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Zhou Ran finally had enough rest, he stretched hard, sat up straight, opened the drawer, and took out a black notebook.

Pick up the ballpoint pen on the table and start writing.

This is a habit that Zhou Ran has developed over the years. Before taking action, make a detailed plan.

List all the problems that may be encountered during the operation, and then answer them one by one.

Although this process is troublesome and troublesome, the effect is surprisingly good.

The previous planning was all for Stark Industries, but today's planning is different, it is for himself.

In order to redeem himself, in order to complete the tasks assigned by Clark.

Zhou Ran frowned, closed his eyes, and began to recall the innocent lives that died at the hands of the clown.

Every time he thinks of a tragedy, he will record these tragedies.

April 1, 2000, at 11 o'clock in the evening.

Hell's Kitchen, the abandoned Garfik screw processing factory, and the Dingo Gang, the death toll is about 200.

April 27, 2000, at 3 o'clock in the morning.

In Manhattan, in the bathroom of a Broadway theater, a drunk black man.

May 8, 2000, at 10 o'clock in the evening.

Queens, Black Street, back alley of Jerry's Bar, two bums.

...

March 1, 2001, at 10 o'clock in the evening.

Manhattan, Madison Square Garden, a shopping mall bomb, the death toll is unknown.

May 7, 2001, at 9 o'clock in the evening.

Manhattan, New York University's artificial lake, a couple in love.

June 3, 2001

It's late at 10 o'clock.

Brooklyn, No. 231 England Street, a sleeping family of three.

...

July 15, 2008, at 11 o'clock in the evening.

Hell's Kitchen, the whole regiment of the Wild Boar Legion, the death toll is about 300.

August 6, 2008, 11:39 p.m.

Hell's Kitchen, the back alley of the abandoned industrial chemical plant in Osborne, under the dim street lights, Arthur.

It took a full two hours for Zhou Ran to finish recording the tragedy caused by the clown.

The death toll adds up to 1980!

Looking at the shocking number, Zhou Ran couldn't help but gasp, the clown actually used his body to kill so many people.

From April 2000 to August 2008, there are a total of 100 months and 3000 days.

The calculation is that the clown kills an average of 19.8 people per month and 0.66 people per day.

Looking at these numbers, Zhou Ran has a deeper understanding of the clown living in his body.

The Joker, Batman's lifelong enemy, the real emperor of Gotham.

Just taking control of his body occasionally at night, the clown has killed so many people.

Zhou Ran couldn't imagine what a real clown would look like?

How many people does the clown, who is in full swing in Gotham, kill for playing games every day?

What kind of number would that be?

I'm afraid it will only take a day for Joker to surpass the current number.

Zhou Ran shook his head, throwing away these messy thoughts.

He slowly lay down on the chair, slowly closed his eyes, and tapped his fingers on the smooth surface again and again, as if playing a beautiful piece of music.

This is Zhou Ran's consistent posture when he is thinking deeply.

He was thinking why did the clown kill people?

Although the clown is an unscrupulous and deviant lunatic, he is definitely not a perverted murderer.

The clown must have his own meaning in doing things.

Just like in Gotham, everything the Joker does is to prove that Batman is the same kind of person as he is, Batman is also a madman, and he is also a paranoid.

All the evil things the clown does are to force Batman to kill him. When Batman starts killing, he will become crazier than the clown.

Thinking of this, Zhou Ran frowned slightly.

How similar is this Batman's experience to his own!

Isn't the clown controlling his body to kill people and do those bad and evil things just to force himself to kill him?

Push away the clouds and mist to see the sun, keep the clouds open to see the moon.

Zhou Ran's thoughts straightened out at this moment, and he felt a sudden realization.

He opened his eyes suddenly, picked up the pen on the table, and started writing in the black notebook.

Five minutes later, Zhou Ran stopped the pen in his hand, pushed his glasses, sighed, and said with a smile: According to medical data, each personality of a patient with multiple personality disorder has its own independent identity. , independent memory and independent thinking.”

Although your name is joker, you are not the real joker in Gotham.

Since you are extending from my mind, one thing is absolutely unavoidable, that is, there must be some small similarities between the two of us.

joker, I guess you must think so...

The black notebook is filled with scrawled Chinese, like ghostly drawn characters.

My name is joker, and I'm from Gotham.

Gotham is a very good place, where the folk customs are simple and the people are outstanding...

I like Gotham very much, but what I like more than Gotham is the black bat flying in the sky at night, a fool who always likes to play games like house wine...

Every time I come into contact with Batman, I can feel an indescribable joy. That kind of joy makes my soul burn wildly and makes me even more crazy!

I like the smell of Batman's blood, because it smells of fear...hehehe...he is afraid of himself, he is afraid of the other self in his heart...

That Batman is neither righteous nor kind, but extremely evil and extremely crazy... that's the same taste.

Batman is the same as me, I chose to embrace myself, but he chose to reject himself...

Tsk tsk, Batman...I'll let you unleash another one of you.

I am extremely looking forward to that day... I made a lot of careful planning, and finally let Batman release himself, release the evil in his heart, and he became the Laughing Bat.

...I don't know why, although I was already dead, I came back to life... I came to a very strange place, this is not Gotham...

Oh shit, why the hell isn't this Gotham?

Oh, so today is April Fool's Day, I must have not woken up... April Fool's Day, I hate April Fool's Day, because clowns don't need April Fool's Day.

Damn it, after killing so many people, why the hell hasn't woken up from this dream? This body is not mine either, it looks different from mine... It's really strange, this is something I can't do for the time being things to understand...

Forget it, since I can't wake up, I can only turn this place into Gotham!

It's a pity that there is no Batman here... I need a Batman, or I need a me.

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The longer the time, the more I understand myself. I know that I am actually a split personality, and there is an extremely powerful master personality above me.

He can subtly affect my thinking and change me. I don't have the authority to completely control this body, and I can't turn this place into Gotham...

I'm not actually a clown, no, I'm a clown...

I'm a little tired, this is like a false world to me... no Gotham, no Batman...

During that time, I wasn't doing any activity and I was thinking what's the point of me?

I began to pay attention to the main personality, which is the various behaviors of God... I can feel his malice, I can feel his thinking... It turns out that not only the world is false now, but Gotham is also false... ...

Even I am false...

Such a false world should be destroyed... This kind of thing can only be done by the master personality, so I need to dedicate myself to him, including my strength, including my thoughts.

I started to continue doing all kinds of bad things... so that when he sees me, he will definitely not be able to help but kill me...

Just like I unleashed Batman once, I will unleash God...

But I seem to have made a mistake in my judgment. He didn't kill me. What I did didn't have any lethality to him... He is more evil and terrifying than I imagined...

He is ignoring everything in this world... However, I will wait until he has feelings...

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The contents of the black notebook came to an abrupt end.

Zhou Ran took two deep breaths, tore off the very messy page, crumpled it into a ball, stuffed it into his mouth, and ate it in big gulps.

In this world with many black technologies, Zhou Ran believes in his own digestive system more than incineration.

Zhou Ran turned his head to the side, looking at the clean and clear blue sky and the bright sun outside the window.

There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, he stretched out his hand to push his glasses, and said in a low voice: joker, you see, this world is still very real, with blue sky, sun, flowers, grass, birds, and people...

This is not Gotham, and it will never become Gotham. Although you have lived in Gotham before, people always have to move forward. You can't just miss the past blindly. You need to learn to accept a new life.

Well, there is no Batman here, which is a bit difficult... People like Bruce Wayne are too rare. There are so many human beings, but there is only one master.

However, Gotham is still very easy to appear. After I become the mayor of New York, I can change New York City to Gotham City.

Gotham City is simple and honest, Arkham is outstanding. I even built an Arkham Asylum, which is for super criminals... It's really outstanding...

joker, I used to have the same feeling as you. I feel that the world is terrible, and I can't be happy at all...

But looking at it now, it seems to be good...

I am slowly getting used to this world, and you should also learn to get used to this world.

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...

Zhou Ran didn't know if the clown could hear him, so he just talked intermittently, saying whatever he thought of, saying whatever he thought of.

This was the first time he had spoken so much, and the first time he spoke his mind slowly.

In the eyes of others, the clown is a horrible, crazy, evil and chaotic existence. When he saw the clown for the first time last night, Zhou Ran was also influenced by this subjective impression, and he still resisted the clown.

But now that I think about it, apart from being crazy and paranoid, the clown is actually pretty good.

In fact, isn't everyone a clown in real life?

There cannot be a person who has never been made a clown.

There is a clown living in everyone's heart, isn't there?

It is not accurate to say that the clown is evil, and it is not accurate to say that the clown is kind. The clown is chaotic and crazy.

It is a big problem for a lunatic to distinguish between good and evil. A lunatic has his own way of thinking. There is no good or evil in his eyes, and he doesn't care about those public opinions.

A lunatic is very simple, he doesn't know good and evil, but he knows what to like and what to hate.

Just like a child, get what you like and smash what you hate.

This is the source of the joy of the madman, and the source of the joy of the clown.

The Joker both loves Batman and hates Batman... He often feels like seeing Batman is like looking in a mirror.

When people look in the mirror, sometimes they feel that the person in the mirror is so good-looking and like it, and sometimes they think the person in the mirror is so ugly and hate it.

Zhou Ran knows how bad a world without Batman would be for the Joker...

He is willing to give the clown the greatest tolerance.

There is also a reason for this.

It's a good deal.

First of all, a superhero with a full sense of justice will always be limited because of the word justice.

Joker can make up for this deficiency.

One white and one black, everything has two sides.

What good people can't solve, bad people can solve.

Secondly, he can behave like accommodating the clown, and it is conceivable that someone will be able to act to accommodate him.

If he doesn't tolerate the clown, then maybe no one will tolerate him who turned into a clown in the end.

Of course, this is the worst plan.

In the end, Zhou Ran was a little uncertain. He felt that he was very similar to a clown, and he was probably a lunatic.

No, it's not possible, but a madman, and the existence of the clown can satisfy his madness.

If the clown is lost, then he will be the one who is crazy...

Zhou Ran himself was not sure about the last one.

But he still has arguments to prove it.

From a biological point of view, the split personalities of patients with multiple personality disorder have their own unique functions, and they use their own methods to protect the body from harm.

These split personalities are bearing all kinds of pain for the main personality. The more normal the behavior of the main personality, the more painful the split personality will be.

What is the pain that the clown bears?

Zhou Ran thought about it, and he felt that the pain the clown endured should be crazy.

Regardless of evil, darkness, or fear, none of these words are more suitable for clowns than the word madness.

He looks normal because the clown is driving him crazy.

This answer is very reasonable, rigorous and logical.

Huh... Zhou Ran took a deep breath and said with a smile, Tsk tsk tsk, I never thought that I would be a lunatic.

joker, since you have taken on the madness that I can't bear for me, then I will atone for you...