I Just Want to Copy Books in Peace

Xu Qingya and her classmate Peng Xiaoqin came out of the bathroom talking and laughing, and washed their hands in front of the sink.

Ouch! Xu Qingya suddenly bent over and vomited.

Are you okay? Is it because you have an upset stomach? Go buy some anti-inflammatory medicine! Peng Xiaoqin said worriedly.

Xu Qingya vomited for a while before stopping.

She supported the sink panting, then took a handful of water, Gulu Gulu rinsed her mouth and spit it out, then wiped her face carefully, then raised her head and smiled: No, it's fine!

Peng Xiaoqin felt that she had never seen Xu Qingya smile so charmingly, so feminine.

Is it okay to vomit so much?

Xu Qingya shook her head, smiled without saying a word.

I feel that you are fat. You must have eaten too much at home during this time.

maybe.

The two walked to the classroom.

Xu Qingya looked outside the corridor, the branches that had just sprouted new green buds were shaking slightly in the early spring wind.

Unknowingly, she stopped and watched intently.

what's on your mind?

Xu Qingya came back to her senses, and smiled at her friend: I plan to take a two-year break from school.

Peng Xiaoqin was taken aback: You don't have a fever, do you? It's just the beginning of school, so you're going to drop out?

Xu Qingya nodded.

Peng Xiaoqin calmed down and thought for a while, Is it necessary for filming?

Xu Qingya smiled and said, Don't tell others just yet.

At this time, her mobile phone vibrated, she looked down, swiped to refuse to listen.

But the other party persisted and continued to call.

Peng Xiaoqin craned his neck to take a look, and the caller ID was My Lord, Mother.

Your mother called, why didn't you answer?

Xu Qingya smiled softly: I don't want to talk to her now.

She's calling again. Let's answer it! Maybe there's something wrong!

When Master Mushang called for the fourth time, Xu Qingya sighed and swipe to answer.

Peng Xiaoqin heard that Xu Qingya's mother's voice seemed to be very intense, speaking very fast.

And Xu Qingya didn't say anything, just nodded lightly, En, um, good.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Qingya said: I'm going back to the dormitory, and my mother is here. If the teacher rolls the roll, explain it to me.

Okay. Peng Xiaoqin was inexplicably worried.

It is not only because of my friend who suddenly said that I will suspend school, but also because of my friend's very charming smile today.

...

Come here! As soon as Xu's mother saw her daughter, she grabbed her and looked at her carefully.

What are you doing? You're just talking. Xu Qingya's expression was very natural.

Xu Ma bit her lip, her eyes were sharp, she opened her mouth for a while, but she hesitated to speak, she just looked at Xu Qingya.

She is a woman in her forties with a mature charm.

The figure is kept very thin, the skin is definitely not as good as that of young people, but the wrinkles are not obvious.

Only when she makes some specific expressions, such as pursing her lips and squinting her eyes, will her age be exposed by the fine wrinkles at the corners of her mouth and eyes.

What's the matter, Mom? Xu Qingya asked with a smile.

Is there no one in your bedroom?

no one.

Go to your bedroom and talk.

Mom, you know that I usually don't live in the dormitory, and I just started school today, so I didn't clean up the dormitory.

I said, go to your dormitory and talk! Mama Xu's voice raised an octave.

Okay. Xu Qingya went to say hello to the dormitory auntie, and led her mother to the dormitory.

Looking at the messy dormitory, Mama Xu couldn't help frowning.

She pulled out a chair and wanted to sit down, looked at it, and then abruptly stopped, feeling that she didn't want her Burberry trench coat to be stained with something suspicious.

You girls, don't you know how to take care of your hygiene? She couldn't help complaining.

It's just a holiday, it's not usually this dirty. Xu Qingya smiled gently.

Xu's mother looked at her, her face was cloudy and uncertain, and she suddenly said, How long has it been?

How long is what?

Put it on! Mama Xu opened her small Hermes shoulder bag,

Pull out a tattered plastic wrapping bag from it.

Words such as pregnancy and early stage can be vaguely seen on it.

Xu Qingya smiled quietly: I thought about it later, I was a little panicked at the time and didn't deal with it properly. But I still took chances and thought that you might not necessarily go through the trash can.

Auntie Li, who is in charge of hygiene, found out and told me. Xu's mother looked sharply into her daughter's eyes, Are you sure you are pregnant?

Xu Qingya nodded, I went to the hospital to confirm.

Xu's mother stopped breathing, and for a moment she seemed to be on the verge of falling, but she quickly stood still.

Usually, she is a strong woman with a successful career in the eyes of people, a good daughter-in-law who is smart and capable in the eyes of her parents-in-law, and a wife who is stubborn and gentle in the eyes of her husband.

But at this time, she is just a mother who cares about her daughter.

How...how long? Xu Ma's voice was dry, and her voice trembled uncontrollably.

Xu Qingya smiled and said, It's a little over a month. I should have conceived on New Year's Day, that's the only time.

You're still laughing! You can still laugh! Mother Xu lost control of her emotions. She even wanted to grab her daughter's long hair and scratch a few red marks on her beautiful face, You have no shame! You and I Dad spent so much effort teaching you and cultivating you, not to make you a...

Speaking of which, Mama Xu got stuck.

Xu Qingya said quietly: Is it embarrassing to be a single mother who is pregnant before marriage?

Xu's mother lost her voice: You still plan to give birth? Don't you think it's not embarrassing enough!

Of course I was born. Xu Qingya smiled softly, but she had determination and strength that no one could ignore. It's not that I can't afford it.

Mama Xu faltered again, Did you tell him?

Not yet, let's find a suitable day in a few days.

Mama Xu pondered for a moment, If...

No if. Xu Qingya interrupted.

Xu's mother glared at her daughter angrily, If he agrees to marry you, give birth to you. If he doesn't agree, make plans early!

Mom, Xu Qingya's voice was very steady, as calm as an old driver driving home while wandering, calm, I said, there is no if. No matter what he says, I have to give birth.

After a pause, she added with a smile: I don't think he would agree to get married.

No, I'm going to find him. Mother Xu said through gritted teeth.

At this time, it's time for him to come and see you. But...

But what?

Xu Qingya's smile is like the first blooming peach blossom in spring, You can threaten him, force him, make conditions with him, scold him, beat him. But Mom, if you find that I am on the side with him, don't It's weird.

You have embarrass me and your father! Mother Xu's eyes glistened with tears.

If it was Xu Qingya from before, maybe the mother and daughter would hug each other and start crying right now.

But Xu's mother found out in despair that her daughter just hugged her shoulder, patted her gently, and comforted her: I know you are sad, Mom, cry if you want. I am really sorry for you, but these days I want to After a lot, I have made up my mind and will not change it. Mom, you know me.

Xu's mother cried in despair: I just know you too well!

After choking a few times, Xu's mother grabbed her daughter's hand tightly and begged, You have your own opinion. In the past few years, you have never let me worry about you. We are all proud of you for your good academic performance and excellent progress. This matter , this matter, you listen to your mother, okay? You really want to be with Hemingway, you want to be his mistress, I won’t stop you, I know I can’t stop you. Nothing happened!

But if he doesn't marry you, you can't have a child! If you don't have a child, you can regret it in the future. But if the child is born, you can't do anything to regret it!

You still have a bright future. You can act in many, many movies, hold many, many concerts, and become a big star; if you want to sing Kunqu opera, countless people will flock to see you on stage.

But if this baby is born, everything will be different!

Listen to mother, you are still a child yourself, how can you raise a child! Don't have one, okay!

Xu Qingya's expression and eyes were separated at this time.

Her eyes were a little sad and hesitant, as if she saw some kind of unfortunate future.

But the smile on her face is also real, it is from the heart, it is the joy of the future, the joy of a new life.

She hugged her mother and said softly: Mom, I know, I probably regret it. But I accept my regret, and I allow myself to regret it. At least at this moment, I am steadfast. This is the path I chose.

I want to be born.