deep sin

Chapter 456 For Whom the Extra Story Woman Lives for by Drunk Wine Fragrance

who do women live for

My name is Tian Lanfang, but few people call me that. When I was young, they called me the eldest (because I was the oldest among the children), then they called me Laoqin’s, and now they call me Ziyang’s mother.

When I was young, my parents started to treat me well, especially my mother, when cooking, she would secretly call me over and put a mouthful of delicious food in my mouth before serving it.Yes, secretly, if my grandparents saw it, they would scold my mother, and by the way, me, scolding my mom for not having a son, and scolding me for being lazy and losing money.

By the way, in today's civilized words, they call it patriarchal.

What is patriarchal?
When I cried and asked my mother, my mother said that the ancestors passed it down like this. In the past, there were three principles and five constant principles. Before marriage, the father is the sky. After marriage, the husband is the sky. After the husband dies, the son is the sky.

What if you don't have a son?
I cried and asked my mother.

My mother said that without a son, the sky would collapse.

Her eyes were bright when she said this. I didn't know she was crying until I grew up. I didn't know it at the time. I always thought that my mother was an adult, and nothing could crush her. She never cried .You see, my grandma scolded her, my dad beat her, and she never complained.

Later, when I grew up, got married, met a patriarchal husband like my mother, and suffered the same crime as my mother, I realized that my mother can cry too. All people, no matter what time it is, They all cry.

Everyone calls my husband Lao Qin, and he looked old when we married him. After so many years, it is still the same as that time, and it seems that I am getting old alone.

I heard that he was very smart when he was in school, and he was the first in every exam, but later he learned bad things from bad boys and never went to school, so he didn't get into high school.After failing the rankings, he was different. He loved to drink, and after drinking, he was very happy, and told people that he was a general.Later, he married me, and after drinking, he said that he was a great general, and named me the general's wife. Later, I gave birth to his sons and daughters, and named his sons and daughters pioneers, marshals and so on.Anyway, he was the happiest then.

At first, I didn't stop him from drinking. I think he was happy after drinking, which is not bad.Moreover, since I was a child, I feel that my husband is heaven, and I shouldn't stop him, control him, and keep him from being happy.

It is said that the daughter is the shadow of the mother. This is really true. I used to feel that my mother was miserable, and now I am the same way.Hehe, that's so ironic.

However, Lao Qin couldn't stop the car after drinking, and even delayed his work to make money.The leaders in the factory talked to him several times, criticizing him for drinking and delaying work, and told him to drink less. Later, the supervisor couldn't control him, and he came to me—the leaders couldn't control him, how could I control him?But there is no way, if you miss work, you will make less money. I can only hide all the wine at home and not let him drink it.

At first he didn't know that I hid it, but later he found out, so he hit me for the first time, and after the first time, there was a second time.I have three children. The eldest daughter has a stubborn temper and quarrels with her father when she sees me being beaten; the second daughter is soft-tempered and cries when her father beats me; the son is spoiled by his father and feels that he is the king of the family. I'm his old mother, so I don't know how to love me.

Later, Lao Qin was also obsessed with playing cards, and those who brought money sometimes lost and sometimes won, losing more and winning less.I called him twice, but neither time he gave me a good face or listened to me, so I had to let my two daughters call him, and coaxed my son to call him before he came back.The son was easy to coax when he was young, he would call for something delicious, and only he could call Lao Qin back from the poker table.When he came back, he scolded me, saying that I was a bastard and blocked his way of making money.

At this time, I think, how did my mother survive that year?I really can't stand it anymore.

I thought about divorce, and discussed it with my mother, and my mother scolded me.

My mother said, what can you do if you get divorced?A second-married head with a child, no one wants you not to talk, and the neighbors don't poke the spine?When I said I didn't take care of the children, my mother gave me a mouth at that time, saying that I was selfish, and also said, what would happen to my mother without the child?Follow the stepmother, the stepmother will beat you if you say it, and you won't eat it if you don't give it to you. You won't know if the child is sold in the future!

I never thought that divorce would make my children suffer so much, and I was frightened all of a sudden.

The three children are actually good children, especially the eldest, who is especially aware of the cold and heat, and is really my caring little padded jacket.She is like a stubborn donkey in front of others, but she is really cute and sensible in front of me.Although my son is spoiled by his father, he is not a bad boy in essence. Sometimes when he sees me being beaten badly by his father, he will persuade his father to stop beating him.To be honest, I really can't bear to give up these three children to my stepmother.

I hesitated for a long time, and finally gave up the idea of ​​divorce, only for the children.As for Lao Qin, when he didn't drink or play cards, he was no different from the gentlemen of other families - so what could other people do?Isn't it just arguing every day?Like my mother, didn't she live her life in such a mess?It's nothing more than finding someone to help us get by, and sometimes, when he's drunk and comes back to serve as an official for me and the children, he's quite funny.

Unfortunately, I can't even think about it that way.

The last time he drank and went to work, he had a car accident. Although he was working for the factory, the accident happened only after he drank. The factory leader told me that it was either not considered a work-related injury, or it was considered a work-related injury. , we will pay for the factory car.With only this little savings, our family suffered a lot of fines for giving birth to a son. How can we still have money to pay for the car?So, we did the math, and it was better to see a doctor by ourselves, so we treated Lao Qin by ourselves.

That time, our family was really emptied, and the tuition fees for the children's school were all borrowed from various places.

I was really angry, and mustered up the courage to scold Lao Qin. When I entered the door of the ward, I saw that his neck was covered with bandages, and the corners of his mouth were sticking out. Can't tell.How can I scold him at this moment?

It's a pity that I love him, but he doesn't love me.

After I was laid off, I opened a small shop by myself to sell some miscellaneous things, and I used the cars from their factory to buy goods.As a result, he drank too much that day, and I was still in the car when the car accident happened. He was slightly injured, not to mention I broke two ribs, and the broken rib even pierced into a lung, which was a very serious injury.

It takes a lot of money to see a doctor if the injury is serious, but when Lao Qin was in a car accident last time, our family's money was almost exhausted.Lao Qin said that he would not treat me, and the family had no money.

For this matter, my eldest daughter, Qin Ruonan, had a quarrel with him, and the quarrel was very severe. Needless to say, Ruonan got his father to beat her up, saying that she was disobedient and outrageous.Ruonan ran out of the house in tears and went to work after school to earn money. He thought about washing dishes, selling blood, and so on.

After I found out about this, I didn't want to embarrass my child, so I planned to commit suicide.Well, it was just a plan, I managed to gather some sleeping pills, and when I was about to take them, Ruonan came to the hospital to see me, crying and begging me not to get overwhelmed.That child is usually so stubborn, but he cried so hard that day.When she cried like this, the doctors and nurses were alarmed. Those people came to inquire, knowing that my family was in difficulty, they called for donations to see a doctor for me, and the hospital also reduced my expenses.

At home, Lao Qin scolded me when he knew about it, and also scolded Ruonan, and only agreed to see a doctor after scolding me.I have to watch it, the doctors and nurses said it, and the neighbors also said that if he doesn't show it to me, he will feel ashamed.

After another year, I went back to the hospital to take out the screws and other things in the bone. The doctor said that my back might become hunchback in the future, and it would become more and more hunchback, so I should not do too tiring work.The work at home is not tiring, but Ruo Nan refuses to agree and helps me every day, and the second daughter is also sensible and helps me.Ziyang, that is, my son, whenever Ruonan treats me a little bit badly, he will tell him, so when Ruonan is around, Ziyang also helps me.

Later, when Lao Qin found out about this, Lao Qin beat and scolded Ruonan again, saying that he dared to teach his younger brother a lesson, and that he was about to go to the house to expose the tiles.That year was the year when Ruonan and his father had the most conflicts, and there was not a day when the family was safe.So when I was filling out my volunteers for the college entrance examination, I advised Ruonan to study outside and stay away from home.

If Nan refuses to agree, she still misses me.What can I miss?Now that I'm old and I'm sick again, no matter how angry Lao Qin is, he won't hit me anymore, for fear that he will have to pay for medical treatment if he breaks it.Apart from being generous when drinking and playing cards, Lao Qin was stingy at other times. Of course, even when drinking, he would choose the cheapest one, so that he could drink a few more bottles for the same money.

Later, Ruonan saw that he really couldn't live in peace at home, so he promised me to fill in the application in City C and go to university there.After graduating, he also stayed there to work, and sometimes called me or something, and it was always when Lao Qin was rushing to work.I'm really worried, is this father and daughter really going to be like this all their lives?
By the way, Ruonan also persuaded me to divorce Lao Qin. She heard that I didn't divorce because of their sisters, and she cried into tears.She really seldom cried in front of others, she was stubborn like a boy, but this time, she really cried a lot.She said that she would rather I not have to suffer for the three of them. She would rather be a child without a father than suffer for a lifetime.

She is still young, how does she know this?Even if the two sisters live with me, I will never look for a man again, what about her brother Ziyang?Lao Qin will definitely not let me take my son away. Zi Yang has been favored since he was a child, and he followed his stepmother, what should he do if he suffers?Besides, even if I have the ability to support the two sisters, I can't afford to support them to go to school until they graduate from college.

My greatest hope is not myself, but my two daughters.I hope that the son-in-law they find for me is not like Lao Qin, who loves them, no matter whether they have money or not, the husband and wife will live a life of discussion, and in the future, no matter whether it is a boy or a girl, they will be equally loved.

Ruonan has found a good uncle, so I feel relieved.I've also made up my mind that in the future my second daughter will have a good home, so I won't live with Lao Qin anymore.I live alone, or with the two daughters in turn.

Well, that's it.

[The author's side note: The older Qin is, the more restrained his temper is. If the male mother wants to live alone in the future, do you think Lao Qin will agree? 】

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