Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

After the dead soldiers, it appeared to be spiritual \ "mysterious \", although I did not feel that I would be overwhelmed by this power from the beginning, after all, I have experienced a considerable test before the world, spiritual The erosion is terrible, but compared to the tests given by \ "江 \" and \ "Hospital Reality \", it is not an irresistible force. In occultism, the danger of spiritual erosion lies in self-denial, which comes to many people. It is said that although you can usually think that your will is firm enough, when facing the irresistible and huge negative thinking tide, can you get rid of the confrontation between positive and negative thinking? The key is that even if you are mentally prepared and already aware of your actions, there is a certain chance that the battle will fail-precisely because, seemingly firm hearts, have been constantly swinging, people ’s Firmness is only manifested by defeating negative emotions and thoughts when they appear. When there is no psychological struggle, it is nothing more than a one-sided statement to say "\ never be beaten down \" anyway.

I do n’t think it ’s very difficult to pass this test. Compared with the tests I have taken before, it is still a kind of lightheartedness. I ask myself, fight with my negative thoughts, and advance in the contradiction of thinking and self-interpretation. I usually do it. It ’s more of a battle than melee combat. I think there are not many people who can really understand the saying "I am always fighting with myself" because there are so many cases At that time, just if the instinct to walk is like that, it will not deliberately make people pay attention.

Compared with the hardship during fighting, the fatigue after getting the result is also heavier than the hardship experienced during the battle.

\ "Mystery \" allows spiritual erosion to manifest in the form of \ "yoke \", although it is not visible. However, it can be felt that the more specific form of yoke can be transformed into the mind by feeling. And this test. The biggest danger. I am afraid not in the self-interrogation stage, but in the final decision to move forward. The feeling that the body is torn apart like glass-because it is not clear whether the shackles are broken, The body is still fragmenting, so sometimes I feel that if I continue to do so, even if the shackles are broken, the body will be torn together, and then I will die.

It ’s terrible to realize that you will die, especially when you are struggling. In front of the people who have put up their energy to advance and survive, at the last moment, this sense of death appears to be abandoned. It is enough for people who have passed the early stage. Stop again. I do n’t know how many people will stop because of the last fear, but even if there is no definite evidence, but I think, at that time, there is no \ "Even if you die, you have to go forward \" "The idea is probably not true.

No matter what would happen if I really stopped at the time, it doesn't matter now, I am moving forward, this is an indisputable fact, the feeling of mental erosion has faded, although if you pay attention to listening, there will be blurry and full of A whisper of negative emotions, but as long as you turn your attention away, there is no threat at all. I am even more worried about the situation at the school dormitory. Spiritual erosion does not happen near the old toilet. I have always assumed that the old toilet is the abnormal core. The plan, therefore, the scope of this mental erosion can be regarded as a truly threatening anomaly scope is expanding, or it can be seen that this time the danger from anomalies will occur within the scope of the fog-after The person is naturally the most unpleasant situation.The mental erosion of the previous intensity is not everyone can survive.I use my own experience and past experience as the standard to estimate the huge damage it can cause.

The odds of those combat experts being able to pass the test are only about one-third. Moreover, in the process of going through the test, the sense of connection with the night crow quark has become much thinner, is it related to the nature of the mental attack? ? I walked alone in the fog, and threw away the third cigarette-the time for the three cigarettes passed, the night crow quark still failed to come, what is the situation? At this time, even if I want to carry the feeling past I can't do it either, as if something is invisible between me and it.

The power of the electronic demon is undoubted, but if you ca n’t reach the owner in time, it will reveal a huge flaw. If you encounter a melee combat at this time, it is really dangerous. The current situation is exactly what I took over this mystery. The weakest time since the incident, and is this weakness a targeted trap, or is it just a coincidence? I couldn't help thinking about it.

No, consider it as "" coincidence "", not my style. Suppose this is a trap designed for the ability of the electronic demon. The purpose is to weaken me or prove that the electronic demon does have flaws. Then, the enemy's next step , It should come sooner. If I wait until the night crow quark returns, when I get out of the weak state, isn't it in vain?

If you think about it this way, the previous spiritual erosion did not find the source, or it was the specific object that launched this \ "mystery \". "Alternatively, it's \" There is some more specific will to dominate such an attack \ ".

The attack happened twice, but it still makes people think that the enemy's body is unknown, and the abnormal body is unknown. Merely dead soldiers and mental erosion are not enough to prove more.

\ "啧. \" I snorted in my heart, \ "Mystery \" is really an elusive thing, fortunately, from the initial contact, I did not do useless work.

I called the night crow quark again, and the feeling of obstruction reappeared again. Can I really only pass over the old toilet by myself? I ca n’t help but think that if it is a coincidence, it is blocked by the powerful means of highlighting, Isn't that too coincidental? The Night Crow Quark was just showing its prestige. Time, place and ... [,! ] Encounter, people have to mind.

I moved my wrist a bit, and my skin was a bit numb. Although the mental erosion was not as strong as before, it does still exist. The distance I walked, in other words, I should see the old toilet, but this time. The surrounding is still endless gray fog, and hazy architectural outlines, what buildings are there in the school, and what does the building look like. What is the surrounding environment. I am very clear, so. Every time I turn around and see When the blurry building outlines floating in the gray fog, there is a feeling of \ "How many are they copied? \"

Even if I walk straight towards those buildings, I ca n’t get there. I ’ve tried it. I want to determine whether these buildings are real or an illusion. Why can I conclude that I am advancing, but still continue to encounter them. According to the normal Route, these buildings should have disappeared behind them.

However, the gray fog at this time seems to transform the familiar campus into a grotesque labyrinth, those huge. The architectural outlines that can be used as reference objects are not all accessible, in other words, they can be considered. The scenery I have seen is not completely true, and while walking, I have long lost the reference. In this way, I am anxious to find the mood of a real building that really exists and can be touched. It becomes urgent. If there is no reference object, or if the reference object is wrong, ordinary people cannot judge distance, speed and time.

I can still be sure that I am indeed moving forward, just because, what I use to observe is not the naked eye, but the sensitive intuition and ripples of the chain judgment. However, even if there are both, if I want to reach the target, it seems that it is still Very troublesome thing.

There is no battle, the threat is in the valley, it seems that everything will be better, however, the result has turned into a state of "seemingly lost", it is also very annoying. From this perspective, a third danger has emerged Just like the spring rain, Runwu quietly acts on all the sober people in the school. At this time, I am afraid that many people will hope that there can be such a tangible thing as a dead soldier. Indeed, heartily fight the last one. Field, more pleasant than the current situation.

However, considering that this is the state of \ "attack \", then it is not easy to make the enemy feel comfortable, it is the most natural.

I took the fourth cigarette and summoned the Night Crow Quark again.

Failed.

Failed again.

The gray fog is still spreading, the outline of the building is still repeating, the left hand side is the back side outline of the auditorium, and the right hand side can see the lamp holder of the street lamp, the light flashes as usual, it seems that the line is aging every moment, The state of imminent damage. Then, there is a sense of gaze from all directions, which is full of malicious feelings, like a needle stick, but whether there is something in there, it is uncertain.

The illusion and the actual existence cannot be distinguished.The illusion and the actual existence can be exchanged at any time. The familiar places in the past have become maze-like, making people unable to determine whether they are really familiar with the environment.There are specific monsters and mental attacks For people with big nerves, it will only be \ "strange and intangible \", but for people who are very sensitive to abnormal feelings, it will be \ "very scary \"-these The situation is one of the most classic gray fog phenomena.

However, although classic and familiar, there is still no fixed solution.

I took out chalk from the pocket of the combat trench coat and portrayed the magic circle on the ground. This approach was successful when rescued the night of the night. However, whether this time can still be successful, I can't answer with a positive attitude.

When I bent down and looked away from me, the feeling of being threatened by something was even stronger. The ripples of the chain judgment clearly did not observe a more substantial anomaly, but the thing that feels is still Very. My dare not focus entirely on the depiction of the magic circle. The weak mental erosion is also interfering with the thinking. Whether it is active or passive, the concentration is out of a fairly low level. Just like this In the state, I heard footsteps.

It seems to be heard, not sure. When I straightened my waist and looked in the direction where the voice came faintly, I couldn't hear it.

I watched in that direction for two or three seconds, and once again summoned the Night Crow Quark to no avail, and had to continue to draw the magic circle again. After all, continue to move forward, although it feels right to go forward, I feel that I can definitely reach my destination, But how long it takes is unsure. If the night crow quark can be summoned, the time problem can be solved more effectively, but it is an indisputable fact that the night crow quark cannot respond. So, stop at this time The next step is to describe the magic array, which is also a chance gambling.

If it succeeds, it is naturally best. If it does not succeed, you must count the time wasted in portraying the magic circle. During this time, it is difficult to determine what will happen to other people. Ordinary people are more mysterious than mysterious. Experts, the disadvantages are here, mysterious experts can obtain intelligence in a more timely manner. Playing the channel. However, ordinary people do not have too many options.

I can't connect with the night crow quark now. The gap between me and the average person is not big, so I don't have many choices. Every choice, compared with when the night crow quark is around, the risks are magnified.

I smoked the fifth cigarette, and the footsteps outside the field of vision sounded again. This time, I did n’t look at it for the first time, but I confirmed it through listening. That is indeed the footsteps. I patiently portrayed the magic circle and worked hard Do n’t focus on that. Because when I deliberately observed before, the sound disappeared-I regard this anomaly as \ "condition \" and obey.

Then, the footsteps are getting closer and closer. I seem to be doing it right, if it is heavy. [,! ] Repeat the last time. I deliberately searched for the sound, it probably wo n’t come close. However, who is approaching in the end? The fog has changed the sound to a certain extent, just by the sound of footsteps, it is impossible to conclude that the comer is a monster , Or human.

The sound of footsteps is constantly approaching, which makes it easy to give birth to the idea of ​​"will soon be near", but in fact, until I completed the magic circle, the sound stopped only about three meters away from me. This distance, even in the fog now, can see the other person's appearance.

I slowly stood up, turned around, and brought in the eyelids-was it me?

The appearance, figure, and appearance are exactly the same as I am now. It is like another self coming out of the mirror. However, his face is more haggard than I am at this time, and the windbreaker on his body is also damaged in many places. The fierce battle, the left hand drooped a little unnaturally, probably suffered a very serious injury, when I looked at me silently, but my eyes were not spirited, and the sense of tiredness seemed to permeate the bone marrow. This way, he stood three meters away and looked at me quietly, without speaking, but it made people feel that his existence seemed to imply-for example, to imply that his future would look like this?

\ "Phantom? \" I said, maybe, with a little thought of asking questions.

\ "No, it ’s true. \" He talked and answered, as if it were true, \ "as you think. \"

\ "What am I thinking? \" I asked, and slightly adjusted my posture, the weapon mechanism on my body was already in a state of excitation at any time.

\ "I ’m thinking, are you another illusion. It ’s very real. \" He said that, but this kind of saying makes people care a little, \ "I know what weapons are hidden in you. And, you are not using it for the first time, so probably you ca n’t kill me, because, you do n’t have so much experience about **** yourself. \ "

\ "You killed yourself? \" What do I start to think of-for example, similar to Zuo Chuan's ability \ "Inherent Enchantment-Self Cage \", but listening to him, I think I am him Mirror?

\ "... It seems that you are new. \" He did not answer directly, but raised his right hand, which was free to move, and ejected the arm blade. Only at this time, his gray eyes Only a sharp sharp light flashed through. His words and actions have made me understand the current situation-his fighting will is very firm.

\ "Do n’t explain the current situation to me? Fortunately, we look so. \" I said that, but for the sake of safety, I ejected the arms of both hands. If the opposite \ "高 川 \", really It ’s a mirror image, and he has fought against other mirrors and won the victory before he came here. Then, even if his image is embarrassed at this time, it should not be underestimated. From his perspective, maybe I am just a new mirror. But, from my point of view, he is actually standing in front of the ultimate leader-because, I am real, this point, even if he talks more, it will not make me shaken.

We both affirm each other's existence, and it is true, and because of this affirmation, once we fight, we will not be merciful. Assuming that it is a mirror image of the ability, then, he killed him all the way, In terms of experience and technology, there is not much gap with me who has experienced a lot of battles.

\ "Is experience, skill and weapons even? \" I was thinking in my heart, \ "However, even if the spiritual level is not considered, there is still a certain gap. \"

\ "Do you think the injury on my body is the decisive factor? \" He said to me at this time: \ "But. I came here with this body, so you do n’t have to worry at all. \"

\ "... It ’s really like talking to myself, what am I thinking. Do you know? \" I said: \ "So. You should also know that I hate the most. It is to fight myself. \ "

\ "Although I know, but since you are me, you should know. I walked along this way. Not only me, other ordinary people are fighting with themselves at any time, if they win, they will advance, if they fail, they will shrink. . It is not necessarily a good thing to advance, and it is not necessarily a bad thing to retreat. Everything is so ... "" He moved a little left hand and pulled out the crushed cigarette from the tattered windbreaker. It was rounded and lit, deep Take a deep breath, \ "It hurts. However, even if you move forward, you do n’t necessarily encounter good things. I still ca n’t stop. You should understand? Do you think so? So, we met, this is inevitable. of.\"

\ "When we meet, we must fight. Is this also a rule? \" I said.

\ "What are you confused about? \" He said: \ "You can win better by defeating yourself. This is inevitable. Do n’t you think so? \"

\ "No. \" I said calmly, without opening the posture of the attack, \ "Only when I ’m sure, and the ideas between each other do not coexist, will I fight. If you are mine, it should be understandable. In my mind Even when the most complex and contradictory ideas appear in one of them, they cannot coexist. The complexity and variety of ideas will not hinder their progress. More importantly, they can learn from the parts that can promote each other. Eliminate obstacles. \ "

\ "This is the manifestation of hesitation. Although it ’s nice to say, it ’s just that I ca n’t make a decision in the first time. \" He finally said it, not the same idea as me, although, such an idea It is also what I have had, and it also exists now, \ "The enemy is so powerful, the road is so bad, unable to make a determination at the fastest speed, the will will be slowly worn away, or, the best solution opportunity will be missed. Only following one idea and advancing without hesitation is the real way to proceed. If you are mine, can you understand? \ "

……. [,! ] Is it really a further manifestation of mental erosion? From whispering, it becomes a more direct collision. From a certain perspective, the person in front of me who is extremely similar to himself is indeed himself-in thousands of thoughts, I made a different choice than me.

In the first time, I made clear the strength of this \ "enemy \", hidden under his tired appearance, maybe something harder than my inner.

\ "The murderer Gaochuan? \" I feel the familiar part from this sense of hardness, \ "No, if it is really a murderer, you will attack if you do n’t say anything, but you talked to me, What do you want from the conversation? \ "

\ "Slaying ghost? Well, it ’s a familiar name, but that ’s just another manifestation of cowardice. I used to think for a while that I was powerful, and now it makes me feel ashamed when I think about it. \" He Say: \ "Killing decisively does not mean that there is no dialogue, and dialogue is also a form of battle. It is unnecessary to confirm that the other party ’s ideas are indeed contrary to their own. This process is also very important. Just like now, with you For reference, to have a conversation with you, I can understand myself more clearly, know the path I have to take, and what I have to give up for my desire. \ "He paused and sincerely said to me: \" True Yes, it ’s nice to see you, the other me. It does n’t matter whether you are an illusion or a real one. The conversation with you allows me to be more determined to go my own way. If you are me, you should also be happy Right. \ "

\ "Ah-that ’s right. \" His words made my fighting will firm and took the offensive posture. \ "Although our choices are different, but firmly follow our own path, this is what In common, I actually think that we can coexist. However, for you, it probably wo n’t work. \ "

\ "Yes. So, if you do n’t want to die-\" He said it, and it was behind me when it sounded again, \ "Just hurry up! \"