Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

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People cannot completely observe the world. ▲ ∴Top ▲ ∴Point ▲ ∴Small ▲ ∴said,

The limitations of human vision are narrower than they think. A set of methods for human beings to study everything is limited by its own limitations, and it must be narrow. Moreover, the manpower is limited, and it is impossible to truly achieve a result that everyone rejoices with "complete truth" as the center.

If the world we see is just the side of the world, and we observe the side where we are, and we are corrected by the information of other sides at all times, then what we can feel is the kind of fate-leading The powerful force is of course extremely huge. When we only speculate and resist this force from what we see, it is inevitable that we will be bitter.

This is not that the world is malicious to us, but that we are too small to bear the instinctive counterattack of the world to attack.

If you want to reach the real truth, to pry the complete real world, not just one side, how powerful is it? For human beings with a narrow field of vision and only one corner, it is probably totally unimaginable.

I can't imagine it, but this cognition is logical enough for me. I think that if you want to make a decision and act, it's not just how "right" the reason is, but it's just the reason you need.

At the moment, I was also preparing for the plan of "destroying one world and saving another world". At that time, my mood was both tangled and painful, because no matter what world I want to destroy. The world to be saved, the people I love are "existing". Although it is possible to doubt the authenticity of the world, it is completely impossible to doubt their authenticity in such a world.

However, in order to save some of them. In order to save a "real" woman in a real sense, it must be judged that they are illusory in other worlds, and they should be given up-isn't it ridiculous? However, there is no way. At that time, narrow me, I could only see such a road.

I want to thank Dr. Ruan Li, very grateful to her. If I did n’t come to her, maybe I would n’t find other possibilities—no, I should say, I could n’t find a reason to stop myself from carrying out that ridiculous plan.

Even now, I still do n’t think that the idea of ​​“the realities of hospitals, doomsday illusions, and repeater worlds are real” is more correct than other guesses in the past. But what I need. It is not cold and perfect logic, nor is it hot and unreasonable sensibility. I drive myself with emotions, but by no means unaffected by reason. Using it as a reason to convince myself not to carry out that ridiculous plan is enough.

Give yourself a reason. To do something that cannot prove completely unrealistic, to go to the next decision that is not 100% impossible. For me, this is more thrilling than accomplishing what I do n’t want to do with painful consciousness.

Yes. I know very well that now, my conjecture cannot be proved to be correct at all, and it is also unclear how much the chance of success of the readjusted plan based on this conjecture is. but--

It doesn't matter, because no matter how bad the situation is, no matter how difficult, it won't become worse than it is now. Even previous conjectures and previous plans are not the same. Can't 100% prove that they will work? If there is really a plan for "authenticity and success rate of more than 50%", there is no need to be so confused.

Now that I can accept it in my heart, I think I should obey this idea, rather than comparing whether the real situation is really as good as I guessed. Because his own vision, knowledge and intelligence cannot accurately judge "what is true".

If this is caprice, then it does not matter.

I didn't tell Dr. Ruan Li about this idea, because even if he said so, Dr. Ruan Li would not change anything. The information that allows me to generate new ideas is basically obtained from Dr. Ruan Li. She has read my diary completely, my past thoughts and behaviors, and even the situation of "hospital reality" and "doom fantasy" No stranger, she ca n’t think of what I thought of. So, probably because she does n’t accept this assumption.

And what is wrong with her centering on the world she has observed? After all, although my worldview is more ambitious, I cannot prove that I am right. Only, I hope it is correct. And myself, under such correct guidance, can save the one I love.

Since all worlds can be regarded as real, then as Dr. Ruan Li said, what is wrong with this world of repeaters?

"Do you understand? A Chuan, if you expect me to have any plans, then I'm sorry." Dr. Ruan Li said to me with apology: "Although I told you to be a hero to save the world, in fact, this is Can't do it. Let you do something that is simply impossible ... I hope you don't resent me. "

I shook my head and smiled and comforted her: "It doesn't matter, no matter what I can do, I will do it, because this is my mother's wish, isn't it? And, I don't think it's really impossible."

"Every world is a real side, so if you want to save the world, you must save all the sides. To save the people you love, you must save every observed one that exists on that side. They are. "— Based on this judgment, it is difficult to say that it is not easier to plan than any previous plan, because the first question to be faced is: how to observe all the true sides?

If it is impossible to observe in all aspects, then, to save every aspect, such behavior cannot be discussed. It must be recognized in order to concentrate on exerting influence on it. This is the rule that human beings must follow. Therefore, observation, cognition, and then more specific actions. And to observe every side of the reality, only the present me. It cannot be done.

Think, think back.

Combined with existing resources, new plans have gradually formed in my mind. I have to say that in this plan, the color of the "hospital reality" and Dorothy's plan. Wrong hitting the ground, in line with the requirements of the new plan. It should even be said that without their plans, the new plan will have more twists and turns and waste more time.

Super Gaochuan plan, no, it should be a little more vivid, it should be the final Gaochuan plan. It is necessary to integrate all the existing "Gaochuan" information and combine Dr. Ander's human complement plan. It constitutes a "Gaochuan" that is unified and powerful in spirit and personality, even with a body, so as to take advantage of the speciality of "Gaochuan" to restrain "virus" and create "serum", and then carry out a strategy for the hospital-from the diary Part of the content, the general process of planning is like this, as for why in this plan. It is possible to defeat the "virus" or "Jiang", why can the already-built "Gaochuan" return to the reality of the hospital. The logic theory is completely unclear. However, I do n’t care about this. What I care about is just the content about the integration of Gaochuan.

This super Gaochuan plan was built on the point that “the hospital reality is the real reality”. However, as long as the integration of "Gaochuan" can be completed, it is needed for the current plan. If the "Gaochuan" of every real side is integrated, So, this final and only "Gaochuan" can observe every real side?

In this way, you can recognize and influence the end of the world from a comprehensive perspective.

Whether the existence that contributed to the end of the world is "virus", "jiang" or "white Claudia", it is of course also an existence that affects every real side, if one observes every side of the real Can't do it, is it inevitable to appear helpless in front of it?

It is likely that the super color system and Super Dorothy in the hospital are aware of this, perhaps with different cognitive angles, but the path chosen is similar. Their plan is not completely wrong. Moreover, judging from the diary, they have completed all the preliminary preparations and started the plan on the prosthetic body Gao Chuan. No matter what the prostitute Gao Chuan thinks, however, I now hope very much that I can see him immediately. I know why he hesitated. In his view, he was unwilling to format the memory personality immediately. It is a selfish expression of an independent personality. No matter what reason he finds, he cannot hide this, but in my opinion, it should be more This is an instinctive resistance-the prosthetic Gaochuan is specially made based on the Super Gaochuan plan. He has extremely high psychological acceptance of every step of the plan. Therefore, what caused him to hesitate was because he instinctively felt strong omen such as "start formatting now and unable to meet the expectations of the plan."

Because, at that time, I should not be able to integrate in this way. Just like the back of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan is supported by super color and super Dorothy, I also have the unreasonable power of "Jiang" here. No matter when I am not awake, or when I am awake but unwilling, even if the technique of super color and super Dorothy is excellent, it is impossible to resist "Jiang". In the diary, it has been recorded once, the battle between Super Colors, Super Dorothy, Gao Chuan similar to Super Gao Chuan, and Jiang. The failure at that time proved that their ability was still too immature when facing the "Jiang".

However, it is possible for me now ... No, it should be said that we must find the prosthetic body Gaochuan and then execute the super Gaochuan plan.

Of course, in order to increase the success rate as much as possible and ensure that "Super Gaochuan" really reaches the expected level, then perhaps the power of "Carmen" is also needed. After all, it has been stated in the diary that "Carmen" is actually part of "Gaochuan" .

My thoughts were teleported. In the past, as if I had fallen into the mist, I passively accepted the confusion of various situations and was torn apart a little, revealing a clear path.

Although I had thought so much for a while, the conversation with Dr. Ruan Li was still in progress. There was still amazement on her face, because I seriously said to her that "it is not impossible." However, it is unknown how much you will believe behind the surprise. However, I feel that, in her opinion, I carried this matter at her request, so I will not immediately veto my plan.

Although it is a bit excessive, Dr. Ruan Li probably has no other way but to trust me.

"How to do it?" She asked. "We are here, but we can't even determine the true face of the culprit, although it can be observed. But it is not its complete appearance, let alone harm it. It is impossible to communicate with it. Untouchable, once targeted action, it will be detected, and then fall into doom. It will easily die. Suppose White Claudia does not have a precise consciousness, but its existence produces an avalanche reaction, which leads to the world As the end comes, it is difficult for us to find the core of this avalanche chain in such a short time, let alone prevent this reaction. "

"What is the culprit, what is white Claudia, and how does its existence guide the currently observed end of the world, these questions are indeed very important." I answered seriously: "But. As you said, mom There are too many restrictions to find the root cause. But as a kind of doomsday phenomenon, the existing situation is what we can get involved in. "

"You mean ..." Dr. Ruan Li was lost in thought.

"Mum is actually already doing it." I said.

"Paradise?" Dr. Ruan Li raised his eyes and confirmed again: "Do you really think so?"

"Things on the spiritual level should be resolved from the spiritual level." The impact of the real side must be resolved from the real side.

"It is true. We have thought that white Claudia is the main raw material. A medicine called" paradise "is made. Using its characteristics, people who recognize the" end of the world "can be involved in the spirit of the infected person. The network, and the route is probably based on some special mental patients. "Dr. Ruan Li nodded:" This is the true face of the psychedelic drug "paradise" of the doomsday truth in your diary. It can create hallucinations. But more The important thing is that people can take the initiative to contact other people ’s hallucinations. The researchers in Doomsday Truth are not only us experts in psychology and medicine, so this drug manufacturing plan is only based on our own Opinions, and carried out independently. Other physicists, mathematicians, sociologists, etc., also have their own ideas, anything, and plans. Although it seems too loose, in fact, it has recently died of doom. The number of people is declining. In short, no matter what plan is to be made, human resources are also necessary, and we are currently the most lacking. "

In this world of repeaters, there are many differences between the image of the doomsday truth and the doomsday illusion, perhaps with a subjective component, but the doomsday truth taught by Dr. Ruan Li does not give me Bring too much disgust. I believe in Dr. Ruan Li, so I am willing to believe that there are at least a group of Doomsday Truth members, especially those who are often involved in the activities of Dr. Ruan Li, who can be trusted.

"No, not everyone is trustworthy. In order not to be caught up in doom, human nature will also cause some fierce reactions." Dr. Ruan Li shook his head and said, "However, Achuan, you don't need to ignore these dirty things. . I need you to trust me completely. "

"Of course, Mom, I believe you." I answered firmly to her eyes.

"The paradise is not so easy to manufacture. The ones that have been manufactured before ... Although it is a bit accidental and requires further verification in composition and efficacy, it should be able to be redeveloped as a sample." Dr. Ruan Li said: "The funds and The equipment is ready, this seminar is to determine more companions. The research to be carried out is a big project, but we do n’t have much time. We are not sure whether it can be completed in 1999, maybe, One day before the end of 1999, the world will be destroyed. "She stopped walking in front of the observatory's telescope and walked back and forth. Although the time was tight, she did not have a bit of anxious expression on her face. To speed up the progress, we need a large number of experimenters. "

"So, I am here, am I not?" I understand very well, what Dr. Ruan Li wants to say, "I am the most ideal experimental object. The previous paradise samples were made with my specialty drugs, weren't they? ? Even by coincidence, it does prove that there are important and critical points in my body and in my medicine. "

"Sorry, Achuan, in fact, this was not the case at first." Dr. Ruan Li's eyes showed a sorrow. She seemed to think that it was not the right thing for me to be involved in such a situation. However, by chance, things still turned out like this. However, I think, in her mind, she also wants to understand my illness and changes, as well as the resulting paradise sample. What the **** is going on? This is the most common curiosity of researchers, and it also has good intentions. At the beginning, the original intention of Dr. Ruan Li to participate in this seminar, in addition to what is now said, to carry out research on "paradise", there are many Better equipment and solutions. To treat my illness.

Although the idea of ​​enabling action is very complicated, there are also ideas of the best of both worlds.

Even without the influence of white Claudia, I have always been a very special mental patient in her eyes. After the influence of White Claudia appeared, this particularity just became more special. However, I am a mental patient and her adopted child. This identity has not changed.

"I will drink it." I said to her, "As long as it is the medicine my mother handed me. I will drink it. It doesn't matter whether it is to treat me, to research, or to save the world. I believe that mother And, this is the only way we can do our best right now, is n’t it? Mom, like me, does n’t know much about advanced mathematics and physics. "

"Achuan ..." Dr. Ruan Li suddenly crouched down. Holding me tightly in my arms, my voice was a little blurry. "sorry Sorry."

"Don't apologize, mother." I slapped her back calmly and said, "Mother did nothing wrong."

"Can we really succeed? Drinking the paradise can get involved in people's spiritual world. Then adjust their spirits?" Dr. Ruan Li murmured, obviously, she actually didn't have much about this plan. Confidence. In her words, our experiments are to be like "walkers of consciousness". but. Even if it succeeds, how can the conscious walkers in every district affect the spiritual network formed by a large number of people? There are many problems, but for now, we can only focus on the first step.

The "paradise" of psychedelic drugs developed must have the effect they envision.

And even if people who are affected by white Claudia and have mental problems are readjusted step by step, can they stop the "end of the world"? It has been concluded that the end of the world guided by white Claudia is an avalanche-like chain reaction. In theory, as long as the chain is interrupted in the middle, it can be stopped. However, who can be sure that the spiritual problem is already What about this critical node?

Dr. Ruan Li, they are just psychologists who can only think and execute plans from their own perspective.

"Even if I can't solve everyone's spiritual problems, but should I be able to solve my problems?" I comforted Dr. Ruan Li, who rarely saw such a fragility, and said, "Mom, if I drink 'paradise', I can Entering your own spiritual world, you must be able to see clearly what your illness is like. "

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Conversely, if you do n’t do this, what can you do? Although it is necessary to find the prosthetic body Gaochuan, it is not easy to leave this world of repeaters.

In my heart, relying on the fact that Dr. Ruan Li made "paradise" can save a lot of time to layout. After all, no matter how Dr. Ruan Li views herself, from the perspective of the Doomsday Realm, her particularity is beyond doubt. In view of what happened before the break, I feel that this particular exposure is within these few days. I do not deny the authenticity of this repeater world, but I will not deny the authenticity of the invaders from the illusion of doom. Based on two different perspectives, the "end of the world" you can see is different, but it must be the same. (The novel "Restricted Level Doomsday Symptoms" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there is also a 100% lottery gift for everyone! Now open WeChat, click on the "+" sign at the top right "add friends" Public number "qdread" and pay attention, speed up!) (Unfinished to be continued ...)