Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

There are such monsters in the "deep" or "the other side" of the nightmare in Las Vegas. Perhaps this is the truth of the nightmare system constituted by the electronic demon. John Bull said before that the nightmare Las Vegas, as an open nightmare, is theoretically a place where every electronic demon messenger can reach. Its essence is actually a huge storage space for conscious information, even us intruders , As long as you accept the electronic demon summoning system, you will inevitably leave a piece of information here. It is impossible to know which aspect of this information is, but what is certain is that this huge information repository is definitely not open and fair. The place is bound to be full of conspiracy. If the electronic demon summoning system is the security system of the Las Vegas repeater and a trap buried by the Nazis, then of course, anyone who has used the electronic demon summoning system can be regarded as having fallen into the trap.

There are still many doubts about this inference. For example, if the current mysterious expansion of the island> The novel is successful, then why not use this electronic demon summoning system as the world at the beginning of the construction of this repeater world? Part of it, in order to build a cycle in accordance with the proliferation of the world ’s population, but chose to let the invader personally promote this mysterious spread after the arrival of the invader? Did the Nazis make so many arrangements just to target us intruders? Or maybe there are deeper targets, and we intruders are just incidental to the entire strategy?

Judging from the power displayed by the current repeater, the Nazi actions can actually be more direct and decisive, just like the blitz they were most good at in the past, but only after the gathering of Doomsday Truth and other lone people gathered, the entire repeater was allowed The world is mysterious, as if deliberately waiting for all actors to come on stage. It also makes people think so far. Everything including the doomsday doctrine of the doomsday is just like making a wedding dress for the Nazis.

What is the goal of the Nazis? The ultimate answer is naturally "the end", but before reaching the end, what stage goals do they plan to achieve? Now they are invaded by the outside world, and the layout of the Las Vegas repeater. What is the connection? What killer skills are hidden, so that they are so confident that they can reverse everything after a series of unsatisfactory silence? Regardless of the outside world or the world of repeaters, the people who resisted the Nazis have already taken active actions, and what are the Nazi cards that regard these positive actions as part of their plan?

Among these problems, something disturbing is hidden. It's because I can't confirm what it is, so I feel anxious, just like being chased by the hour hand. I had to accelerate, but there was a huge black hole hidden in front of me, and I would fall into it sometime.

From my point of view, what the Nazis did was indeed maddening. If they could be annihilated, no matter what position they stood on, I would never hesitate, but. Even if it defeats the Nazis, it does not mean that the process of the end of the illusion of the end will stop. The "virus" can not form a sufficient blow. The horror of the "virus" made me have to assume that it will be enhanced at every moment of the end of the process, even if the Nazis and the Doomsday Truth are completely eliminated, everything it wants. It may also have been obtained in this process. Starting from this assumption, it is meaningless to simply defeat any person or organization in the illusion of apocalypse. The historical trend of doomsday illusions dominated by "scripts" can't really be changed under the premise of being unable to fight against "viruses". If I can do something. In other words, to do something for "Jiang" who truly has the possibility of ultimate victory, it must not be to resist the "script" and reverse the end of the process, but to gather what the "virus" wants in the events that converge into the general trend. Whatever it is, something? A certain result? Material or spiritual? Cut off as much as possible.

Assuming that "Jiang" and "Virus" are two sides of one body, then what "Virus" needs is naturally also what "Jiang" needs. From the logic of life behavior, since "virus" infects human beings, whether subjectively or objectively, consciously or instinctively, or just inadvertently, it forms a doomsday illusion, which becomes the core of the doomsday process, which means Therefore, in this process, something beneficial to it will be born, even if it is not for nutrition, but only exists here, resulting in this series of consequences.

Because, no life will take the initiative to stay in an environment that is harmful to itself, and its own impact on the environment will not be completely harmful, but there must be a gain for it, and even it is urgently needed.

From this behavioral logic, the existence and pathology of patients with doomsday syndrome, the existence of doomsday illusions, and even human observation and research on "viruses" may exist in favor of "viruses," while humans and "viruses" are in The existence of an essential gap also leaves humans without the possibility of directly posing a threat to them, and it is impossible to talk about it, but to personally change the series of deteriorations that are occurring.

If there is no "jiang", then the "virus" should be truly desperate. However, since "Jiang" exists, it must have the reason for its existence. No matter what the reason is, I think, after a long time, probably no one can really parse out this cause, unless human beings are equivalent to "virus". It is highly likely to be a first-line life. The memory about the death of Zhenjiang's disease and the relationship between Zhenjiang and Gaochuan, including the behavior of "eating Zhenjiang" that happened to Gaochuan after Zhenjiang's death, and from After that, the serum program that really started, and the salvation that came with the serum program, their failure to save Sakuya, and the changes in the illusion of doomsday gradually made me realize that the so-called "serum" may not be normal pathology. Of serum.

Because something that cannot reach the height of the "virus" and something that cannot interfere with the "virus" is not enough to defeat it. Therefore, serum should possess some characteristics of "virus" and have characteristics that distinguish it from it. Since the beginning of the serum plan, Gao Chuan firmly believed in the existence of serum, and the personnel who gave this belief originated from the death of Zhen Jiang and Gao Chuan's "cannibalism" behavior, assuming that this memory has certain authenticity, then. The so-called serum naturally has something to do with this origin.

Based on the above clues and analyzing everything I have encountered so far, I can't help but think of "Jiang", which is regarded as a "virus" by Resel and Dorothy. "Jiang", which seems to be closely related to "virus" but has subtle differences in various performances, may be "sera" in the true sense.

From this conclusion, when I feel "Jiang", "Serum" can already be regarded as having been born. However, judging from my experience later, although it works, it is not ideal. Even so, with the adventure of Gao Chuan including me, it has been becoming stronger.

"Virus" is not a virus in the general sense, and "Jiang" is naturally not a serum in the general sense. "Virus" cannot be directly observed, but my connection with "Jiang" is closer, so that I can feel the existence of "Jiang" more deeply, which indirectly reduces the difficulty of "observation". Let the color and Dorothy, which also mutated based on the original Gaochuan's serum plan, also feel it, and even observe it in some way. Therefore, it is regarded as a "virus".

Yes, if it is such a logic, it can penetrate all the things that Gao Gao experienced, and it is the most logical explanation to date.

"Virus" is a monster, and "Jiang" as a serum against it is also a monster. The two are integrated on both sides. The latter can be regarded as a biological change of the former. The interference of the "virus" on its own environment directly or indirectly affects human beings like ants. For them, they don't even know it, and they don't care about small human beings. Just like when people sit down, they don't care whether they crushed an ant, but the result of this interference must not be completely harmful to them, but it does not mean that it is totally beneficial. The emergence of "Jiang" may be a manifestation of this incomplete benefit. Its birth, at the beginning, had an impact on the "virus" as if humans had been bitten by ants. It felt a bit, but it was not care. However, this also means that "Jiang" has an influence on "virus".

Taking it one step further, just as when people eat, although it is a physical need and beneficial, the food used will also have an impact on the body. The worst is naturally carcinogenic, which is an extreme, incomplete Useful embodiment. So, if "Jiang" is a serum against "virus", it is an extremely incomplete benefit from the intentional or unintentional behavior of "virus", then is it the cancer of "virus"?

Cancer cells will absorb the patient ’s nutrients and continue to multiply without benefit, but they will not stop eating behaviors. So, is it necessary for "Jiang" to be caused by "viruses", and intercepting that part of the series of beneficial changes What about the part?

Based on this assumption, you can completely ignore the changes in the illusion of doomsday, and not resist the doomsday process depicted in the "script", but in the process, take away what is good for the "virus". I don't know, what is the beneficial thing, but "Jiang" knows. "Jiang" affects my behavior in my body. When I accepted this influence, I became a part of "Jiang". My love for it, the kind of love that spans races, may come from here.

The Zhenjiang and Fujiang I have seen are definitely not the original face of "Jiang". From the perspective of survival instinct and utilitarianity, they may be regarded as a change of symbiotic form. I am satisfied from it, and my actions will meet the needs of "Jiang", and it is the love shown in this satisfaction process that connects this interaction that spans life forms and modes of existence. From a rational point of view, love is a survival mechanism of life. Through this mechanism, the two with isolation are connected to complete the interaction that sustains the reproduction of life. And my love for "Jiang", the love embodied in the forms of Zhenjiang and Fujiang, and the abnormality that "Jiang" showed to me at the moment of crisis is also the love of this survival mechanism. The difference between the life forms and existing ways of "Jiang" and me has caused Zhenjiang to express their deviations in spirit and humanity.

I do not resist to understand the love between me and Jiang from such a rational and logical point of view, and love, in a logical and rational way, allows me to see the hope of defeating the "virus". In the past, such an idea was rather vague. However, it should be rooted in the mind of Gaochuan as soon as the "Jiang" was born. Because, from the moment it was born, "Jiang" used its existence similar to "virus". It has an impact on things that are born and changed by the "virus", especially me who is directly related to it.

Cancer is a terminal illness for humans, but this does not mean that it will have a lethal effect from the beginning. Similarly, it is necessary to defeat the "virus". "Jiang" also needs to grow. The key to growth is that I do n’t disturb the end of the process, because I do n’t even know what the “virus” needs, what the “jiang” needs, what is beneficial in the end of the process, what if there is no end of the process To make those useful. on the other hand. Since the doomsday process cannot be stopped and cannot be reversed, the "virus" will certainly benefit from it, so "Jiang" should also instinctively know how to become the beneficiary. The benefit of "Jiang" also means the enhancement of the "serum" effect.

It is my feelings that guide me. My thoughts, my will. My instincts, and these things, have always been influenced by Jiang since its birth, no matter how it was. So, if you say. Thoughts may be wrong because of the three views of human beings. Then, following the deep call in the heart, there should be no mistake in the call of illusion.

And in this sensibility. Whether to destroy the doomsday truth religion and the Nazis came out with an "unimportant" concept. What I have done so far has not been confirmed as "necessary". From this perspective, what I do is very meaningful to myself, so that I can be satisfied, and I think that what I should do is meaningless for making "serum".

Yes, even if I reached the "deep" of this nightmare Las Vegas, I saw such a terrible monster, and, it can be recalled that the entire nightmare Las Vegas is reduced to this monster's "food" And, this "food" expands with the spread of mystery. Even if the clues I collected point to a vicious development, the doubt is like a hole in the truth, the cold wind leaking from it makes people tremble. Even if the end is approaching step by step, the Nazis and the Doomsday Truth Church are planting one trap after another, so that they have to advance in difficulty and anxiety, full of tragic colors. These stories, full of human entanglements, philosophical significance, and mysterious consciousness, are meaningless to "Virus" and "Jiang", and also meaningless to the Serum Project.

When I was constantly "digested" by this monster that twisted the world, such thoughts came into my mind.

However, such meaningless things made me continue to have emotional conflicts. I cannot stop these thoughts in my mind, and, as my body rots, these thoughts continue to accelerate and become more and more complicated. While I was doing something rationally meaningless, I sent a sentimental sigh at this meaninglessness, but I didn't want to stop at all. And this contradictory behavior seems to make me feel more mentally ill. The harm I have suffered here seems to be full of conspiracy, inevitable, but from another perspective, it is self-seeking. If I do n’t care about everything and do n’t participate before the emergence of the repeater control core, as Dr. Ruan Li said, being a normal person and watching the end of the world indifferently, then I am hurt , There will be very few.

Actually, I don't need any intelligence at all, "Jiang" has actually seen through everything. I only need to do the most critical thing at a certain moment. In this process, except for "Jiang", I don't need the help of other people, because human help is meaningless, which also means that I don't need to exchange anything with other people, I don't need to produce with them. interactive. Everything I do for people, everything that seems to be full of the glory of human nature, has not brought any change to the essence of people's survival. Only, the only thing that must be done by me is the core thing after a long period of preparation.

I know that this is the case, but I still ca n’t deal with it so rationally.

That's why I stood here, in a huge conspiracy vortex, troubled by the mystery, used imagination to piece together the truth, and used violence to solve the problem. I'm really not a smart person. I haven't always been. I'm just a top student, a student who aspires to be a hero. Is it a hero to do what you know is not pleasing and full of contradictions, but you think you should do it? I think so.

Thinking this way, in this depressing space, the emotions that seem to have become distorted and low, seem to be as high as the doping.

I feel that maybe only at this moment, in this conspiracy full of danger, distortion, and maliciousness, can I temporarily get rid of my innate mission and be a hero according to my own ideas. I am deeply in love with "Jiang" and in love with Misaki Ye, but, I act because of my deep love, not a hero, because, like that, I will hurt many people, and only give love to a few people, including one who is not The existence of man. Carrying the mission of making serum, in the slim hope, I became cold because I knew the truth of the end, nor is it a hero, because, like that, I can only pay attention to the results, and have no time to understand the process.

However, according to your own ideas, to protect a city, accept the commission of John Bull, and plunge into the vortex of conspiracy. Such a self is probably the closest to the hero. Because this is a self based on pure, want to save more people, even if the behavior is meaningless to the final result, even if the heart is full of contradictions, it still does so. A hero should be someone who is ambitious, confronts malice, and practices the process.

Whether it is a conspiracy or not, when I come to this distorted world, watching calmly as my body is decaying, my heart is full of contradictions, and when I am entangled in trouble, there is an unknown in a corner of my heart. pride. It's like, in these entanglements, the meaningless behaviors chosen by me, the scars, troubles and pains caused by them are all the medals of the hero.

I do n’t know if this is a medal, but I know that if all this brings me pain, then I wo n’t do it. On the contrary, now that I have done so, even if I struggle with distress, there must be something that I can accept and I am willing to accept.

I stood in front of the fast food restaurant again, and I felt that my flesh was constantly peeling off. Before the blood ran down to the ground, it had dried up and changed its color. As soon as the meat fell on the ground, it had rotted away and was swallowed by the ground. There is an invisible mouth, biting my internal organs, my mouth has leaked, and there are probably only holes in my nose and ears. When the wind blows, a lot of hair is removed from the top of my head. Like a corpse jumping out of a coffin.

I stretched out my hand ~ www.readwn.com ~ I saw bones that gradually lost their luster from the cuffs. I think it is gradually losing calcium and becoming fragile. The monster seems to be as hungry as to squeeze out the bone marrow. The terrible self filled my heart with peace. The damage I suffered here proved that I came here and indirectly saved some people who would do this for me. This is what I should do, because only I can go out alive.

I pushed open the door of the fast food restaurant, and from the door, I could see a large group of people dancing like demons. When I walked in, the noisy restaurant suddenly became silent.

They are staring at me. I can be sure that they are rough guys with no facial features. However, the feeling of being watched is like being deliberately pierced with a needle, sharp and malicious. What are these things? I do n’t know. One thing I can do is to lift the suitcase, open all the holes, and then

attack!

In an instant, huge sound waves flooded the entire fast food restaurant. Shockwaves caused hurricanes, rolled up knives and forks and other sharp cutlery, which struck me from all directions, and shattered in the intense collision sparks. Every second, KY3000 is trying to destroy every place that the chain judgment can observe. And those humanoid things, weaker than expected, began to disperse in the barrage. (To be continued ...)