love you deeply

Chapter 37 How Can You Forgive Me

The moment Su Tian heard these words, her face changed.

"Lu Jue, that's not what you said before. What do you want to do?" she asked.

"Su Tian, ​​divorce him, and I will treat you well for the rest of my life. Su Tian..." Lu Jue looked at Su Tian, ​​with a love that Su Tian had never seen in his eyes.

If it were three years ago, when she hadn't experienced those pains, she would probably have died happily after hearing these words.

And promised him without hesitation.

But now, her heart is already incomplete.

She will never love anyone again.

Love is miserable, but also love is afraid.

"Lu Jue, you know that this is impossible." Su Tian looked at Lu Jue and said her thoughts word by word.

Lu Jue had expected such an answer.

But in my heart, there is still a little fantasy.

She still loves herself, and she is willing to give herself a chance.

"Then you don't need to save him, just watch him die in prison. I heard that in Western prisons, people of yellow race are often bullied. He must be physically weak, right? I don't know if he will be bullied." .”

Lu Jue said it casually, but Su Tian knew that it was a threat, Chi Guoguo's threat.

"Does it have to be like this?" Su Tian asked.

"What do you think?" Lu Jue threw the question to her.

"Lu Jue, we are already divorced, can you let me go? The relationship between us is over, and we will never go back to the past." Su Tian cried.

Seeing her tears, Lu Jue felt like a jerk.

"I don't need to go back to the past, I just want us to be together in the future. Those two children were born by Rong Chen and another woman, right? If you want, when we get married, you can take them with you and we will re-establish A family, I will treat them as my own."

It is impossible for Su Tian to have children in this life.

Although Lu Jue was regretful, he still blamed himself more.

If he had loved her a little more, cared for her more, and protected her more, their child would not have died.

Maybe God is punishing him, but punishing him alone is enough, why should Su Tian be involved?

Su Tian burst out laughing after hearing Lu Jue's words.

Laughing, laughing, she began to undress.

"Su Tian, ​​you..."

She took off her clothes, revealing the scars from the surgery.

That scar was extremely ugly, growing on Su Tian's body like a centipede.

Su Tian smiled and began to shed tears, "Lu Jue, you said you want to be with me, can you return what I'm missing?"

Because of that scar, she lost her uterus.

The child was almost lost. If Bai Yan hadn't helped her save the child, she would not even have the right to be a mother in this life.

Lu Jue looked at Su Tian's scar, and he began to feel a headache again.

Headache and heart ache.

Almost couldn't help shedding tears in front of Su Tian.

"Then...how can you forgive me? Stay with me..." Lu Jue said with difficulty.

"It's impossible in this life, unless you die!" Su Tian said cruelly.

Lu Jue's heart suddenly calmed down.

He really deserves to be damned.

As early as when he hurt Su Tian, ​​he should have died.

The harm he did to her can never be repaired in a lifetime.

After finishing speaking, Su Tian picked up the clothes on the ground and put them back on one by one.

"Lu Jue, I won't beg you anymore. If Rong Chen spends one year in jail, I'll wait for him for one year. He's in jail for two years, and I'll wait for him for two years. He's in jail for a lifetime, and I'll wait for him forever! He's dead. , I will not live!"

……

She owes Rong Chen too much, too much...

When she was at her worst, Rong Chen appeared in front of her.

Helped her, helped two children.

Although on the surface the two of them get what they need, but Rongchen's feelings for Sansan and Sisan are real.

His feelings for her are also true, and he really treats her as his younger sister.

And he is also her only brother in this world.

Su Tian left, and Lu Jue stayed alone in the empty room.

Su Tian's breath gradually disappeared.

The warmth in Lu Jue's heart faded little by little along with the disappearance of her breath.

My heart is getting colder and colder.

Before he knew it, Lu Jue had burst into tears.

He could only tell himself that everything was his fault, and he was to blame for everything.

He deserves to be punished.

He should kneel down and confess to Su Tian.

But he became a cripple, not even qualified to kneel down.

Lu Jue's heart hurt inch by inch, until the end of the pain, he couldn't tell the difference between pain and no pain.

He just looked at the gate of the villa like this. From morning to night, day and night, he never moved, and his body was already stiff.

Maybe it's time for him to do something for Su Tian.

Relying on stiff hands, Lu Jue pushed the wheelchair, moved it to the edge of the living room table little by little, and signed the documents on it, one by one, with his name.

……

After Su Tian left Lu Jue's villa, she didn't dare to go home, she drove aimlessly on the street.

A street, she walked back and forth a dozen times.

She didn't dare to go back, she was afraid that Sansan and Sisan would ask him where Rong Chen was.

And her mother is a useless trash, even Rong Chen can't save her.

Su Tian stayed outside all day, and only came home when it was almost dark.

When she returned, the two babies were already asleep.

The two children hugged each other tightly, but their brows were tightly furrowed.

They should be afraid, right?

Afraid that Rong Chen would never appear again, afraid that she would disappear with her.

Su Tian burst into tears.

Crying until her voice became hoarse, Su Tian stretched out her hand and touched her daughter Sansan's brow tremblingly.

"I'm sorry..." Su Tian said.

Suddenly, Sisi opened his eyes.

Seeing Su Tian, ​​he was obviously overjoyed, and subconsciously looked behind Su Tian, ​​after not seeing Rong Chen, he lowered his head again.

Daddy still hasn't come back.

"Mommy, does Daddy want me and sister anymore?" Si Si asked suddenly.

Su Tian took a tight breath, and tears almost came out again. She tried to squeeze out a smile, "Why? Your father loves you and your sister so much, why would you not want you? Didn't my mother say that he is on a business trip and wants Will you come back after finishing the work at hand?
Sisi tilted his head, thought for a while, it seemed so.

"But my mother also said that my father will be back in the past two days, so which mother should I listen to? The current mother or the past mother?"

Su Tian stretched out her hand and patted his forehead lightly. Of course, she listened to what her mother said, "Your father... will come back tomorrow. However, you and your sister have to go to school obediently. When you get out of school, your father will be back." Just come back."

Sisi nodded heavily, "Then I'll get up early tomorrow and ask my sister to go to school together!"

(End of this chapter)