If I still remember you in the next life
Chapter 10 I owe you happiness and I will pay it back
Chapter 10 I owe you happiness and I will pay it back
VOL.22
At 06:30 in the morning, the alarm clock rang on the bedside table.
I stretched out my hand to grab the mobile phone, alarm watch and card issuer, but the only one without the alarm clock.Thinking about being late for work, oh oh oh oh oh... the consequences of being late are really serious.Our manager, who kept looking down on me, might use that to kick me out of marketing, or worse, out of the company.God, I'm going to lose my job, my only job.
I washed and changed my clothes, and ran out of the apartment building with a big backpack. The administrator shouted behind me: "Ms. Liang, you haven't paid this month's management fee yet..." I ran desperately, and it seemed that I was about to reach the station. But a bus has closed its doors and is leaving me quickly.I yelled, "Wait for me...I can sleep without a nap, but I can't live without a job!"
But no matter how hard I run, it is still far in front of me. It seems to be within reach, but I can't catch up.
While being severely haunted by the dream, Yan Xiaonan was already angrily grabbing her hair and shouting: "Whoever received a thousand knives...you don't have to start work and let people sleep well, I'll kill you." I woke up all of a sudden. When I came here, my eyes were spinning for a while, and then I found that I was lying in a hotel room, surrounded by strange decorations.
It must be that I have been too tired these days and slept too soundly, so that I have a feeling of dislocation in time and space.
Thinking about it carefully, I haven't gone to work for almost a year, but this year is busier than when I went to work.Life is always so unprepared, and things backfire.When I used to go to work, I always felt that it would be nice not to go to work, to be free, to be proud.But now I really hope that I can go back to the old six-to-nine life, too busy to think, too busy to think.
I poked my head out from under the quilt, only to hear that it wasn't an alarm clock, but someone was ringing the doorbell desperately.
I was about to get dressed and go to open the door when Yan Xiaonan rushed to the door with bare feet, opened the door with a bang and yelled at the people outside: "What's the noise, it's so early in the morning... Huh? Why are you?" Suddenly the tone changed.
I heard something was wrong, so I yelled, "Who is it?" I hurriedly flipped on a slipper and wanted to go out.When I was looking for another slipper in a panic, the person outside the door had already come in front of me, and immediately asked: "Did the third young master come to you?"
"Third Young Master? Who is Third Young Master?" I raised my head suddenly, and saw that it was Su Xiaoquan, my mind buzzed, and I quickly returned to the vortex-like reality.Beads of sweat oozed from his forehead, and there was an anxious light in his pupils.I suddenly lost all sleepiness, and stood up with one bare foot and asked, "...Jiang Yang came to look for me?"
He was also taken aback, realizing that the valuable information he got from me was zero, and he was obviously more anxious, pacing the room restlessly.
I hurriedly found my shoes from under the bed cover and put them on. I ran after him and asked, "What happened?"
He hesitated, but he refused to say a word after all, I grabbed him and asked: "Tell me, what happened to Jiang Yang?" Seeing that he ignored me, I said angrily: "Su Xiaoquan, you are dumb! What's going on? Talk to me!" I shook him hard and said, "I finally found him. Could it be that in the blink of an eye, he..."
"No, it's not what you think." He finally grabbed my trembling body and said, "It's just... the third young master suddenly disappeared."
"Missing?" My eyes widened, and Yan Xiaonan and I responded in unison.
Yan Xiaonan was combing her hair carelessly with one hand, and suddenly followed me and opened her eyes wide, looking at Su Xiaoquan and me without any sleepiness, and then asked energetically, "You mean Jiang Yang is missing?" I I really wonder if there is an excitatory factor in her cells that fears the world will not be chaotic.
"Not sure yet, maybe..." Su Xiaoquan said very uncertainly, but also cautiously: "Maybe he just walked away for a while." He took out the cigarette case from his pocket, looked up and saw me, and put it back. "But with his current physical condition, walking alone on the street is really worrying."
"Is it that bad?"
He paused for a while, and then said: "Third Master has so many enemies outside, it would be too dangerous for people to know his identity." Seeing my expression, he comforted me and said, "I have already Let the brothers go out to look for it, but don't say anything, if those people know that San Shao is outside alone, it will be bad for him."
"But outsiders don't know now, they only know that he is Du Zeshan, right?" I feel that this is comforting myself.
"It's a good word. Except for a few of our own people, no one else knows. But there is no guarantee that our own people will not become outsiders, and of course they may become enemies." Su Xiaoquan seemed to have suddenly seen me and Yan Xiaonan wearing clothes. In pajamas, with an unkempt appearance, he seemed to be suddenly alert, but said a little awkwardly: "I won't disturb you, I'll go first."
Instead, I grabbed his cuff and said, "No, I'll go find it with you."
Yan Xiaonan wanted to join in the fun and shouted: "Wait for me, I'll go too." He quickly grabbed the clothes from the chair and followed me into the bathroom.
I remember that when I first recognized Du Zeshan, I felt very strange why this person could always guess what I was thinking as long as he looked into my eyes, as if he had the ability to read minds.Thinking about it now, in fact, Jiang Yang's ability is far more than that.
Because of his extraordinary IQ, he always does some incredible things.
A smart person always sees the straight-line distance between two points directly, and because of this, he often goes straight to the result, while we are still thinking about where we are going.
We asked all possible witnesses in the hospital, but in fact no one saw when and where "Du Zeshan" ran out.I finally couldn't help asking: "Didn't the doctor give him a tranquilizer when we broke up yesterday, so he could sleep until dawn?"
Su Xiaoquan seemed very helpless, looked at a young man beside him, and said in a low voice: "Old Jiu, Miss Liang is one of my own."
The young man then said: "Maybe San Shao has been injected with sedatives all the time, so those doses didn't work. San Shao woke up halfway. He said he wanted to eat Yuen Long's wife cake, so I went to Yuen Long Go buy it."
I really wanted to cry, stomped my feet in anger, and yelled at the young man: "You are an idiot! Jiang Yang has an IQ of 187, and he dismissed you in the middle of the night. Don't even think about it. He might just want to eat wife cake Well...he wouldn't even eat a little more flour in Xiaolongbao, so how could he eat wife cakes."
Su Xiaoquan dismissed the young man who was humiliated by my scolding, and then said: "You can't blame him, he has to do what the third young master asked. Even if he knows that he did it on purpose, he can't help defying it. This is Rules." He looked back at the young man and said, "Go out first with your brothers."
I was still angry, and I still shouted at Su Xiaoquan: "What about you, you are a dead man! Didn't you argue with him aggressively last night? Didn't you keep saying it was for his own good? Why can't you see it?" How about staying with him? Where were you when he was gone!"
Yan Xiaonan was probably taken aback at first, but after a few words, he suddenly regained his strength and pulled me back desperately, saying repeatedly: "Calm down, calm down, you will get wrinkles."
Su Xiaoquan was not as irritable as expected, but said calmly: "I was dealing with other matters at the time, and I admit that I was responsible for the disappearance of Third Young Master. But now is not the time to pursue responsibility, the most important thing is to find someone." Yan Xiaonan echoed again and again: "Yes, now it's important to find someone."
I was so tired that I was out of breath, and when I finished venting, my mind suddenly went blank, and I thought of what Jiang Yang said yesterday.I suddenly pulled Su Xiaoquan and said, "I know...I know where he went."
Su Xiaoquan was startled and stunned, but I didn't wait for him to ask any more questions, so I dragged him to the outside of the hospital. "Wait." He stopped and said to the young man just now: "Take your brothers and go with you." I thought for a while and said: "Alright, take your people, where might be so much needed people."
Regional police station.
One of the light tubes in the two rows of daylight broke down, making the sound of zrazla, very similar to the scenes in ghost movies.
Xiaonan and I followed Su Xiaoquan out of the extended Lincoln and walked straight towards the police station.The old police officer at the gate saw that we were about to reach out to stop us, but when he saw Su Xiaoquan, he immediately withdrew his hand and said, "Third Brother," and then asked, "What's the matter?" Su Xiaoquan had already pulled the man aside, whispering The whisperer didn't know what he was talking about.
Yan Xiaonan caught me and asked, "How can you be sure that Jiang Yang is here?" I said, "Think about it, even if those people don't know that he is Meng Jiangyang, based on his relationship with Su Xiaoquan, who would dare to defy me? He. There is absolutely no need for him to sneak away like this, so he must do something that he knows he can't do but must do."
Yan Xiaonan turned around and saw that Su Xiaoquan was still talking to the old man, and said, "Please explain clearly, I don't understand." I said, "What is the last thing Meng Junshan wants Jiang Yang to do?"
Yan Xiaonan pointed at me and said, "Marry you."
"It's not about that." Every time I face Yan Xiaonan, I feel like I've been defeated: "The last thing Meng Junshan wants is for Jiang Yang to prevent him from taking revenge on the Zheng family."
"how do you know?"
"Last time about Hyatt...Jiang Yang kept her by his side because he was afraid that she would be poisoned, but in the end...that incident made him blame himself so much, so this time, he will try his best to prevent his uncle from treating Kai Chi retaliates."
Yan Xiaonan rolled his eyelids and said, "You mean...he came to let Zheng Kaiqi go?"
"Based on what I know about him, it should be..."
Before I could finish speaking, Yan Xiaonan's eyes suddenly skipped over me and drifted into the distance.
I heard a familiar voice behind me saying, "This time I'm really bothering you, Officer Zhang."
As soon as I turned around, I saw a fat officer walking towards me, followed by a tall and handsome young man... that man... I was about to take a step, but Su Xiaoquan had already taken the first step to grab that man, both happy and angry Said: "I didn't expect you to be here."
Jiang Yang was not surprised when he saw Su Xiaoquan, he just smiled and said, "I didn't expect you to find me so quickly. The third master is really amazing." The fat police officer had already laughed and interjected: "It turns out that Mr. Du is the third master." My friend, for such a small matter, why bother you to run once, just make a phone call." Jiang Yang said: "I still like to do things by myself. I will definitely tell the third master about this matter. Thank you Officer Zhang for your help. .” The fat police officer got a satisfactory answer and walked away contentedly.
Su Xiaoquan frowned and said, "It's not the third master this time, it's Ms. Liang who brought us to find you."
I have already walked over: "Why did you leave without saying a word, you are still a patient."
Jiang Yang looked at me, and a layer of mist suddenly appeared in his eyes.My heart suddenly turned cold, the feeling was very strange, I actually felt that he didn't recognize me.
"What's wrong with you?" I took his hand, the fingertips were cold.I didn't even realize that I was icy and cold all the way just now.At this time, Jiang Yang finally "saw" me, he smiled, stroked my cold cheek lightly, and said, "You really have become smarter, you can find me so quickly."
My annoyance has been dissipated by the shock just now, and I smiled angrily: "You still have the nerve to joke, you don't know how worried we are about you, I'm afraid you disappeared suddenly again. You didn't tell them about you Is that your identity?" He smiled at me, "I'm not that stupid. Just say that I am the general manager of EMK, and that fat man Zhang has already served tea and water graciously. If I say this is what the third brother meant, he can follow suit. It’s like an imperial decree.” Su Xiaoquan smiled wryly, “It’s on my head again.” I curled my lips and said, “Just brag.”
Suddenly a cold hand grabbed my arm from behind.
Before I could react, the man said with great joy: "Luo Xin, you are here. Are you okay? This is really great, I'm afraid you will be angry with me." When I turned around, I looked haggard. And the bearded face came into my view.I really can't believe that it's only been a few days, and Zheng Kaiqi, who is in high spirits, has become so sluggish and tired.
When he saw me, his eyes suddenly lit up. To my surprise, he suddenly hugged me.
This frightened Yan Xiaonan, and when I was trying to push him away, I suddenly saw the person standing behind him.
A head-to-toe chill filled me.
Zheng Kaiwen.
He was standing not far in front of my eyes, the so-called Yushu Linfeng, that's about it.Still tall and straight and handsome, but silent and almost cold.He looked at me from a distance, and he often looked at me like this before, as if every time I looked up, I saw him in my line of sight, staring at me vaguely.At that time, his eyes were pure without any impurities, just like the water of Hupao Spring.But now, I can see so clearly, that eyes are no longer clear and transparent, full of pain and guilt, even his smile looks so sad.
Yan Xiaonan took the opportunity to pull me back from Zheng Kaiqi's arms, stepped back several steps, and retreated to Jiang Yang's side.I felt that Jiang Yang deliberately took half a step forward and hid my body behind.
Zheng Kaiqi was obviously a little surprised, but before the surprise on his face completely faded, another emotion rushed up.He stared at Jiang Yang beside me, who was Du Zeshan in his eyes, and suddenly asked me: "Why are you with him?"
I have no way of answering this question, I just feel that it is not dawn but dark night.The lights in this police station were so dazzling that I could hardly raise my head.Zheng Kaiqi came forward to pull me, but at this moment, someone stopped him.Zheng Kaiwen said in a low voice: "Cage, we should go."
Zheng Kaiqi turned to look at his brother and then at me, as if he understood something.Suddenly he pulled me over, and Jiang Yang's hand also grabbed my arm. I was torn apart by the huge force of the two, and I couldn't speak a word in pain.Zheng Kaiqi suddenly pulled my arm violently, almost taking one of my arms off.
"What the hell is going on, why are you with this bastard?"
"What does it matter to you?" Jiang Yang did not show weakness.
Zheng Kaiqi didn't look at him, but just stared at me: "Liang Luoxin, how could you... how could you leave my brother at this time, is this bastard threatening you? Luo Xin, speak up!"
"No..." I lowered my head and closed my eyes, as if I was about to be crushed.
"Why is that? Why are you with this bastard?"
What can I say?What can I tell him?What happened between Zheng Kaiwen and me, even I can't explain it clearly.Even if it's not a con, it's not a consummate love, it's a maelstrom of chaos and impurities.We are nothing but specks of sand drifting with the tide.
I uttered those few words with difficulty and heavy: "Because, I love him."
Suddenly a clear and loud slap was slapped hard on the face.
I was caught off guard, after this slap, Zheng Kaiqi let go, and I fell into Jiang Yang's arms.I was utterly distraught by the sudden onslaught.But seeing the anger on Zheng Kaiqi's face, I quickly woke up.Jiang Yang caught me, his brows tightened, and he was about to say something.
But Zheng Kaiqi said to me preemptively: "You, you are a loose woman at all, I misunderstood you."
His words pierced my heart like needles, so sharp and so hard, the pain gradually spread all over my body, and I didn't even have the strength to move my mouth.
I couldn't lift my head, but I still stubbornly agreed: "Yes, you are right."
He suddenly yelled, "You're so mean!"
"Yes, I'm cheap." I suddenly shouted: "But I love him, what can I do, I love him..." Cage was stunned suddenly, I pushed him away with both hands, and he stepped back two times in a daze step.I said: "You say that I'm mean, that I'm shameless, and that I'm watery, so can you tell me that there is a way not to love someone, do you know? Teach me...you teach me!"
Zheng Kaiqi raised his hand, but instead of lowering my head, I raised my chin to meet the coming slap.
He stopped, Jiang Yang reached out and pushed Zheng Kaiqi away, and said coldly: "Zheng Kaiqi, what are you doing!" He grabbed Kaiqi's clothes, cornered him all the way, and said fiercely: "I tell you Don't touch her! If she has a headache, I won't let you go."
Jiang Yang came over and took my hand, and said commandingly, "Let's go."
"Cage!" Zheng Kaiwen yelled behind us, I turned around, but Cage arrived in front of Jiang Yang one step faster than me.
"Du Zeshan!" He punched Jiang Yang clearly and sonorously at my side, but I wanted to rush over to stop him, but I just felt dizzy in the head, and then fell back in darkness.
Yan Xiaonan yelled in my ear: "Oh my God, help me... Luo Xin, Luo Xin." My back was firmly supported by something, and I was back under the control of gravity. Looking dizzily at the blurred face in front of me, I shook my head and said, "It's okay, it's okay..." But a hot stream has already flowed out of my nose.Yan Xiaonan shouted like killing a pig: "Ah, you are bleeding."
"Zheng Kaiqi!" Su Xiaoquan raised his hand and lifted Zheng Kaiqi's collar: "You still don't understand the situation, why do you think you can stand here?"
Jiang Yang held my face, his voice was like a breeze in my ear, I heard him call my name.It seems to be at the end of the campus, waving to me from a distance... I finally stood firm, and saw his fingers were pale, and his joints were light blue. I don't know when he became so fragile and pale.
I couldn't help holding his hand gently, and he was slightly relieved.
On the side, Cage pointed at Su Xiaoquan and yelled, "I don't need you to teach me how to be a human being!"
"If you continue like this, one day you will not only kill yourself, but also kill everyone around you!"
The atmosphere became more and more tense, and the smoke of gunpowder was filled with swords and guns, but the policemen in the police station stood by and turned a blind eye.Instead, those followers who followed Su Xiaoquan suddenly looked at us in unison.I only felt that the blood all over my body rushed to my forehead in an instant, and my hands and feet were cold.
"Don't mess around, this is the police station." There was a hint of weakness in Zheng Kaiqi's voice.
"Police station?" Su Xiaoquan seemed to have heard a joke, and silently twitched the corners of his mouth and said, "Wouldn't that be better, I can send you directly to the confinement room." He suddenly grabbed Zheng Kaiqi with both hands, and pulled him closer After a while, he asked, "Do you think I dare not kill you!"
My heart felt like I was on a roller coaster, and it was lost in an instant, and I couldn't help but raise my voice: "Third brother, don't." I held Jiang Yang's hand firmly, and prayed in a low voice: "Jiang Yang... I beg you……"
He stared at me for a long time, and finally whispered: "Forget it, third brother."
Zheng Kaiwen, who had been by the side all this time, came over and pulled Zheng Kaiqi away, and said to Jiang Yang and Su Xiaoquan in a very peaceful tone: "This time, I owe you a favor, and I will pay it back." His eyes lightly glanced at me. Sweeping, the voice became cold and decisive: "But the Hyatt matter will not be written off just like that."
"Then what do you want?" Su Xiaoquan approached the brothers of the Zheng family.
And all the people behind Su Xiao's body approached us.
For a moment, I felt that the rising sun in the sky had disappeared, and even the police station seemed to have a power outage. There was no light, no hope.Su Xiaoquan's men surrounded the brothers of the Zheng family in a dense mass.I really regret letting him bring so many people.I shouted in my heart: "Stop here, if this is a TV series, please stop here."
At this moment, the sound of a car engine roared.
VOL.23
The light of the headlights shines in through the gap between people, and someone raises his hand to block the light.I think there must be more than one car, maybe three, five, maybe more... I heard the door open, smack, slap... a series, followed by footsteps, and a beautiful voice said: " It's so lively, what day is it today. Is the police station open?"
The sound was like a light, and the men in black around us gave way.
God, I thought I was delusional.
I saw not one or three, but two rows of black luxury cars parked at the entrance of the police station. It was like a living assembly line of cars, surrounding the entire entrance of the police station.I don’t know what brand those black cars are, but they all have front and rear headlights on, and they are so polished that they can illuminate the whole world.
Those who came out of the car were still standing by the car door waiting for orders, and only one person walked towards us.
He should be 50 years old, with a tall and thin figure, lean and free and easy, with a kind of stability and endurance after years of precipitation.I've never met this guy, but I'm sure he's a character.There is a so-called general's style in his gestures and manners.
Even Su Xiaoquan respected him, and politely called out: "Mr. Qiao."
Mr. Qiao chatted happily and said, "Su San is here too. What kind of card is this playing? Bridge? Or mahjong?"
"I'm so lucky. I was about to leave. I didn't expect you to come."
"My life is good?" Mr. Qiao laughed, raised his hand and gently patted Su Xiaoquan's shoulder: "Stop joking."
I noticed that the moment his hand landed on Su Xiaoquan's shoulder, everyone's expressions changed.
I also felt a dryness in my throat, but I didn't even dare to swallow, I was afraid that making a little noise would break the terrible deadlock.
"Is the third master okay?"
"Very good, the third master often mentions you." Su Xiaoquan looked back at us, and said to Mr. Qiao: "Don't disturb Mr. Qiao, we are leaving first."
"Okay, remember to greet the third master for me."
"Sure." He smiled.
It's amazing that Su Xiaoquan, a man who is almost ruthless, actually has innocent dimples when he laughs.
"Go slowly." Mr. Qiao smiled slightly, and slowly took his hand away from Su Xiaoquan's shoulder.
Su Xiaoquan's people followed him outside one after another, while I just stayed there, as if cursed by Medusa and turned into a stone statue.If Yan Xiaonan hadn't pushed me suddenly, I might have stayed there for the rest of my life, not even feeling Jiang Yang pulling my hand, and not feeling that Zheng Kaiwen was always watching me.
"Let's go." Yan Xiaonan pushed me hard.
I was struggling, and Xiaonan's voice echoed in my ears: "Don't look back." But I still turned around, and I saw Cage and Kevin standing there, one of them looked at me with stubborn and angry eyes, And the other was so quiet and peaceful, so tender that it broke my heart.
I didn't respond to them, I just held Jiang Yang's hand firmly and walked away from them step by step.
Yan Xiaonan pushed me into the stretched Lincoln, held my hand firmly and said, "Luo Xin, you can't turn back, you must not turn back."
Yes, you can't look back, no matter where you go, don't look back.
The car started slowly.
I saw the sun finally fully reveal its face.The sunlight shone on the glass of the police station, forming a four-pointed star point of light.The light was long and dazzling, and Zheng Kaiwen's slender figure was being swallowed by the slowly changing dazzling white sunlight.His smile is so light and breezy, as if everything is so ethereal, drifting away into the distance.
Finally, it was swallowed by the halo.
"Let me see." Jiang Yang turned my face and forced my chin up.
"I'm fine." I tried to take his hand away, but he turned my face stubbornly, forcing me to face him.
Only at this time, I believe that he is Meng Junshan's nephew.
The irresistible dominance in his eyes was once mistaken by me as a sign of immaturity.But now it seems that I was wrong.He has been a commander since he was a child. He has long been used to being obeyed and followed by others. I may be the first person who always disobeys him.
I am really not afraid of death.This must be with Yan Xiaonan, so that the near bold are bold.
He pressed my nose with a handkerchief, but the blood continued to flow out, eventually onto his thin white fingers.
I lowered my eyelashes and saw that spot of scarlet, which was shocking. I raised my hand to help him wipe it off, but he stubbornly raised my chin and ordered me: "Don't move."
"I'm really fine, just bleed for a while." I took his hand away and carefully wiped off the blood on his fingers with a tissue.He suddenly shook his hand and took my hand in his palm.His palm was warm and slightly moist, but trembling slightly.My fingers were as cold as ice, and when he squeezed them violently, my heart seemed to be touched by something, touching that soft and painful place.
I actually shed tears involuntarily.
He put his arms around me, rested his chin lightly on my forehead, and asked softly, "Does it hurt?"
I couldn't help but nodded.
The sound made me feel a little dazed, and for a moment I didn't know where I was.It seems that when I was still in school, he would often put his arms around me inexplicably, under the cherry blossom tree, by the Acacia Lake... and then asked me in such an almost intoxicating voice: "Do you love me?"
My eyelashes fluttered, and hot tears dripped down.It landed on my skirt, and even felt the scorching temperature through the skirt.
"What a fool." He let go of his hand and wiped off the little blood stain under the tip of my nose with his fingers: "If you punch that punch, what if you break your nose and disfigure your face? Who will want you in the future?" I Covering his nose with a tissue, he said, "I'm not afraid, I still have you. Besides, I don't rely on appearances for a living."
Yan Xiaonan, who was sitting across from me, finally couldn't bear it any longer, slapped me hard and said, "Hey, I haven't said that the two of you are affecting the public's vision, yet you even got involved with me. Are you jealous of my good looks? , right? You are jealous, right?" Xiao Nan poked my armpit with her fingers, and I smiled and hid in Jiang Yang's arms.
He suddenly pulled me into his arms, and I pushed him away, noticing his abnormality.
He smiled silently, held my hand tightly, shook his head and said, "It's nothing, I just missed you suddenly..."
Yan Xiaonan quickly rolled his eyelids and looked at Su Xiaoquan beside him, while Su Xiaoquan was always looking at the night scene outside the window, his expression was reflected in the car window, he was completely full of thoughts.Jiang Yang held my hand, and I pouted at him, whispering, "What's wrong, third brother?"
Jiang Yang smiled and said, "Third brother is the most puzzled. Such a beautiful woman sitting next to him doesn't even look sideways."
Yan Xiaonan stared at Jiang Yang and said, "Don't think that I dare not beat you now that you are sick. I will settle the score with you when you get better. You know how many tears Luo Xin shed for you..."
I frowned, Yan Xiaonan tactfully shut up.
Jiang Yang raised the corners of his mouth but didn't smile. Suddenly seeing the scenery outside the window, he raised the soundproof panel and said to the driver, "Don't go to the hospital, go to the apartment in Repulse Bay."
Su Xiaoquan, who had been acting as a moving set, finally said at this moment: "Third Young Master, you should go back to the hospital."
He nodded and said, "I know." But he didn't change his mind at all.
Repulse Bay is actually not a bay, but a real beach.
The fine sand falls like gold powder scattered all over the sky on the blue sea, forming an elegant arc. Hong Kong people call it Repulse Bay.It's really beautiful.Most of the apartments built here are known as top luxury houses because of their top-level Feng Shui facing the mountains and the sea.I never knew that Jiang Yang had a house here, maybe I don't know there are many things about him.
Taking advantage of the gap between Jiang Yang and Yan Xiaonan studying the coffee machine in the room, he dragged Su Xiaoquan out of the room, entered the safe passage, and asked in a low voice: "Third brother, what's going on?"
"what?"
"Didn't you say it was serious when you were in the hospital that day, and you needed to have an operation, why did you leave the hospital so soon? Is it really okay if you don't go back to the hospital?"
I thought my expression must be very serious, so Su Xiaoquan gave me a serious look, and said hesitantly: "Miss Liang..."
"Call me Luo Xin."
"..."
"We are all the same, we all care about Jiang Yang. I call you third brother but I don't treat you as an outsider. No matter what you think of me, even if you hate me as much as Zheng Kaiqi, I care about him as much as you do Love him and hope he is safe, happy and healthy."
A faint and soft light flashed in his eyes, and then he slowly lowered his head.
It took him a long time to look at me again, and said: "Originally, I wanted to operate on him that day. But the craniotomy is not a minor operation. Those doctors simply don't have the ability to act rashly. We don't want to make fun of the third young master's life. So in the end there was no surgery."
I couldn't help but ask, "What about the other injuries?"
"The bruised bone is not a serious problem. The doctor said that it can be repaired by paying attention to rest."
"So, it's a craniotomy?"
"The human brain is very complicated. Although I don't understand it very well, I also know that this operation is very risky. The last time the third master invited the world's top brain surgeons, he couldn't be more than [-]% sure , and..." His eyes flickered, and he said hesitantly, "The sequelae of the operation are beyond our expectation."
"What are the sequelae..." Just as he was speaking, the swing door of the safe passage was suddenly pushed open.
Jiang Yang pulled me to his side, pretending to be angry and said: "Third Brother, you are too dishonest. I sent you an international supermodel, and you didn't even look at it. You actually got Luo Xin's idea."
"Don't dare, I still want to live for two more years." Su Xiaoquan's mouth curled into a smile.
Jiang Yang took advantage of the situation and pushed Yan Xiaonan over.
Yan Xiaonan firmly blocked the security door with his hands, put his hands on his hips and said, "Hey, Meng Jiangyang, who do you think I am..." Before Yan Xiaonan could finish speaking, Jiang Yang had already pushed her to Su Xiaoquan's side, making a big quarrel He said: "It's so bright, it's too unsafe for you to go back alone, let the third brother take you off."
"Meng Jiangyang... what kind of logic is this..."
Jiang Yang said: "Yan Xiaonan, the brighter the sky, the easier it is for the gangsters to see you as beautiful as a flower. It's really unsafe. It's better for the third brother to send you off." While talking, he had already pulled me back When we got to the room, we heard Yan Xiaonan's voice chasing after us, but Jiang Yang had already locked the door with a click.
The surroundings suddenly became quiet, only hearing my own heartbeat.
He leaned against the door, panting a bit, but still held mine tightly with one hand.We looked at each other for a long time, and suddenly laughed.It's like putting frogs in the teacher's chalk box when you were a student, and then hiding and looking happy that you have succeeded.In fact, what I can see, Jiang Yang must be able to see. His IQ/EQ is definitely far above mine.
I found him so close to me, and he still smelled the same as before, and I have changed countless brands of shampoo, and lost the bottle of miracle perfume he gave me.He raised his hand to brush the broken hair from my ears, and whispered in my ear: "The hair is so long."
I raised my eyelashes and found him looking at me so familiarly.
My hair slipped between his fingers.I am familiar with that hand, the knuckles are long and well-defined, but it is extraordinarily pale.I thought the hand would land on my shoulder, but finally it was erratic... He withdrew his hand.
The room with only the two of us suddenly seemed so empty and deserted.
He smiled silently and said, "I've been tossing around all night, I'm going to take a shower and change my clothes." Suddenly he was so polite, so polite that he was very strange.He walked around me and walked into the room.I turned around and looked at his back, although it was only a dozen yards away, how could I feel that he had walked so far.
What happened to him?
Why does he push me away every time I try to lean in?
Soon, the sound of rushing water came from the bathroom, breaking the lonely and cold room.
It was already past nine o'clock in the morning, and the sunlight outside the window came in through the thin lace, making the whole room a faint warm yellow.
With my bare feet on the fluffy carpet, I felt like a cat that had sneaked into its owner's house.There is a dark gray L-shaped sofa in the living room. There are three walls, one is a bookshelf, the other is a huge LCD TV, the other is a floor-to-ceiling window, and the other leads to his bedroom... The pine tree-shaped CD rack is full of CDs of various colors.I casually pulled out a CD from the CD rack and put it into the record player. It turned out to be the original soundtrack of "East Love".
That music seemed to bring me back to my middle school days - at that time, as long as I saw Lixiang's smile, I would feel that love was really invincible.
Now I finally understand that there is really nothing invincible in this world.Even the invincible Akana Rika has lost to love, what else can we do.Fate is a pair of invisible and powerful hands, pushing us forward involuntarily.Looking back suddenly, everything has changed, and things have changed.
For example, this room, the living room full of sunlight, the bright floor-to-ceiling windows, and me and Jiang Yang... These previous dreams were suddenly and peacefully displayed in front of my eyes, so unreal, but made me feel a little panicked.
The CDs on the CD shelf are all early movie soundtracks, and very few individual singles were hits seven or eight years ago.The bookshelves on the wall are filled with all kinds of books and photo frames... I suddenly stopped in my tracks.
It's like wandering in a mall and accidentally seeing yourself in the reflection of a shop window.The me in the photos is so young and innocent, and when I smile, there are two silly little dimples hanging on my fat baby face.I don't even believe it, but I was pretty when I was young.
Jiang Yang in the photo is secretly kissing my face on my left side...
At that time, Jiang Yang and I had just started dating.
He dragged me to participate in the mountaineering meeting, but I refused to live or die.He vowed that as long as I accompany him to the top three, he will give me an unexpected surprise.Little girls are easy to cheat.Hang Chi Hang Chi I followed him up the mountain carrying [-] to [-] kg of climbing tools on my back.As a result, when he reached the top of the mountain, he pointed to the vast and beautiful river and said, "Look, how beautiful it is, isn't it a good reward?" I almost rushed over to kill him, but he turned back and hugged me and kissed.This moment was captured by the mountaineering member and photography president, and later participated in the school's photography award.I stomped angrily and said what a disgrace.Jiang Yang rushed to watch the award ceremony, and in the end the photo was finally destroyed under my coercion and lure, it should be... Destroyed.
My eye sockets were hot for a while, and my nose was inexplicably sour.In the photo, I still have a ponytail, a hiking cap, and a down jacket that wraps me like a rice dumpling, and my cheeks are flushed from the cold.Because of his sudden attack, I was shocked, with one eye still closed, and Jiang Yang foolishly kissed the corner of my mouth.
The other photo is a photo of employees we took when we were working together in a fast food restaurant that summer vacation.
In fact, even Jiang Yang back then didn’t need to accompany me to work part-time. He would make a lot of money for a project for others.But this boy refused to let me go to work alone, he insisted on sticking to my side, so he called him "the messenger who protects flowers".In fact, it was me who spent a lot of effort to help him get rid of those little girls who were chasing him.
I always thought that was our life, but now I know, I was wrong.
These are the life I gave Jiang Yang.
He didn't belong to my world, I forced him in, I made him change from Meng Jiangyang to Jiang Yang.
I blinked, and the eyelashes were all glued together. I don't know when two lines of tears flowed down.
There are also many photos, on the bookshelves, on the walls... densely packed with ours and my photos.There are many photos that seem to have been taken secretly without my knowledge... I was walking on Huaihai Road in the winter afternoon, drinking afternoon tea in a coffee shop on a rainy day in late autumn, at the subway station on weekends, shopping in department stores on holidays, Yan Xiao and I Nan returns from shopping, laughing heartily, paying bills and signing cards in front of the supermarket counter...
I slumped down on the sofa, what is going on?
There were some magazines scattered on the tea table in front of me. The tea in the rose white porcelain teapot was already ice-cold, but I poured a cup in a daze. After drinking it, it rolled coldly all the way to my stomach, and I suddenly had a cold war.
I accidentally saw a portable DV player under the magazine.The style is very old, well worn, and the paint is a little faded.I picked it up and opened it, and the indicator symbols on the play button were worn away.But the feeling of the buttons is so familiar. This is the small DV we bought together when we were working together in college.
Press the play button, the picture becomes bright and active immediately...
The green weeping willows, the calm lake, and the red teaching buildings on the shore.
A slender hand appeared in the camera, leisurely holding down the long fluttering hair, and then a small face appeared in the picture, a little ordinary, but with a pair of dark brown shiny big eyes.So thin and pale, she is a girl as thin as rice paper.
That was me at 20.
"Here... is the legendary devil teaching building. This is Building No. [-], this is Building No. [-]..." The hair of "I" in the picture is only just reaching my shoulders, and there are two clusters of plateaus on my pale cheeks. Hong, with such a bright smile, is a bit of a fool.The camera moves slowly with the footsteps of "I".
"...This is our student wall..."
"This is obviously a wall of lovers, Liang Luoxin, how do you act as a tour guide?"
The voice-over came out suddenly.
"I" pouted and said, "When I'm alone, I'm a student wall, but two people are called a lover wall..."
The camera turned in a different direction, and another face appeared in the lens, and at the same time, it was getting closer and closer to "my" face.
Jiang Yang put his arms around "me" shoulders, and said to the camera: "Now it's the wall of lovers."
"I" glared at him angrily in the camera, and then quickly moved away... The camera shook aimlessly for a while, and a series of small laughter fell.
when was that...
The display prompts "Play the next segment?"
I hesitated and pressed the play button.
There was another burst of laughter, and then "my" face appeared in the camera again.
shore.weeping willow.Weather in April and May."I" wearing a pink sportswear, a long fishing rod stretched out from his hand, and fell into the pond behind the fence, bent into a nearly perfect arc.Behind "I" there is a long crowd, colorfully extending out.
The voice-over pretended to be deep and broadcast: "Dear audience friends, please pay attention, this is the famous annual 'Fool Fishing Festival' of X University, and the one who can't catch a single fish is a 'Fool'!"
"Obviously it's the 'Student Fishing Festival', okay?" "I" jumped in the camera. "Jiang Yang, can't you come and help?"
"How heavy is that fish... You probably caught the Loch Ness Monster."
"I" raised a hand high above the camera, blocked the camera and said, "Don't take pictures of me, I'm so ugly."
"Then shoot fish."
As soon as the camera turned, it was already aimed at the water.
The breeze blows, and the lake surface has a slight ripple, which is gradually pushed into the distance.
"Oh, 'fool,' you seem to have caught a fish... Hurry up."
"Jiang Yang, you big fool!"
Immediately afterwards, a plop was heard, and after the camera spun around for a while, only the blue sky remained.The empty screen is red, only the string of silver bell-like laughter is cheerful and proud: "You deserve it, if you are asked to help or not, you deserve to fall on your back. Ah... ah... you evil person, Don't drag me into the water, I will destroy you on behalf of the moon..."
Suddenly, a hand took the video camera from behind me, turned off the playback, and the room immediately became quiet again.
Jiang Yang stood behind me without even changing his clothes.
He wasn't taking a shower at all...
"What's going on?" I stood up.
This room is not filled with photos or DV, but our past.
Everything, bit by bit, is packed in.
He walked silently to the table, put the camera on it, and sat back next to me, with his elbows on his knees.
I asked again: "Meng Jiangyang, what is going on!"
He looked up, smiled and said, "It's nothing, just some old photos."
I picked up a photo frame and asked, "So, what about these photos... You should have asked someone to take them last year, right?"
"It's not me." He turned his face away and said, "It's the third brother."
"why?"
My hands slowly fell on his shoulders, and I felt his back straighten involuntarily.
He took my hand, and I felt my fingers were cold, and his hand was colder than mine.
"Luo Xin, I know, we will never go back."
My heart trembled involuntarily, his voice was so deep and so cold, it reminded me of Meng Junshan who was eating alone in the restaurant that night.At least one thing their uncle and nephew are the same.Lonely.They are all so lonely.When I saw Jiang Yang for the first time, I thought he was very lonely.
I love him so much and yet he is still alone.
VOL.24
"From the moment I said we broke up, I knew I lost you."
There was a faint mist in his eyes, as if he could only see my vague shadow through a deep valley.
"I didn't expect that I could survive, so I survived, but I didn't know what to do, and I was at a loss. I had a taste of what life is better than death at that time. I became that weird, I I can't even accept it... how can I make you accept it. "
"Jiang Yang..."
"Do you know what it looks like? You don't know at all." He unbuttoned the collar of his shirt one by one, and his naked body was covered with shocking wounds.So many years have passed, and the best compound drugs and treatments have been used, why are there still such shocking scars?
My fingers gently caressed those bumpy scars, and my heart felt like a knife had been cut across.
"It's actually more terrifying than this. But, Luo Xin, don't cry for me." He wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with his fingers: "I just don't want to see you cry for me, so I said such cruel things."
"I'm sorry." I held onto the corner of his clothes tightly, and tears rolled down my face: "Jiang Yang, I'm the one who's sorry for you."
"I never thanked my uncle for bringing me back to life. I hated him and stabbed him with a fruit knife." He smiled and said, "In the end, the knife stabbed my third brother, and he still has the scar on his stomach from that time." If it wasn't for the third brother, I might have disappeared, and there would be no Du Zeshan, and it would be impossible for me to see you again. It was because I saw you again..." He looked at the photos on the shelves, and the room was full of my photos .
He said: "Because of you, I have the courage to live."
"But why didn't you come to me...why..."
"I have no choice. I can't even protect Zheng Kaiyue, let alone you." He lowered his head and said very low, "I can only... I can only watch her being killed by the car... what am I Can't do it either."
The Jiang Yang I knew, it was the first time he shed tears in front of me.
"Luo Xin, we can't go back." He held my hand, and my whole body was shaking: "When I was at the police station just now, I saw Zheng Kaiwen, the way he looked at you told me that he loved you. And You... must love him too." He gently brushed the broken hair on my forehead, and said, "Luo Xin, I don't know why you came back to me, but we can never go back .”
After listening to these words quietly, I suddenly felt something stuck in my throat.
"Listen to me." I held his hand calmly: "Although I don't feel the pain you mentioned, my pain always weighs on me like a giant mountain."
I know, I'm already crying.
"That's right, I fell in love with Zheng Kaiwen. Because of his appearance, I regained the courage to love. He gave me a new life, and I thought I could start over with him. But...but...now I know , we are impossible. Regardless of whether he really loves me or not, no matter why he gave up on me, he chose his family. We really have no possibility."
He looked at me with a slight ripple between his brows.
"When you appeared as Du Zeshan for the first time, I felt terrified. I don't know why I was so afraid of seeing you. I felt that you would see through my heart just by looking into my eyes. I always Run away because I'm scared. Remember? You used to say that I'm a very vigilant person. But that time I fell asleep in your office, and I was really scared. I don't know why I was so scared of a Strangers lose their guard like this, but I..."
I lowered my eyelashes, eyes gushing like springs.
He raised his fingers to gently wipe away my tears, and said softly: "Luo Xin, don't cry. I hope you are happy, I should hope that you and Zheng Kaiwen are together, but I'm actually jealous." He smiled and said: " You know, I saw you with Zheng Kaiwen, and I was so jealous. But I have become like this, I can't accept what happened, I have no reason to ask you to accept it. "
I stopped him from saying: "No matter what you become, I love you."
"No matter what I become... Heh... Even, I will no longer love you?"
"Why did you lie to me?" I said angrily, "Kaiwen Zheng lied to me, and you lied to me too. Why do you all lie to me!"
"I didn't lie to you, this is something that even I can't control." He said, "I will... maybe from now on, I won't love you anymore, Luo Xin." He looked at the photos all over the room Say, "Do you know why there are so many photos, DVs, CDs here? It's actually because... I've started to forget, and I have to rely on these to remember. Remembering you, remembering our past, remembering I love you."
He looked at me and said slowly: "Liang Luoxin, don't you understand? The memories in my mind have been gradually erased, and the blood clot is pressing on my brain nerves, like an eraser, erasing my brain. memory. I will not know you in the future, I will not know who you are, let alone that I loved you, maybe even I will not recognize myself. We will become two real strangers, at least I am, then you ..." He stopped, and asked me solemnly like a marriage oath: "Are you still telling me what you just said?"
At that moment, I don't know if I hesitated, I just looked at him, and suddenly and truly felt that I was losing him.
He bowed his head in pain: "The doctor said that if an operation is performed, some of the destroyed cells will be removed directly, but he does not guarantee that any part of my memory will be removed, that is to say, after the operation, I may no longer be able to recognize You. And now, at least I can rely on these DVs and photos to remember your appearance and our past. But it’s useless, I will eventually forget you and everything.”
I picked up that DV, it was cold and blunt, but it was able to play such warm and soft sounds and pictures. "Since you know it's useless, why do you still do it..."
"Because I don't want to forget you." He raised his hand to cover his eyes, but I still saw the flickering light in his eyes. "But I can't control myself. In the police station just now, I really didn't recognize you all of a sudden... I'm afraid that when I wake up one morning, I won't remember anything. Luo Xin, let's go again It can't be like before..."
I hugged him and hugged him with all my strength.
Jiang Yang, this is my Jiang Yang, maybe he will really become a stranger as he said.
However, I am his Liang Luoxin, and this will not change.
"Jiang Yang, we really can't go back." Although he couldn't see it, I still smiled and said, "Maybe I can no longer love you like I used to, but I will love you more than before."
"Luo Xin..."
"Do you know? You are the dearest and most beloved person in this world except the parents who gave birth to me and raised me. In the future, when all my loved ones leave me, when I am no longer beautiful or young, you will still be with me By my side, even if you don’t recognize me.” I let go of my hand, looked at him and said, “But I love you, I will always love you, forever, forever, sick and healthy, I want you to be by my side, I only you."
I held his hands tightly, put them on my heart and said, "So, Jiang Yang, I can never lose you again."
I said: "Because I am like you, even though I know you will not love me, I still don't want to give up on you."
I felt something cold on the back of my hand, and he finally embraced me with those familiar hands.
The warm sunlight coming in from the window was so dazzling that I couldn't keep my eyes open.The sky showed an unprecedented light blue, like a pool of crystal clear water.Blossoming white clouds float on the water like veils, and the sun is like fog on the water.
"I love you." I said.
"Even if I no longer remember you, don't know you, don't love you, or even hurt you...do you still love me?"
"I love you."
He asked me, "Even if I'm a bad guy?"
"I love you."
"Even if I can't protect you at all...do you still love me?"
"I still love you."
"Then..." He let go of his hand and looked at me, and said with a slight smile, "Will I become bald?"
"What should I do?" I said in embarrassment, "I still love you." He hugged me tighter, and I hugged him harder, and I said, "So, don't leave me again. ,Okay?"
"it is good."
"Don't say goodbye again, okay?"
"it is good."
"I will love you twice as hard, promise me, don't push me away, okay?"
"it is good."
"I owe you happiness, let me make it up to you, okay?"
"it is good."
I let go, pressed my forehead against his forehead, and said, "Whether you are Jiang Yang, Du Zeshan, or Meng Jiangyang... I love you."
He smiled, and I saw myself in his pupils.
It turns out that my face is already so thin, and it turns out that I am no longer the little girl in the photo or in the DV.Thin teardrops condensed under my eyelashes, and he gently wiped them away, then he smiled and said, "Liang Luoxin, let me record what you said just now." He picked up the DV and said, "Liang Luoxin, It’s too late for you to regret it.”
I shook my head.
"Then," he turned on the camera and said, "don't ever want to leave me now, even if I don't know you, you can't abandon me, even if I don't remember, you can't give up."
I smiled and said: "From now on, I can only love you alone, spoil you, and don't lie to you. I will do everything I promise you; every word I tell you is the truth. Don't be angry with you, don't scold you, believe you. If someone bullies you, I will come out to help you as soon as possible. When you are happy, I will accompany you to be happy; if you are unhappy, I will also make you happy. Forever, Everyone thinks you are the most handsome; in my dreams, I can only dream of you; in my heart, there is only you."
He frowned and said dissatisfied, "Apart from these?"
"It's not enough...then besides these, no matter where you are, whether you know me or not, I will try my best to find you, make you fall in love with me, and only me." I put my arms around his Neck, breath entangled together: "Even if it is the next life, the next life, the next life... I will find you, love you, and make you fall in love with me."
"Don't lie to me."
"No, because I owe you happiness." I said, "But, Meng Jiangyang, you can never get rid of me."
"It's really... the little devil is hard to deal with."
It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter.
As long as I can continue to love you.
It is impossible to love you as much as before, but I will love you more than before.
(End of this chapter)
VOL.22
At 06:30 in the morning, the alarm clock rang on the bedside table.
I stretched out my hand to grab the mobile phone, alarm watch and card issuer, but the only one without the alarm clock.Thinking about being late for work, oh oh oh oh oh... the consequences of being late are really serious.Our manager, who kept looking down on me, might use that to kick me out of marketing, or worse, out of the company.God, I'm going to lose my job, my only job.
I washed and changed my clothes, and ran out of the apartment building with a big backpack. The administrator shouted behind me: "Ms. Liang, you haven't paid this month's management fee yet..." I ran desperately, and it seemed that I was about to reach the station. But a bus has closed its doors and is leaving me quickly.I yelled, "Wait for me...I can sleep without a nap, but I can't live without a job!"
But no matter how hard I run, it is still far in front of me. It seems to be within reach, but I can't catch up.
While being severely haunted by the dream, Yan Xiaonan was already angrily grabbing her hair and shouting: "Whoever received a thousand knives...you don't have to start work and let people sleep well, I'll kill you." I woke up all of a sudden. When I came here, my eyes were spinning for a while, and then I found that I was lying in a hotel room, surrounded by strange decorations.
It must be that I have been too tired these days and slept too soundly, so that I have a feeling of dislocation in time and space.
Thinking about it carefully, I haven't gone to work for almost a year, but this year is busier than when I went to work.Life is always so unprepared, and things backfire.When I used to go to work, I always felt that it would be nice not to go to work, to be free, to be proud.But now I really hope that I can go back to the old six-to-nine life, too busy to think, too busy to think.
I poked my head out from under the quilt, only to hear that it wasn't an alarm clock, but someone was ringing the doorbell desperately.
I was about to get dressed and go to open the door when Yan Xiaonan rushed to the door with bare feet, opened the door with a bang and yelled at the people outside: "What's the noise, it's so early in the morning... Huh? Why are you?" Suddenly the tone changed.
I heard something was wrong, so I yelled, "Who is it?" I hurriedly flipped on a slipper and wanted to go out.When I was looking for another slipper in a panic, the person outside the door had already come in front of me, and immediately asked: "Did the third young master come to you?"
"Third Young Master? Who is Third Young Master?" I raised my head suddenly, and saw that it was Su Xiaoquan, my mind buzzed, and I quickly returned to the vortex-like reality.Beads of sweat oozed from his forehead, and there was an anxious light in his pupils.I suddenly lost all sleepiness, and stood up with one bare foot and asked, "...Jiang Yang came to look for me?"
He was also taken aback, realizing that the valuable information he got from me was zero, and he was obviously more anxious, pacing the room restlessly.
I hurriedly found my shoes from under the bed cover and put them on. I ran after him and asked, "What happened?"
He hesitated, but he refused to say a word after all, I grabbed him and asked: "Tell me, what happened to Jiang Yang?" Seeing that he ignored me, I said angrily: "Su Xiaoquan, you are dumb! What's going on? Talk to me!" I shook him hard and said, "I finally found him. Could it be that in the blink of an eye, he..."
"No, it's not what you think." He finally grabbed my trembling body and said, "It's just... the third young master suddenly disappeared."
"Missing?" My eyes widened, and Yan Xiaonan and I responded in unison.
Yan Xiaonan was combing her hair carelessly with one hand, and suddenly followed me and opened her eyes wide, looking at Su Xiaoquan and me without any sleepiness, and then asked energetically, "You mean Jiang Yang is missing?" I I really wonder if there is an excitatory factor in her cells that fears the world will not be chaotic.
"Not sure yet, maybe..." Su Xiaoquan said very uncertainly, but also cautiously: "Maybe he just walked away for a while." He took out the cigarette case from his pocket, looked up and saw me, and put it back. "But with his current physical condition, walking alone on the street is really worrying."
"Is it that bad?"
He paused for a while, and then said: "Third Master has so many enemies outside, it would be too dangerous for people to know his identity." Seeing my expression, he comforted me and said, "I have already Let the brothers go out to look for it, but don't say anything, if those people know that San Shao is outside alone, it will be bad for him."
"But outsiders don't know now, they only know that he is Du Zeshan, right?" I feel that this is comforting myself.
"It's a good word. Except for a few of our own people, no one else knows. But there is no guarantee that our own people will not become outsiders, and of course they may become enemies." Su Xiaoquan seemed to have suddenly seen me and Yan Xiaonan wearing clothes. In pajamas, with an unkempt appearance, he seemed to be suddenly alert, but said a little awkwardly: "I won't disturb you, I'll go first."
Instead, I grabbed his cuff and said, "No, I'll go find it with you."
Yan Xiaonan wanted to join in the fun and shouted: "Wait for me, I'll go too." He quickly grabbed the clothes from the chair and followed me into the bathroom.
I remember that when I first recognized Du Zeshan, I felt very strange why this person could always guess what I was thinking as long as he looked into my eyes, as if he had the ability to read minds.Thinking about it now, in fact, Jiang Yang's ability is far more than that.
Because of his extraordinary IQ, he always does some incredible things.
A smart person always sees the straight-line distance between two points directly, and because of this, he often goes straight to the result, while we are still thinking about where we are going.
We asked all possible witnesses in the hospital, but in fact no one saw when and where "Du Zeshan" ran out.I finally couldn't help asking: "Didn't the doctor give him a tranquilizer when we broke up yesterday, so he could sleep until dawn?"
Su Xiaoquan seemed very helpless, looked at a young man beside him, and said in a low voice: "Old Jiu, Miss Liang is one of my own."
The young man then said: "Maybe San Shao has been injected with sedatives all the time, so those doses didn't work. San Shao woke up halfway. He said he wanted to eat Yuen Long's wife cake, so I went to Yuen Long Go buy it."
I really wanted to cry, stomped my feet in anger, and yelled at the young man: "You are an idiot! Jiang Yang has an IQ of 187, and he dismissed you in the middle of the night. Don't even think about it. He might just want to eat wife cake Well...he wouldn't even eat a little more flour in Xiaolongbao, so how could he eat wife cakes."
Su Xiaoquan dismissed the young man who was humiliated by my scolding, and then said: "You can't blame him, he has to do what the third young master asked. Even if he knows that he did it on purpose, he can't help defying it. This is Rules." He looked back at the young man and said, "Go out first with your brothers."
I was still angry, and I still shouted at Su Xiaoquan: "What about you, you are a dead man! Didn't you argue with him aggressively last night? Didn't you keep saying it was for his own good? Why can't you see it?" How about staying with him? Where were you when he was gone!"
Yan Xiaonan was probably taken aback at first, but after a few words, he suddenly regained his strength and pulled me back desperately, saying repeatedly: "Calm down, calm down, you will get wrinkles."
Su Xiaoquan was not as irritable as expected, but said calmly: "I was dealing with other matters at the time, and I admit that I was responsible for the disappearance of Third Young Master. But now is not the time to pursue responsibility, the most important thing is to find someone." Yan Xiaonan echoed again and again: "Yes, now it's important to find someone."
I was so tired that I was out of breath, and when I finished venting, my mind suddenly went blank, and I thought of what Jiang Yang said yesterday.I suddenly pulled Su Xiaoquan and said, "I know...I know where he went."
Su Xiaoquan was startled and stunned, but I didn't wait for him to ask any more questions, so I dragged him to the outside of the hospital. "Wait." He stopped and said to the young man just now: "Take your brothers and go with you." I thought for a while and said: "Alright, take your people, where might be so much needed people."
Regional police station.
One of the light tubes in the two rows of daylight broke down, making the sound of zrazla, very similar to the scenes in ghost movies.
Xiaonan and I followed Su Xiaoquan out of the extended Lincoln and walked straight towards the police station.The old police officer at the gate saw that we were about to reach out to stop us, but when he saw Su Xiaoquan, he immediately withdrew his hand and said, "Third Brother," and then asked, "What's the matter?" Su Xiaoquan had already pulled the man aside, whispering The whisperer didn't know what he was talking about.
Yan Xiaonan caught me and asked, "How can you be sure that Jiang Yang is here?" I said, "Think about it, even if those people don't know that he is Meng Jiangyang, based on his relationship with Su Xiaoquan, who would dare to defy me? He. There is absolutely no need for him to sneak away like this, so he must do something that he knows he can't do but must do."
Yan Xiaonan turned around and saw that Su Xiaoquan was still talking to the old man, and said, "Please explain clearly, I don't understand." I said, "What is the last thing Meng Junshan wants Jiang Yang to do?"
Yan Xiaonan pointed at me and said, "Marry you."
"It's not about that." Every time I face Yan Xiaonan, I feel like I've been defeated: "The last thing Meng Junshan wants is for Jiang Yang to prevent him from taking revenge on the Zheng family."
"how do you know?"
"Last time about Hyatt...Jiang Yang kept her by his side because he was afraid that she would be poisoned, but in the end...that incident made him blame himself so much, so this time, he will try his best to prevent his uncle from treating Kai Chi retaliates."
Yan Xiaonan rolled his eyelids and said, "You mean...he came to let Zheng Kaiqi go?"
"Based on what I know about him, it should be..."
Before I could finish speaking, Yan Xiaonan's eyes suddenly skipped over me and drifted into the distance.
I heard a familiar voice behind me saying, "This time I'm really bothering you, Officer Zhang."
As soon as I turned around, I saw a fat officer walking towards me, followed by a tall and handsome young man... that man... I was about to take a step, but Su Xiaoquan had already taken the first step to grab that man, both happy and angry Said: "I didn't expect you to be here."
Jiang Yang was not surprised when he saw Su Xiaoquan, he just smiled and said, "I didn't expect you to find me so quickly. The third master is really amazing." The fat police officer had already laughed and interjected: "It turns out that Mr. Du is the third master." My friend, for such a small matter, why bother you to run once, just make a phone call." Jiang Yang said: "I still like to do things by myself. I will definitely tell the third master about this matter. Thank you Officer Zhang for your help. .” The fat police officer got a satisfactory answer and walked away contentedly.
Su Xiaoquan frowned and said, "It's not the third master this time, it's Ms. Liang who brought us to find you."
I have already walked over: "Why did you leave without saying a word, you are still a patient."
Jiang Yang looked at me, and a layer of mist suddenly appeared in his eyes.My heart suddenly turned cold, the feeling was very strange, I actually felt that he didn't recognize me.
"What's wrong with you?" I took his hand, the fingertips were cold.I didn't even realize that I was icy and cold all the way just now.At this time, Jiang Yang finally "saw" me, he smiled, stroked my cold cheek lightly, and said, "You really have become smarter, you can find me so quickly."
My annoyance has been dissipated by the shock just now, and I smiled angrily: "You still have the nerve to joke, you don't know how worried we are about you, I'm afraid you disappeared suddenly again. You didn't tell them about you Is that your identity?" He smiled at me, "I'm not that stupid. Just say that I am the general manager of EMK, and that fat man Zhang has already served tea and water graciously. If I say this is what the third brother meant, he can follow suit. It’s like an imperial decree.” Su Xiaoquan smiled wryly, “It’s on my head again.” I curled my lips and said, “Just brag.”
Suddenly a cold hand grabbed my arm from behind.
Before I could react, the man said with great joy: "Luo Xin, you are here. Are you okay? This is really great, I'm afraid you will be angry with me." When I turned around, I looked haggard. And the bearded face came into my view.I really can't believe that it's only been a few days, and Zheng Kaiqi, who is in high spirits, has become so sluggish and tired.
When he saw me, his eyes suddenly lit up. To my surprise, he suddenly hugged me.
This frightened Yan Xiaonan, and when I was trying to push him away, I suddenly saw the person standing behind him.
A head-to-toe chill filled me.
Zheng Kaiwen.
He was standing not far in front of my eyes, the so-called Yushu Linfeng, that's about it.Still tall and straight and handsome, but silent and almost cold.He looked at me from a distance, and he often looked at me like this before, as if every time I looked up, I saw him in my line of sight, staring at me vaguely.At that time, his eyes were pure without any impurities, just like the water of Hupao Spring.But now, I can see so clearly, that eyes are no longer clear and transparent, full of pain and guilt, even his smile looks so sad.
Yan Xiaonan took the opportunity to pull me back from Zheng Kaiqi's arms, stepped back several steps, and retreated to Jiang Yang's side.I felt that Jiang Yang deliberately took half a step forward and hid my body behind.
Zheng Kaiqi was obviously a little surprised, but before the surprise on his face completely faded, another emotion rushed up.He stared at Jiang Yang beside me, who was Du Zeshan in his eyes, and suddenly asked me: "Why are you with him?"
I have no way of answering this question, I just feel that it is not dawn but dark night.The lights in this police station were so dazzling that I could hardly raise my head.Zheng Kaiqi came forward to pull me, but at this moment, someone stopped him.Zheng Kaiwen said in a low voice: "Cage, we should go."
Zheng Kaiqi turned to look at his brother and then at me, as if he understood something.Suddenly he pulled me over, and Jiang Yang's hand also grabbed my arm. I was torn apart by the huge force of the two, and I couldn't speak a word in pain.Zheng Kaiqi suddenly pulled my arm violently, almost taking one of my arms off.
"What the hell is going on, why are you with this bastard?"
"What does it matter to you?" Jiang Yang did not show weakness.
Zheng Kaiqi didn't look at him, but just stared at me: "Liang Luoxin, how could you... how could you leave my brother at this time, is this bastard threatening you? Luo Xin, speak up!"
"No..." I lowered my head and closed my eyes, as if I was about to be crushed.
"Why is that? Why are you with this bastard?"
What can I say?What can I tell him?What happened between Zheng Kaiwen and me, even I can't explain it clearly.Even if it's not a con, it's not a consummate love, it's a maelstrom of chaos and impurities.We are nothing but specks of sand drifting with the tide.
I uttered those few words with difficulty and heavy: "Because, I love him."
Suddenly a clear and loud slap was slapped hard on the face.
I was caught off guard, after this slap, Zheng Kaiqi let go, and I fell into Jiang Yang's arms.I was utterly distraught by the sudden onslaught.But seeing the anger on Zheng Kaiqi's face, I quickly woke up.Jiang Yang caught me, his brows tightened, and he was about to say something.
But Zheng Kaiqi said to me preemptively: "You, you are a loose woman at all, I misunderstood you."
His words pierced my heart like needles, so sharp and so hard, the pain gradually spread all over my body, and I didn't even have the strength to move my mouth.
I couldn't lift my head, but I still stubbornly agreed: "Yes, you are right."
He suddenly yelled, "You're so mean!"
"Yes, I'm cheap." I suddenly shouted: "But I love him, what can I do, I love him..." Cage was stunned suddenly, I pushed him away with both hands, and he stepped back two times in a daze step.I said: "You say that I'm mean, that I'm shameless, and that I'm watery, so can you tell me that there is a way not to love someone, do you know? Teach me...you teach me!"
Zheng Kaiqi raised his hand, but instead of lowering my head, I raised my chin to meet the coming slap.
He stopped, Jiang Yang reached out and pushed Zheng Kaiqi away, and said coldly: "Zheng Kaiqi, what are you doing!" He grabbed Kaiqi's clothes, cornered him all the way, and said fiercely: "I tell you Don't touch her! If she has a headache, I won't let you go."
Jiang Yang came over and took my hand, and said commandingly, "Let's go."
"Cage!" Zheng Kaiwen yelled behind us, I turned around, but Cage arrived in front of Jiang Yang one step faster than me.
"Du Zeshan!" He punched Jiang Yang clearly and sonorously at my side, but I wanted to rush over to stop him, but I just felt dizzy in the head, and then fell back in darkness.
Yan Xiaonan yelled in my ear: "Oh my God, help me... Luo Xin, Luo Xin." My back was firmly supported by something, and I was back under the control of gravity. Looking dizzily at the blurred face in front of me, I shook my head and said, "It's okay, it's okay..." But a hot stream has already flowed out of my nose.Yan Xiaonan shouted like killing a pig: "Ah, you are bleeding."
"Zheng Kaiqi!" Su Xiaoquan raised his hand and lifted Zheng Kaiqi's collar: "You still don't understand the situation, why do you think you can stand here?"
Jiang Yang held my face, his voice was like a breeze in my ear, I heard him call my name.It seems to be at the end of the campus, waving to me from a distance... I finally stood firm, and saw his fingers were pale, and his joints were light blue. I don't know when he became so fragile and pale.
I couldn't help holding his hand gently, and he was slightly relieved.
On the side, Cage pointed at Su Xiaoquan and yelled, "I don't need you to teach me how to be a human being!"
"If you continue like this, one day you will not only kill yourself, but also kill everyone around you!"
The atmosphere became more and more tense, and the smoke of gunpowder was filled with swords and guns, but the policemen in the police station stood by and turned a blind eye.Instead, those followers who followed Su Xiaoquan suddenly looked at us in unison.I only felt that the blood all over my body rushed to my forehead in an instant, and my hands and feet were cold.
"Don't mess around, this is the police station." There was a hint of weakness in Zheng Kaiqi's voice.
"Police station?" Su Xiaoquan seemed to have heard a joke, and silently twitched the corners of his mouth and said, "Wouldn't that be better, I can send you directly to the confinement room." He suddenly grabbed Zheng Kaiqi with both hands, and pulled him closer After a while, he asked, "Do you think I dare not kill you!"
My heart felt like I was on a roller coaster, and it was lost in an instant, and I couldn't help but raise my voice: "Third brother, don't." I held Jiang Yang's hand firmly, and prayed in a low voice: "Jiang Yang... I beg you……"
He stared at me for a long time, and finally whispered: "Forget it, third brother."
Zheng Kaiwen, who had been by the side all this time, came over and pulled Zheng Kaiqi away, and said to Jiang Yang and Su Xiaoquan in a very peaceful tone: "This time, I owe you a favor, and I will pay it back." His eyes lightly glanced at me. Sweeping, the voice became cold and decisive: "But the Hyatt matter will not be written off just like that."
"Then what do you want?" Su Xiaoquan approached the brothers of the Zheng family.
And all the people behind Su Xiao's body approached us.
For a moment, I felt that the rising sun in the sky had disappeared, and even the police station seemed to have a power outage. There was no light, no hope.Su Xiaoquan's men surrounded the brothers of the Zheng family in a dense mass.I really regret letting him bring so many people.I shouted in my heart: "Stop here, if this is a TV series, please stop here."
At this moment, the sound of a car engine roared.
VOL.23
The light of the headlights shines in through the gap between people, and someone raises his hand to block the light.I think there must be more than one car, maybe three, five, maybe more... I heard the door open, smack, slap... a series, followed by footsteps, and a beautiful voice said: " It's so lively, what day is it today. Is the police station open?"
The sound was like a light, and the men in black around us gave way.
God, I thought I was delusional.
I saw not one or three, but two rows of black luxury cars parked at the entrance of the police station. It was like a living assembly line of cars, surrounding the entire entrance of the police station.I don’t know what brand those black cars are, but they all have front and rear headlights on, and they are so polished that they can illuminate the whole world.
Those who came out of the car were still standing by the car door waiting for orders, and only one person walked towards us.
He should be 50 years old, with a tall and thin figure, lean and free and easy, with a kind of stability and endurance after years of precipitation.I've never met this guy, but I'm sure he's a character.There is a so-called general's style in his gestures and manners.
Even Su Xiaoquan respected him, and politely called out: "Mr. Qiao."
Mr. Qiao chatted happily and said, "Su San is here too. What kind of card is this playing? Bridge? Or mahjong?"
"I'm so lucky. I was about to leave. I didn't expect you to come."
"My life is good?" Mr. Qiao laughed, raised his hand and gently patted Su Xiaoquan's shoulder: "Stop joking."
I noticed that the moment his hand landed on Su Xiaoquan's shoulder, everyone's expressions changed.
I also felt a dryness in my throat, but I didn't even dare to swallow, I was afraid that making a little noise would break the terrible deadlock.
"Is the third master okay?"
"Very good, the third master often mentions you." Su Xiaoquan looked back at us, and said to Mr. Qiao: "Don't disturb Mr. Qiao, we are leaving first."
"Okay, remember to greet the third master for me."
"Sure." He smiled.
It's amazing that Su Xiaoquan, a man who is almost ruthless, actually has innocent dimples when he laughs.
"Go slowly." Mr. Qiao smiled slightly, and slowly took his hand away from Su Xiaoquan's shoulder.
Su Xiaoquan's people followed him outside one after another, while I just stayed there, as if cursed by Medusa and turned into a stone statue.If Yan Xiaonan hadn't pushed me suddenly, I might have stayed there for the rest of my life, not even feeling Jiang Yang pulling my hand, and not feeling that Zheng Kaiwen was always watching me.
"Let's go." Yan Xiaonan pushed me hard.
I was struggling, and Xiaonan's voice echoed in my ears: "Don't look back." But I still turned around, and I saw Cage and Kevin standing there, one of them looked at me with stubborn and angry eyes, And the other was so quiet and peaceful, so tender that it broke my heart.
I didn't respond to them, I just held Jiang Yang's hand firmly and walked away from them step by step.
Yan Xiaonan pushed me into the stretched Lincoln, held my hand firmly and said, "Luo Xin, you can't turn back, you must not turn back."
Yes, you can't look back, no matter where you go, don't look back.
The car started slowly.
I saw the sun finally fully reveal its face.The sunlight shone on the glass of the police station, forming a four-pointed star point of light.The light was long and dazzling, and Zheng Kaiwen's slender figure was being swallowed by the slowly changing dazzling white sunlight.His smile is so light and breezy, as if everything is so ethereal, drifting away into the distance.
Finally, it was swallowed by the halo.
"Let me see." Jiang Yang turned my face and forced my chin up.
"I'm fine." I tried to take his hand away, but he turned my face stubbornly, forcing me to face him.
Only at this time, I believe that he is Meng Junshan's nephew.
The irresistible dominance in his eyes was once mistaken by me as a sign of immaturity.But now it seems that I was wrong.He has been a commander since he was a child. He has long been used to being obeyed and followed by others. I may be the first person who always disobeys him.
I am really not afraid of death.This must be with Yan Xiaonan, so that the near bold are bold.
He pressed my nose with a handkerchief, but the blood continued to flow out, eventually onto his thin white fingers.
I lowered my eyelashes and saw that spot of scarlet, which was shocking. I raised my hand to help him wipe it off, but he stubbornly raised my chin and ordered me: "Don't move."
"I'm really fine, just bleed for a while." I took his hand away and carefully wiped off the blood on his fingers with a tissue.He suddenly shook his hand and took my hand in his palm.His palm was warm and slightly moist, but trembling slightly.My fingers were as cold as ice, and when he squeezed them violently, my heart seemed to be touched by something, touching that soft and painful place.
I actually shed tears involuntarily.
He put his arms around me, rested his chin lightly on my forehead, and asked softly, "Does it hurt?"
I couldn't help but nodded.
The sound made me feel a little dazed, and for a moment I didn't know where I was.It seems that when I was still in school, he would often put his arms around me inexplicably, under the cherry blossom tree, by the Acacia Lake... and then asked me in such an almost intoxicating voice: "Do you love me?"
My eyelashes fluttered, and hot tears dripped down.It landed on my skirt, and even felt the scorching temperature through the skirt.
"What a fool." He let go of his hand and wiped off the little blood stain under the tip of my nose with his fingers: "If you punch that punch, what if you break your nose and disfigure your face? Who will want you in the future?" I Covering his nose with a tissue, he said, "I'm not afraid, I still have you. Besides, I don't rely on appearances for a living."
Yan Xiaonan, who was sitting across from me, finally couldn't bear it any longer, slapped me hard and said, "Hey, I haven't said that the two of you are affecting the public's vision, yet you even got involved with me. Are you jealous of my good looks? , right? You are jealous, right?" Xiao Nan poked my armpit with her fingers, and I smiled and hid in Jiang Yang's arms.
He suddenly pulled me into his arms, and I pushed him away, noticing his abnormality.
He smiled silently, held my hand tightly, shook his head and said, "It's nothing, I just missed you suddenly..."
Yan Xiaonan quickly rolled his eyelids and looked at Su Xiaoquan beside him, while Su Xiaoquan was always looking at the night scene outside the window, his expression was reflected in the car window, he was completely full of thoughts.Jiang Yang held my hand, and I pouted at him, whispering, "What's wrong, third brother?"
Jiang Yang smiled and said, "Third brother is the most puzzled. Such a beautiful woman sitting next to him doesn't even look sideways."
Yan Xiaonan stared at Jiang Yang and said, "Don't think that I dare not beat you now that you are sick. I will settle the score with you when you get better. You know how many tears Luo Xin shed for you..."
I frowned, Yan Xiaonan tactfully shut up.
Jiang Yang raised the corners of his mouth but didn't smile. Suddenly seeing the scenery outside the window, he raised the soundproof panel and said to the driver, "Don't go to the hospital, go to the apartment in Repulse Bay."
Su Xiaoquan, who had been acting as a moving set, finally said at this moment: "Third Young Master, you should go back to the hospital."
He nodded and said, "I know." But he didn't change his mind at all.
Repulse Bay is actually not a bay, but a real beach.
The fine sand falls like gold powder scattered all over the sky on the blue sea, forming an elegant arc. Hong Kong people call it Repulse Bay.It's really beautiful.Most of the apartments built here are known as top luxury houses because of their top-level Feng Shui facing the mountains and the sea.I never knew that Jiang Yang had a house here, maybe I don't know there are many things about him.
Taking advantage of the gap between Jiang Yang and Yan Xiaonan studying the coffee machine in the room, he dragged Su Xiaoquan out of the room, entered the safe passage, and asked in a low voice: "Third brother, what's going on?"
"what?"
"Didn't you say it was serious when you were in the hospital that day, and you needed to have an operation, why did you leave the hospital so soon? Is it really okay if you don't go back to the hospital?"
I thought my expression must be very serious, so Su Xiaoquan gave me a serious look, and said hesitantly: "Miss Liang..."
"Call me Luo Xin."
"..."
"We are all the same, we all care about Jiang Yang. I call you third brother but I don't treat you as an outsider. No matter what you think of me, even if you hate me as much as Zheng Kaiqi, I care about him as much as you do Love him and hope he is safe, happy and healthy."
A faint and soft light flashed in his eyes, and then he slowly lowered his head.
It took him a long time to look at me again, and said: "Originally, I wanted to operate on him that day. But the craniotomy is not a minor operation. Those doctors simply don't have the ability to act rashly. We don't want to make fun of the third young master's life. So in the end there was no surgery."
I couldn't help but ask, "What about the other injuries?"
"The bruised bone is not a serious problem. The doctor said that it can be repaired by paying attention to rest."
"So, it's a craniotomy?"
"The human brain is very complicated. Although I don't understand it very well, I also know that this operation is very risky. The last time the third master invited the world's top brain surgeons, he couldn't be more than [-]% sure , and..." His eyes flickered, and he said hesitantly, "The sequelae of the operation are beyond our expectation."
"What are the sequelae..." Just as he was speaking, the swing door of the safe passage was suddenly pushed open.
Jiang Yang pulled me to his side, pretending to be angry and said: "Third Brother, you are too dishonest. I sent you an international supermodel, and you didn't even look at it. You actually got Luo Xin's idea."
"Don't dare, I still want to live for two more years." Su Xiaoquan's mouth curled into a smile.
Jiang Yang took advantage of the situation and pushed Yan Xiaonan over.
Yan Xiaonan firmly blocked the security door with his hands, put his hands on his hips and said, "Hey, Meng Jiangyang, who do you think I am..." Before Yan Xiaonan could finish speaking, Jiang Yang had already pushed her to Su Xiaoquan's side, making a big quarrel He said: "It's so bright, it's too unsafe for you to go back alone, let the third brother take you off."
"Meng Jiangyang... what kind of logic is this..."
Jiang Yang said: "Yan Xiaonan, the brighter the sky, the easier it is for the gangsters to see you as beautiful as a flower. It's really unsafe. It's better for the third brother to send you off." While talking, he had already pulled me back When we got to the room, we heard Yan Xiaonan's voice chasing after us, but Jiang Yang had already locked the door with a click.
The surroundings suddenly became quiet, only hearing my own heartbeat.
He leaned against the door, panting a bit, but still held mine tightly with one hand.We looked at each other for a long time, and suddenly laughed.It's like putting frogs in the teacher's chalk box when you were a student, and then hiding and looking happy that you have succeeded.In fact, what I can see, Jiang Yang must be able to see. His IQ/EQ is definitely far above mine.
I found him so close to me, and he still smelled the same as before, and I have changed countless brands of shampoo, and lost the bottle of miracle perfume he gave me.He raised his hand to brush the broken hair from my ears, and whispered in my ear: "The hair is so long."
I raised my eyelashes and found him looking at me so familiarly.
My hair slipped between his fingers.I am familiar with that hand, the knuckles are long and well-defined, but it is extraordinarily pale.I thought the hand would land on my shoulder, but finally it was erratic... He withdrew his hand.
The room with only the two of us suddenly seemed so empty and deserted.
He smiled silently and said, "I've been tossing around all night, I'm going to take a shower and change my clothes." Suddenly he was so polite, so polite that he was very strange.He walked around me and walked into the room.I turned around and looked at his back, although it was only a dozen yards away, how could I feel that he had walked so far.
What happened to him?
Why does he push me away every time I try to lean in?
Soon, the sound of rushing water came from the bathroom, breaking the lonely and cold room.
It was already past nine o'clock in the morning, and the sunlight outside the window came in through the thin lace, making the whole room a faint warm yellow.
With my bare feet on the fluffy carpet, I felt like a cat that had sneaked into its owner's house.There is a dark gray L-shaped sofa in the living room. There are three walls, one is a bookshelf, the other is a huge LCD TV, the other is a floor-to-ceiling window, and the other leads to his bedroom... The pine tree-shaped CD rack is full of CDs of various colors.I casually pulled out a CD from the CD rack and put it into the record player. It turned out to be the original soundtrack of "East Love".
That music seemed to bring me back to my middle school days - at that time, as long as I saw Lixiang's smile, I would feel that love was really invincible.
Now I finally understand that there is really nothing invincible in this world.Even the invincible Akana Rika has lost to love, what else can we do.Fate is a pair of invisible and powerful hands, pushing us forward involuntarily.Looking back suddenly, everything has changed, and things have changed.
For example, this room, the living room full of sunlight, the bright floor-to-ceiling windows, and me and Jiang Yang... These previous dreams were suddenly and peacefully displayed in front of my eyes, so unreal, but made me feel a little panicked.
The CDs on the CD shelf are all early movie soundtracks, and very few individual singles were hits seven or eight years ago.The bookshelves on the wall are filled with all kinds of books and photo frames... I suddenly stopped in my tracks.
It's like wandering in a mall and accidentally seeing yourself in the reflection of a shop window.The me in the photos is so young and innocent, and when I smile, there are two silly little dimples hanging on my fat baby face.I don't even believe it, but I was pretty when I was young.
Jiang Yang in the photo is secretly kissing my face on my left side...
At that time, Jiang Yang and I had just started dating.
He dragged me to participate in the mountaineering meeting, but I refused to live or die.He vowed that as long as I accompany him to the top three, he will give me an unexpected surprise.Little girls are easy to cheat.Hang Chi Hang Chi I followed him up the mountain carrying [-] to [-] kg of climbing tools on my back.As a result, when he reached the top of the mountain, he pointed to the vast and beautiful river and said, "Look, how beautiful it is, isn't it a good reward?" I almost rushed over to kill him, but he turned back and hugged me and kissed.This moment was captured by the mountaineering member and photography president, and later participated in the school's photography award.I stomped angrily and said what a disgrace.Jiang Yang rushed to watch the award ceremony, and in the end the photo was finally destroyed under my coercion and lure, it should be... Destroyed.
My eye sockets were hot for a while, and my nose was inexplicably sour.In the photo, I still have a ponytail, a hiking cap, and a down jacket that wraps me like a rice dumpling, and my cheeks are flushed from the cold.Because of his sudden attack, I was shocked, with one eye still closed, and Jiang Yang foolishly kissed the corner of my mouth.
The other photo is a photo of employees we took when we were working together in a fast food restaurant that summer vacation.
In fact, even Jiang Yang back then didn’t need to accompany me to work part-time. He would make a lot of money for a project for others.But this boy refused to let me go to work alone, he insisted on sticking to my side, so he called him "the messenger who protects flowers".In fact, it was me who spent a lot of effort to help him get rid of those little girls who were chasing him.
I always thought that was our life, but now I know, I was wrong.
These are the life I gave Jiang Yang.
He didn't belong to my world, I forced him in, I made him change from Meng Jiangyang to Jiang Yang.
I blinked, and the eyelashes were all glued together. I don't know when two lines of tears flowed down.
There are also many photos, on the bookshelves, on the walls... densely packed with ours and my photos.There are many photos that seem to have been taken secretly without my knowledge... I was walking on Huaihai Road in the winter afternoon, drinking afternoon tea in a coffee shop on a rainy day in late autumn, at the subway station on weekends, shopping in department stores on holidays, Yan Xiao and I Nan returns from shopping, laughing heartily, paying bills and signing cards in front of the supermarket counter...
I slumped down on the sofa, what is going on?
There were some magazines scattered on the tea table in front of me. The tea in the rose white porcelain teapot was already ice-cold, but I poured a cup in a daze. After drinking it, it rolled coldly all the way to my stomach, and I suddenly had a cold war.
I accidentally saw a portable DV player under the magazine.The style is very old, well worn, and the paint is a little faded.I picked it up and opened it, and the indicator symbols on the play button were worn away.But the feeling of the buttons is so familiar. This is the small DV we bought together when we were working together in college.
Press the play button, the picture becomes bright and active immediately...
The green weeping willows, the calm lake, and the red teaching buildings on the shore.
A slender hand appeared in the camera, leisurely holding down the long fluttering hair, and then a small face appeared in the picture, a little ordinary, but with a pair of dark brown shiny big eyes.So thin and pale, she is a girl as thin as rice paper.
That was me at 20.
"Here... is the legendary devil teaching building. This is Building No. [-], this is Building No. [-]..." The hair of "I" in the picture is only just reaching my shoulders, and there are two clusters of plateaus on my pale cheeks. Hong, with such a bright smile, is a bit of a fool.The camera moves slowly with the footsteps of "I".
"...This is our student wall..."
"This is obviously a wall of lovers, Liang Luoxin, how do you act as a tour guide?"
The voice-over came out suddenly.
"I" pouted and said, "When I'm alone, I'm a student wall, but two people are called a lover wall..."
The camera turned in a different direction, and another face appeared in the lens, and at the same time, it was getting closer and closer to "my" face.
Jiang Yang put his arms around "me" shoulders, and said to the camera: "Now it's the wall of lovers."
"I" glared at him angrily in the camera, and then quickly moved away... The camera shook aimlessly for a while, and a series of small laughter fell.
when was that...
The display prompts "Play the next segment?"
I hesitated and pressed the play button.
There was another burst of laughter, and then "my" face appeared in the camera again.
shore.weeping willow.Weather in April and May."I" wearing a pink sportswear, a long fishing rod stretched out from his hand, and fell into the pond behind the fence, bent into a nearly perfect arc.Behind "I" there is a long crowd, colorfully extending out.
The voice-over pretended to be deep and broadcast: "Dear audience friends, please pay attention, this is the famous annual 'Fool Fishing Festival' of X University, and the one who can't catch a single fish is a 'Fool'!"
"Obviously it's the 'Student Fishing Festival', okay?" "I" jumped in the camera. "Jiang Yang, can't you come and help?"
"How heavy is that fish... You probably caught the Loch Ness Monster."
"I" raised a hand high above the camera, blocked the camera and said, "Don't take pictures of me, I'm so ugly."
"Then shoot fish."
As soon as the camera turned, it was already aimed at the water.
The breeze blows, and the lake surface has a slight ripple, which is gradually pushed into the distance.
"Oh, 'fool,' you seem to have caught a fish... Hurry up."
"Jiang Yang, you big fool!"
Immediately afterwards, a plop was heard, and after the camera spun around for a while, only the blue sky remained.The empty screen is red, only the string of silver bell-like laughter is cheerful and proud: "You deserve it, if you are asked to help or not, you deserve to fall on your back. Ah... ah... you evil person, Don't drag me into the water, I will destroy you on behalf of the moon..."
Suddenly, a hand took the video camera from behind me, turned off the playback, and the room immediately became quiet again.
Jiang Yang stood behind me without even changing his clothes.
He wasn't taking a shower at all...
"What's going on?" I stood up.
This room is not filled with photos or DV, but our past.
Everything, bit by bit, is packed in.
He walked silently to the table, put the camera on it, and sat back next to me, with his elbows on his knees.
I asked again: "Meng Jiangyang, what is going on!"
He looked up, smiled and said, "It's nothing, just some old photos."
I picked up a photo frame and asked, "So, what about these photos... You should have asked someone to take them last year, right?"
"It's not me." He turned his face away and said, "It's the third brother."
"why?"
My hands slowly fell on his shoulders, and I felt his back straighten involuntarily.
He took my hand, and I felt my fingers were cold, and his hand was colder than mine.
"Luo Xin, I know, we will never go back."
My heart trembled involuntarily, his voice was so deep and so cold, it reminded me of Meng Junshan who was eating alone in the restaurant that night.At least one thing their uncle and nephew are the same.Lonely.They are all so lonely.When I saw Jiang Yang for the first time, I thought he was very lonely.
I love him so much and yet he is still alone.
VOL.24
"From the moment I said we broke up, I knew I lost you."
There was a faint mist in his eyes, as if he could only see my vague shadow through a deep valley.
"I didn't expect that I could survive, so I survived, but I didn't know what to do, and I was at a loss. I had a taste of what life is better than death at that time. I became that weird, I I can't even accept it... how can I make you accept it. "
"Jiang Yang..."
"Do you know what it looks like? You don't know at all." He unbuttoned the collar of his shirt one by one, and his naked body was covered with shocking wounds.So many years have passed, and the best compound drugs and treatments have been used, why are there still such shocking scars?
My fingers gently caressed those bumpy scars, and my heart felt like a knife had been cut across.
"It's actually more terrifying than this. But, Luo Xin, don't cry for me." He wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with his fingers: "I just don't want to see you cry for me, so I said such cruel things."
"I'm sorry." I held onto the corner of his clothes tightly, and tears rolled down my face: "Jiang Yang, I'm the one who's sorry for you."
"I never thanked my uncle for bringing me back to life. I hated him and stabbed him with a fruit knife." He smiled and said, "In the end, the knife stabbed my third brother, and he still has the scar on his stomach from that time." If it wasn't for the third brother, I might have disappeared, and there would be no Du Zeshan, and it would be impossible for me to see you again. It was because I saw you again..." He looked at the photos on the shelves, and the room was full of my photos .
He said: "Because of you, I have the courage to live."
"But why didn't you come to me...why..."
"I have no choice. I can't even protect Zheng Kaiyue, let alone you." He lowered his head and said very low, "I can only... I can only watch her being killed by the car... what am I Can't do it either."
The Jiang Yang I knew, it was the first time he shed tears in front of me.
"Luo Xin, we can't go back." He held my hand, and my whole body was shaking: "When I was at the police station just now, I saw Zheng Kaiwen, the way he looked at you told me that he loved you. And You... must love him too." He gently brushed the broken hair on my forehead, and said, "Luo Xin, I don't know why you came back to me, but we can never go back .”
After listening to these words quietly, I suddenly felt something stuck in my throat.
"Listen to me." I held his hand calmly: "Although I don't feel the pain you mentioned, my pain always weighs on me like a giant mountain."
I know, I'm already crying.
"That's right, I fell in love with Zheng Kaiwen. Because of his appearance, I regained the courage to love. He gave me a new life, and I thought I could start over with him. But...but...now I know , we are impossible. Regardless of whether he really loves me or not, no matter why he gave up on me, he chose his family. We really have no possibility."
He looked at me with a slight ripple between his brows.
"When you appeared as Du Zeshan for the first time, I felt terrified. I don't know why I was so afraid of seeing you. I felt that you would see through my heart just by looking into my eyes. I always Run away because I'm scared. Remember? You used to say that I'm a very vigilant person. But that time I fell asleep in your office, and I was really scared. I don't know why I was so scared of a Strangers lose their guard like this, but I..."
I lowered my eyelashes, eyes gushing like springs.
He raised his fingers to gently wipe away my tears, and said softly: "Luo Xin, don't cry. I hope you are happy, I should hope that you and Zheng Kaiwen are together, but I'm actually jealous." He smiled and said: " You know, I saw you with Zheng Kaiwen, and I was so jealous. But I have become like this, I can't accept what happened, I have no reason to ask you to accept it. "
I stopped him from saying: "No matter what you become, I love you."
"No matter what I become... Heh... Even, I will no longer love you?"
"Why did you lie to me?" I said angrily, "Kaiwen Zheng lied to me, and you lied to me too. Why do you all lie to me!"
"I didn't lie to you, this is something that even I can't control." He said, "I will... maybe from now on, I won't love you anymore, Luo Xin." He looked at the photos all over the room Say, "Do you know why there are so many photos, DVs, CDs here? It's actually because... I've started to forget, and I have to rely on these to remember. Remembering you, remembering our past, remembering I love you."
He looked at me and said slowly: "Liang Luoxin, don't you understand? The memories in my mind have been gradually erased, and the blood clot is pressing on my brain nerves, like an eraser, erasing my brain. memory. I will not know you in the future, I will not know who you are, let alone that I loved you, maybe even I will not recognize myself. We will become two real strangers, at least I am, then you ..." He stopped, and asked me solemnly like a marriage oath: "Are you still telling me what you just said?"
At that moment, I don't know if I hesitated, I just looked at him, and suddenly and truly felt that I was losing him.
He bowed his head in pain: "The doctor said that if an operation is performed, some of the destroyed cells will be removed directly, but he does not guarantee that any part of my memory will be removed, that is to say, after the operation, I may no longer be able to recognize You. And now, at least I can rely on these DVs and photos to remember your appearance and our past. But it’s useless, I will eventually forget you and everything.”
I picked up that DV, it was cold and blunt, but it was able to play such warm and soft sounds and pictures. "Since you know it's useless, why do you still do it..."
"Because I don't want to forget you." He raised his hand to cover his eyes, but I still saw the flickering light in his eyes. "But I can't control myself. In the police station just now, I really didn't recognize you all of a sudden... I'm afraid that when I wake up one morning, I won't remember anything. Luo Xin, let's go again It can't be like before..."
I hugged him and hugged him with all my strength.
Jiang Yang, this is my Jiang Yang, maybe he will really become a stranger as he said.
However, I am his Liang Luoxin, and this will not change.
"Jiang Yang, we really can't go back." Although he couldn't see it, I still smiled and said, "Maybe I can no longer love you like I used to, but I will love you more than before."
"Luo Xin..."
"Do you know? You are the dearest and most beloved person in this world except the parents who gave birth to me and raised me. In the future, when all my loved ones leave me, when I am no longer beautiful or young, you will still be with me By my side, even if you don’t recognize me.” I let go of my hand, looked at him and said, “But I love you, I will always love you, forever, forever, sick and healthy, I want you to be by my side, I only you."
I held his hands tightly, put them on my heart and said, "So, Jiang Yang, I can never lose you again."
I said: "Because I am like you, even though I know you will not love me, I still don't want to give up on you."
I felt something cold on the back of my hand, and he finally embraced me with those familiar hands.
The warm sunlight coming in from the window was so dazzling that I couldn't keep my eyes open.The sky showed an unprecedented light blue, like a pool of crystal clear water.Blossoming white clouds float on the water like veils, and the sun is like fog on the water.
"I love you." I said.
"Even if I no longer remember you, don't know you, don't love you, or even hurt you...do you still love me?"
"I love you."
He asked me, "Even if I'm a bad guy?"
"I love you."
"Even if I can't protect you at all...do you still love me?"
"I still love you."
"Then..." He let go of his hand and looked at me, and said with a slight smile, "Will I become bald?"
"What should I do?" I said in embarrassment, "I still love you." He hugged me tighter, and I hugged him harder, and I said, "So, don't leave me again. ,Okay?"
"it is good."
"Don't say goodbye again, okay?"
"it is good."
"I will love you twice as hard, promise me, don't push me away, okay?"
"it is good."
"I owe you happiness, let me make it up to you, okay?"
"it is good."
I let go, pressed my forehead against his forehead, and said, "Whether you are Jiang Yang, Du Zeshan, or Meng Jiangyang... I love you."
He smiled, and I saw myself in his pupils.
It turns out that my face is already so thin, and it turns out that I am no longer the little girl in the photo or in the DV.Thin teardrops condensed under my eyelashes, and he gently wiped them away, then he smiled and said, "Liang Luoxin, let me record what you said just now." He picked up the DV and said, "Liang Luoxin, It’s too late for you to regret it.”
I shook my head.
"Then," he turned on the camera and said, "don't ever want to leave me now, even if I don't know you, you can't abandon me, even if I don't remember, you can't give up."
I smiled and said: "From now on, I can only love you alone, spoil you, and don't lie to you. I will do everything I promise you; every word I tell you is the truth. Don't be angry with you, don't scold you, believe you. If someone bullies you, I will come out to help you as soon as possible. When you are happy, I will accompany you to be happy; if you are unhappy, I will also make you happy. Forever, Everyone thinks you are the most handsome; in my dreams, I can only dream of you; in my heart, there is only you."
He frowned and said dissatisfied, "Apart from these?"
"It's not enough...then besides these, no matter where you are, whether you know me or not, I will try my best to find you, make you fall in love with me, and only me." I put my arms around his Neck, breath entangled together: "Even if it is the next life, the next life, the next life... I will find you, love you, and make you fall in love with me."
"Don't lie to me."
"No, because I owe you happiness." I said, "But, Meng Jiangyang, you can never get rid of me."
"It's really... the little devil is hard to deal with."
It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter.
As long as I can continue to love you.
It is impossible to love you as much as before, but I will love you more than before.
(End of this chapter)
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