Became the Hated Illegitimate Son of the Duke in Romance Fantasy

50 – Episode 50

I entered the room and looked at the sky over the veranda.

It wasn’t very bright because it hung below, not above.

After washing my body, I washed my clothes and lay down on the bed.

If your mind is extremely tired, you have a strong feeling that you cannot sleep better.

Raising her slightly trembling hand, she reached for the box that Miss Louise had handed to me.

The texture of the worn-out wooden surface was both unpleasant and new.

I thought about taking it out and smoking it right now, but I decided to put up with the feeling that my self-control is getting weaker.

Starting tomorrow, I’ll go to the magic department with the crown prince….

Ah, I should have gone to Misty.

You don’t even know where the classroom at the Faculty of Magic is.

Coming to think of it, I’ve never visited Misty myself.

I would rather not know if Misty came to me a few times.

I rarely did anything myself.

Even if I thought I had to do something like this, I wouldn’t move at all.

I don’t think I’ve done this before.

If I had to make an excuse, I would be able to make an excuse, saying that it seems like it was like this since I started being beaten like a dog, but now that things have changed, if you ask me why it doesn’t go back to normal, I have no words to answer.

Being swayed by others before you know it, relying on the warmth of others rather than recovering on your own, and pushing them away while leaning on them.

I always want to change, but I don’t even think about changing myself – making various excuses, sometimes reasonable, sometimes ugly enough to hate to see.

If I were normal, I could say I’m normal, but if a madman steps up and says I’m normal, who will believe me?

In the end, all I could say was that I was lacking and that I was an ugly human being.

And I can’t fall asleep even after repeating the self-reflection time, or the obvious time that torments me for a long time.

Still, this time I tried to fall asleep with my sober mind, so if it’s an achievement, I can say it’s an achievement.

Well, it’s about the second time at night. It’s not fine even after leaking, but you can leak, so let’s spend the night with our eyes open.

Or you have the option of getting up right now and going to Misty.

I can’t even sleep anyway, so I’m talking about going for a walk or going home.

I want to run away from the burdensome Misty, but what can I do to avoid it when I’ll be in trouble all day again in the Faculty of Magic?

With that in mind, there is still a bit of water left on the outside, so it feels damp, but thanks to the magic, I put on the strange feeling clothes that feel dry again.

Then, as usual before going out, I tried to reach out for a cigarette.

Look at the heap of tobacco boxes, shake your head, and walk toward the drawer.

Instead of a cigarette, he takes out a lump of sugar that is difficult to call candy that he had stored under the drawer.

I looked at it for a while and thought about putting it in my mouth, but I didn’t like the sticky feeling, so I just put it in my bosom.

After tidying up my clothes, I open the door and leave the room.

It was nighttime in the hallway, so it was quiet with no one passing by.

It is not until you come down the stairs that you see some lovers or friends having a drink and talking.

I feel a little bit jealous of how happy they are when they all smile.

Recalling the memory of the last time I visited Misty’s room, I started walking to find it.

I remember what the room looked like, but I couldn’t quite remember the way to the room.

I went through the hallway for a while, rummaging through my memories, and found a similar door in a roughly similar location.

Maybe this is the right place.

I knocked on the door with unfounded confidence.

Then the person who came out was not Misty, but the human who made my clothes.

“Who the hell are you at this hour? Mel, you again… Isn’t it?”

She calls someone by name and looks up at me with a slightly embarrassed expression.

Your name was Lydia.

” Breslau? Why did you come here? Even at such a late hour.

It doesn’t seem like it’s been that long since I matched the clothes. Wasn’t it, was it someone else…?”

A dainty light blue nightgown with a cute bear on it.

And wearing a sleep mask with a cat’s eye on it around her neck, anyone could see that she looked more like a kid who came to play in my older sister’s or brother’s room than a student.

As I gazed at her for a long time, Lydia seemed to have noticed her gaze as well, as if she was slightly embarrassed, and said as if she was screaming.

“Tell me quickly why you came here!”

“I came to find someone I know, but I think I got the room wrong.”

“This is not a neighborhood that can be easily confused. In fact, you don’t even know where the room is..?”

“I think I have a vague idea of it. Um, don’t you know?”

“Usually look at something like that and say you don’t know.”

Lydia seems to have just woken up from sleep, and she runs her hands through her slightly messy hair.

She then took the mucus from her eye and opened her mouth in a slightly annoyed tone.

But she doesn’t seem too annoyed either, as she proudly spreads her breasts and crosses her arms.

She speaks confidently, as if she were proud of herself.

“So who are you looking for? Ask because most people on this floor know.”

“Do you know Misty?”

“Oh, she’s super pretty and she’s got brown hair, right?”

“Yes.”

She points straight to the right.

“It’s right next door to me. Confused.”

“Thanks for letting me know, ah. Would you like some of these?”

“It’s already night… Give it to me!”

When I wanted to express my gratitude and give something as a token of gratitude, I remembered a piece of candy I had kept in my arms.

I take the candy from her arms and hand it to Lydia, and she puts it right into her mouth without thinking about it.

She crumpled the candy in her mouth for a while before telling me.

“Thanks, I’m going to bed now.”

Then he closed the door and went back into the room.

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I immediately went to Misty’s door that Lydia told me about and knocked on the door and rang her bell.

Then Misty, wearing a pink pajama, calls me with a dazed sound.

“Umm, Eric..?”

Then, in a bit of a panic, he goes into the room and throws various objects on the bed.

“Ah, come in first! The room was a bit dirty, so I cleaned it up first.”

Whether there are a lot of people coming in and out of her room, or whether she is always ready to entertain her guests, she prepares teacups and teapots like last time and serves her refreshments.

It’s high-end snacks that would get stinging eyes if you took out the candy you just gave Lydia clumsily.

“Uh, so why did you come to see me when it was getting dark?”

“There is something I want to ask you.”

“Uh, finally!? Tell me anything! I’ll listen to you, did I tell you last time?

I will help you with anything Eric asks of you!”

Misty said gleefully with her brightly colored face.

As usual, it was not the school uniform that was neat and fitted to the body but holding her body in place, so she slightly shook her chest.

Unknowingly, her gaze went that way, and Misty, noticing it, placed her hand over her chest to cover her breastbone and only glanced at her slightly.

It was a bonus that we both cleared our throats as if nothing had happened.

Anyway, is it natural to wear pajamas separately?

Everyone who sees it wears pajamas at night.

“Anyway, I decided to go to the Faculty of Magic tomorrow.”

“…Huh? You’re not kidding, are you?”

Thanks to this, Misty nods her head at the explanation that she was shot instead of the crown prince, received several awards from the emperor, and this is one of them.

At the same time, whenever Misty hears what I have to say, the reassuring smile she had until now is gone and she is making a slightly bizarre expression.

A look of guilt, embarrassment, and a glimpse of sadness.

You would think that she was pretending to be laughing hard, seeing the corner of her mouth lifted up, but it has long since collapsed into a face that looked like she was about to cry.

To be honest, it’s burdensome.

I was full of good work, but seeing myself blaming myself.

“By the way, I don’t know where the classroom is.

You don’t even know what classes you’re taking. Can you tell me?”

“Yes, of course! But even if I know the location…”

Misty blurts her back a little, as if in trouble.

“Why, is there a problem?”

“Usually, classes are not held in one place, but in several places.

Tomorrow, I’ll take a wagon and go out to the plains, and children like me will sparring, children learning alchemy will experiment with poisonous substances that can only be done outside, and healers will heal children injured in sparring.”

With those words, I bring out the purpose of coming here.

“Then, can you pick me up in the morning? I’ll be in front of your room by 7 tomorrow.”

“Oh, no! I’ll go to Eric’s room!”

After the story was roughly finished, I picked up a cookie in front of her and ate it.

When it first touched my mouth, it was so sweet, but after chewing it, maybe because of the sugar on the outside, I feel a slightly bitter nutty taste.