Marvel: I Have Severe Mental Disorder

Chapter 204 Zhou Ran's Journey of Atonement

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Zhou Ran nodded.

He began to flip through the black notebook that recorded the clown's tragedy. He looked at it seriously, and occasionally took out a ballpoint pen to write, draw, and make some marks.

After about an hour, Zhou Ran completed the redemption plan.

In those tragedies, the gangsters and hooligans who did all kinds of evil things did not need atonement, and Zhou Ran marked all these people with an X with a red pen.

The whole family was wiped out, and there was no need for atonement for those who had no relatives. These people were all drawn with a black pen by Zhou Ran.

After all, death means nothing, and there is no way to atone for sin.

What Zhou Ran can do is probably to burn them a few hundred million at the crossroads, but this is actually meaningless.

Zhou Ran divided the atonement into three levels according to the degree of tragedy.

The first level, poor adults without parents and children.

The second level is a poor child without parents.

The third level is the poor old man without children.

The first level is the highest level of redemption. Although adults can bear the pressure, they often collapse only in an instant.

Losing both a parent and a child is something no adult can afford.

Zhou Ran expresses his heartache for this kind of objects, but there is nothing he can do to bring the dead back to life. The only thing he can do is to help them fulfill their dreams for the rest of their lives.

Previously, Zhou Ran had put forward a dream proposal plan, and Stark Industries also built an underground vault for this proposal, storing 10 billion U.S. dollars.

Well, he also circled the 10 billion Dream Fund from Justin Hammer and Norman Osborn.

Zhou Ran got this dream fund definitely not because he is really a great person.

In the United States, a country where moneyism is paramount and capital determines everything, Zhou Ran's heart is naturally darkened. Of course, he also has a little conscience, but not too much.

Why did Zhou Ran make such a dream fund?

The first point,

Dream Fund can improve employee cohesion.

Stark Industries can not only give you Franklin, but also help you realize your life dreams in advance.

The second point is that Dream Fund can absorb more talents.

Talent is the cornerstone that determines the upper limit of a company. Current talents will jump to Stark Industries, and future talents will take joining Stark Industries as their ultimate ideal in life.

The third point, and the most important point, is to increase one's own reputation and further enhance one's own influence.

From the Dinghaishenzhen of Stark Industries to the Dinghaishenzhen of New York, and even the Dinghaishenzhen of this world.

This is like Harvey Dent, the light of Gotham. The people regard you as the light of Gotham, and the superheroes will naturally protect you.

If you get hurt, everyone will curse those superheroes.

This is a very important part of Zhou Ran's previous plan to run for mayor of New York.

This dream proposal can just help him carry out atonement and complete the dream of the first type of atonement goal.

Although the Dream Fund is currently providing employees within Stark Industries first, some lucky ones must be randomly selected from New York.

How to extract?

Of course it was Director Jake of Stark Industries, calling some people's names at random. ....

After finding the photos of these people, Mr. Jake randomly selected them again by virtue of his eyesight.

fair and just.

The objects of the second type of atonement are poor children who have lost their parents. Zhou Ran decided to support the lives of these children, allowing them to enjoy the best educational resources and the best material foundation.

Zhou Ran will support these children until they grow up and have children of their own.

That's all he can do.

Of course, these children are all randomly selected lucky ones.

The objects of the third type of atonement are the elderly who have lost their children.

Support these old people until these old people set foot on the train of death.

These old people are also the luckiest old people in New York.

Unlucky?

Compared with those who died, they are still alive, they can live without worrying about food and clothing, and they can fulfill their dreams.

They were lucky to see them that way.

lucky?

Although they are still alive, they have lost their loved ones forever. They'll never know who it was that made them lose everything? They live in sadness, fear, anger and despair all day long.

It's unfortunate to see them that way.

Alas~ Zhou Ran sighed a long time, with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, he murmured, I'm really sorry.

In addition to the above atonement plans, Zhou Ran had another very interesting idea in his mind.

The objects of the three levels of atonement are lonely adults, lonely children, and lonely old people.

A new permutation and combination is completely possible.

The elderly, adults and children can completely form a new family, a brand new family without any blood relationship.

It is absolutely achievable to subsidize this brand new family and make them happy, and it is also the most perfect way of atonement.

Give them back what they lost.

But this idea is still difficult, and it is not so easy to implement.

The regained relatives must have similarities with the lost relatives, so that they can get along with each other tacitly, and there will be no estrangement, let alone terrible secondary injuries.

Zhou Ran frowned, he needed a system.

This system has two sections.

The first section retrieves the best matching object, that is, the object with the highest tacit understanding value and the highest similarity, and then simulates their future life to check the happiness index.

The second section uses big data to randomly match, and then simulates their future life to check the highest happiness index.

Zhou Ran nodded, stretched out his hand to push his glasses, and murmured in a low voice: I need a Jarvis who belongs to me, a Jarvis whose orders are my highest orders, and a Jarvis who only obeys my orders. Jarvis.

It's impossible for me to seek Tony's help for everything, just like this time... If I ask Tony to help me, then I need to make up a reason...

No matter how true my words are and the reasons I made up are good, that won't change the false facts. As long as it's false, there will be a time sooner or later...

It's impossible for me to be the kind of person who is all shining, I can't give up the darkness... because the darkness is also protecting me......

It's impossible for me to give up a power that protects me. No matter how dark, bad or terrifying he is, it can't change the fact that he has been silently protecting me. He loves me wholeheartedly.

This system must not allow Tony to help, I need to find a way by myself.

But... this person, I still have to rely on Tony to help me find it.

Zhou Ran picked up the ballpoint pen and turned to the last page recording the clown's tragedy.

On the last tragedy, he drew a black circle very vigorously, and marked a key point on the name of the person.

The tip of the ballpoint pen pierced the paper and made a chacha sound.

【August 6, 2008, evening, 11:39. 】

[Hell's Kitchen, the back alley of the abandoned industrial chemical plant in Osborne, under the dim street lights, Arthur. 】

Zhou Ran already had a little impression of the name Arthur.

Because he once attended a media interview program, the host at that time asked him a question, Mr. Jake, a gangster named Arthur shot and killed two young people. What do you think of this incident?

This kind of question is too simple for Zhou Ran. He sighed and gave a very formulaic answer, I express my condolences to those two young people who died tragically. They should have a bright future. that's called ya

Ser's gangsters strongly condemned.

I hope he can turn himself in as soon as possible, and I also hope that the police's action can be quicker, so that the taxpayer's money will not be let down.

At that time, Zhou Ran answered very quickly without any pause.

But after receiving the memory of the clown killing Arthur, Zhou Ran felt sympathy for Arthur.

Arthur's death was not as simple as other people's deaths.

The other people are dead when they die, and the clown is in a good mood.

But Arthur was different. Arthur's death was longer.

The clown watched Arthur secretly for a long time, and the total time was about three months.

The clown installed tiny surveillance cameras at Arthur's home and workplace. Every night, the clown would go to those surveillance cameras to see Arthur's life.

Arthur is a circus clown by profession.

The circus sometimes performs at night, and during these night performances, the clown will also come to the circus, playing the role of the clown like Ya, and the two of them play clown games together.

From these memories, Zhou Ran also learned more about Arthur, an ordinary person who couldn't be more ordinary.

Arthur is a very poor man, he was born with hilarity, he can't express other emotions, and he can't control his horrible laughter.

There was nothing wrong with his birth, but his greatest mistake was his survival.

He was regarded as an alien, his mother did not love him, his stepfather beat him, and all his peers hated him.

But even so, he is still working hard in his life, trying to flatter everyone, and he wants to bring laughter to everyone with his funny actions.

This is the meaning of his life, but this meaning was not found by himself, it was given to him by his mother.

He doesn't know what people are living for?

He has not received any education, because no school would take him in. He just listened to some stories told by others, and gained knowledge and principles from those stories. ....

For example: Parents are the people who love children the most in this world, parents will not like their children, what parents say is always right...

Arthur only has a stepfather, but the stepfather is obviously not his biological father.

Therefore, in his eyes, the father in those truths was abandoned, leaving only the mother.

He believed that even if everyone in this world gave up on him, his mother would not give up on him.

His mother is the one who loves him the most, and everything he does is for his own good.

Whether it was his mother's cruel and vigorous beating, or the harsh insults, Arthur regarded all these as his mother's love.

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But his mother didn't love him, Arthur didn't want to believe it, he didn't want to wake up from this last dream.

Just imagine, if a person's memory is full of beatings and scolding, how miserable is it?

The Joker obviously likes the upbeat Arthur, the Arthur who laughs all the time, the Arthur who never cries.

After all, although the clown often laughs, he occasionally cries softly at night when he can't find Batman.

Arthur can't cry, which is more than the clown.

But there's one thing Arthur doesn't like about the Joker, and that's that his behavior isn't Gotham at all.

The clown decided to make Arthur a pure Gotham man, a down-to-earth Gotham man.

This is also the point that the clown looks down on New York the most.

New Yorkers are too spineless, they will only accept their fate, they will not resist, they will only kneel and kowtow, and they will not hold their heads high.

Take the underground world of New York as an example, there is always only one emperor, that fat headed Jin Bin, a rookie criminal who just debuted, will only kneel at Jin Bin's feet.

The gangsters here are too gentle, just like everyone discussing business together, fighting with weapons for small problems, and going to Jin Bing for big problems.

But Gotham people are different. Everyone in Gotham is very strong and wants to be the first.

Gotham people won't go down

Kneel, people in Gotham are very bloody, at worst, I will kill you, I will exchange your life for your whole family, it is worth it.

Take the underground world of Gotham as an example, how can there be any fixed underground emperor?

They are all made by the emperor in turn, and they will come to my house tomorrow.

What? You say you are the underground emperor, it will be over if I can't do it!

In Gotham, any rookie criminal who has just debuted has the ambition to be the emperor.

In Gotham, any criminal regards himself as the emperor of the underground world.

In Gotham, the big gangs fought together. It was like two armies going to war, all kinds of light and heavy weapons, all kinds of tanks... The firepower of the police station was not as strong as that of the gangsters.

What? You said that everyone will make a fortune together, cooperate and win-win together, it is impossible, it is absolutely impossible!

I can eat it all by myself, why should I share it with you?

Although the clown has always been regarded as the underground emperor by criminals, he has never regarded himself as the underground emperor.

And those criminals just talk about being the emperor, that is, talking about the clown is the boss.

Every one of them wants to kill the Joker, kill this maniac, and replace him.

When the clown didn't discover the Dionysian factor in himself, when he was seriously injured, the first thing he avoided was his clown army. ....

In the eyes of the clown, New York is really not good at all, there are problems everywhere, or Gotham is better, Gotham is comfortable.

Little New York is simply not a place for people to hang out. Big Gotham is a paradise.

So, he has to help his half friend Arthur, become a Gotham man.

The clown's initial thinking is very simple. The most powerful person in Gotham is himself. Only the clown can represent Gotham, and it happens that Arthur also has the potential to become himself.

So, the Joker wants to make Arthur a Joker.

The clown infected Arthur with the laughing virus, released the darkness in Arthur's heart, and released his repressed nature.

But New York is not Gotham.

Arthur, who was born in New York and lived in New York, has never experienced Gotham's education.

No matter how much the clown said that night, Arthur couldn't become the clown of Gotham.

...

August 6, 2008, 11:39 p.m.

Hell's Kitchen.

Hohohoho, dear child...Although you are laughing, I know you are extremely sad at the moment.

I think you must be very confused now, unable to find the meaning of living... You feel that the whole world has abandoned you...

A strange laugh sounded from behind Arthur.

In the dark night, under the orange street lights, Arthur saw a clown.

No, that's not the Joker.

It was his kind, his lord, his father, his god, his god...

That is the self that he has been calling for in his works, and that is the self he has always wanted to see.

Hohohoho... A lot of blood flowed from Arthur's neck, but he didn't know the pain at all. He laughed wildly with a hideous expression.

My child, you are normal, you are not sick, you are not a lunatic, and you are not a stranger. It is this strange world that is sick.

This is New York, not Gotham. If you were in Gotham, you would be very happy.

But what's wrong with laughing, no matter where it is? So laugh out loud! Clowns are meant to laugh, aren't they?

Arthur, you have a bit of potential to be a clown. After you become a clown, someone will love you.

But can you be a real clown? I don't know, after all, you've never seen the real Gotham!

Of course it's more because sometimes even I don't understand myself, I'm very strange.

Anyway, go follow your ideas and bring some changes to this world...I will always watch you...

Arthur, when you get closer like a clown, and slowly become a clown

Then, you will gain the power of the clown...

 ….

this man doesn't

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