I Dumped Her Not Knowing That She Was My Favorite

041. ideal type

“It’s 27,000 won.”

Standing in front of the counter, Taemin oppa held out his card.

“thank you!”

After a strong greeting from the waiter, we went out into the street again.

what do you do now

He asked if he would like to eat together, so he came out, but there was no explanation as to what he was going to do after that.

“brother. Where are we going now?”

“we? Weren’t you going home?”

…Let’s get to know each other slowly.

A little while ago, when we went to school together, the atmosphere was good!

What does it mean to go home right after an hour of meeting?

Even on a sunny weekend day!

My pride was a bit hurt because it seemed like something was bothering me, but I felt sorry for going in, so I grabbed my brother’s wrist.

“yes?”

Oppa looks at my actions as if asking what I am doing.

“How about dessert?”

“dessert?”

“I’ll buy you ice cream.”

It felt like putting a ventilator on a journey that should have already been completed, but my brother readily nodded.

“okay. Go to the unmanned ice cream shop over there…”

“no! Go downstairs and go somewhere where you can sit down and eat!”

If you go to an unmanned ice cream shop, go somewhere and sit down and talk.

you stupid brother

“OK. then.”

My brother seemed to have no idea whatsoever, and he obediently changed his direction at my words.

After passing by the bus stop and entering a famous ice cream chain, we stood side by side in front of the counter.

“I want to try the cherry flavor.”

Wanting to eat sweet ice cream, I immediately chose the flavor I wanted as soon as I saw it.

“Then I am vanilla.”

…Is it Goroshi of the high level? this is.

As soon as I heard the name Vanilla, I flinched and glanced to the side.

My brother with a calm expression looked at me with a face that seemed to have a question mark above his head as I was watching from the side.

“why. What’s wrong?”

“no? Don’t you?”

“So am I sitting over there?”

My brother sat inside and took out his phone as if nothing had happened.

I just thought I was a bit self-conscious, but something made me cry.

I wonder if it’s okay to be a little conscious.

It wasn’t intentional, but I spilled the vanilla scent too!

Or rather, it would have been nice if he had just said one word that the vanilla scented diffuser smells good.

careless

I was about to feel a bit disappointed at my brother’s indifferent attitude, but I handed out my card to the clerk and called out my order.

“sleep.”

She holds the pure white, smooth white vanilla ice cream in front of her brother.

“thank you.”

Putting down the phone, my brother reached for the cup and then put the spoon inside.

“I have a question for you, can I ask you?”

“What?”

“What kind of person is your ideal type?”

It was something I was curious about before.

What kind of girl does your brother like?

When you kicked me, you obviously said you weren’t my taste, but now I’m a bit closer, so I thought I’d accept it.

My older brother with a spoon in his mouth stares at me.

Oppa staring into my eyes so hard that people feel embarrassed.

Embarrassed by that stinging gaze, I slightly lowered my head and looked at my ice cream.

I’d like to set up a Luca avatar as well. really.

“enchanter.”

The answer that came out of my brother’s mouth was not within the range I expected.

“What kind of charm is it?”

“There are people who feel good just by looking at them.”

My brother was smiling quite happily, as if he was thinking of someone.

“I like people like that.”

After hearing the story, I was overcome with the urge to throw a fastball.

be patient Doa Kim. Be patient.

The question [So oppa, do you feel good when you see me?] stuck to the end of my throat, but I took a large scoop of ice cream and stuffed it into my mouth.

Barely suppressing my urge, I still remained curious and tried to ask the question in a different way.

“Then, was there such a person among the people you met?”

Honestly, I knew it wasn’t such a good question from a girl’s point of view, but I felt like I wanted to get a little hint.

Even after I said it, I was wondering if this was a mistake, but my brother smiled incomprehensibly.

“…no.”

“yes?”

“I’ve never had a girlfriend before.”

“no. why?”

100% pure curiosity.

no. But does this really make sense?

How can you be a fool with that face?

Just what I picked up on my way back and forth, there were quite a few people in my department who confessed to my older brother and got kicked out.

In middle school and high school, maybe a finger.

I wondered if counting even the toes would not be enough.

“Why? I just didn’t meet someone I liked. What.”

My brother responded to my words as if he was asking something like that.

is it? Could it be?

I almost understood for a moment, but I shook my head.

“ah. really. Be honest. I don’t care too much about having a girlfriend before?”

“no. They say that there is no such thing as nothing, so why do you keep doing that?”

Looking at the reaction, it seems that what he said is the truth.

If that’s true…

Whoo… Calm down… Doah Kim…

You haven’t even asked your brother to officially date you yet. Stop drinking kimchi soup, girl.

My… I’m Taemin oppa’s first…

“… Do you?”

The one who woke me up from being dumbfounded was the cause, not anyone else.

“Yeah… I’ll do my best!”

Something in a higher tone than usual seemed to be closer to the voice that comes out during broadcasting.

“…uh?”

My brother’s eyes widen.

“I don’t know if I’m the kind of person who makes you feel good just by looking at it!”

I opened my mouth in a daze because of my overflowing heart, but when I was about to finish it, I really felt like an asshole.

Ah… Should I stop now…?

The state that has not built the back finish yet.

This could have been the last chance to make amends.

“Become a person with charm… and become…”

Confidence gradually declined, and the voice became a level of crawling.

“I’ll see…”

– Chii Ik

I thought that if I grilled the meat on my cheeks now, it would cook just like a really well-heated pan.

I thought it would be nice to just look at her cutely or smile and move on, but the answer that came back exceeded my expectations again.

“…it’s okay if you don’t work hard.”

…Yes?

Seeing my brother answer with a bright face, I had to ponder for a while about what this meant.

* * *

After eating Doa and ice cream, I opened my timetable again.

three times a week.

When I marked the days I planned to meet Doa every morning on my calendar, I felt like I had become a person with a very busy schedule.

How much is it?

To keep others so close.

It was very unusual for me, almost the first time except for high school students or the military, where people are almost confined in cages.

So here it is…

I laughed out loud when I overlaid a layer on the calendar by overlapping Luca’s broadcast timetable.

“what. this.”

Mondays, Thursdays, Fridays, and mornings are the days when Doa and I go to school to take classes.

Wednesday is team play day with Doa.

Mon, Wed, Fri, Luka’s personal broadcast, and Saturday’s Closer regular reunion.

At this level, it seemed that there was no difference between living together and living in a separate house.

We’re together when we’re out and we’re together when we’re at home.

Of course, the latter is a fact that Doa doesn’t know yet.

In the meantime, the fact that the house is right next door felt funny.

It reminds me of Doa’s face when she said let’s go to school together.

I could see her pure joy, and I felt the corners of my mouth go up on their own as I thought of her, who looked very similar to the Luka I knew.

It’s so exciting to see someone other than 2D.

Life was meant to live and see.

Anyway, he’s my ideal type…

I was used to being asked questions all the time, so I forgot to ask Doa the same question.

Doa: Am I really the ideal type?

Even if it’s not my face, I wondered how I looked in Doa’s eyes.

What kind of image was I to him that he confessed to me at the beginning of the semester?

Ever since I made up my mind to face Doa seriously, questions about her kept springing up.

And at the same time, the seeds of anxiety also began to take root in me.

I wasn’t too interested in school work, but I knew at least what kind of kid I looked like.

A silent student.

A handsome iron man.

All puppets.

Reputation was a mirror of action, but most of those titles were more like a shell to protect me than my true self.

That’s right, I’m just a jerk who doesn’t want to be hurt or hurt by others.

It was Lucatan, no one else, who solved most of the problems that resulted from acting like that.

It was enough to fill all the loneliness and lack of belonging there.

I stare at the front slowly with my chin resting on my cloudy eyes.

“Can you afford it? Kim Do-ah.”

The fear that it might be different from Doa’s fantasy.

I muttered a low voice to myself at the illustration of Luca hanging on the closet wall.