rebirth, romance, space

Chapter 269 271 Sense of Belonging

Since winning the top spot in the BBC <SoundOf2004> list and the iconic Mercury Music Award in Europe, she broke into the Grammy Hall on the other side of the Atlantic and won two awards: "Best Newcomer" and "Best Pop Female Singer"; I, too, had to embark on a seemingly never-ending itinerary.

Now every time they appear, they are bound to be frantically surrounded by journalists and fans, making it difficult to move.After a few embarrassing experiences, when I got out of the car, I was blocked by a wall of people in the front and back of the security guards, and my left and right arms were dragged by Anthony and Ling Jianle in a hurry.This kind of scene, whether in my previous life or now, I can only watch it on TV, only when those Uranus superstars appear on the stage.It never occurred to me that one day I would be able to enjoy such attention.

Although he performed at famous music stops and stadiums in Europe, he was also invited by the President of the United States to attend the White House dinner.But I am very clear and very clear that these are all because of my Chinese nationality, and the attention I have received is also because of this.Not to mention the news that the album won two Grammy awards was sent back to China, and the album sold 500 million copies in one month, and the number is still rising.

If we say that the part of "19" was an almost unbelievable dream experience for me, a girl of Chinese nationality; 2005" is the full bloom of my creative and performance energy. With a stronger explosive power, I completely stretch the love story between R&B, soul, blues and gospel.

Since its release at the beginning of the year, it has won the brilliant record of 17 weeks in Y country and 10 weeks in the United States, and created two million-selling singles "Rolling In The Deep" (7 weeks on the US billboard) and "SomeoneLikeYou" (4 weeks in Y country), The global sales record is close to tens of millions, overwhelming other high-profile focus discs in the same period, and it is firmly in the backseat of sales in 2006.

Because of these, after many years, the capital airport was greeted by tens of thousands of people, and national TV stations, large and small, dispatched a camera team to follow the whole process.I don't know how other people treat their own country forced away by public opinion, but the strange thing is that I don't feel any resentment at all now, and I don't even have the slightest thought.It's just that my heart, which was obsessed with nightmares, gradually calmed down when I saw these Chinese people who had exactly the same yellow skin, black eyes, and black hair as myself.I can still feel that the black resentment that has been integrated into my bone marrow is eager to leave.

This country has experienced the baptism of thousands of years of cultural history. Although it is developing rapidly, the tradition and innate peace-loving factors in its bones are getting deeper and deeper.Yes, I never resented the country, on the contrary, I still love this country very much.Maybe I never understood it deeply, nor did I have much awareness.

But I still can't resent it.Haven't I thought about revitalizing my country like a reborn, time-travel heroine?In fact, I have thought about it, but I know my ability, I have no brains, let alone ability, I can only live a mediocre life of a small citizen.That's why I let Mr. Liang hit the things in my spiritual mirror time and time again, through him to change the country's environment, and later even let Qin Rong refine countless storage bags for him to increase the country's national defense ability.If it wasn't for him and the four major hidden cultivation families who were too anxious to refine me and destroy my family; I would never have killed him and those people.

I don't want to say that those people are not greedy enough. Everyone has obsessions and their own bottom line.But they are really too much. One side swears with demons in front of me, but the other side destroys my family.This is not enough, they want to refine me.Do they really have the confidence that after refining me, they will be able to open the teleportation array leading to the upper realm?Should I be glad that I didn't tell them that the teleportation array has been destroyed long ago, making this planet completely reduced to an alien object, unable to get out or get in?I am naive and cautious, I am not completely stupid.

They are the only people I resent, whether they want to live forever or to prosper the country.For my petty bourgeois mentality, which has never changed, it's too crazy!I believe that people like them are only a small number of people, and the life that most people want is definitely not like this.I don't believe that some people are really willing to kill their relatives and friends for the sake of longevity.

Therefore, I love this country, and only when I step on the land of this country can I have a sense of belonging.What's wrong with this?Just because you are popular all over the world, have you also been criticized fiercely by public opinion?What is this? It is nothing more than the inherent xenophobic attitude of different races.

(PS: Happy Lantern Festival! It’s been a lot of fish and meat recently, and even the green vegetables are so greasy... I really want to eat salty and sauerkraut to give white porridge!... Today there is no fire at home, I booked a restaurant, and my mother watched me go out for a while I was so cold that my hands were red and swollen and burst, so I finally let me go, and generously invited the whole family to go out to eat...Going to the north, I came to a conclusion that people in the south really have nosebleeds! I will never admit seeing someone see nosebleeds! Absolutely deny!)
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