have to absorb less professional, personality is not conducive to collaboration, and even people with diametrically opposed attitudes. "

It turned out that it was because of impureness that the doomsday doctrine of the world was more likely to develop towards the doomsday doctrine that I am familiar with. Referring to the Doomsday Truth Church in the Doomsday Illusion, it is almost certain that the Doomsday Truth Church that Dr. Ruan Li knew quickly deteriorated is an inevitable. It is the environment that has forced this organization to change, but it can also be said that all factors that affect the end of the world have already had an impact on it before the establishment of the doomsday truth.

"Organizations are becoming more and more dangerous. Even so, it is still the world's most recognized organization of white Claudia and the end of the world. It is also the organization with the strongest theory and technology." Dr. Ruan Li said : "This is also one of the reasons why I finally decided to bring you over."

I looked around, and the chain judged that the image was a 50-meter circle. There are many seemingly incongruous outlines, giving people a feeling of being surrounded and watched.

"We have been under surveillance?" I asked.

"Except for my room." Dr. Ruan Li said, she didn't seem to want to talk about this topic. I think it's probably because this kind of thing cannot be undone even if it is known. Dr. Ruan Li changed the subject. Say to me: "Where else do you want to go today? The scenery here is not bad. If you want to relax, just take it now and wait for the research to begin. Even if you are prepared, an accident will be inevitable. She uses a kind of Saying the usual tone of "accident". Can I think that even the mysterious events that occurred at the rest point are in her usual way?

"No. I have no place to go." I told the truth.

"So, let me reorganize the general situation about White Claudia." Dr. Ruan Li said: "Although I don't know when you will forget the conversation during this time, but if you want, ask me It does n’t matter if I say it a few times. ”She said so, looking at me with exhaustion and perseverance.

I did not refuse, so the whole afternoon. We all stayed in the room, sorting out the information about white Claudia that Dr. Ruan Li had collected so far. Both the intelligence and the fortune teller mentioned that someone was planting and collecting white Claudia at the time of mystery, but the situation about the main body of the activity was very vague. Now it seems that it is not groundless. Although it is easy to judge the behavior of the Doomsday Truth Church, there is a deviation between what they call "the Doomsday Truth Church" and the world's "Apocalyptic Truth Church".

Although this deviation is probably due to the illusion of "different location", I still can't help but think of the torch light, a mysterious organization that believes in the mystery of deviation.

In the past. In such a view, the deviation of the torch light is subjective, that is to say. Although the effect of the torch light does not produce the effect, it is because of the torch light that it will bring that kind of deviation. But now it seems that it is more like that the deviation has always existed, but it will always be attached to the light of the torch.

If you are alone in a single world, look at other worlds, what you see, and the connections and contradictions in understanding. Is extremely complicated. It does not mean that when you think about these worlds as real. Can ease the contradiction. Why is this the case? What factors contributed to it, and what happened during the period? these questions. Most of them cannot be solved by me.

What I can do is just to remember what I can know, but this seemingly easy behavior, in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, has failed many times.

The appearance of white Claudia is very vague in my impression. Although I always feel that I am familiar with this thing, I cannot describe it in detail. Dr. Ruan Li kept part of the white Claudia here, but even if we all looked at the same thing, there are different perceptions of the appearance of this thing-Dr. Ruan Li seems to have already had experience, let me know in advance Describe what I saw, and then, let me listen to her description. As a result, the difference is quite obvious.

In the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li-she described it earlier-white Claudia is a plant that looks similar to alfalfa (also called clover, four-leaf clover). Of course, in fact, it is It turns out that it is not a real plant, but only in a form observable by the human eye, which meets the definition of a plant. Under quantum states that cannot be directly observed, as well as theoretical mathematics and physical inference, it is something else.

White flowers, with thin hairs, no heart, delicate and fragile as if the wind blows, the petals will rise from the stem. However, it is actually very tough, and adults will feel a lot of resistance when they pull hard. It is theoretically impossible to be blown off like a dandelion.

"Moreover, although it is invisible to the human eye, under the microscope, extremely complex pipes can be seen under the epidermis of petals and rhizomes. These pipes carry liquid, but ... not just ordinary water." Dr. Ruan Li There is a pause here, saying: "White Claudia is actually a man-eating plant in the usual sense. Under certain circumstances, it will take root in humans and **** blood, or it may melt human tissue with secretions. Into a blood-like juice and then absorb it. "

This kind of thing is not a surprise. Although I haven't really seen it, there are still memories of "blood red flowers" in the impression. Obviously called White Claudia such a pure name, but it appeared with the body. In the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, the "devil plants" described in my diary, which are different from the current white Claudia, are the settings extended from her description.

"In certain circumstances?" I asked.

"For the time being, it does not meet the requirements for summarization. However, judging from the data, it usually occurs when the mood of people who produce hallucinations undergoes dramatic fluctuations." Dr. Ruan Li said: "This change is seen by us. Yes. Obviously, but people who are in illusion. They are completely unaware. This dramatic fluctuation of emotions has a strong contagion. So far, the record is that people in a whole city, within a minute, just Falling into that emotion. Then ... "Doctor Ruan Li's expression was solemn," they all had blood-red white Claudia growing on them. And, we couldn't prove it at all. Those white Claudia had already been there since the beginning It was on them. Some people inferred that the white Claudia seeds floated in the air like dust, but after sampling the air at the scene, no similar composition was observed. Finally, through theory Mathematical and physical models, at the level of quantum states, prove that this is indeed possible. "

"Is there basically a way to prove the existence, growth, and diffusion in terms of quantum states?" I thought a little.

"In fact, even if calculated by theoretical formulas, it can be proved that their existence is different from what people think. However, the quantum physics we recognize is also limited by our eyes and cognition. The theory is full of limitations. "Dr. Ruan Li said:" I don't think that using quantum states to measure white Claudia, what I see is its true face, but this is our knowledge and vision, let We can confirm that it is the only way to exist at a high level. "

"That is to say, it may be more complicated than what the quantum theory can describe?" I said, thinking to myself. Isn't this very similar to the "virus" described in "Hospital Reality"?

"Yes." Dr. Ruan Li seemed to see through my thoughts and said: "The 'virus' described in your diary. It is probably the sublimation of the white Claudia's cognitive form. But the 'virus' is Does not exist. What exists is 'White Claudia'. "

I did n’t argue with her, but I could n’t help thinking, was this kind of “white Claudia” she knew really the prototype of “virus” and “jiang”? Perhaps it is in my heart that I look forward to the existence of "Jiang", so I cannot deny the existence of "virus" in this way, so I cannot agree with the "prototype". If there is a certain relationship between "White Claudia", "Virus" and "Jiang", I think it should not be a relationship between "prototype" and "imagination", but a more tangible relationship.

For example: White Claudia will breed "virus" and "jiang"? Such thoughts flashed through my mind. However, in that vague idea, the word "pregnancy" is still not very correct. Moreover, such an idea, placed in "hospital reality" and "doom illusion", also makes people feel inappropriate.

Of course, I am also very clear that this kind of thinking is more mixed with my own subjective factors.

"You have not described the white Claudia in the reality of the hospital, but, I think, it still exists, but it has changed into another image." Dr. Ruan Li said: "In my opinion, the reality of the hospital is 'Virus', 'Jiang' in the Doomsday Illusion, and 'White Claudia' in reality actually refer to the same thing. Do you know what conclusion will be drawn from this point of view? "

I am silent.

Dr. Ruan Li stared at me for a long while and said: "This means that in your hospital, you can't find 'Jiang'; in the end of the illusion, you can't find 'Virus', nor at this moment. The other two. But even if you ca n’t find it, you can still feel them, because they are always by your side, they are different images of the same thing. And this is what your illusion is getting deeper and deeper into the bone marrow One of the key points. In fact, you have realized that, so the story will conclude that "virus" and "jiang" are two in one. But in fact, it really needs to be described in such religious words, it is actually Is a trinity. "

White Claudia, Virus, and Jiang are actually a trinity-this is the most basic explanation for those contents in my diary by Dr. Ruan Li in combination with the reality she recognized. However, in my opinion, it is more enlightening: if the worlds I have experienced are all sides of reality, they all represent reality. From the perspective of this world of repeaters, the true posture is "White Claudia", and "Virus" and "Jiang" are just illusions caused by the former. So, can it be considered. From the perspective of the hospital's reality, "virus" is the real, and "white Claudia" and "Jiang" are hallucinations; the same. Standing in the illusion of doomsday, does "jiang" really exist?

but. In this assumption, there is a situation that needs to be explained. If "Jiang" is real in the illusion of doomsday, and "Virus" and "White Claudia" are both illusory, then, I was killed by the final weapon, and the white What is the spread of the "paradise" made by Claudia? If "white Claudia" does not exist. So, how is the "paradise" produced? If the "virus" does not exist, what exactly did the final weapon attack on me exactly like Zhenjiang?

Starting from these doubts, it is felt that only one exists, while the other two are "illusory" hospital realities and repeater worlds, but more unreal than doomsday illusions.

The Trinity has created a more complicated situation than in the past. I feel that I should not try to understand the causes and problems. And focusing on the meaning of "Trinity" itself.

For me, this meaning is very simple: the Trinity. Although the observed morphology is different from different sides, it is indeed the only one that can interfere with different sides at the same time. Isn't this form the theoretical height of Super Gaochuan?

The question is whether the "White Claudia", "Virus" and "Jiang" will be the only ones in different interventions. If it is only similar to the degree of "divided personality", wouldn't it be the same as "Gaochuan" now? And if the will of the three is unique. It makes people feel different, only the angle of observation is different. Well, in the reality of the hospital, the views of Super Color and Super Dorothy are correct: "Jiang" is "Virus".

This way. I hope that "Jiang" can replace the idea of ​​"virus", is it naive? Because there is nothing to replace and nothing to replace.

My action against the "virus", even from the perspective of "Jiang", was only due to errors in my understanding. The action was still directed against "Jiang" itself.

I feel confused and painful. Once I accept the setting of "every world is a real side" and "Trinity", past actions and propositions will show obvious flaws and errors. Is it impossible for a person to look at everything that is full of contradictions from a comprehensive and true perspective?

Perhaps it is precisely because of the contradictions in my vision, way of thinking, and behavior that it caused the disappearance of "Jiang" under certain circumstances? Because, I denied it from another observation angle, but no matter what observation angle I use to understand it, it is actually the only one. So, when I rejected the "virus", would the "jiang" I expected disappear in front of my eyes? Then, it only appeared in front of my eyes in a "virus" way.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt filled with sigh. As a result, is it the view of Super Color and Super Doroth that is closest to the real situation?

However, I cannot express this confusion on my face. I do n’t want Dr. Ruan Li to know what I really think, because, I know, I ca n’t change her thoughts at all, and I do n’t want to fully explain her perception.

Moreover, even the assumption of "Trinity" made me realize that my past may be full of mistakes. However, it is not without a correct decision.

If you can observe the completely authentic super Gaochuan, and always observe the "Trinity" as "Jiang", what will happen?

For now ~ www.readwn.com ~ I can't maintain the observation of "Jiang" all the time, even if it is the observation of the humanoid river, and their separation from Fujiang is inevitable. However, after becoming super Gaochuan, maybe it can be done?

In any case, this is a very tempting idea.

I think, let her be more practical, can see, hear, touch, and can communicate in a form that can stay with her forever.

In occultism, this is a god-destroying ritual known as "angel depravity". Similar rituals exist in all cultural areas. Even in science, there is also a saying of "lowering the dimension". The original intention is to reduce the existence of the high position beyond one's own existence, which cannot be seen directly, to the low level of oneself.

To complete this ritual, the act of "observing" itself is the core, but in order to complete the first step of "observing", it is also very common in mystic descriptions of rituals to find ways to temporarily upgrade yourself.

What I want to do is not the same as the mystery, but the reason is the same. (To be continued)

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