More than a month ago, I read page 66, and more than a month later, I read page 98.

The main reason why I can't read the book is the confusion.

Although he pretended not to care, everyone else had debuted, and only he was left in place—emptiness, loss, envy, jealousy and sadness, all mixed feelings, which could only make her absent-minded.

However, you have to pretend.

Just like now, in fact, he really wanted to see these friends he hadn't seen for a long time, but he couldn't.

He was afraid of the boys' concern, especially that person's concern. He was tired of pretending in front of the girls, and he didn't want to continue performing in front of the boys.

...

Jiang Quan held the 98-page book and stared blankly.

Ten minutes passed and it was still page 98, and a quarter of an hour passed and it was still page 98.

More than a month ago, when Jiang Quan watched Liu Yifan walking towards her aperture with his ruffian hand under his arm, he was still secretly surprised. This scene really resembles the scene in a romantic drama where people walk arm in arm towards the palace of marriage. In the scene, Liu Yifan is really brave.

Unexpectedly, when it was his turn, Wei Haoran took a step further and held his hand in front of the camera!

Jiang Quan wanted to escape, but he couldn't - his heart jumped wildly, and the sweat in his hands burst out.

It's impossible for him to admit the wrong person, right? Why would she stare at herself with those starry, bright and clear eyes.

How many stars are in his eyes? How much love is in his heart?

Does he really like himself?

The eyes that stared at her were exactly the same as the ones in the "Love in the First Snow" filmed by him in the MTV, and her own eyes that revealed the mask were the biggest difference between her and Xiaoyou.

...

Jiang Quan can't deceive himself anymore.

He decisively rejected the boy's overtures time and time again, and sealed himself behind a hard shell, in fact, he was afraid of being hurt emotionally.

Under the guise of repaying Mei Lijie's kindness in nurturing, the banner of being single for the rest of his life was erected, which was just an excuse for him to comfort himself.

Yes, he didn't want to admit that he was moved, and he didn't want to admit that others fell in love with him, because he was cowardly.

The man who should give him the most love in life, neither his biological father nor his adoptive father, has ever given him unconditional and sufficient love.

But what he urgently needs is precisely this kind of love, and only this kind of love can give him a sense of security.

It's not that he doesn't believe in love, but he doesn't believe that he can have the love that removes the attraction between sexes, pure love.

He seems to be strong, brave, and not afraid to challenge authority, but in fact it is just his shell to protect himself.

The thicker and harder the shell, the softer and more fragile the heart wrapped inside is.

He didn't want to lose his shell and expose his heart to anyone.

Because I want too much, I am afraid.

He didn't go to their party because he was afraid that Wei Haoran would stare at him with that kind of eyes again.

In reality, there will no longer be the protection of the mask. He is afraid that he will be shaken, and he must protect himself.

For his love, he only needs to sing a one-man show by himself. He likes and loves silently. He doesn't need the other party's response, nor does he need the other party's heart.

His love for Xiaoyou has gradually faded away, he needs a fatherly love too much.

It's good to be alone, it's good to watch from a distance, only in this way will it not hurt or hurt!

...

Jiang Quan fell asleep while reading the book.

Because she was afraid that the lie would be exposed, her nerves were tense for dozens of hours, and after receiving a call from Pi Xiaoyou last night, she had another tormenting night.

At around three o'clock in the afternoon, the phone rang suddenly.

He picked up the phone in a daze, and it was Li Hong who had scared him all day.

As soon as Li Hong opened his mouth, he asked him why he played with her.

play her?

The drowsy Jiang Quan didn't know where these words came from.

She said that she went back to the watch factory yesterday to pick up her grandma and grandpa to her home for the New Year. She happened to see Su Xiaolong give the ticket to Jiang Quan, and heard him say that next time you want to find a ticket, don't go to someone outside, just go out. It will make people laugh!

But why did Jiang Quan still send text messages insisting on buying his own ticket? And what about those so-called companies, "single contracts" and the like?

Li Hong felt like she was being used. She didn't like being played by others. Jiang Quan owed her an explanation!

...

Jiang Quan almost choked to death on the phone call!

Why can't I do a little bit of bad things, and I will be caught if I do a little bit?

Why did I hear her call on the pedestrian street, and tried my best to prevent her from appearing at the party?

Why didn't she pick up people early or late, but came to the watch factory to pick them up when Xiaolong delivered the tickets?

When will this evil fate end!

Jiang Quan, who didn't plan to go out when he got home, invited Li Hong, who was "exposing the teacher to ask the crime", to the Fengyuan tea house in "Lingrong Mountain".

The tea house is located near the Foreign Languages ​​Affiliated Middle School of Junior High School in Jiangquan. It is a part of "Lingrong Mountain" and is a place for tourists to play and relax.

It is not in the main scenic spot, so it is relatively remote.

Because there are many schools around, retired literati often come up to drink tea, collect folk songs, sing poems, and fight against each other. However, they like to come in the morning, so it is more suitable for "pleading guilty" in the afternoon!

It is no longer possible to enjoy maple leaves this season, but there are a few bushes of camellias and plum trees blooming in the small valley.

"The Sufferer" Li Hong arrived first, and he drove a car.

The "liar" Jiang Quan walked from the watch factory, and he was still struggling all the way, should he make up another lie?

Lying is too tiring, the moment he saw Li Hong he decided to tell the truth.

He admitted that it was because he didn't want to sign the "Single Contract" with the company, so he was repeatedly persuaded by his friends. In order to get it done once and for all, he foolishly lied to them that he liked her.

It just so happened that I heard her talking on the phone with her friends in Huangpi Road Pedestrian Street the day before yesterday. Because I was too afraid of being exposed by my friends, I had to do everything possible to prevent her from going to the "Little New Year's Eve Joy Party".

When Li Hong heard that Jiang Quan admitted that he had lied, his face relaxed, and he asked Jiang Quan with a smile, "Then you are using me?

He didn't notify me when he was done using it, and he couldn't wait to dump me. This is God's revenge for me, that's why this happened. Have you ever thought that a lie is a lie, and one day it will be exposed ! "

Jiang Quan bit the bullet and apologized to her, "I'm sorry, I really shouldn't have used you, I shouldn't have crossed the river and demolished the bridge, I sincerely apologize to you, I'll treat you to this tea today, and please continue to help me keep this secret!"

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