love you deeply

Chapter 36 It's Actually Hell

Su Tian was willing to take the initiative to touch him, Lu Jue was already very happy.

Don't dare to expect anything, and can't afford it.

"I won't misunderstand." Lu Jue looked at Su Tian flatteringly.

At this moment, Su Tian suddenly hated this expression.

It shouldn't be like this, how could Lu Jue show such an expression to her?
Didn't he never compromise with her?
Isn't his love and liking only for Su Xi?
There was a sudden tightening on the wrist, Lu Jue's hand tightly held Su Tian's hand, leaning on her, he climbed up the wheelchair little by little.

Holding Su Tian's hand, Lu Jue suddenly refused to let go.

How great would it be if he could hold Su Tian's hand like this for a lifetime?
He held Su Tian's hand very tightly, very tightly...

As if he wanted to embed her in his body, Su Tian grunted in pain, he let go of Su Tian's hand like a needle prick, and kept saying: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I'm too strong ,Sorry……"

Seeing that humble appearance, Su Tian felt a little uncomfortable.

"Lu Jue, you don't need this. The thing between us, to put it bluntly, is to say that you love each other, and one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer. But that is all in the past.

Now we are just passers-by, I hope you can understand that I don't want to see you again. "

Su Tian said it very straightforwardly.

She didn't want to go on like this anymore, as soon as Rong Chen came out, she would move to a small village with a farm, and live happily with Sansan and Sisi.

Lu Jue refused to respond to Su Tian's words.

He asked Su Tian to push him back to the villa, and Su Tian did so.

It's just that when she opened the door and walked in, seeing the extremely familiar indoor environment, her heart twitched violently.

She refused to go in.

Everything in front of her was the same as that in her and Lu Jue's wedding room back then, from the decoration style to the arrangement of furniture.

And all of this was her masterpiece.

When she knew that she was going to marry Lu Jue, she spent three full months of research day and night, and finally finished the design. She once shamelessly told Lu Jue that it was the little girl they loved. nest.

But in the end, she endured humiliation time and time again in that house.

Even the child that almost had an accident was in that house.

It wasn't a nest of love at all, it was hell.

And she doesn't want to go back to hell.

"Su Tian, ​​push me in." Lu Jue reminded her aloud.

Su Tian refused, "I won't go in, if you have anything to say, tell me here."

"You don't like it here?" Lu Jue asked.

"You don't need to ask what you know!" Su Tian was a little depressed.

Lu Jue took out his mobile phone, made a call, and asked someone to come and demolish everything in the house.

"Let's go to the building next door."

In fact, Lu Jue didn't dare to go in, he was also afraid.

Many bad memories between him and Su Tian started in that room.

He thought she would miss the house he designed with his own hands.

It turned out that he never knew her at all.

Lu Jue should be well prepared, after Su Tian stepped into the next house.

Compared with the house she entered in the first place, the house she entered now obviously has the atmosphere of someone's life.

In the living room, there are scattered books and randomly placed shoes.

There were still windows that didn't close.

In this environment, there is no sense of oppression like before, and Su Tian's complexion has also improved a lot.

Lu Jue glanced at her secretly, and heaved a sigh of relief in his heart.

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Chapter 43

"Find a place to sit by yourself." Lu Jue said casually.

Su Tian didn't dare to get too close to him, in the same space with him, it was difficult for her to breathe.

She didn't dare to stay too far away from him, for fear that she might not be able to hear what he said clearly.

She is always so careful, three years ago, three years later, still.

Lu Jue was also very nervous. It had been a long, long time since he had looked at Su Tian face to face.

Although he had dreamed of this scene countless times.

But it really came, the reality is far warmer than the dream.

If possible, Lu Jue hopes that time will stop at this moment.

Su Tian looked at Lu Jue, "I'm already here, can you let Rong Chen go?"

Lu Jue took a tight breath, although she knew that she came to find her because of her current husband.

But even if it's fake, he still hopes that he can pick up a moment and a half of warmth.

He raised the corners of his lips stiffly, making his smile look as mocking as possible, "You are here, but you haven't given me what I want!"

"Lu Jue, what do you mean by that? You and Su Xi hurt me back then, what do I owe you? Do I owe you one life? Or three lives?"

Su Tian yelled at Lu Jue in pain.

Lu Jue shook his head, "I...I'm not married to Su Xi, I just want...to hug you!"

Lu Jue's heart, the moment he knew that Su Tian was dead, had already been frozen.

The only time he felt warmth was when he saw Su Tian at the banquet and knew she was not dead.

At that time, he desperately hugged her into his arms, and his dusty heart began to beat slowly.

"You're not married to Su Xi?" Su Tian repeated.

"No, she is the chief culprit who hurt you and our children. How could I marry her? Su Tian, ​​I have avenged you, and her uterus is gone. I have her bone marrow pumped every day. She is a liar... ..."

When talking about Su Xi, Lu Jue's eyes were full of hatred.

Su Tian understood, he knew the truth of everything.

He knew what kind of vicious heart was behind Su Xi's innocent face.

But it was too late.

It's too late!
"Don't mention this person again! I don't want to hear anything about her." Su Tian spoke with a heavy tone.

"Don't talk about her, I don't like him either!" Lu Jue smiled at her.

After laughing, there is a long silence.

Lu Jue didn't make a sound, and Su Tian basically couldn't answer. She just sat on the chair, like a puppet.

Lu Jue resisted the pain in his heart. He looked at Su Tian with greed in his eyes, as if he couldn't get enough of it.

Being stared at by such eyes, Su Tian finally couldn't bear it anymore.

"Can you stop looking at me like that? I don't like it!"

Lu Jue had no choice but to look away, but even so, the corner of his eyes was always on Su Tian.

He didn't know how long he could look at Su Tian like this.

He wanted to see her a few more times before he died.

But I can't seem to get enough of it.

The more I look at it, the more reluctant I am.

"Lu Jue, are you willing to let Rong Chen go if you say I will hug you?" Su Tian looked at Lu Jue with a sense of alienation and vigilance in her eyes.

She was unwilling to have any more physical contact with Lu Jue unless it was absolutely necessary.

Lu Jue was deeply hurt by the defense in Su Tian's eyes. He obviously only wanted a hug, but at this moment, he suddenly wanted more.

"Not enough, not enough..." he said.

(End of this chapter)