Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Dr. Ruan Li has always been worried about my illness, but I do n’t have any doubts about my state. Perhaps this calmness without any doubts is a manifestation of the deterioration of my symptoms? However, even if I think so, I still don't put too much effort into treatment. novel. I have given up treatment, not because of the emotion of self-aggrandizement, but I have never thought about why it is necessary to treat, I have many things to do, and these things are in my spirit. Status is related. I have come to a conclusion from more and more encounters. If I am "cured", I will probably lose the ability to save others, or even the opportunity.

I haven't fulfilled my promise, I haven't managed to save a person I love, no matter what the truth of the world I face is, I don't want to just give up halfway. No matter what "Jiang" is, no matter what my "love" for it is, I have no reason to stop. Suppose, I did not encounter these things, these people and non-humans, assuming that when I returned to normal, everyone else lost the opportunity to return to normal. When I think of such a world, I ca n’t help but feel another kind of difference from facing “virus” Fear of time.

Unlike the past, now I see many tragic things, those tragedies that cannot be reversed with my own will, let me feel another sense of destiny that drifts with the drift in the illusion that "I am the center of the world". In this conflict between mighty power and egoism, I know how incompetent, weak and stupid I am, and how narrow my horizons are. There are too many things in this world that I cannot understand and explain, but full of malicious Things, always let themselves helpless. Even so, I still do not want to give up. Even if the beautiful vision in my heart was torn apart by personal experience, the light it radiated still did not disappear, it was still yearning. I am willing to step on these glowing glass slags, even if my body is covered with bruises, I still have to find a glimmer of hope that exists only in my imagination.

My mind is sober. I know what I am doing. I never deny that I am a mental patient. Because of this, I can go to places where normal people dare not dabble in the darkness that is wider than "ordinary". Look for things that are not available in "normal". Whether it is my mysterious expert status at this time, or my assumptions about the dark world I face. As well as the abnormal thoughts and emotions, are my weapons.

I firmly believe that everything I have done will become the basis for supporting myself. Even just narrating your own experiences and ideas into a story can inspire yourself in the spiritual world.

Everything I have encountered in the past, including death itself, has created the present me, giving me the strength to move forward now. Although this process is full of regret and pain, but. Looking back at these journeys, I found that I had never regretted it. Maybe it's because, long ago, I might have realized these. I'm stupid than I thought, but. My heart is stronger than I thought-now, I have confidence and claim to any malicious outside.

This is Gao Chuan. A 16-year-old top student.

As in the past, I straightened my spine and walked among the bustling crowds of the city without any hesitation or hesitation. Before the end of the day, this prosperous metropolis was still bathed in warm sunlight, as if it were malicious in the dark, covered by this glorious side, and could not even smell a little **** smell. Although I know that the dark evil has never disappeared and is used to appearing under the night, but I also like this bright and warm day. In works such as movie novels, the mysterious dark side often hates, envy and fears the sun, but I now feel that it is just a description of the unintelligible and unmatched darkness and malicious weakening, at least, You know, things beyond imagination are not so fragile at all.

I used to think that evil and darkness are something that can be realized and understood, but now I have other ideas, perhaps-powerful, incomprehensible, unmatched, unstoppable-a collection of these concepts, It is evil and darkness relative to all "weak" itself. Humans always shape their own image as "can grow infinitely and have infinite possibilities", perhaps because people know that they actually have the limit, but they are hidden by their side, hiding "absolutely unmatched" Things ”, and one can only become or defeat these things from the“ imagination ”.

Just in Paris, right now, where people are subconsciously neglected, a group of people who have been in contact with those things and thus gained extraordinary power, but still unable to defeat that thing in essence, are trying to go further Contacting it or rejecting it, but probably everyone knows that, apart from acknowledging its existence and absoluteness, other ideas and actions are meaningless.

The internet ball and the doomsday truth religion are the most classic and most distinctive representatives of these people. The doomsday doctrine pursues the doomsday truth, the reason is very complicated, and it is impossible to justify it from physiology and psychology, but, I think, these complex and tangled reasons are not lacking in their ultimate embodiment of the absolute Yearning. Netball rejects the doomsday truth because it is based on this yearning, but they admit that this is just a "longing", not "reality."

In the final analysis, what the Doomsday Religious Church thinks and does appears to be very "realistic" in the context of the Doomsday. However, excluding all these external factors, and only the inner heart, I think that the Internet Ball is actually more "Reality"-acknowledging that you are a person, clearly standing in the position of human beings, and rejecting something, is indeed more realistic than trying to make yourself an inhuman, trying to accept what is in an inhuman position.

Such a realistic network ball, every action that it urges, even in this world of repeaters, seems to be one dimension away from the outside headquarters, just like being based in a new world, the influence of the network ball is everywhere. Their business strategy, to a large extent, makes the business strategy lean towards the direction that the online ball is good at. With the expansion of power, the online ball is also promoting its own ideas. These ideas and publicity methods have been thoroughly refined in the outside world, so in a short period of time, they have blossomed in this world of repeaters.

Assuming the development strategy of people without internet balls. It has not been known so far, but under the strong influence of the cyber ball, strongholds will be set up everywhere in their own power. The formation and operation of these strongholds are unusual, and even the Doomsday Truth cannot be easily removed. I do n’t know the secret, but one thing is certain. No matter how the Doomsday Truth can be hidden, when every town in Europe is nailed, there is nowhere to hide. , Has been using action to force the doomsday truth to appear, mysterious experts are very clear, the horror of the doomsday truth hidden in the dark. It is also based on strongholds. Only in a short time, we can find many suspicious points involving the doomsday truth. However, before digging out all the suspicions and clues, they still dare not act rashly. In order to consolidate themselves, they cannot send more powerful personnel to deal with these suspicions. Can only turn to me who used to be a companion. But once again let the team lose a heavy betrayal.

For many people, this is a frustrating situation. Not everyone welcomed me who came to the door, although I brought some important information to them. Paris is an international metropolis, the person in charge of the stronghold here. It is also a Mageweave messenger, but he has transformed his mystery into an electronic demon messenger to ensure that he has sufficient self-protection capabilities during the development process. After all, there is always no way to expect that a group of people who cannot use mysterious powers will guide the electronic demon messenger what to do, even if the other party is indeed a novice in experience.

When I entered the nightmare Las Vegas after dreaming, I had known John Bull and the intelligence had already been handled. Only then did she take the lead to contact the person in charge of the Paris stronghold. His image in the nightmare is like a decadent military ruffian, but, from the feeling, it may be someone who has done something in the army. My injury to this team made him feel dissatisfied with my heart. If it was n’t John Bull ’s prestige, he might not be interested in helping him. However, it's not that people who don't know the general. Although they are not happy, they still promised me a certain degree of support.

After Dr. Ruan Li left, I quickly went to this stronghold, hoping to use their energy to monitor Dr. Ruan Li's safety. Of course, I do n’t expect that they can undertake the protection work together.

I do n’t know if the Apocalyptic Church knows this Paris stronghold, but from past experience, of course, it is not going to set up only one stronghold in such a big fish-and-dragon city, nor will it put security guarantees in the end Truth teaches the naivety of its stronghold. Doomsday doctrines do not act less in large cities than they do in remote towns, not to mention, doomsday doctrines occupy the first hand advantage. Before entering Paris, the doomsday truth may have eroded the government departments here.

Therefore, it is a necessary choice to disguise a stronghold and split multiple strongholds, but it is not foolproof. However, since the establishment I visited, no special circumstances have occurred.

In a rental building where the appearance and decoration are very common, the person in charge welcomed me. His appearance is not much different from the nightmare in Las Vegas, but because the body is no longer wearing military uniforms, but cheap suits, so the smell of the ruff is also much less. He put on his forty-year-old stinky face, and my arrival made the air here tense. Except for him, the other members are the newly recruited local electronic demon messengers. Their understanding is limited to the surface, and they do n’t know how the person in charge described me-he must have had a related conversation with his subordinates- — These new members are not very friendly to me. Although they are not as serious as the "class enemies", they are enough to make people think whether they will do their best to my entrustment.

"You can rest assured that we are professional and pay attention to credibility." The person in charge who claims to be Ryder hummed with a nasal voice. He seemed to be sarcastic, but it was not so obvious. As in the past, the layout of this stronghold is still based on the "basement", and the organization that enters the basement is not responsible, but of course it is made with "mystery". Without using "mystery", you cannot find the entrance. If you use the wrong "mystery", you may also be hit with a certain intensity. I also believe that although the entrance is in this place, but. The export is definitely more than this one.

In the past, the stronghold of the cyber ball has encountered enemy raids more than once. In cities where the Doomsday Truth is preparing for major operations, even the hyena troops of the Goat Guild may break through the stronghold. I have encountered such a situation. Therefore, although the external security protection of the stronghold may not be so strict, there must be a lot of retreat channels, and they are sufficiently secret.

We walked into a door, and when we came out, it was no longer the room behind the door under the normal building structure. The walls filled with high-strength materials around are very thick, making it impossible for people to judge their position from the details. The lights on the ceiling of the hallway were always flashing. There is a haunted house atmosphere, but intuition is not dangerous. The chain judgment can only be determined. My location is underground, but I cannot judge the specific situation. However, what can be determined is that the vertical distance exceeds the normal observation distance of the chain judgment-fifty meters.

The atmosphere here is a bit gloomy. Grey walls, and flashing lights. None of them are the scenes that normal people like. It feels more like a place for detaining and studying mental patients. I really do n’t know why this stronghold was arranged like this. The person in charge, Ryder, took me all the way through several rooms, and the sounds and silhouettes faintly coming from the room seemed to be distributing some wonderful information. This creates a variety of negative associations and makes people feel that some people are doing inhumane things. However, in the chain judgment, these rooms are actually empty, there is no one figure.

"What's in the room?" I asked Ryder directly. He gave me a surprised look. The answer was: "Who knows, I didn't build it, I just used it."

"Can you tell me something? The atmosphere here is not very good." I still said very directly.

"Oh, understandable." Ryder immediately understood what I was talking about. "However, I can only tell you that this stronghold was once a private psychiatric hospital. After the mysterious spread, this psychiatric hospital was sold. , We took over. You asked why you took over? Of course I can tell you. Because at that time our people discovered that there were five electronic demon messengers in this psychiatric hospital, and their power was extremely close to this psychiatric hospital. Connection, so that their power also has an amplification effect-then, we bought it here and used it as a stronghold, although not many people like this weird atmosphere. "

"But its value is higher than the weird atmosphere. Right?" I said.

"Of course." Ryder should arrive casually.

"Every room is a stronghold, but unless there is a special opening method, otherwise, people who are not in this room can only see an empty room and some bad illusions, right?" I intuitively came to my mind The thought came out: "The actual location of the strongholds in major cities is not in the city, but in this mental hospital, with these rooms as the main body?"

Ryder stared at me with a suspicious gaze, and it looked like I was told. However, Ryder did not evaluate right or wrong, just took the road silently, probably going to the room used by the Paris stronghold. Behind me, there was a harsh door-opening sound. I stopped and looked back, but I could not see anyone showing up. But when I turned back, there was still a long way ahead, which had become a room The main entrance, and where I am, looking from the left, can't see the end of the aisle.

Although the situation is very strange, but I am not surprised at this kind of thing.

Ryder pulled out a bunch of keys from his pocket. The style of the keychain was very old, just like in the old days, a bunch of long iron rings were strung together. It seemed as if he forgot which one, he counted them one by one, and it took a few seconds to determine-I think, no matter the style of the keychain, or his behavior of counting keys, it is meaningful, maybe it is An act of decoding, however, the facts are unsure—he opened the lock with the key and pushed the door in. I deliberately stayed outside and looked inside, only darkness. The figure of Ryder entering here seems to melt into the darkness.

The stronghold is indeed unusual, but unusual is normal. Without hesitation and fear, I stepped into the darkness. The darkness was just a moment, like the curtains suddenly opened, and the light suddenly spread out. It is another room, but the lighting in the room is very stable, the decoration is also very modern, the color is warm and soft, and it is completely different from the atmosphere felt outside. In charge of the Paris stronghold, the second mysterious expert of the Las Vegas special combat team is working here. His mission is related to his mystery. I think that he is monitoring the whole Paris, or maybe there are more The place.

Clumsy, out-of-date, old TV sets piled up in the room. In addition to the TV set, there were only a variety of snacks and paper coffee cups. The entire room was filled with ionized odor, the oily aroma of snacks and Coffee smells and the air looks very cloudy. The woman staring at the TV was dressed in a decadent home squat. Her hair was messy and she was lying on the side of the floor. She was eating big snacks, and even if we entered, it did not affect her movements. Her behavior is easily reminiscent of fat and ugly women with nutritional imbalances. However, although she only sees her back, it is undeniable that this figure is not bad.

"Kyoko, the man is here." Ryder sat sideways, grabbing a bag of snacks and eating it.

The woman named Kyoko seemed to freeze for two or three seconds before turning back, and her eyes turned a little at a loss. After a while, she "oh, oh" a few times, as if she didn't know what to do. Scratched her messy hair with greasy hands and asked me, "Deep fritters or coffee?" She didn't stare at me with unpleasant eyes like Ryder, which was really delightful. Although her image is unbearable, but in terms of skin, face and figure, it is not so unsightly. If it is not sportswear, the figure will probably be better.

From the appearance, Kyoko is probably in her twenties, but even if she is not so majestic, it is undeniable that she is a mysterious expert. During this difficult journey into the world of repeaters, there are many mysteries The expert left behind and died, and she has lived to the present, and in fact, proved her luck and ability. Like Ryder, she is also a Mageweave messenger and transformed into an electronic demon. However, Ryder has three Mageweaves, and she has only two Mageweaves. Both of them have Mageweaver superpowers. Kyoko is a genius who self-enlightens superpowers, and Ryder, like me, is an ordinary person who forcibly develops superpowers when Mageweave is promoted.

"Coffee is fine." I said, sitting on the ground as usual in the village, took out cigarettes and handed two to them. Both Ryder and Kyoko did not refuse. I also smoked one, and the air here was already It's dirty enough, so it doesn't matter if it's dirty, anyway, in terms of the constitution of the Mageweaver, it's completely harmless. At least, I have no cleanliness.

"Ryder told me that you hope we can guarantee the safety of that doctor Ruan Li." Kyoko went directly to the topic.

"At least in Paris." I said, "I think that some people in the circle have already stared at her, although I don't know why."

"Well, we are all people who believe in intuition." Kyoko paused and said bluntly: "The entire Paris, including the 100-kilometer suburb ~ www.readwn.com ~ is my normal monitoring range. However, My ability to interfere with the monitoring location is not high. If an emergency occurs, you need Ryder's help. "

I glanced at Ryder. He was still unhappy, but after a few seconds of silence, he should still bear it: "I am professional and I will do internal affairs."

I nodded, and his face was better without much talk.

"So, let's see, who is staring at Dr. Ruan Li?" Xingzi said with little motivation, "Mr. Gao Chuan, you go to the turntable."

"Which TV? Which TV?" I asked.

"Randomly." Kyoko's answer made me understand what was going on. Her ability is probably just like the "divination" in occultism. Targeted precise capture requires certain factors of related people as an introduction. I didn't ask why, I chose an antique black and white TV in a suitable position, and turned the program **** a few times at will.

The next moment, the image on the TV screen fluctuated, and when it became clear again, it had changed from black and white to color. And Dr. Ruan Li appeared in the center of the screen, as if there was an invisible camera, always following. (To be continued ...)