Occupy the king's favorite: this concubine is very good

Chapter 199 May I Never Join the Emperor’s Family in the Next Life (2)
"What do you have similar to that Chu Luo? Appearance or talent?" She questioned me aggressively, and then said with a smile: "Your surname is not Chu at all, you are the young master of Tianlai. The one who was supposed to unify the world people."

"No...impossible." I slumped on the ground, shaking my head desperately.

"You were compared with that Chu Luo since you were young, are you really so reconciled in your heart? Your aptitude, your literary skills and military strategy will not lose to him..." Her eyes looked at him motionless. I seem to see the bottom of my heart.

At that moment, I found... my heart was really shaken.

The flames of jealousy have burned my sanity to ashes.

At that time, I actually nodded: "What do you want?"

"My child, my child, come with me..." She stretched out her hand to me, I stretched out my hand in a daze, and put my hand into her palm——

From then on, I knew that I, Chu Luo, stepped into the darkness like this, and I would never be redeemed.

However, this is the path I chose, because... I, Chu Luo, don't want to dare to be behind others for the rest of my life.

I want to be strong, and I don't want to live under the protection of my brother for the rest of my life.

Three years have passed by in a flash. In these three years, I have changed a lot. Although I have a pure, lovely and clear face, my heart has already become dirty.

The third brother Chu Ling's wedding is approaching, and she learns that she is going to marry a mentally handicapped, idiot.The third brother, who is romantic by nature, did not agree to marry such a woman even after death, so he wrote the divorce letter, and a divorce letter was sent to the prime minister's mansion.

Who knew, the lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion sent someone to say that she would only end the marriage if Chu Ling personally sent the divorce letter.

Chu Ling felt ashamed and refused to go to the Prime Minister's mansion in person, so she made an appointment to the upstairs of Linyuan.

If I had known that I would meet her, maybe...in the end, I wouldn't have lost so badly.

What kind of woman is that?Although he has a handsome and ordinary appearance, his eyes are bright and wise, and there is an indescribable fatal attraction.

With just one glance, my heart seems to have fallen like that.

So, I tried my best to smile innocently and innocently, and introduced myself to her: "I am Chu Yan."

It seemed that my smile was really clear. Her eyes were full of smiles, and she looked at me softly.

At the second glance, in my [-]s and [-]s, I have never been attracted to any opposite sex, so I fell completely between those eyebrows...

Perhaps, during that trip to Linyuan Tower, there was no brother chasing me here, no meeting between the two of them... I am very confident that she will fall in love with me.Unfortunately……

No if.

I don't know how the two of them met and fell in love with each other. I only know that in just a few days, at the Hundred Flowers Festival, her song (Ghost Dance in Troubled Times) amazed the audience, and she became brother's song naturally. Princess Luo.

There is a deep sorrow in my heart. At the age of 16, I felt love for the first time, but was ruined by my brother like that...

I was very unwilling and wanted to try my best to fight for her.

Grandma Huang knew about this, but she laughed at me with great disdain: "Won't you take it back just by watching him take your woman away? Are you so useless..."

"I've always been very accurate in my opinion. A woman like that likes a man who gallops the world. Once you win the world, the world is in your hands. Are you still afraid that she won't obediently throw herself into your arms?" ?”

I believed Grandma Huang's words, secretly accumulated a lot of strength, and waited for an opportunity to completely bring down Chu Yuan and his brother.

I once secretly asked my brother if he had the heart to win that position.

I thought that someone like my brother would say yes without hesitation.However, I guessed wrong...

His most beautiful eyes at the time stared at her motionlessly, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he said firmly: "Originally, but... because of her, that position doesn't seem so attractive. If Given the choice, I am willing to be an ordinary person and stay with her until I grow old."

It turned out that the relationship between them had reached such an indestructible point!

In her heart, I will always be an extremely well-behaved, innocent and lovely brother.

She is very kind to me, and there is only deep doting in her eyes when she looks at me.However, my heart is very sad - that kind of doting has nothing to do with Fengyue.

When I was with her, I looked forward to her, longed for her all the time, and hoped that she could look at me.

When she looked at her brother, although there was always a look of disdain on her face, her eyes were filled with incomparable nostalgia and admiration, just like when I looked at her.

When the nostalgia in her eyes gradually deepened, my heart became very uneasy...

Therefore, I reached a consensus with Yan Minhuan of the Southern Qi Dynasty. He sent troops to attack Hanyang, and when my brother sent troops to Hanyang, he took her captive to the Southern Qi Dynasty.I took the opportunity to overthrow Chu Yuan, and then won Beijia Kingdom.

However, my identity can no longer be that naive Chu Yan, that timid and cowardly Chu Yan, must disappear in this world forever.

At the moment when Chu Yuan's sword pierced my chest, in the haze... I saw her tears, the tears shed for me.

For the first time in her life, she showed such a fragile and painful expression in front of me.

At that time, I really wanted to ask her, if one day, she found that the boy was not as innocent and kind as she imagined.Then would she still show such a mournful expression before his death?

The answer is yes.

When my identity was revealed, her identity was also more complicated than any of us imagined.No wonder, Grandma Huang said that a woman like her can only win her heart with a man who has power over the world.

Because she was standing above those ten thousand people, staring down at the world.

Such a woman, it will be difficult for me to win her heart in my whole life!

However, I have come to this point, it is difficult to turn back no matter what.I can do it, the only thing left is a desperate fight.

I really envy my brother for being able to get her heart.

In the last battle, under the Guanghua gate of the imperial palace, my brother and I fought for the only time in our lives. In the end, I still lost. The moment my brother's sword pierced my chest, she stopped with tears in my eyes.

She said that she didn't want to watch me die in front of her again.

I laughed and put down the long sword in my hand...

With her words, even if I, Chu Yu, died a thousand or ten thousand times, it would be worth it.

She drove off my [-] soldiers by herself, what kind of momentum is that to turn things around?Who would believe that it was done by a weak woman?
It's no wonder that the ambitious Yan Minhuan fell under her charm, and it's no wonder that my cold, seemingly heartless brother was moved by her.

So, I'm doomed to be a loser.

However, I have no complaints or regrets, at least I have tried my best to fight for it, even if I lost in the end...

Sister, do you know why I never call you Sisao?
That's because, I, Chu Yu, really love you, and I never want to admit the fact of marrying my brother.

Sister, this is the last time I will call you sister, I will take good care of you and brother in the sky, be good.

May I never fall into these disturbances in my next life, and never join this sad emperor's family.

(End of this chapter)