Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

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Dr. Ruan Li mentioned some like-minded people when he told the story of the white Claudia. These people did not completely disband after the adventure. They just adopted more secret and looser contact methods to avoid bad luck. In Dr. Ruan Li ’s adventures, he repeatedly mentioned the deadly doom. Many people who pursued White Claudia believed that it was because of their original intention to pursue White Claudia and was brought by some kind of power. Punishment. If the white Claudia ’s secret is pursued only to confirm the end of the world, rather than trying to save the situation, it will not be so targeted. Conversely, can it be proved that the white Claudia that led to the end of the world is actually a living body with consciousness, not a plant in the conventional sense?

In any case, understand that the end of the world has arrived, and the white Claudia plays a key role in it. If doom is also due to it, then the reason for its existence in this world is to bring Doomsday is also possible?

With this knowledge, the doomsday truth religion was established. Because of the short time and the persecution of misfortune in action, the structure and activity of the entire organization are very secretive and will not unduly reveal a certain purpose. For example, although I have been studying white Claudia, looking for related clues to analyze the significance of its existence and its impact on the world, but in terms of the trend of organized activities. Instead of directly expressing the idea of ​​"in order to save the world", it tends to be a neutral research, and even, in order to disguise the "over the line", it may cause you to be doomed. I will also do some inhuman research.

In short, if "everyone who wants to stop the end of the world will be doomed", and there are few people who can realize that the end of the world has come and are capable of taking action. Then. In order to preserve the spirit of resistance, the moral bottom line of organizing activities is actually very low. Therefore, there are also some individuals with high moral sense who finally decided to leave the organization, of course. It must be punished. This situation, Dr. Ruan Li did not cover up. In fact, although she never deliberately showed it, in my eyes, her work has always been on the gray edge of the moral bottom line, even. I cannot deny that she may have presided over unethical human experiments in person.

Now I have long lost the position to blame her. After all, many of my actions are also incorrect in popular moral concepts. Even though, I have always known what normal morality is, but since I have not been able to act according to that standard, I cannot stand at the commanding heights for granted.

What I care about is not what Dr. Ruan Li has done, her description of the doomsday truth. It was enough to make me understand what she might have done as a member of Doomsday Truth. But under the premise of the big environment, I don't think everything is her responsibility.

"You, those people. Including seminars, are they all Apocalyptic?" I finally asked.

"Yes, the doomsday doctrine was once a village religious organization in my hometown. The ancestors of the previous generation all held positions equivalent to the status of leaders. However, in my generation, the original religion has been completely ended. Now the doomsday doctrine, It ’s just the name. ”Dr. Ruan Li said:“ I was one of the original initiators of this organization, and as far as the establishment time is concerned, today ’s doomsday truth teaching is actually quite young. ”

"However, before this doomsday doctrine was established, there was already a religious organization called doomsday doctrine, so mom—" I looked at her seriously and said: "What you want to say is my diary Is the Doomsday Truth in China set according to these circumstances? "

"Isn't it?" Dr. Ruan Li asked back.

Indeed, the doomsday truth in the doomsday illusion can be found in the story of Dr. Ruan Li. Regardless of organizational structure, behavior, target position, etc., the two are like mirrors of each other. Doomsday Truth pursues the white Claudia, with a low moral bottom line, and many behaviors are very inclined to "lead the end of the world", but it seems that it is not the original intention of the beginning. Just its prayers and programs are divided into many factions. In today's doomsday illusion, the doomsday truth religion, taken over by the "Mar Jones" family, although the most active faction, but similar to the priests such as Father Edward and Father Sissen, follow other teachings. Moreover, strictly speaking, those doctrines, programs and thoughts do not lack neutrality and positive philosophies.

In fact, a comprehensive investigation of all behaviors titled "Apocalyptic Truth" will indeed make people feel that it is a chaotic manifestation without clear bias. However, people including mystery experts, the doomsday doctrine that they are often exposed to, are the most radical and most powerful Mar Jones family.

Here, I can't help but remember the past doomsday illusions, when the Mar Jones family hadn't risen yet, but the doomsday truth is already a very radical cult organization. Well, the existence of the Mar Jones family is not actually a key factor in making the Doomsday Truth Become what we see today. It can only be said that at the beginning of the establishment of this organization, there has been such a tendency .

As observed from the perspective of Dr. Ruan Li in this world, the doomsday doctrine of "seeking white Claudia while saving lives" is the same. In order to save lives, members try to avoid behaviors that are too rebellious. Of course, they will ignore and try to guide the "end of the world" in many cases.

From this point of view, the "End Doctrine of Truth" in the illusion of doomsday and the "End Doctrine of Truth" in this world, the biggest similarity between the two lies in "trying to use the wrong way to get the correct result." "This kind of behavior is largely forced by the environment, not just what they wanted to adopt from the beginning.

"In the reality of the hospital, although there is no doomsday truth. But, do n’t you think, in fact, Dr. Ande and them. And the spy organizations hidden in the dark, also have the shadow of the doomsday truth? Although the slogan and the original intention are very good, but In fact, some cruel and unethical behaviors are inevitable. ”Dr. Ruan Li said:“ I personally think so. There are many roles in your diary. Many organizations, and the characteristics of these organizations seem to be outstanding , While having their own position, they also have targeted enemies. However, the entanglement between them. In fact, it still revolves around the two keys of the end of the world and the doomsday truth. Although, in the story, white Claudia ’s The sense of existence is weakened, however, it is still a foundation that supports the existence of Doomsday Truth, is n’t it? "

I have to admit. Dr. Ruan Li's statement is correct. In the diary I wrote, the last five volumes involved doomsday illusion is actually the simplest, most direct, and most exemplified, the doomsday illusion is related to the world today. Even, the first five volumes of stories can be combined. Seen as the basis for the expansion of the story.

"The reality of the hospital is the core of the sixth volume, but in the setting, it directly denies the setting of the first five volumes." Dr. Ruan Li paused and said, "Actually, that volume is for you. In terms of illness, it is also a dividing line. "

"I'm more ill, right?" I said.

"After the reality of the hospital, your cognition becomes more difficult to break away from hallucinations." Dr. Ruan Li said: "Because it has a very small environment. It has shaped a setting that overrides other hallucinations, so, feel It ’s like the core and beginning of everything. There is no higher-level structure. This hospital located in an isolated island. It is actually a very cute structure, is n’t it? Even if there is doubt, but since it ca n’t be Island, you can't get more information, but you can't prove it is fake. "

This kind of thing, even if Dr. Ruan Li didn't make it clear, I always have doubts. Because of this, even if it is named "Reality of the Hospital" for the convenience of narrative, it should not be regarded as a reality by itself. However, in the past, there was really nothing, more like reality than "hospital reality". Moreover, because the first impression is too deep, even if it is forced to stand in the position of Dr. Ruan Li, to think about the relationship between the world of the repeater, the reality of the hospital and the illusion of the end, this repeater The reality of the world is also difficult to be emotionally stronger than the reality of the hospital.

Recognizing a situation, although it is easy to make sense in your mouth, it is still difficult to convince yourself 100%.

"Don't worry, because worrying is useless." Dr. Ruan Li said: "Even if you believe it now, but maybe when, you will fall into the illusion again, and get the clue of negative reality again from the illusion, the more you pursue it Those clues, the more I will forget everything I know today. Even if it is written in the diary ... Ah, yes. "She seemed to think of something," The ruins of the ruling bureau in the diary will eliminate the in and out. Remember-this setting is actually very similar to your own situation. In short, there is as much as you want to find evidence of connection with each other, but the real problem is how to be so much, In such a complicated relationship, it is certain that one is true, and the others are hallucinations. "Although said, but Dr. Ruan Li's subsequent words lowered his voice, and I still heard it, she said so:" Because of the existence of white Claudia, you patients do have a mutual influence in spirit, so in fact, they do not fully meet the definition of 'illusion'. "

White Claudia will allow a network to be built mentally among the people affected-this is the most controversial, but also the most influential statement of Dr. Ruan Li among those who can realize the end . It seems to have nothing to do with the real "end of the world", but it is actually a very important part.

The influence of white Claudia is not only in humans, but from the quantum theory, mathematical formulas and physical models, it shows a tendency to "destruct the world"-and at that theoretical level, matter In fact, spirit, time and space are no longer independent. This also means that the end of the world is roughly destroyed from the physical and non-physical level, rather than simply "human destruction".

However, for Dr. Ruan Li, it is really more sensitive to the "changes in human beings". After all, psychology is a discipline based on human beings. She has only a general understanding of the destruction of materiality and immateriality at a higher theoretical level. "Gao Chuan" inherited such cognition as the adopted child and patient. However, this kind of general knowledge can't make her find a solution, so. Only then did she admit that she was helpless against the "end of the world". On the contrary, when restricting this cognition to the field of psychology, Dr. Ruan Li had many ideas.

For example, as a foster mother and attending doctor. His own words and examples have indeed brought a profound influence on Gaochuan. So much so that the stories in the diary are also full of hopeless desperation but helpless.

"If you tell a happy and simple story at the time, even if you fall into illusion. It won't become as complicated as it is now." When Dr. Ruan Li said this to me, it seemed a bit regretful.

It is also very novel from my point of view to know these things from Dr. Ruan Li's mouth. Whether it is Dr. Ruan Li ’s new identity, or her observation of the world, and my observation of the world, the difference and connection between the two. They are not simply the sense of the relationship between the reality of the hospital and the illusion of the end. On the contrary, it is because there is an additional "real world", and it is impossible to confirm a "real world" in terms of cognition, but it is true that each world has its real influence in reason and emotion. Therefore, Instead, it caused me another idea.

Before this idea became clear, Dr. Ruan Li described White Claudia. It has made me feel the shadow of thinking-from different angles, the things I observe are also different. This principle will be known to anyone who has received a certain degree of education, but it is not universal in science. Scientific definition. It is to allow things to have a clear and fixed image and meaning from different angles. For example, the reason why a horse is a horse, not a sheep, is precisely constrained by the definition.

However, Claudia White denies the meaning of this definition on a scientific level-although it can be touched and observed, it itself is indefinite.

Moreover, there is one point in the situation mentioned by Dr. Ruan Li that I quite agree with, whether or not white Claudia is the "core", but in fact, it does play a role in every angle of cognition An important role.

Perhaps, as Dr. Ruan Li said: "Although in the diary, there is no mention of the existence of white Claudia in the real story of the hospital, but I think it should exist, but if you recognize it The existence of this hospital cannot be distinguished from other illusions, nor can it have such a strong sense of reality. "

Suppose, whether I observe it or not, white Claudia exists in every story I experience, whether it is true or unreal. Then, its existence, like "virus" and "jiang", can be used as a basic real observation point. Moreover, compared to the unobservable "virus" and "jiang", the white Claudia that can be touched and directly observed is indeed more practical.

In this way, can the white Claudia's uncertainty be observed in the world itself where it exists?

Simply put, will the "Hospital Realities", "Apocalyptic Truth" and "Relay World" experienced so far are actually real, but only the real side? Because of the limitations of human observation on its own, have we seen three mutually interdependent and interdependent worlds?

When this idea was born, my scalp was a bit numb, because according to this idea, my previous plan was extremely dangerous. Even that, any attempt to destroy one world and rescue another world is dangerous. Perhaps it is itself a cause of the end of the world. Because, as long as the truth is also impossible, there are only multiple sides in the observation, and no matter which side is destroyed, it means the destruction of the concept of reality. On the contrary, at first, it is only the self who is active in the illusion of doomsday, or that such a world with uniqueness in observation is the safest. However, conversely, even if you only existed in the end of the illusion of the end, you can not represent the reality of other observation angles, such as the "hospital reality", those characters and activities do not exist, and the feeling of the end of the day , There must be such a reason-

Although at that time, the "hospital reality" could not be observed simply from the perspective of doomsday illusions, and the "relay world" did not exist, but as another aspect of the same reality, they were not really non-existent. , But just "not in your own observation range". Since they are the same and different sides of the same reality, they have a very close relationship and influence. Then, they cannot be observed, their own activities also exist, and will affect the reality I have observed. Therefore, will my attempts to save the world in the illusion of doomsday be corrected by those side activities?

Conversely, because the truth is "the end of the world is coming", so if we take out any one of the observed side worlds alone, is it a state of "constantly being corrected by other sides"? Therefore, it is impossible to observe, and it cannot affect other sides, and the people who only use the side they observe as the only real people, no matter how hard they try to save the world, the destiny of the world is inevitably corrected as a "doom process" ?

If this is the case, my past plans, and the reality of the hospital, are actually wrong, and they are getting deeper and deeper. It is impossible to complete the salvation only by viewing one side as the real thing. Although the side observed on the basis of oneself also affects other sides, presumably, one with the same mood and making the same decision also exists on other sides. However, even if the idea is the same, the decision is similar, but In terms of behavior, there is no guarantee of complete consistency-no, it should be said that there is no guarantee of complementarity. To put it simply, it is that power cannot be brought together.

And all the real "end of the world" is so simple and simple, the correction power generated is naturally far more than the power of only a few people who are aware of the end of the world and take action.

Originally in quantity, it occupies a disadvantage, but it is impossible to combine all forces and act in a unified way. Therefore, it is this sense of oppression and despair that cannot be caught by this power.

Moreover, on the assumption that "all the world is real, but the observation angle is different", the ideas I have generated may not be able to fully describe the inevitability of the "doomsday process". But just what I know is enough to prove why, none of us, past or present, have ever really seen the hope of success.

Because, perhaps from the beginning, the cognition that guided the action was wrong and biased.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt that I could come to this world of repeaters, see Dr. Ruan Li, and hear the truth of her dictation, maybe it was a miracle. Perhaps, there is such a power beyond the individual, and I hope I can still Go one step further.

The situation is very bad, but, because it has long been known that the situation is very bad, so it is nothing worse. Dr. Ruan Li said that in this world, only a small number of people can realize the end of the world, and people who know the end of the world will encounter bad luck once they resist. I am not surprised at this kind of thing.

On the road of trying to save the world and ultimately only trying to save some people, I have witnessed and experienced too much doom ~ www.readwn.com ~ Anyway, Dr. Ruan Li is here, showing me another A real possibility, as she said at the beginning, I may be able to find a new way out of this different possibility. At least, I do n’t feel that the past plan is necessary.

It's not that the plan is completely wrong, but based on the fact that "even if this repeater world is destroyed," it will be wrong. Personally, I am not inclined to this either emotionally or rationally.

Instead, treat all the world as real, and work hard to create an ending that can be observed and unobserved by the true side, which can be saved. Although it sounds slim, it is more inspiring. Forge ahead.

In the past, there was no rational basis for doing so, but what I think of now makes me feel that there is a rational basis. (My novel "Restricted Level Doomsday Symptoms" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there is also a 100% lottery gift for everyone! Now open WeChat, click on the "+" sign in the upper right "Add friends" , Search the public account "qdread" and pay attention, the speed is fast!) (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. Mobile Please read it.)