If I still remember you in the next life
Chapter 9 Are You The One
Chapter 9 Are You The One
VOL.19
I walked across from him and he said "sit" to me, so I sat down, he wiped his mouth with a napkin, and stopped eating.His movements are elegant enough to rival the British royal family.If it weren't for this formation, I really couldn't believe that he was the gang leader.
He leaned on the chair and looked at me, his lips were slowly pursed into a line, his voice was low, but extremely sweet: "Miss Liang, today is the first time we meet, but I think you must be familiar with me."
I nodded.
The person itself is not scary.
The terrible thing was that everyone was afraid of him, and they didn't dare to get close to him, and they didn't even dare to publish his name in the weekly newspapers.
He raised an eyebrow: "I've always wanted to see what the woman who can make my nephew miss him looks like."
I also raised my eyebrows and asked back, "What happened?"
In front of this kind of person, I don't intend to belittle myself at all, even though I know that my quality is not acceptable to him at all.
He didn't answer, but said with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Have you broken up with Zheng Kaiwen?"
I took a breath of cold air, as if someone had slapped me in the head, my vision went dark, and I blurted out, "So it's you?"
The corner of his mouth raised an imperceptible arc, and he said: "I told Zheng Kaiwen that if he doesn't let you leave him, then he will lose everything except you, including his family and his career...but in the end , he will still lose you." He was obviously very proud, and continued: "If I let a person live, he can't die, and if I let him have nothing, he can't have a penny. I know Zheng Kaiwen is also a smart man, I never misjudged anyone."
I knew that everything came so suddenly, there must be some reason.I also thought it would be like this, but hearing Meng Junshan say it so triumphantly, as if he was recounting all his achievements, I simply found it intolerable.I thought of the pain in Kevin's eyes, and I thought he must have hurt more than I did.
This person actually bases his achievements on the suffering of others.I wish I could splash water all over that guy's face immediately, but there's not even a glass of water in front of me.
I stood up suddenly and slammed the table, causing the cups and saucers on the table to vibrate.
"You are mean!"
Having said such a thing, I admire myself, and I know that I will definitely pay the price for it.
The men who were three meters away from us had already started to move around, as if a black cloud was overwhelming the city.However, Meng Junshan raised his hand slightly, preventing them from moving further.
"Anyway, you still don't hold enough weight in Zheng Kaiwen's heart. He can give up on you for business, for his siblings, and for himself. Your so-called love is not worth mentioning at all. So, I let him leave you earlier , It’s also for your own good.”
"If loving me requires paying such a high price, then I would rather he choose to give up. He did nothing wrong."
This world is like this, sometimes some people can solve problems with just one finger that we can't solve with our best efforts.
But it is not because of this that our previous efforts are all meaningless.
I gripped the tablecloth tightly with both hands, as if I was about to crush the delicate floral lace in my hands.
I pushed back the chair, turned and left.
"Go back to Jiang Yang." He suddenly shouted loudly behind me.
I stopped, turned to look at him, and asked mockingly, "Mr. Meng, did I get it wrong?"
All the expressions on his face faded in an instant, as if he had put on a pale mask: "You heard me right."
"Why do I want to go back to him? He was the one who proposed to break up again and again, and the last time he didn't even give me a chance to say anything. Mr. Meng, it was your nephew who gave up on me first. No one threatened him, no one forced him He, he can give up on me, so I'm not worth mentioning in his heart. Why should I go back to him with a dead face. "
"Because I want you to go back." His enunciation was clear and forceful, in the tone of a soldier's order.
I smiled disdainfully: "Mr. Meng, not everyone will obey your orders."
His expression was like a black cloud, I could almost see the green smoke rising from his head, his eyes were murderous, like a monster pounced on me.He stood up.I heard the chair squeal behind him, but I turned and walked toward the door without hesitation.
He yelled behind me: "If you take another step, I can order someone to blow your head off."
"Then shoot now." I stopped, looked at him with a slight smile and said, "Maybe after today I will become very afraid of death again."
He stared at me, his eyes bloodshot.
I saw that the veins on his forehead were throbbing, his blood was swollen, and his whole body was shaking.
I figured it must have been a long time since anyone had contradicted him like that, and he would have shot me, for sure.No matter how well-bred and educated he is, he is still a gangster after all.His living environment is like this, the weak prey on the strong, he shoots and kills and loots. In his eyes, although all things are equal, they are just under his feet.
Those around me have already started to watch me, like in a hunting ground, watching a prey, whether it is a rabbit or elk, in short, I can't escape.
Maybe I'm going to die soon, but I'm still not willing to compromise.
After a long time, they didn't move, as if they were just waiting for Meng Junshan's order.
But Meng Junshan didn't move. After a long time, his heavy breathing dissipated.He finally raised his hand to stop those people from moving further, so everyone returned to their positions, and so did my heart.
"Miss Liang, you should be grateful to Jiang Yang for the reason why you can live to this day. If it wasn't for him, I would have sent you to the Huangpu River long ago."
He mentioned Jiang Yang, and I felt something pierce the softest part of my heart, and it still hurts because of that person.
I lowered my eyelashes and said softly: "I am really grateful to him. He once loved me and gave me the happiest and best memories. But now I will not go back to him. I am not the kind The woman who is gone. He can't kick me away when he doesn't love me, and come to me again when he regrets it."
"Miss Liang, you make a condition." Meng Junshan said suddenly, his voice seemed a little weak: "No matter what the condition is, I will agree to you. As long as you go back to Jiang Yang. Immediately. Immediately."
I can't believe it, he's begging me?He was actually begging me.
This person who can make the Hong Kong stock market rise and fall with each other, and who can pile up mountains of 100 yuan notes to crush me to death, is begging me.
"Mr. Meng, this is your idea, not Jiang Yang's, right?" My words caused a subtle change in Meng Junshan's expression.I knew I guessed it right, so I continued: "Jiang Yang knows me, he knows that I am not the kind of person who can be bought with money. I also know him very well, and I know he will never do that."
"Anyway, you have to go back!" Meng Junshan slammed the table next to him, and my heart skipped a beat.He took out a thick checkbook from his pocket and threw it at my feet, saying: "You can accept whatever you want. Even if you want an Arabian oil field, I will buy it for you. As long as you go back to Jiang Yang, I only want Jiang Yang. Yang is safe and sound."
I stooped to pick up the checkbook, dusted it off, put it back on the table next to him and said, "Unfortunately, what you're asking me to give you can't buy with money."
He grabbed my wrist with enough strength to turn my thin wrist into a comminuted fracture.
"Mr. Meng, have you never loved anyone?" Although I was in pain, I still smiled. "You must not know that if you love someone, you will be double hurt because of his pain, and double happy because of his happiness, even if he is not by your side, as long as you know that he is happy, you will also Feel very happy."
He stared into my eyes for a long time, then suddenly relaxed the strength of his wrist, and asked me: "Do you love Zheng Kaiwen?"
My eye sockets were hot, and my heart muscles were twisting, it was really painful. "Yes, I love him, even now that he has given up on me, I still love him."
I can't stay here anymore, I'm afraid I'll cry in front of him, I don't want to show weakness to this man.
I withdrew my wrist, turned and walked towards the door.
Meng Junshan took a gun from the bodyguard at the side, and with a click, the bullet was loaded, and I knew the gun was aimed at the back of my head.I turned my face away, and saw the narrow diameter of the black hole facing me, just like a weird and empty pupil.
"If I really want to kill you, Jiang Yang will never know."
"Then, shoot." I twitched the corner of my mouth and said, "Mr. Meng, if you don't shoot me today, you will regret it in the future. I don't want you to make an exception for me." Then I turned Turn around and walk towards the long and dark nine bends and eighteen bends, every step may be an end.
My heart was emptied in an instant, and there was nothing, not even fear.
If I die now, the only people I'm sorry for are my parents.I never just make them angry, I never think about their feelings, I never give them peace of mind.When I was capable, I only cared about my own happiness and never thought about them.
Sorry, I may never have the chance to start over.
However, I will not regret it.
I'm sorry, Jiang Yang.
Maybe you'll never forgive me.
Because I can never go back to you again.
bang.
The bullet flew fast in the back of my forehead.
I knew Meng Junshan would definitely shoot.
I just didn't expect that the shot didn't hit me.
Maybe he missed it on purpose, but he just took pity on the valuable antique vase at the door.
But maybe Su Xiaoquan's hands and feet were really fast, he dragged me over a few tenths of a second before the bullet came out of the chamber, and firmly protected me.
It is also possible that Yan Xiaonan's exclamation disturbed Meng Junshan's judgment, and the bullet was ejected a little bit off the barrel, so I was still alive.
All in all, I survived, I actually survived.
Yan Xiaonan rushed over and hugged me, her tears fell on my clothes, it was hot and cold at the same time.
Su Xiaoquan had already walked in front of Meng Junshan, but I heard a dull sound again.
The gun butt hit Su Xiaoquan's cheek heavily, and a deep red mark immediately appeared.Blood flowed from the corner of his mouth like a tiny earthworm.It must have hurt so much that there were stars in his eyes, but Su Xiaoquan didn't even say a word.He just looked at Meng Junshan again, and his voice was calm, as if someone accidentally smashed the antique vase just now—someone was picking up the wreckage of the vase at this time.
"Third Master." Su Xiaoquan stood up straight and said calmly, "Let me handle this matter, and I will definitely handle it well."
Meng Junshan narrowed his eyes slightly and glanced at me.I felt that he really didn't want me to die.But what exactly he wants me to do, I really don't know.Then he turned the gun over and handed it to Su Xiaoquan, saying at the same time: "Su San, remember, this is the last time I will trust you."
VOL.20
"Go somewhere with me."
Walking out of the restaurant, Su Xiaoquan took us into a black stretched Lincoln.
The two rows of seats facing each other, sitting the three of us, looked very spacious.Yan Xiaonan and I trembled and clasped our hands tightly.We were all scared, and this time I really narrowly escaped death.When I looked at Yan Xiaonan's eyes, he was scolding me "Liang Luoxin, you are a pig".
Yeah, I'm such a pig.
Su Xiaoquan sat across from us, slowly wiping the blood from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand.
"It hurts, right?" Yan Xiaonan took out a handkerchief from his pocket and handed it over.
Su Xiaoquan raised his eyes and glanced at the handkerchief, it was made of light fabric, with an orchid printed on one corner.It really looks like a prop in an ancient costume movie. I wonder if Xiaonan brought it back from the set.But he didn't seem to see anything special about the handkerchief, so he casually said, "Thank you." Then he used the white handkerchief to wipe off the blood from the corner of his mouth bit by bit.
I believe that handkerchief is very valuable, and Yan Xiaonan never used it to sell it.
Su Xiaoquan's forehead to cheeks were already blue, and after wiping off the blood from the corner of his mouth, an obvious bruise could be seen.I don't know how much strength Meng Junshan used to beat him down, but Su Xiaoquan was not knocked unconscious by him on the spot, and he said those words without changing his expression, is he the legendary tough guy?
The atmosphere in the car was a bit dull. Looking at the wound on his face, I finally felt a little guilty. After all, he was my savior.
"Thank you just now." I said, "But why did you do this? Aren't you afraid of death?"
He turned away and looked out the window.But it was getting dark, and I couldn't see the scenery outside, Su Xiaoquan's face was reflected in the car window.He smiled, and then said: "Everyone is going to die anyway, it's just a matter of time. If it's useless to live, it's better to die sooner."
The lights in the hospital were pale, and everything in white would look a little eerie under the light of that light.
Su Xiaoquan passed through many "guards" and pushed open the door of the ward.The nurse is giving injections to Du Zeshan.Although his complexion was pale, he was still in good spirits. After seeing him for a few days, he had already lost a lot of weight, and he was already much thinner than before.
So I didn't recognize him the first time, but that's not the case, he really changed a lot, and I couldn't recognize him anymore.
Seeing Su Xiaoquan walk in, the nurse packed up the needle tubes and medicines, and walked out with a tray.
"What's wrong with your face?" Du Zeshan put down his rolled up sleeves, but didn't look at him, and said in a disgusted tone: "It's uncle again. What did you do just now? Did you send a fight? Or cut someone?"
"You don't always think of your uncle as a bad guy."
Su Xiaoquan walked to the bed, but Du Zeshan got out of bed and stood up, went to the cabinet to pour water.
"I don't think so, he is. Could it be considered a good person to kill someone and set fire to him?"
The water in the kettle was poured out, the glass was soon full, and the water kept overflowing. Du Zeshan put down the kettle, stood there and said, "How many times have I told you not to touch the members of the Zheng family! But you What did you do. Zheng Kaiyue died, and now Zheng Kaiqi is still in the police station. Didn’t he let someone do all of this! Is he a good person?” He smiled sarcastically: “Is he a good person?!”
"Three little..."
"Don't call me third young master, I'm not your third young master, I'm different from you."
Su Xiaoquan suddenly raised his voice and said: "Yes, people like us are indeed looked down upon. But you are still the third master's nephew, this is an unchangeable fact."
"If he treats me as a nephew, why would he do such a thing to me." Du Zeshan was a little excited: "Why did he kill Zheng Kaiyue in front of me! She is only 20 years old, I said don't touch her... Whenever he treats me as a human being, I am just a puppet in his hands," he said, pointing to himself, from head to toe, excitedly: "I must be what he wants me to be. He pointed to his head and continued: "He wished he could cut my head open and put all his thoughts in it."
"He did all this for you."
"Shut up!" Du Zeshan suddenly grabbed Su Xiaoquan's suit fiercely, forcing him to the corner of the wall.
I heard the sound of Su Xiaoquan's back hitting the wall, and there was only one lamp on in the ward.The two hid in the darkness, only hearing each other's heavy breathing.
And I stood outside the ward, through the blurry glass on the door, I couldn't see their appearance clearly.
"Third Young Master, with your current physical condition, you can't be so excited." Su Xiaoquan didn't show any trace of fear or pain on his face, he just slowly raised his hands and grabbed Du Zeshan's shoulders.
His shoulders were shaking.
"I won't settle accounts with you about Zheng Kaiyue, but if you dare to hurt another person, I will definitely make you regret it!"
Simply cursing.
"Third Young Master, how many times do I have to tell you to understand that what you need now is not to take care of those trivial matters. You just need to take care of your health, and we can take care of other things."
"What is trivial matter? It's human life."
"That's what they asked for. Everyone should pay for what they did. Zheng Zuwang turned you into this. This is the price he needs to pay for it..."
"Su San, listen to me, if I see you hurt someone again, I will make you pay for it..."
"Everything I do is for you! For the third master! If you think I deserve to die, I can die right in front of you!"
The dispute became more and more intense, and the pitches became higher and higher. Their voices overlapped together, almost like a complicated and complicated rolling thunder.
Standing in the corridor outside the ward, I couldn't hear their chaotic argument.
"Su Xiaoquan..." I saw Du Zeshan frowned suddenly, the blue veins protruding from his forehead were pulsating slightly, he grabbed Su Xiaoquan's shirt collar furiously, with such strength that he seemed to tear Su Xiaoquan apart.He shouted: "Su Xiaoquan, do you know what you are doing!"
"I know." Su Xiaoquan was as steady as a rock in his brute force: "I have to do this."
"I don't care... I don't care if it's uncle's order or your idea, in short... if you let me know that anyone has an accident because of this incident, I guarantee that I will make all of you regret it, uncle... ...He's got to pay for what he's done too, I swear."
"You forget who made you like this. You forget how painful you were back then, how those wounds healed little by little, you forgot that you cried and told me that your whole life It is impossible to go back to find her again, you forget who saved you from the brink of death again and again."
Su Xiaoquan grabbed Du Zeshan's clothes with his backhand, and said fiercely: "How many times have I said that you should not have this kind of womanly kindness, if your uncle wasn't the third master, you would have died long ago without a place to bury you!" !"
"If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be in such pain as I am now - you should have let me die long ago!"
He suddenly pushed Su Xiaoquan back forcefully, at this moment, the door of the ward was unlocked.
Yan Xiaonan and I appeared in front of Du Zeshan abruptly and messily like the equipment behind the big stage. Maybe it was Jiang Yang... I don't know.I stared at him blankly, the hand holding the doorknob was trembling.He also suddenly let go of Su Xiaoquan's hand, and it slipped off Su Xiaoquan's shoulder like a piece of clothing.
"Why is she here?" His voice was timid, he was afraid of seeing me.
He took two steps back in a daze, bumped into the bed frame, and then stopped, but his face suddenly showed an expression that was extremely distorted by pain and fear.
I have never seen Jiang Yang like this.
The Jiang Yang I know, he is never afraid, never afraid, he is a genius, he is like my Optimus Prime, as long as I have him by my side, I am fearless and omnipotent.
But now, he was afraid to see me.
"Why are you afraid of me? Jiang Yang..."
"You recognized the wrong person." He turned around suddenly, grasping the bed frame with both hands, and the steel bed frame also made a painful creaking sound.
Su Xiaoquan stepped forward and grabbed him: "Third Young Master..."
"Get out! Get out!" Du Zeshan pushed Su Xiaoquan away, pointed at the door and shouted, "Get out, I'm not Meng Jiangyang, Meng Jiangyang is already dead." He was suddenly exhausted and took two steps forward with difficulty, Then he held on to the cabinet by the door and stood still. I saw the wound on his waist and abdomen burst into a red halo.
I rushed forward, raised my hand suddenly, and slapped him.
So loud, so crisp, the ward was full of echoes, and my heart trembled gently.
I grabbed his collar with both hands: "Why are you still so stubborn! You didn't tell me anything, what do you want me to do? Why did you leave me alone three years ago? Why did you suddenly break up? You know I don't know how much I hate you!" My fist hit him one after another: "It would be great if you were really dead, why do you still appear here, disrupting my life again and again! Meng Jiangyang ,I hate you!"
"That's right, you should hate me!" He panted heavily, and big beads of sweat came out on his forehead: "So, you should hate me."
I cried, there was no sound, but the tears poured out like a floodgate, surging.
"Why didn't you tell, you are Meng Jiangyang, why didn't you tell!"
He lowered his head and closed his eyes, as if he was suffering great pain.
"Liang Luoxin, you hate me, just keep hating me..."
"Yes, I hate you, I've always hated you so much..." I fell powerlessly at his feet, still clutching his sleeves tightly with both hands, sobbing. "Why don't you tell me anything...I hate you...so I can't forget you at all."
"Luo Xin!" He looked at me, but in those obsidian pupils was the loneliness and tenderness I was familiar with.
I hugged him suddenly. "Jiang Yang..." I whispered that Jiu Yuan's name, and hugged him even harder: "I really hate you, really."
The ward became quiet, and even the sound of needles colliding in the corridor next door could be vaguely heard.
Time passed by, and gradually, I felt that there were only two of us left in the room.Only the sound of our breathing echoed quietly in the air.Even in the air, there is only carbon dioxide from the two of us.
We were so close, but I couldn't see his brows and eyes clearly, but at this moment, I saw a familiar face among the blurred facial features.
He is my Jiang Yang, and he is still my Jiang Yang.
His eyes may not be as clear as before, but they are still dark brown pupils, which can reflect my shadow.His nose may be straighter than before, his outline is different, his appearance has changed... But the slightly raised corner of his mouth still has a smile that I am obsessed with, he is the Jiang Yang that I love deeply.
He finally wrapped his arms around my waist, and said in a very soft voice, "Luo Xin, I miss you so much."
"I really miss you so much...I really want to see you..." he said over and over again.
"But..." He suddenly let go of me, and smiled very hard.I saw that his face was so painful, as if thousands of knives were piercing his heart.
"What's wrong?" I tried to stop him from falling, but he suddenly raised his hand and overturned the water bottle and water cup on the table, grabbed the drip holder, but his body still fell heavily.
Su Xiaoquan had already opened the door and walked in, and quickly picked up Jiang Yang from my hand: "Call the doctor!" He yelled at me.
"Don't call a doctor..." Jiang Yang refused to let go of Su Xiaoquan, and squeezed out the words between his teeth: "I don't want them to give me those sedatives and anesthetics, how long do you want me to sleep like this... I would rather This hurts to death...forget it."
He suddenly bent his knees and plopped to his knees on the ground.
Su Xiaoquan stood in front of him like a wall for him to rely on.
He grabbed Su Xiaoquan's shoulder with his hands, the expensive suit was kneaded into pickles by him, his fingers were almost inserted into the flesh.He must have suffered unforeseen pain.Pain would drive him out of his mind.I knew that at this time, if Su Xiaoquan hadn't grabbed him like this, he would have hit his head against the wall.
I lowered my eyelashes a little, and tears fell down.
Yan Xiaonan looked at me dumbfounded and said, "He is Jiang Yang? How could he be Jiang Yang?"
Doctors and nurses flocked in, and the ward was so crowded that it was impossible to insert needles... Su Xiaoquan slowly exited the ward, straightened his clothes, and said, "Let's go outside and talk."
VOL.21
There was no one in the canteen of the hospital at this time, but Su Xiaoquan still sent two people to guard the entrance.
He put a file bag in front of me, I opened the file bag, and a stack of photos and a thick stack of reports fell out of it.
"Surgery report..."
I looked up at Su Xiaoquan, he had already taken off his suit jacket, and there were faint wrinkles on his shirt.
"I think you already know that he was killed in a car accident three years ago, but he had to be rescued because of severe burns and extensive trauma. He has undergone fifteen operations in total, major operations. Four times. These are his surgery reports."
A car accident... what is it?
I was holding the report in my hand, it was as thick as a small dictionary: heart repair surgery, humerus surgery, skin repair, plastic surgery... He actually had plastic surgery, no wonder... no wonder he became Du Zeshan ?I was holding the plastic surgery report, and a stack of photos fell out of it. It was so dark that I didn't dare to look at it, let alone pick it up. My fingers trembled uncontrollably.
"These are the photos of his burn." Su Xiaoquan picked up the photo and put it in front of my eyes.
Even a person like Yan Xiaonan who has seen the world suddenly screamed and turned his face away.
I can hardly believe that a person with such severe burns can still survive.
"The day the car accident happened was the day you were going to register your marriage. The third young master had a big fight with the third master, and then he drove out in the third master's car. I think it might be because of this that those people mistook him for a car. The person on it was San Ye. Because I was chasing that car all the time, I was the first to arrive at the scene. I saw the car exploded because of a fuel tank leak. I dragged him out of the burning car .
"When I sent him to the hospital, he was unconscious, but he kept reading your phone number... One second before entering the operating room, I dialed your number for him, and I took the phone In his ear, I heard him say to you, 'Liang Luoxin, let's break up'."
Yan Xiaonan looked at me in shock, but I didn't know where to look.
I just thought that everything he said must be a lie.
Su Xiaoquan fumbled his hands in his pockets for a while, and said: "I saw Jiang Yang for the first time when I was 15 years old. He was still a child at that time. But he was already very mature. He rarely talked or laughed. Usually He always hides in the room to read and play computer. He is very good and smart. Shooting, fighting, karate, and computer are all great. He likes to read. So the third master sent him to study abroad, but he escaped back , so we can only send him to that city.
"When he came back from the first summer vacation, it was like a different person. So cheerful and happy, he said he met an angel, and he said he loved you. I know how much he loves you. He just needs to mention you , will become another person, I have never seen so many smiles on his face.
"He is the successor of the third master. He will be rich in the future and able to call the wind and rain. But these years, I have never seen such happiness on his face. I know he has found what he wants, but I also Knowing that he can't get it, he is also very clear. He said to me at that time, if he can't make you happy, he will let you go, even if you hate him."
Su Xiaoquan took out the cigarette case from his pocket, took out a cigarette and swallowed it, but the lighter dinged, but did not fire.
"After the car accident, he woke up and found that he had become like that. He was simply crazy. He blamed me for not letting him die. Several times..." Su Xiaoquan fiddled with the cigarette in his hand, his voice was a little strange Wen: "Several times, he secretly pulled out the needle and tried to cut the artery with a knife. I stopped them all. He cried and told me that he knew he could never make you happy again."
He smiled and said: "I watched Jiang Yang grow up. He fell from a tree when he was a child, broke his leg, and was boned by a bruise master with heavy hands and feet. It hurt so much that he didn't even cry. His first He was wounded by a gunshot, he had no anesthesia to remove the bullet, and he didn't cry. But in those few days, he cried all the time, and he couldn't cry at all."
"The third master spent two and a half years doing repair surgery for him, sending him to France for rehabilitation, doing plastic repairs for him, creating Du Zeshan's identity for him, hoping that he would start again. All right. But it's because of you, or because of you, Liang Luoxin, it's you."
He looked at me: "As soon as the third young master heard that Zheng Kaiwen found you, he flew to Shanghai overnight despite the third master's stop. He asked someone to protect you secretly. Do you know that I sat in the car with him that day and saw When you walked to the marriage registration office with Kevin Cheng, how sad he was. That night, I drank with him. I have never seen him like that. He was not cheerful and happy in the past, but he It won’t be that painful. We drank until dawn that day, and he was drunk and fell asleep, and he still called your name, and he still cried for you.”
Su Xiaoquan stood up and threw the crushed cigarette on the ground.In the empty hospital cafeteria, only his clothes rustled.
"There is one more thing, which is why the third master insisted that you return to Jiang Yang." He paused, and then continued: "After the car accident, there was a blood clot in the back of his head, which compressed the nerves and caused migraines. Before It was very serious. He often rolled on the ground in pain, and passed out a few times. The doctor said before that he would have an operation. But he insisted on refusing the operation. I know why, and I think you know it too.
"After this accident, the doctor said that an operation must be performed. The blood clot deviated from the position, and his life may be in danger at any time. As you can see, his headaches are getting worse every time... Third Master hopes that you can persuade him, but Third Master Grandpa, that person has never begged for help.
"I'm done." He finally let out a long breath, stopped looking at me, and turned to leave.
I suddenly stood up and said, "If you have an operation, what is the probability of survival?"
"I don't know, but if there is no operation." Su Xiaoquan stopped but did not turn around, just said: "I will die at any time."
I have told Yan Xiaonan many times that Victoria is not as impressive as the night view of the Bund.
But the sea breeze blowing head-on made people's hearts wide open.The eyes were astringent and salty, and when I touched them lightly with my fingers, the eyelashes got water droplets without knowing when.
I'm not even sure if those were my tears.
"Luo Xin, are you crying?" Yan Xiaonan looked at me with surprise in his tone.
I don't know what she was surprised about. It wasn't the first time I cried in front of her. When Jiang Yang left me, the tears I shed in front of her were enough to fill the entire swimming pool. Why was she still surprised?
I shook my head, but lowered my head on the railing, watching the full and crystal clear tear fall into the vast sea.
Yan Xiaonan walked over and said, "Could it be, are you really in love with Zheng Kaiwen?"
I still shook my head.
When the ferry passed by, a pool of neon lights was shattered in the distance, and the ground was full of beautiful things.
Yan Xiaonan turned to me stubbornly, looked at me and said, "Don't you feel happy that Jiang Yang is back?"
I turned my face to look at the night on the other side, slowly shook my head and said, "I don't know."
"I always thought that you were actually looking forward to his return. Although things are a little sudden now, but... don't you love him anymore?"
"Xiaonan, I'm really good or bad." I leaned on the cold armrest, crossed my arms and said, "Actually, Zheng Kaiwen told me all that night, but I didn't want to face it. I actually knew it a long time ago." Du Zeshan might be Jiang Yang, but I chose to run away, I don't even want to face this reality at all."
A heavy tear fell on my foot, and it really hurt.
"I always thought he didn't love me, so he would regret the marriage at the last moment. But...but..." I choked up: "It's been so many years... so many years... I can fall in love with someone else, Why does he still love me? Why hasn't he forgotten me? He has suffered so much, why...why?"
"Luo Xin..." Yan Xiaonan's hands were also cold, "Are you really in love with Zheng Kaiwen?"
I looked at Yan Xiaonan blankly: "I don't know."
"So, what about Jiang Yang?"
"I don't know." I hugged Yan Xiaonan: "Xiaonan, what should I do?"
"It's okay, Luo Xin, we will definitely find a way." Yan Xiaonan gently patted my back and said firmly, "As long as we live, everything will work out."
In fact, trying to think back, I can't remember whether I fell in love with Zheng Kaiwen or not.
Just like I still can't understand how Jiang Yang fell in love with me in the first place.
At that time, we were not in the same department at all, and we were not at the same level, and we lived in separate dormitories in the north and south districts. Our campus was called a big campus, spanning two highways.It really is a "thousand-mile" marriage.It takes 20 minutes to ride a bicycle from the East District to the canteen in the North District.
In the melting pot of 2000 male and female teachers and students in the whole school, the probability of us meeting is only about [-] in a thousand. This is calculated by Jiang Yang, and it should be almost the same as the result calculated by the big computer of the US Intelligence Agency.
But fate is so weird sometimes.That is, one day I went to the balcony to dry clothes, and the boy in the dormitory opposite suddenly blew a loud whistle, which made me tremble all over in fright, and the T-shirt in my hand fell off.I looked down and saw that the clothes were lying on the lawn downstairs.And that lawn is connected to the football field of the school stadium.There, there was a boy lying in a big shape.
He was sweating profusely and out of breath, as if he had just finished running 3000 meters.
I yelled at him at the top of my voice: "Student, help me watch over that dress, I'll come down and get it right away! It's Sisily's, and it cost me two months' food expenses."
The man sat up and glanced at the balcony on the sixth floor of the girls' dormitory. I found that his eyes would glow like a wolf.
That person is Jiang Yang.
Fate is such a magical thing.
Just like when Newton discovered that apples would fall to the ground, but Newton discovered the force of gravity, but I did not discover why Jiang Yang fell in love with me.
I never wore that sisily expensive T-shirt again, because Jiang Yang always said: "What kind of brand is that, can't you wear decent clothes."
At that time, I felt that this person's words were too awesome.Are you not a student yourself?As a result, I have been in contact with him for a long time, and I found that he even wears BOSS underwear.I said, "You don't have no father and no mother, how come you are so rich?" He glared at me and said, "Do you have to have a father and a mother to be rich? You are not allowed to earn money by yourself." I nodded repeatedly.
Jiang Yang is so awesome, he can pay half a year's salary for my dad by doing an IT project for someone, but this guy has to beg him behind his back.I said that if my dad wore these underwear, changing clothes would have to be in slow motion, and he would have to show the BOSS label to others no matter what.Jiang Yang laughed so hard that he sprayed the curry beef rice all over my face.
Later, under my influence, Jiang Yang also became a son and daughter of the revolution, working part-time to earn money, and he was no longer so awesome. He even wore the Baleno T-shirt I bought for him for 20 yuan.Another time I wore a piece of clothing for a whole year, and I found out that his entire wardrobe was covered with the same shirt.
He was quite happy, and often pointed to the whale logo on his body and asked me: "What brand is this?" I said, "It's environmentally friendly, and Andy Lau endorses it." He was very satisfied, and swaggered around the campus.After that, he didn't remember Baleno, so he said to me: "Buy me that environmentally friendly brand that spouts water." This long pronoun made me tired...
I realized that Jiang Yang's "ghost talent" is actually limited to a certain professional field, but that limited field is so vast to me that it is scary, just like the Huangpu River is to a crayfish.
I also asked Jiang Yang what he liked about me.He was lying on the lawn, looking at the blue sky, with a piece of grass in his mouth, and after thinking for a long time, he said, "I don't know, maybe it's because I'm bored." I jumped up and said, "If you're bored, you like me." , I’m a toy that comes with a McDonald’s kids’ meal.”
He laughed, bit my lip suddenly, and said after a long time: "I never eat children's meals, but I like toys for children's meals." His forehead was against mine, and his breath was on my chest. Between the lips: "Liang Luoxin, you have a very strange power that can make me forget my loneliness and forget that I am just a person in this world. I don't have a family, but you make me feel that you are my family. So, I will always I love you so much, no matter what I become in the future, no matter where I am, I will love you until I die."
I said: "You won't die, you are so hard to deal with, even Lord Yama will not like you, only I am willing to take you in."
Later, I studied the very serious subject of "Why does Jiang Yang like me" with Yan Xiaonan, and she put it in a relatively simple and easy-to-understand way: "In short, he eats too much delicacies. The beautiful school flower is chasing after you, and suddenly sees you... It's like eating shark fin and suddenly seeing a fan, you must think this thing is very good, it looks similar to shark fin, and the taste is similar, but it is cheap and tastes fresh."
I understood Yan Xiaonan's shark fin fan theory as soon as I heard it, and Jiang Yang's way of thinking is really not on the same level.
But I still love him.
The first time Jiang Yang proposed to break up with me was when the summer vacation of my sophomore year was about to end.He came back from his hometown and took me to KFC.I was sitting there drinking coke happily, when he suddenly said, "Luo Xin, let's break up."
I thought I had heard wrong, and I bit my straw and looked up at him.
A thunderstorm without warning is the worst kind of thunderstorm, but I don't believe it can rain on a sunny day.
I frowned and looked at him for a while, then suddenly patted him on the shoulder and said, "Jiang Yang, have you read romance novels?" He froze and asked me, "What did you say?" I said, "Only romance It’s only in novels that it suddenly comes up like this, let’s talk about breaking up. Then we don’t see each other for three or four years, old lovers and new lovers get together, do you want this?” He also looked at me, for about a few seconds, we didn’t have each other say.
For a few seconds I saw sadness in his eyes and thought he wasn't kidding me.But then he suddenly laughed, and he came closer to me.I thought he was going to snatch my Coke, so I hurriedly put the Coke into my arms, but what he wanted to snatch was my lips.
I was still taken aback when a pair of fashionable aunts at the next table glanced at us, then lowered their heads and whispered eagerly.
"What are you doing?" I was still defending my Coke justifiably, staring at Jiang Yang and said, "Didn't you just say that you want to break up?" He sat down with a smile and looked at me for so long that I thought time had stopped up.After a long time, he said: "Liang Luoxin, you are so stupid, how can I be willing to leave you."
It was the first time, without me even noticing, that our breakup had been in progress since then.
After we broke up, Yan Xiaonan comforted me with her theory: "You think, after all, there is still an essential difference between shark's fin and vermicelli. If they are cooked together in a pot for a long time, the vermicelli will rot. You can't stand Jiang Yang Yes. You still return to your bean products, and he returns to his delicacies. This is called everyone’s place.”
I understood, understood, and finally accepted all this in three years and four months.
But I'm still not reconciled.
Since then, I have hated Jiang Yang deeply, and while hating him like this, I still hope that he can come back to me.
Even if it really is like Gou Xue Xiaoyan, old lovers and new lovers get together, I am not afraid.As long as Jiang Yang comes back, I will definitely abandon my new love and throw myself into the arms of this old love without hesitation.I am astonished at how shameless, how undignified, how humble I am.
But it doesn't matter, I just want Jiang Yang to come back.
(End of this chapter)
VOL.19
I walked across from him and he said "sit" to me, so I sat down, he wiped his mouth with a napkin, and stopped eating.His movements are elegant enough to rival the British royal family.If it weren't for this formation, I really couldn't believe that he was the gang leader.
He leaned on the chair and looked at me, his lips were slowly pursed into a line, his voice was low, but extremely sweet: "Miss Liang, today is the first time we meet, but I think you must be familiar with me."
I nodded.
The person itself is not scary.
The terrible thing was that everyone was afraid of him, and they didn't dare to get close to him, and they didn't even dare to publish his name in the weekly newspapers.
He raised an eyebrow: "I've always wanted to see what the woman who can make my nephew miss him looks like."
I also raised my eyebrows and asked back, "What happened?"
In front of this kind of person, I don't intend to belittle myself at all, even though I know that my quality is not acceptable to him at all.
He didn't answer, but said with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Have you broken up with Zheng Kaiwen?"
I took a breath of cold air, as if someone had slapped me in the head, my vision went dark, and I blurted out, "So it's you?"
The corner of his mouth raised an imperceptible arc, and he said: "I told Zheng Kaiwen that if he doesn't let you leave him, then he will lose everything except you, including his family and his career...but in the end , he will still lose you." He was obviously very proud, and continued: "If I let a person live, he can't die, and if I let him have nothing, he can't have a penny. I know Zheng Kaiwen is also a smart man, I never misjudged anyone."
I knew that everything came so suddenly, there must be some reason.I also thought it would be like this, but hearing Meng Junshan say it so triumphantly, as if he was recounting all his achievements, I simply found it intolerable.I thought of the pain in Kevin's eyes, and I thought he must have hurt more than I did.
This person actually bases his achievements on the suffering of others.I wish I could splash water all over that guy's face immediately, but there's not even a glass of water in front of me.
I stood up suddenly and slammed the table, causing the cups and saucers on the table to vibrate.
"You are mean!"
Having said such a thing, I admire myself, and I know that I will definitely pay the price for it.
The men who were three meters away from us had already started to move around, as if a black cloud was overwhelming the city.However, Meng Junshan raised his hand slightly, preventing them from moving further.
"Anyway, you still don't hold enough weight in Zheng Kaiwen's heart. He can give up on you for business, for his siblings, and for himself. Your so-called love is not worth mentioning at all. So, I let him leave you earlier , It’s also for your own good.”
"If loving me requires paying such a high price, then I would rather he choose to give up. He did nothing wrong."
This world is like this, sometimes some people can solve problems with just one finger that we can't solve with our best efforts.
But it is not because of this that our previous efforts are all meaningless.
I gripped the tablecloth tightly with both hands, as if I was about to crush the delicate floral lace in my hands.
I pushed back the chair, turned and left.
"Go back to Jiang Yang." He suddenly shouted loudly behind me.
I stopped, turned to look at him, and asked mockingly, "Mr. Meng, did I get it wrong?"
All the expressions on his face faded in an instant, as if he had put on a pale mask: "You heard me right."
"Why do I want to go back to him? He was the one who proposed to break up again and again, and the last time he didn't even give me a chance to say anything. Mr. Meng, it was your nephew who gave up on me first. No one threatened him, no one forced him He, he can give up on me, so I'm not worth mentioning in his heart. Why should I go back to him with a dead face. "
"Because I want you to go back." His enunciation was clear and forceful, in the tone of a soldier's order.
I smiled disdainfully: "Mr. Meng, not everyone will obey your orders."
His expression was like a black cloud, I could almost see the green smoke rising from his head, his eyes were murderous, like a monster pounced on me.He stood up.I heard the chair squeal behind him, but I turned and walked toward the door without hesitation.
He yelled behind me: "If you take another step, I can order someone to blow your head off."
"Then shoot now." I stopped, looked at him with a slight smile and said, "Maybe after today I will become very afraid of death again."
He stared at me, his eyes bloodshot.
I saw that the veins on his forehead were throbbing, his blood was swollen, and his whole body was shaking.
I figured it must have been a long time since anyone had contradicted him like that, and he would have shot me, for sure.No matter how well-bred and educated he is, he is still a gangster after all.His living environment is like this, the weak prey on the strong, he shoots and kills and loots. In his eyes, although all things are equal, they are just under his feet.
Those around me have already started to watch me, like in a hunting ground, watching a prey, whether it is a rabbit or elk, in short, I can't escape.
Maybe I'm going to die soon, but I'm still not willing to compromise.
After a long time, they didn't move, as if they were just waiting for Meng Junshan's order.
But Meng Junshan didn't move. After a long time, his heavy breathing dissipated.He finally raised his hand to stop those people from moving further, so everyone returned to their positions, and so did my heart.
"Miss Liang, you should be grateful to Jiang Yang for the reason why you can live to this day. If it wasn't for him, I would have sent you to the Huangpu River long ago."
He mentioned Jiang Yang, and I felt something pierce the softest part of my heart, and it still hurts because of that person.
I lowered my eyelashes and said softly: "I am really grateful to him. He once loved me and gave me the happiest and best memories. But now I will not go back to him. I am not the kind The woman who is gone. He can't kick me away when he doesn't love me, and come to me again when he regrets it."
"Miss Liang, you make a condition." Meng Junshan said suddenly, his voice seemed a little weak: "No matter what the condition is, I will agree to you. As long as you go back to Jiang Yang. Immediately. Immediately."
I can't believe it, he's begging me?He was actually begging me.
This person who can make the Hong Kong stock market rise and fall with each other, and who can pile up mountains of 100 yuan notes to crush me to death, is begging me.
"Mr. Meng, this is your idea, not Jiang Yang's, right?" My words caused a subtle change in Meng Junshan's expression.I knew I guessed it right, so I continued: "Jiang Yang knows me, he knows that I am not the kind of person who can be bought with money. I also know him very well, and I know he will never do that."
"Anyway, you have to go back!" Meng Junshan slammed the table next to him, and my heart skipped a beat.He took out a thick checkbook from his pocket and threw it at my feet, saying: "You can accept whatever you want. Even if you want an Arabian oil field, I will buy it for you. As long as you go back to Jiang Yang, I only want Jiang Yang. Yang is safe and sound."
I stooped to pick up the checkbook, dusted it off, put it back on the table next to him and said, "Unfortunately, what you're asking me to give you can't buy with money."
He grabbed my wrist with enough strength to turn my thin wrist into a comminuted fracture.
"Mr. Meng, have you never loved anyone?" Although I was in pain, I still smiled. "You must not know that if you love someone, you will be double hurt because of his pain, and double happy because of his happiness, even if he is not by your side, as long as you know that he is happy, you will also Feel very happy."
He stared into my eyes for a long time, then suddenly relaxed the strength of his wrist, and asked me: "Do you love Zheng Kaiwen?"
My eye sockets were hot, and my heart muscles were twisting, it was really painful. "Yes, I love him, even now that he has given up on me, I still love him."
I can't stay here anymore, I'm afraid I'll cry in front of him, I don't want to show weakness to this man.
I withdrew my wrist, turned and walked towards the door.
Meng Junshan took a gun from the bodyguard at the side, and with a click, the bullet was loaded, and I knew the gun was aimed at the back of my head.I turned my face away, and saw the narrow diameter of the black hole facing me, just like a weird and empty pupil.
"If I really want to kill you, Jiang Yang will never know."
"Then, shoot." I twitched the corner of my mouth and said, "Mr. Meng, if you don't shoot me today, you will regret it in the future. I don't want you to make an exception for me." Then I turned Turn around and walk towards the long and dark nine bends and eighteen bends, every step may be an end.
My heart was emptied in an instant, and there was nothing, not even fear.
If I die now, the only people I'm sorry for are my parents.I never just make them angry, I never think about their feelings, I never give them peace of mind.When I was capable, I only cared about my own happiness and never thought about them.
Sorry, I may never have the chance to start over.
However, I will not regret it.
I'm sorry, Jiang Yang.
Maybe you'll never forgive me.
Because I can never go back to you again.
bang.
The bullet flew fast in the back of my forehead.
I knew Meng Junshan would definitely shoot.
I just didn't expect that the shot didn't hit me.
Maybe he missed it on purpose, but he just took pity on the valuable antique vase at the door.
But maybe Su Xiaoquan's hands and feet were really fast, he dragged me over a few tenths of a second before the bullet came out of the chamber, and firmly protected me.
It is also possible that Yan Xiaonan's exclamation disturbed Meng Junshan's judgment, and the bullet was ejected a little bit off the barrel, so I was still alive.
All in all, I survived, I actually survived.
Yan Xiaonan rushed over and hugged me, her tears fell on my clothes, it was hot and cold at the same time.
Su Xiaoquan had already walked in front of Meng Junshan, but I heard a dull sound again.
The gun butt hit Su Xiaoquan's cheek heavily, and a deep red mark immediately appeared.Blood flowed from the corner of his mouth like a tiny earthworm.It must have hurt so much that there were stars in his eyes, but Su Xiaoquan didn't even say a word.He just looked at Meng Junshan again, and his voice was calm, as if someone accidentally smashed the antique vase just now—someone was picking up the wreckage of the vase at this time.
"Third Master." Su Xiaoquan stood up straight and said calmly, "Let me handle this matter, and I will definitely handle it well."
Meng Junshan narrowed his eyes slightly and glanced at me.I felt that he really didn't want me to die.But what exactly he wants me to do, I really don't know.Then he turned the gun over and handed it to Su Xiaoquan, saying at the same time: "Su San, remember, this is the last time I will trust you."
VOL.20
"Go somewhere with me."
Walking out of the restaurant, Su Xiaoquan took us into a black stretched Lincoln.
The two rows of seats facing each other, sitting the three of us, looked very spacious.Yan Xiaonan and I trembled and clasped our hands tightly.We were all scared, and this time I really narrowly escaped death.When I looked at Yan Xiaonan's eyes, he was scolding me "Liang Luoxin, you are a pig".
Yeah, I'm such a pig.
Su Xiaoquan sat across from us, slowly wiping the blood from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand.
"It hurts, right?" Yan Xiaonan took out a handkerchief from his pocket and handed it over.
Su Xiaoquan raised his eyes and glanced at the handkerchief, it was made of light fabric, with an orchid printed on one corner.It really looks like a prop in an ancient costume movie. I wonder if Xiaonan brought it back from the set.But he didn't seem to see anything special about the handkerchief, so he casually said, "Thank you." Then he used the white handkerchief to wipe off the blood from the corner of his mouth bit by bit.
I believe that handkerchief is very valuable, and Yan Xiaonan never used it to sell it.
Su Xiaoquan's forehead to cheeks were already blue, and after wiping off the blood from the corner of his mouth, an obvious bruise could be seen.I don't know how much strength Meng Junshan used to beat him down, but Su Xiaoquan was not knocked unconscious by him on the spot, and he said those words without changing his expression, is he the legendary tough guy?
The atmosphere in the car was a bit dull. Looking at the wound on his face, I finally felt a little guilty. After all, he was my savior.
"Thank you just now." I said, "But why did you do this? Aren't you afraid of death?"
He turned away and looked out the window.But it was getting dark, and I couldn't see the scenery outside, Su Xiaoquan's face was reflected in the car window.He smiled, and then said: "Everyone is going to die anyway, it's just a matter of time. If it's useless to live, it's better to die sooner."
The lights in the hospital were pale, and everything in white would look a little eerie under the light of that light.
Su Xiaoquan passed through many "guards" and pushed open the door of the ward.The nurse is giving injections to Du Zeshan.Although his complexion was pale, he was still in good spirits. After seeing him for a few days, he had already lost a lot of weight, and he was already much thinner than before.
So I didn't recognize him the first time, but that's not the case, he really changed a lot, and I couldn't recognize him anymore.
Seeing Su Xiaoquan walk in, the nurse packed up the needle tubes and medicines, and walked out with a tray.
"What's wrong with your face?" Du Zeshan put down his rolled up sleeves, but didn't look at him, and said in a disgusted tone: "It's uncle again. What did you do just now? Did you send a fight? Or cut someone?"
"You don't always think of your uncle as a bad guy."
Su Xiaoquan walked to the bed, but Du Zeshan got out of bed and stood up, went to the cabinet to pour water.
"I don't think so, he is. Could it be considered a good person to kill someone and set fire to him?"
The water in the kettle was poured out, the glass was soon full, and the water kept overflowing. Du Zeshan put down the kettle, stood there and said, "How many times have I told you not to touch the members of the Zheng family! But you What did you do. Zheng Kaiyue died, and now Zheng Kaiqi is still in the police station. Didn’t he let someone do all of this! Is he a good person?” He smiled sarcastically: “Is he a good person?!”
"Three little..."
"Don't call me third young master, I'm not your third young master, I'm different from you."
Su Xiaoquan suddenly raised his voice and said: "Yes, people like us are indeed looked down upon. But you are still the third master's nephew, this is an unchangeable fact."
"If he treats me as a nephew, why would he do such a thing to me." Du Zeshan was a little excited: "Why did he kill Zheng Kaiyue in front of me! She is only 20 years old, I said don't touch her... Whenever he treats me as a human being, I am just a puppet in his hands," he said, pointing to himself, from head to toe, excitedly: "I must be what he wants me to be. He pointed to his head and continued: "He wished he could cut my head open and put all his thoughts in it."
"He did all this for you."
"Shut up!" Du Zeshan suddenly grabbed Su Xiaoquan's suit fiercely, forcing him to the corner of the wall.
I heard the sound of Su Xiaoquan's back hitting the wall, and there was only one lamp on in the ward.The two hid in the darkness, only hearing each other's heavy breathing.
And I stood outside the ward, through the blurry glass on the door, I couldn't see their appearance clearly.
"Third Young Master, with your current physical condition, you can't be so excited." Su Xiaoquan didn't show any trace of fear or pain on his face, he just slowly raised his hands and grabbed Du Zeshan's shoulders.
His shoulders were shaking.
"I won't settle accounts with you about Zheng Kaiyue, but if you dare to hurt another person, I will definitely make you regret it!"
Simply cursing.
"Third Young Master, how many times do I have to tell you to understand that what you need now is not to take care of those trivial matters. You just need to take care of your health, and we can take care of other things."
"What is trivial matter? It's human life."
"That's what they asked for. Everyone should pay for what they did. Zheng Zuwang turned you into this. This is the price he needs to pay for it..."
"Su San, listen to me, if I see you hurt someone again, I will make you pay for it..."
"Everything I do is for you! For the third master! If you think I deserve to die, I can die right in front of you!"
The dispute became more and more intense, and the pitches became higher and higher. Their voices overlapped together, almost like a complicated and complicated rolling thunder.
Standing in the corridor outside the ward, I couldn't hear their chaotic argument.
"Su Xiaoquan..." I saw Du Zeshan frowned suddenly, the blue veins protruding from his forehead were pulsating slightly, he grabbed Su Xiaoquan's shirt collar furiously, with such strength that he seemed to tear Su Xiaoquan apart.He shouted: "Su Xiaoquan, do you know what you are doing!"
"I know." Su Xiaoquan was as steady as a rock in his brute force: "I have to do this."
"I don't care... I don't care if it's uncle's order or your idea, in short... if you let me know that anyone has an accident because of this incident, I guarantee that I will make all of you regret it, uncle... ...He's got to pay for what he's done too, I swear."
"You forget who made you like this. You forget how painful you were back then, how those wounds healed little by little, you forgot that you cried and told me that your whole life It is impossible to go back to find her again, you forget who saved you from the brink of death again and again."
Su Xiaoquan grabbed Du Zeshan's clothes with his backhand, and said fiercely: "How many times have I said that you should not have this kind of womanly kindness, if your uncle wasn't the third master, you would have died long ago without a place to bury you!" !"
"If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be in such pain as I am now - you should have let me die long ago!"
He suddenly pushed Su Xiaoquan back forcefully, at this moment, the door of the ward was unlocked.
Yan Xiaonan and I appeared in front of Du Zeshan abruptly and messily like the equipment behind the big stage. Maybe it was Jiang Yang... I don't know.I stared at him blankly, the hand holding the doorknob was trembling.He also suddenly let go of Su Xiaoquan's hand, and it slipped off Su Xiaoquan's shoulder like a piece of clothing.
"Why is she here?" His voice was timid, he was afraid of seeing me.
He took two steps back in a daze, bumped into the bed frame, and then stopped, but his face suddenly showed an expression that was extremely distorted by pain and fear.
I have never seen Jiang Yang like this.
The Jiang Yang I know, he is never afraid, never afraid, he is a genius, he is like my Optimus Prime, as long as I have him by my side, I am fearless and omnipotent.
But now, he was afraid to see me.
"Why are you afraid of me? Jiang Yang..."
"You recognized the wrong person." He turned around suddenly, grasping the bed frame with both hands, and the steel bed frame also made a painful creaking sound.
Su Xiaoquan stepped forward and grabbed him: "Third Young Master..."
"Get out! Get out!" Du Zeshan pushed Su Xiaoquan away, pointed at the door and shouted, "Get out, I'm not Meng Jiangyang, Meng Jiangyang is already dead." He was suddenly exhausted and took two steps forward with difficulty, Then he held on to the cabinet by the door and stood still. I saw the wound on his waist and abdomen burst into a red halo.
I rushed forward, raised my hand suddenly, and slapped him.
So loud, so crisp, the ward was full of echoes, and my heart trembled gently.
I grabbed his collar with both hands: "Why are you still so stubborn! You didn't tell me anything, what do you want me to do? Why did you leave me alone three years ago? Why did you suddenly break up? You know I don't know how much I hate you!" My fist hit him one after another: "It would be great if you were really dead, why do you still appear here, disrupting my life again and again! Meng Jiangyang ,I hate you!"
"That's right, you should hate me!" He panted heavily, and big beads of sweat came out on his forehead: "So, you should hate me."
I cried, there was no sound, but the tears poured out like a floodgate, surging.
"Why didn't you tell, you are Meng Jiangyang, why didn't you tell!"
He lowered his head and closed his eyes, as if he was suffering great pain.
"Liang Luoxin, you hate me, just keep hating me..."
"Yes, I hate you, I've always hated you so much..." I fell powerlessly at his feet, still clutching his sleeves tightly with both hands, sobbing. "Why don't you tell me anything...I hate you...so I can't forget you at all."
"Luo Xin!" He looked at me, but in those obsidian pupils was the loneliness and tenderness I was familiar with.
I hugged him suddenly. "Jiang Yang..." I whispered that Jiu Yuan's name, and hugged him even harder: "I really hate you, really."
The ward became quiet, and even the sound of needles colliding in the corridor next door could be vaguely heard.
Time passed by, and gradually, I felt that there were only two of us left in the room.Only the sound of our breathing echoed quietly in the air.Even in the air, there is only carbon dioxide from the two of us.
We were so close, but I couldn't see his brows and eyes clearly, but at this moment, I saw a familiar face among the blurred facial features.
He is my Jiang Yang, and he is still my Jiang Yang.
His eyes may not be as clear as before, but they are still dark brown pupils, which can reflect my shadow.His nose may be straighter than before, his outline is different, his appearance has changed... But the slightly raised corner of his mouth still has a smile that I am obsessed with, he is the Jiang Yang that I love deeply.
He finally wrapped his arms around my waist, and said in a very soft voice, "Luo Xin, I miss you so much."
"I really miss you so much...I really want to see you..." he said over and over again.
"But..." He suddenly let go of me, and smiled very hard.I saw that his face was so painful, as if thousands of knives were piercing his heart.
"What's wrong?" I tried to stop him from falling, but he suddenly raised his hand and overturned the water bottle and water cup on the table, grabbed the drip holder, but his body still fell heavily.
Su Xiaoquan had already opened the door and walked in, and quickly picked up Jiang Yang from my hand: "Call the doctor!" He yelled at me.
"Don't call a doctor..." Jiang Yang refused to let go of Su Xiaoquan, and squeezed out the words between his teeth: "I don't want them to give me those sedatives and anesthetics, how long do you want me to sleep like this... I would rather This hurts to death...forget it."
He suddenly bent his knees and plopped to his knees on the ground.
Su Xiaoquan stood in front of him like a wall for him to rely on.
He grabbed Su Xiaoquan's shoulder with his hands, the expensive suit was kneaded into pickles by him, his fingers were almost inserted into the flesh.He must have suffered unforeseen pain.Pain would drive him out of his mind.I knew that at this time, if Su Xiaoquan hadn't grabbed him like this, he would have hit his head against the wall.
I lowered my eyelashes a little, and tears fell down.
Yan Xiaonan looked at me dumbfounded and said, "He is Jiang Yang? How could he be Jiang Yang?"
Doctors and nurses flocked in, and the ward was so crowded that it was impossible to insert needles... Su Xiaoquan slowly exited the ward, straightened his clothes, and said, "Let's go outside and talk."
VOL.21
There was no one in the canteen of the hospital at this time, but Su Xiaoquan still sent two people to guard the entrance.
He put a file bag in front of me, I opened the file bag, and a stack of photos and a thick stack of reports fell out of it.
"Surgery report..."
I looked up at Su Xiaoquan, he had already taken off his suit jacket, and there were faint wrinkles on his shirt.
"I think you already know that he was killed in a car accident three years ago, but he had to be rescued because of severe burns and extensive trauma. He has undergone fifteen operations in total, major operations. Four times. These are his surgery reports."
A car accident... what is it?
I was holding the report in my hand, it was as thick as a small dictionary: heart repair surgery, humerus surgery, skin repair, plastic surgery... He actually had plastic surgery, no wonder... no wonder he became Du Zeshan ?I was holding the plastic surgery report, and a stack of photos fell out of it. It was so dark that I didn't dare to look at it, let alone pick it up. My fingers trembled uncontrollably.
"These are the photos of his burn." Su Xiaoquan picked up the photo and put it in front of my eyes.
Even a person like Yan Xiaonan who has seen the world suddenly screamed and turned his face away.
I can hardly believe that a person with such severe burns can still survive.
"The day the car accident happened was the day you were going to register your marriage. The third young master had a big fight with the third master, and then he drove out in the third master's car. I think it might be because of this that those people mistook him for a car. The person on it was San Ye. Because I was chasing that car all the time, I was the first to arrive at the scene. I saw the car exploded because of a fuel tank leak. I dragged him out of the burning car .
"When I sent him to the hospital, he was unconscious, but he kept reading your phone number... One second before entering the operating room, I dialed your number for him, and I took the phone In his ear, I heard him say to you, 'Liang Luoxin, let's break up'."
Yan Xiaonan looked at me in shock, but I didn't know where to look.
I just thought that everything he said must be a lie.
Su Xiaoquan fumbled his hands in his pockets for a while, and said: "I saw Jiang Yang for the first time when I was 15 years old. He was still a child at that time. But he was already very mature. He rarely talked or laughed. Usually He always hides in the room to read and play computer. He is very good and smart. Shooting, fighting, karate, and computer are all great. He likes to read. So the third master sent him to study abroad, but he escaped back , so we can only send him to that city.
"When he came back from the first summer vacation, it was like a different person. So cheerful and happy, he said he met an angel, and he said he loved you. I know how much he loves you. He just needs to mention you , will become another person, I have never seen so many smiles on his face.
"He is the successor of the third master. He will be rich in the future and able to call the wind and rain. But these years, I have never seen such happiness on his face. I know he has found what he wants, but I also Knowing that he can't get it, he is also very clear. He said to me at that time, if he can't make you happy, he will let you go, even if you hate him."
Su Xiaoquan took out the cigarette case from his pocket, took out a cigarette and swallowed it, but the lighter dinged, but did not fire.
"After the car accident, he woke up and found that he had become like that. He was simply crazy. He blamed me for not letting him die. Several times..." Su Xiaoquan fiddled with the cigarette in his hand, his voice was a little strange Wen: "Several times, he secretly pulled out the needle and tried to cut the artery with a knife. I stopped them all. He cried and told me that he knew he could never make you happy again."
He smiled and said: "I watched Jiang Yang grow up. He fell from a tree when he was a child, broke his leg, and was boned by a bruise master with heavy hands and feet. It hurt so much that he didn't even cry. His first He was wounded by a gunshot, he had no anesthesia to remove the bullet, and he didn't cry. But in those few days, he cried all the time, and he couldn't cry at all."
"The third master spent two and a half years doing repair surgery for him, sending him to France for rehabilitation, doing plastic repairs for him, creating Du Zeshan's identity for him, hoping that he would start again. All right. But it's because of you, or because of you, Liang Luoxin, it's you."
He looked at me: "As soon as the third young master heard that Zheng Kaiwen found you, he flew to Shanghai overnight despite the third master's stop. He asked someone to protect you secretly. Do you know that I sat in the car with him that day and saw When you walked to the marriage registration office with Kevin Cheng, how sad he was. That night, I drank with him. I have never seen him like that. He was not cheerful and happy in the past, but he It won’t be that painful. We drank until dawn that day, and he was drunk and fell asleep, and he still called your name, and he still cried for you.”
Su Xiaoquan stood up and threw the crushed cigarette on the ground.In the empty hospital cafeteria, only his clothes rustled.
"There is one more thing, which is why the third master insisted that you return to Jiang Yang." He paused, and then continued: "After the car accident, there was a blood clot in the back of his head, which compressed the nerves and caused migraines. Before It was very serious. He often rolled on the ground in pain, and passed out a few times. The doctor said before that he would have an operation. But he insisted on refusing the operation. I know why, and I think you know it too.
"After this accident, the doctor said that an operation must be performed. The blood clot deviated from the position, and his life may be in danger at any time. As you can see, his headaches are getting worse every time... Third Master hopes that you can persuade him, but Third Master Grandpa, that person has never begged for help.
"I'm done." He finally let out a long breath, stopped looking at me, and turned to leave.
I suddenly stood up and said, "If you have an operation, what is the probability of survival?"
"I don't know, but if there is no operation." Su Xiaoquan stopped but did not turn around, just said: "I will die at any time."
I have told Yan Xiaonan many times that Victoria is not as impressive as the night view of the Bund.
But the sea breeze blowing head-on made people's hearts wide open.The eyes were astringent and salty, and when I touched them lightly with my fingers, the eyelashes got water droplets without knowing when.
I'm not even sure if those were my tears.
"Luo Xin, are you crying?" Yan Xiaonan looked at me with surprise in his tone.
I don't know what she was surprised about. It wasn't the first time I cried in front of her. When Jiang Yang left me, the tears I shed in front of her were enough to fill the entire swimming pool. Why was she still surprised?
I shook my head, but lowered my head on the railing, watching the full and crystal clear tear fall into the vast sea.
Yan Xiaonan walked over and said, "Could it be, are you really in love with Zheng Kaiwen?"
I still shook my head.
When the ferry passed by, a pool of neon lights was shattered in the distance, and the ground was full of beautiful things.
Yan Xiaonan turned to me stubbornly, looked at me and said, "Don't you feel happy that Jiang Yang is back?"
I turned my face to look at the night on the other side, slowly shook my head and said, "I don't know."
"I always thought that you were actually looking forward to his return. Although things are a little sudden now, but... don't you love him anymore?"
"Xiaonan, I'm really good or bad." I leaned on the cold armrest, crossed my arms and said, "Actually, Zheng Kaiwen told me all that night, but I didn't want to face it. I actually knew it a long time ago." Du Zeshan might be Jiang Yang, but I chose to run away, I don't even want to face this reality at all."
A heavy tear fell on my foot, and it really hurt.
"I always thought he didn't love me, so he would regret the marriage at the last moment. But...but..." I choked up: "It's been so many years... so many years... I can fall in love with someone else, Why does he still love me? Why hasn't he forgotten me? He has suffered so much, why...why?"
"Luo Xin..." Yan Xiaonan's hands were also cold, "Are you really in love with Zheng Kaiwen?"
I looked at Yan Xiaonan blankly: "I don't know."
"So, what about Jiang Yang?"
"I don't know." I hugged Yan Xiaonan: "Xiaonan, what should I do?"
"It's okay, Luo Xin, we will definitely find a way." Yan Xiaonan gently patted my back and said firmly, "As long as we live, everything will work out."
In fact, trying to think back, I can't remember whether I fell in love with Zheng Kaiwen or not.
Just like I still can't understand how Jiang Yang fell in love with me in the first place.
At that time, we were not in the same department at all, and we were not at the same level, and we lived in separate dormitories in the north and south districts. Our campus was called a big campus, spanning two highways.It really is a "thousand-mile" marriage.It takes 20 minutes to ride a bicycle from the East District to the canteen in the North District.
In the melting pot of 2000 male and female teachers and students in the whole school, the probability of us meeting is only about [-] in a thousand. This is calculated by Jiang Yang, and it should be almost the same as the result calculated by the big computer of the US Intelligence Agency.
But fate is so weird sometimes.That is, one day I went to the balcony to dry clothes, and the boy in the dormitory opposite suddenly blew a loud whistle, which made me tremble all over in fright, and the T-shirt in my hand fell off.I looked down and saw that the clothes were lying on the lawn downstairs.And that lawn is connected to the football field of the school stadium.There, there was a boy lying in a big shape.
He was sweating profusely and out of breath, as if he had just finished running 3000 meters.
I yelled at him at the top of my voice: "Student, help me watch over that dress, I'll come down and get it right away! It's Sisily's, and it cost me two months' food expenses."
The man sat up and glanced at the balcony on the sixth floor of the girls' dormitory. I found that his eyes would glow like a wolf.
That person is Jiang Yang.
Fate is such a magical thing.
Just like when Newton discovered that apples would fall to the ground, but Newton discovered the force of gravity, but I did not discover why Jiang Yang fell in love with me.
I never wore that sisily expensive T-shirt again, because Jiang Yang always said: "What kind of brand is that, can't you wear decent clothes."
At that time, I felt that this person's words were too awesome.Are you not a student yourself?As a result, I have been in contact with him for a long time, and I found that he even wears BOSS underwear.I said, "You don't have no father and no mother, how come you are so rich?" He glared at me and said, "Do you have to have a father and a mother to be rich? You are not allowed to earn money by yourself." I nodded repeatedly.
Jiang Yang is so awesome, he can pay half a year's salary for my dad by doing an IT project for someone, but this guy has to beg him behind his back.I said that if my dad wore these underwear, changing clothes would have to be in slow motion, and he would have to show the BOSS label to others no matter what.Jiang Yang laughed so hard that he sprayed the curry beef rice all over my face.
Later, under my influence, Jiang Yang also became a son and daughter of the revolution, working part-time to earn money, and he was no longer so awesome. He even wore the Baleno T-shirt I bought for him for 20 yuan.Another time I wore a piece of clothing for a whole year, and I found out that his entire wardrobe was covered with the same shirt.
He was quite happy, and often pointed to the whale logo on his body and asked me: "What brand is this?" I said, "It's environmentally friendly, and Andy Lau endorses it." He was very satisfied, and swaggered around the campus.After that, he didn't remember Baleno, so he said to me: "Buy me that environmentally friendly brand that spouts water." This long pronoun made me tired...
I realized that Jiang Yang's "ghost talent" is actually limited to a certain professional field, but that limited field is so vast to me that it is scary, just like the Huangpu River is to a crayfish.
I also asked Jiang Yang what he liked about me.He was lying on the lawn, looking at the blue sky, with a piece of grass in his mouth, and after thinking for a long time, he said, "I don't know, maybe it's because I'm bored." I jumped up and said, "If you're bored, you like me." , I’m a toy that comes with a McDonald’s kids’ meal.”
He laughed, bit my lip suddenly, and said after a long time: "I never eat children's meals, but I like toys for children's meals." His forehead was against mine, and his breath was on my chest. Between the lips: "Liang Luoxin, you have a very strange power that can make me forget my loneliness and forget that I am just a person in this world. I don't have a family, but you make me feel that you are my family. So, I will always I love you so much, no matter what I become in the future, no matter where I am, I will love you until I die."
I said: "You won't die, you are so hard to deal with, even Lord Yama will not like you, only I am willing to take you in."
Later, I studied the very serious subject of "Why does Jiang Yang like me" with Yan Xiaonan, and she put it in a relatively simple and easy-to-understand way: "In short, he eats too much delicacies. The beautiful school flower is chasing after you, and suddenly sees you... It's like eating shark fin and suddenly seeing a fan, you must think this thing is very good, it looks similar to shark fin, and the taste is similar, but it is cheap and tastes fresh."
I understood Yan Xiaonan's shark fin fan theory as soon as I heard it, and Jiang Yang's way of thinking is really not on the same level.
But I still love him.
The first time Jiang Yang proposed to break up with me was when the summer vacation of my sophomore year was about to end.He came back from his hometown and took me to KFC.I was sitting there drinking coke happily, when he suddenly said, "Luo Xin, let's break up."
I thought I had heard wrong, and I bit my straw and looked up at him.
A thunderstorm without warning is the worst kind of thunderstorm, but I don't believe it can rain on a sunny day.
I frowned and looked at him for a while, then suddenly patted him on the shoulder and said, "Jiang Yang, have you read romance novels?" He froze and asked me, "What did you say?" I said, "Only romance It’s only in novels that it suddenly comes up like this, let’s talk about breaking up. Then we don’t see each other for three or four years, old lovers and new lovers get together, do you want this?” He also looked at me, for about a few seconds, we didn’t have each other say.
For a few seconds I saw sadness in his eyes and thought he wasn't kidding me.But then he suddenly laughed, and he came closer to me.I thought he was going to snatch my Coke, so I hurriedly put the Coke into my arms, but what he wanted to snatch was my lips.
I was still taken aback when a pair of fashionable aunts at the next table glanced at us, then lowered their heads and whispered eagerly.
"What are you doing?" I was still defending my Coke justifiably, staring at Jiang Yang and said, "Didn't you just say that you want to break up?" He sat down with a smile and looked at me for so long that I thought time had stopped up.After a long time, he said: "Liang Luoxin, you are so stupid, how can I be willing to leave you."
It was the first time, without me even noticing, that our breakup had been in progress since then.
After we broke up, Yan Xiaonan comforted me with her theory: "You think, after all, there is still an essential difference between shark's fin and vermicelli. If they are cooked together in a pot for a long time, the vermicelli will rot. You can't stand Jiang Yang Yes. You still return to your bean products, and he returns to his delicacies. This is called everyone’s place.”
I understood, understood, and finally accepted all this in three years and four months.
But I'm still not reconciled.
Since then, I have hated Jiang Yang deeply, and while hating him like this, I still hope that he can come back to me.
Even if it really is like Gou Xue Xiaoyan, old lovers and new lovers get together, I am not afraid.As long as Jiang Yang comes back, I will definitely abandon my new love and throw myself into the arms of this old love without hesitation.I am astonished at how shameless, how undignified, how humble I am.
But it doesn't matter, I just want Jiang Yang to come back.
(End of this chapter)
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