rebirth, romance, space

Chapter 270 Chapter 272 I Can't Believe It

I saw people from the airport all the way to the hotel where I stayed, holding up banners and holding up a flag with my face on it.Ling Jianle triumphantly pointed to the pictures posted on the fan cars that were chasing after the car, and told Anthony that it was what I looked like when I was a child.I didn't make a sound, just pursed my lips and swept the water in his eyes, and then I looked straight at my trembling feet.

In fact, I still care about the fake news that year, and I also thought about explaining that it was not me.But can I stand up and say loudly that this is one of the backhands they have prepared to deal with me from the four major hermit cultivation families?Can I say that the woman is not me, but just a body double that looks similar to me after being transformed by a small spell?I can not.

I can use spells to make everyone forget what was fake news to me and true news to everyone.But what about newspapers and magazines that have already been printed and sold?You can't kill everyone for yourself, can you?Even if everyone spurned him while watching the show.So I can only leave, even if I deceive myself and say that time is a small thing with a lot of forgetfulness, no one will talk about it after a long time, and people will forget it after a long time.Even if I comfort myself and say that it’s not me anyway, and my mouth is on someone else, it’s fine to say whatever others say.

Now that I have come back after many years, is this kind of self returning home or returning to the roots?It doesn't even count.If I had to forcefully describe my current mood, I would only have the feeling of being close to home and feeling timid.I am not afraid of what foreign entertainment reporters will write about me, but I am afraid that Chinese people will rediscover the past again. There is always an embarrassing feeling of being dragged in front of the national audience because of doing something wrong and not wearing clothes.

I have always thought that I was an obedient child. In my previous life, although I was ignorant since I was a child, I obediently listened to my parents and elders and did not fall in love early. I never went out to sing and drink with my classmates at night.Even if I had a rebellious mentality in my adolescence, I just dared to close the door to fight, and I never even thought of running away from home.Not to mention only talking about two romances that were limited to holding hands and kissing forehead and cheek.

But what is that now?The well-known junk?Especially thinking of what Ling Jianle told Chen Jinghua, he said, trust me.He said, knowing that person is not me.He said he wouldn't mind if it was me.

But I still mind, especially after knowing what he said.I don't believe him, maybe I can say I can't believe it.Because I know better than anyone that that matter will become a stain on my life, and I know better than anyone that that matter will still be mentioned after I die.I can accept my imperfection, but I can't accept that it affects the people around me because of myself.Therefore, he, to me, can only be the past tense of the previous life.

When I made up my mind again, the car arrived at the hotel steadily.Without looking up, my senselessness was surrounded by countless cheers and clamor, as well as flashing lights that kept flashing outside the car window.Anthony carefully lifted the drooping hair on my cheeks with his hands, and then put on the oversized sunglasses for me.She gave me a childish mischievous smile, and her deep blue eyes were full of encouragement as always.He and Ling Jianle got out of the car first as usual and waited by the door.

Anthony is a dedicated assistant. He will take care of everything for me during working hours. He will not be too verbose, but will be considerate and silent.After working hours, he will seriously calculate money with Ling Jianle. In short, he is a typical American.As for Ling Jianle, I'm lucky for him, until now I can't believe that he can drop everything to accompany me to go abroad.He completely disregarded the business he ran alone, and completely abandoned his family.

In fact, the life of going abroad with him was not bitter. Except for avoiding the paparazzi reporters sent by China at the beginning, we spent the rest of the time traveling around the world leisurely, eating well, living and having fun, really like The lovelorn heroine in the TV series travels abroad to heal her wounds.The only fly in the ointment is that I am surrounded by dark phantoms day and night, all the time.

I pursed the corners of my mouth, stretched my feet out of the car door, then stood up straight with dignity, then raised my hand and waved to the people around me naturally.I no longer have to stand awkwardly and mess up my clothes every time I got off the car; I will never look down at the ground silently when I have no confidence; I will never close my eyes because of the flashing lights. Let the reporter take a picture of himself with his eyes closed, and then be complained by the reporter.Never again, it has long since become a habit and become numb.

(PS: The New Year’s Eve is finally over. Today I went to Huadu to have a wedding banquet for my mother’s aunt’s son. They set up a round table in the Dadi Hall in front of the village’s ancestral hall. Watching puppet shows in the ancestral hall, and occasionally you can go to the kitchen on the side of the ancestral hall to ask the chef for snacks. The taste is not very good, but it makes people feel very happy. I really miss it! I often saw this when I was young The scene, but gradually grew up and never saw it again, they always went to the hotel to drink wedding wine...)
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