Raiders of the favorite concubine of Qing Dynasty

Chapter 386 Don't Mention the Past (Part [-])
When I arrived at Zhuangzi, there was not much turmoil in Zhuangzi for this old man who was born out of thin air. There was always a time when he was sick, but for the old man who had just recovered from a serious illness, there was a little more joy in Zhuangzi.

The few people who knew it couldn't help but have their own thoughts in their hearts. Fulin sat on the main seat, drinking tea, and enjoying his daughter's admiration.

Among our group, I don't know who is the one with the most mixed feelings. I have already recovered from the previous unbelievable loss. Yan Ran is originally clear, Shui Ling is the most worried, and Wushang's eyes are a little more guarded .As for Qin Yu, he was originally Fulin's confidant. Seeing the old master again, I felt very ashamed in my heart. I looked at him with some worries, but I didn't know that he was the most ordinary, and he was still pouring tea for Yanran!

This... It really isn't that people all the way don't enter a house!
Fulin didn't want to put on airs, sighed, and said in a relieved tone: "Don't bring up the past, this time I just met an old friend by chance, the flood disaster, the suffering of the people is the most important thing right now! "

I sounded relieved, but my heart was pulled hard. His implication, after this time, we have nothing to do with each other again?
I feel a little ridiculous, isn't this what I want?
"Lin Xi, Lin Xi...Lin Xi!"

I don't know how many times he called me. If Jiujiu hadn't got down and pushed me anxiously, I don't know where I would go.

Seeing them looking at me with concern and worry, I scolded myself for being useless. In order to find a way to go, I followed Fulin's words just now and immediately continued: "I was just thinking, this government-business collusion doesn't know the benefits. How heavy is the chain? Even if you let it go and check it, the clues will probably be broken if the people above are ruthless. Even if you can find out through clues, it will take a lot of effort. I was thinking that since I happened to catch up with this trip If you don’t want to have a Hongmen Banquet, go and meet them, it’s a good idea to lure the snake out of the hole!”

Fulin clapped his hands and praised: "You will never disappoint me when it comes to right and wrong. That's exactly what I think."

I looked at him with some doubts in my heart. If I didn't happen to catch up with this Hongmen banquet, he needed it. Could it be that he would not show up even though he knew I was there?
I took a deep breath, tried to calm myself down, and calmed down my nervous heartbeat, and then said: "The arrangement of our identity is quite subtle. It should not only make them fearful, but also make them feel that there are weaknesses that can be exploited." Control, the horses and chariots must speed up far away!"

Fulin nodded, he must have a plan in mind.

Jiujiu blinked and looked at me, apparently she didn't know what we were talking about in her little head, she pulled my sleeve: "Mother, will Daddy live with us?"

I glanced at Fulin, wondering what he meant, thinking about how the master would have no reason to live outside, looked at Jiujiu and nodded: "Of course Daddy lives with us in Zhuangzi, it's just that Daddy is not in good health. Live independently in the attic, where the cleanliness will not disturb his rest."

Jiujiu's vocabulary is limited, I don't know how much she understands, but she still nodded, feeling relieved in her heart, she suddenly said again: "Dongdong, I slept with my father and mother, and my father will sleep with us sleep?"

Nowadays, the communication between children is so in-depth, and it also involves the issue of bedtime.

I couldn't help but look at Fulin, hoping he wouldn't think too much, I could already feel my cheeks getting hot.I swallowed, and planned to continue talking to Jiujiu: "Daddy is sick, sick, so we can't disturb him, okay?"

Jiujiu looked at me seriously, then suddenly burst into tears, and ran to Fulin's side on short legs while crying: "Daddy, Jiujiu be good, Jiujiu wants Daddy to sleep together..."

I was really ashamed to see it, so I simply let her make trouble, and I don't have to solve the troublesome things.

So I heard Fulin ask back like a spring breeze: "You sleep with daddy, and lose mother, mother will be sad."

Jiujiu was stunned for a moment, looked towards me, and I waved to her and said, "Hey, mother is here, daddy is going to rest."

Jiujiu ignored it, and turned to look at Fulin: "Jiujiu wants to sleep with my parents!"

I subconsciously looked at Fulinsheng, fearing that he might have some misunderstanding, and happened to meet his eyes, I dodged in a hurry, trying to make myself look more natural.

It was just such a small gap, Fulin kicked the problem to me intact: "Then it's up to your mother."

Then Jiujiu exerted her sticky vigor like a dog skin plaster, and after watching the excitement lost my interest, I was so exhausted that I nodded casually, thinking in my heart that she went to bed early anyway, and she couldn't be shaken when she fell asleep. You don't care who you sleep with.I really don't want to lie to her, but this is also something that can't be done.

When Jiujiu was satisfied and followed the boy to look for snacks, I hurriedly explained to Fulin: "There is no way, this child is too stubborn, so I can only promise her first. She goes to bed early, so it's okay. Zhuangzili There is a separate attic, and Yan Ran ordered someone to tidy it up, and the tranquility there will not affect your handling of government affairs."

Only he and I were left in the room, so quiet that even the breathing of the two of them was very clear. I tried my best to keep myself calm and calm, not wanting to let the sound of rapid breathing reveal my nervousness and the frantic desire to hug tightly. with his thoughts.

He didn't accept or refuse. I lowered my head and stared at my toes.

Well, the embroidered lotus is a bit dirty because of the rush to get on the dirt, I will wipe it off later, I force myself to think about something else, but even if I don’t look at him, even if I force myself to think about something else In addition, his figure still squeezed in abruptly, leaving no gaps.

"I haven't seen you for more than two years, and this is all you have to say to me?" Fulin's voice was a little helpless.

I don’t know why, I should be happy knowing the truth, at least the woman in his heart that I was crazily jealous of is myself, the person I love also loves me, maybe even more than I love him, I should be happy, but why, But I wanted to avoid it, so I took a deep breath and said, "It's a stranger if we haven't seen each other for more than two years.

After I finished speaking, I planned to walk out quickly, but before I could move, I was pulled into his arms.

The familiar body temperature is like a poison, slowly eroding.I finally knew what I was running away from. The meeting was accidental and the separation was inevitable. If he is indifferent now, he will feel better when he leaves.

It's just that his embrace was like a swamp, and I sank a little bit, unable to break out.

"Jiujiu was born in Dongyue?" The breath of Fulin's words lingered in my ears.

"The fourteenth day of the winter month, the weather was fine that day."

"It happened during Chunwei, did you leave because of Jiujiu?" Fulin's breath pressed against my neck, making me not feel shivering.

At this time, there is no need to hide it. I replied truthfully: "At that time, I thought I was... Le Yan's belly was so big and she lost her child for no reason. I dare not gamble, and I don't want mine The child is trembling with intrigues in the palace."

"The child was forcibly conceived by her with the medicine to induce pregnancy. The imperial doctor said that it cannot be saved, and even if it is saved, it will be born with deformities."

The two are speechless, maybe without those misunderstandings that I think, there will be no separation, but is happiness in the palace sure, and will ninety-nine be happy?With my weaknesses, can I continue to face difficulties regardless of my weaknesses?
"I didn't belong there in the first place, and ninety-nine is more, because of fate, everything returned to the original place, and it can only be like this." No matter how much reluctance, it has already happened, and there is something to give up, and we can only face it.

After a long time, Fulin asked a little stubbornly: "So, you abandoned me?"

"You will always be the master of Zhuangzi. No matter where you are, even if you and I are thousands of miles apart, you love me, and this love is enough to accompany you for the rest of your life. And you, the court disputes, the harem fighting beauty, the pain of this longing will Gradually fade away." The last few words were spit out, and I felt pain like cutting flesh.

"Forget, how to forget?" His voice was hoarse.

"Don't bring up the past, you didn't say it?" I bit my lip, it turned out that I cared so much about his words.

"So that's how you understand it." Fulin said, and let me go.

"Yes!"

"it is good!"

After saying that, he just left.

Until his figure disappeared, everything was still like a dream.

After dinner, Jiujiu took a bath and changed clothes as usual, and I was tired after tidying her up. I patted her and told stories and legends that were circulated in the market.

Usually Jiujiu was tired early, but today I took a dozen or so breaths, but she became more and more energetic and asked over and over again: "Where's Daddy?"

I can only explain over and over again that Dad is busy and he is not feeling well.I thought she would fall asleep after a while, but she kept asking again and again, and it became more and more difficult to appease her. Finally, her small body was so stubborn that she broke free from my arms and crawled out of bed in a daze.

Seeing that she was barefoot, I hurriedly chased her out, trying to bring her back, but when a one-year-old child was playing violently, the slippery feeling like a live fish was too much for me.

The two of them stalemate for a while, she was still alive and well, but I was a little tired, even if I grabbed her, she couldn't help it, so she let go of her voice and howled.

On this halfway up the mountain, it has already fallen into the night, and the surrounding area is very quiet, how can it stand up to her voice.

"Mother lied, give back to my father, give back to my father!" She howled as big tears rolled down my face. I saw her hysterical appearance, and my heart suddenly tugged.

She is only so old, how can I blame her for being ignorant?What's more, she has always been sensible, but in her heart she also hopes to have a father and a mother like other children.

Who wouldn't?
I have always felt that I am very strong, and I have always had friends who are better than relatives by my side, and I have never been alone, but when she howled like this, she howled out together with my inner desire and helplessness.

I wanted to comfort her so much, but as soon as I opened my mouth, the grievances in my heart came out first, and finally I hugged her and cried at the door together.

After crying for a while, Jiujiu stopped crying ahead of time. Her eyes were wide open, and there was a little panic and fear in her eyes. She sobbed and said, "Mother, don't cry, Jiujiu doesn't want Daddy anymore."

When she said that, I cried even harder, and my heart ached for her sensibility, and even more for my own incompetence.

Footsteps came from far and near, and when I heard them clearly, a plain robe had appeared in front of me.

"It's late at night, why don't you go into the room, what are you doing here?" Fulin's voice was clear and gentle.

I raised my head and saw him with tears in my eyes. He was dressed in plain clothes. He must have rushed out when he heard Jiujiu crying and didn't even have time to put on his outer shirt. I don't know why. But the voice couldn't help getting louder and louder, more and more wronged.

Fulin hugged Jiujiu shortly, hugged me, and whispered extremely gentle in my ear: "I got it, I got it."

I was dragged into the room by him, he called the girl to bathe and change my clothes in the side room, and he carried Jiujiu into the bedroom.I heard a song like a whisper, he hummed very nicely.

When I came out, he hadn't left yet. Thinking of my appearance just now, I felt a little uneasy, and couldn't help but secretly went to see him, wondering what he would think.

"You've been tossing all night and still not sleeping?" Jiujiu had already fallen asleep, Fulin lowered his voice.

I glanced at him, laying down on my couch without any intention of getting down, I scratched my head, and hesitated to say: "You, don't you want to go out?"

Fulin carried Jiujiu to the innermost part, tucked in the corner of the quilt, and lay down in the middle, saying with certainty: "You and I are married couples, and Jiujiu is my child, why should I go out? ?”

"I..." Indeed, according to this theory, he really has no reason to go out, and I didn't leave anything behind when I left. We are indeed a legitimate husband and wife.

"Go to sleep, they were all outside just now, I didn't let them come over, maybe they all saw us entering the house together, I've been staying for an hour now, it won't help if you drive me out now. "Fulin's tone was very sincere, but I always felt that he did it on purpose.

But since this is the case, I can't just stand all night, I moved to the side of the bed, leaning on the side of the bed and nestling away from him.

"Oh!" I heard him sigh behind me, and then I was pulled into his arms in a blink of an eye.

(End of this chapter)