Occupy the king's favorite: this concubine is very good

Chapter 198 May I Never Join the Emperor’s Family in the Next Life (1)
Thousands of words are like sticking in the throat.My Zhuohua, I hope you are happy, even though that happiness is not what I give you...

I am Chu Yan.

In ancient times, the word "Yan" has the same meaning as "Yan", which means dying.The word "Shang" means death, life is dying...

A single word, it is doomed that my life will not be smooth and smooth.

Before the age of 13, I was no different from the happiest child in the world. I had a concubine mother who loved and doted on me, and a brother Chu Luo who was very beautiful and loved me as much as my concubine mother.

Very early on, I knew that I had the best brother in the world, no matter what he did, he would definitely let me do it.

I was born extremely dull, nearly five years old, but still unable to speak, my father called me stupid, and the princes in the harem all laughed at me as a mentally handicapped, and whenever I was bullied, my brother But Chu Luo tightly protected me in his arms, gently touched my head with both hands, and sighed: "We are still young, don't worry, don't worry."

I am ten years old, but I still can't hold a pen and write normally, and I am often punished by the old lady Fu who goes to the study to copy (Book of Songs).I often write until late at night, and I feel drowsy. Every time, my brother carefully hugs me in the bedroom to sleep peacefully, while he himself sits in my seat and writes for me all night without sleep.

I'm 12 years old, and I'm so stupid that I can't even lift a weapon.People in the harem all say that I am born stupid, an idiot who only knows how to eat and sleep!
I am very sad but have no words to refute them - what they say is the truth!

Born to the same mother, my elder brother, Chu Luo, was able to walk at the age of ten months, speak at the age of one, read the Book of Songs by the age of three, and learned the art of war and vertical and horizontal techniques of the four dynasties at the age of ten.Compared to his Wen Tao Wu Lue, I, Chu Yu, are nothing.

My elder brother Chu Luo has been like a god in my heart since childhood.

Since he was a child, he was tall and straight, with a handsome appearance. The maids and concubines of the harem often stopped and stared at him bewilderedly when he passed by.

Gradually, I grew up to 13 years old. When I was 13 years old, it was really an earth-shaking change for me.

A lot of things really happened that year.

I seem to have grown up suddenly on the day of my 13th birthday, as if I had been completely reborn.The original thin body grew rapidly, and the appearance became more and more beautiful. Where I walked, I often attracted the attention of the young maids in the harem who were blushing.

Unfortunately, not long after my 13th birthday, the northern Rong people invaded the border of my Beijia country.The elder brother Chu Luo has always been a person who puts the country's affairs first. Hearing the information sent by the city over there, he resolutely asked his father to send him to the front line to lead an army of 30 to defeat the invasion of the Rong people.

The emperor agreed, and his 17-year-old brother Chu Luo became the youngest marshal in the North Jia Kingdom, and began his three-year military career.

Not long after he left, his father suddenly fell ill on a stormy night.

When he fell like this, the royal family of Beijia Kingdom seemed to have lost a backbone.Originally, the father decided to appoint him as the crown prince after his elder brother returned.However, as soon as my brother left like this, all parties in the DPRK and China began to commotion, and all the princes secretly competed, trying to make a good impression on their father before his death, so as to get more of the position of the heir apparent.

Among those forces, the second emperor brother Chu Yuan is undoubtedly the strongest.In some cases, his political skills are not lost to his brother...

In the end, before his father died, he didn't say a word about who should pass on the throne behind him!
In fact, the Beijia Kingdom's ruling and opposition parties all knew that at the moment before his death, his father still had his elder brother in his heart, and he was always struggling, waiting for his elder brother to return and give him the position behind him.

After the father left like this, the capital was in chaos, and various forces fought openly and secretly, all desperately climbing towards the supreme and honorable position.

Seeing them killing each other and fighting each other, I couldn't help but sigh—is that position really that good?

Brothers who are connected by flesh and blood and whose blood is thicker than water become enemies. Desire blinds their eyes and forces them to grasp the sword in their hands and stab their relatives from the same root.

In the homes of ordinary people, it is a beautiful picture of harmony between brothers and friends, respect from father to son and filial piety from father to son!
It's power, it's human desire, it makes people lose themselves!At that moment, I decided—

No matter what happens in the future, the saber in my hand, Chu Yu, will only stab the enemy, and will never stab my own relatives!
But... It seems that in the end I broke my promise!

My transformation took place on the third night after the death of my father. According to the etiquette of Beijia Kingdom, when the late emperor passed away, those who had no heirs in the late empress palace and those who had no children had to be buried with the late emperor's body in the imperial mausoleum.

My mother and concubine gave birth to me and my brother, so she is not in the scope of that at all.

That night, my father obviously went away for several days, but I didn't know what was going on in my heart, I was so uneasy!

The concubine mother is still the same as before, sitting on the side of the bed in my bedroom, watching me fall asleep before leaving with peace of mind.

My heart beat extremely violently that night, looking at the kind face of the concubine mother, I held her hand tightly, but refused to fall asleep, and wanted her to stay by my side.

The concubine mother has always had a kind of excessive doting on me. To my begging, she just smiled slightly, nodded my nose, and said dotingly: "I really can't do anything about you, you're so old, why don't you give up?" I want my mother to sleep with you."

I nodded in a daze, already in that situation, I still held her hand, as if I was afraid that someone would take her away.

Sure enough, in the middle of the night, I was suddenly awakened by a series of violent knocks on the door in my sleep!
The mother and concubine were very surprised. When I opened the door, I saw my grandma appearing aggressively in my bedroom with a group of guards with knives!
Before the mother and concubine could say a word, she was "taken away" by Grandma Huang's cold sentence, and several guards escorted the concubine mother away in a daze like that!
I panicked, put on my clothes and was about to chase those guards, but was stopped by Grandma Huang, who looked at me with burning eyes and asked, "What do you want to do?"

"I want to save my concubine mother! Where are you taking my concubine mother?" I shouted hoarsely, struggling desperately.

"Mother concubine? She is not your biological mother at all! She is your enemy, the woman you love most!" She suddenly laughed loudly, and that beautiful face was actually so ferocious.

"No no! You lied to me, she is clearly my concubine mother!" I shook my head desperately and shouted loudly.

(End of this chapter)