rebirth, romance, space

Chapter 192 Chapter 192

"Smile." The little aunt untied the apron tied around her waist as she walked.

I turned my head and smiled at her reluctantly, wanting to say something, but the grievance instantly swelled to the extreme and made me burst into tears.Since I was reborn, I spent no less time with my little aunt than my mother. Her love and care for me made me feel warm, like drinking a cup of sweet and warm milk tea in winter.

"Little aunt." I lowered my head and quickly wiped away the tears on my cheeks with my hands, then raised my head and called out sweetly.

"Here, my little aunt made this specially for you." The little aunt took out a bracelet from her trouser pocket and tied it on my hand. On the red thread hung a small and exquisite female doll. As subtle as the dimples on the face are embroidered one by one. "Like it?"

"Thank you, I like it very much." I am not a child, and I can't change the weather in June.But the depression was relieved by the little aunt's hard work. "It must have taken you a lot of work."

The little aunt smiled and didn't answer, she just sat down beside me.Watch the night quietly with me.I took a deep breath and then exhaled dirty air, and then leaned my head on my little aunt's bent knee, habitually lazily emptying my head and not wanting to stay quietly.

What you say when you are emotional, although it is always said to be indiscriminate, is it not the most authentic inner reaction?

"Xiaoxiao, I always thought you were a child who knew everything." The little aunt put her hands on my head, and gently stroked my hair with her fingers. Came from far away. "Sometimes I wonder if you are really a child? Why do I always feel that you care about your parents very much, but you lock yourself up alone?"

I didn't make a sound, just breathed or paused.Little aunt is really as careful as dust!

"Everyone loves their family. It's just this love. Everyone will love more or less." A bitterness flashed in the eyes of the little aunt. The word "light girl" has always existed in this remote mountain village.Because not everyone is as wise as the sister-in-law's mother. "Before you grow up, the home your parents gave you is indeed very important, but you will definitely have a happy home exclusively for you in the future."

"Hmm." My voice was thick and nasal, and my heart was even more sour.

I changed the fate of all my family members, and my own fate has also embarked on a completely different trajectory. Why am I still so sensitive and feel sad for the love of my parents?Is it the reason that has always existed but made all families unable to let go of traditional feudal thinking?I know it’s not because of these reasons, what makes me really unable to let go is my parents’ preference, I have always wanted to be a boy, there is no special reason, I just hope that I can be as important as my younger brother in front of my parents.

"Little aunt still likes your happy appearance." Little aunt didn't know if I understood, but she just patted my back lightly with her hand.

"Well, yes." I nodded, suppressed my emotions and sat up straight, "Little aunt, I'm going to Hong Kong City again tomorrow, next time you come back, will you give me a cousin?" Searched the memory , my uncle had two children in his previous life, a boy and a girl.

"How do you know so much about your family?" The little aunt didn't answer, she just scratched my nose to tease me.My husband had already discussed with me that I would not have a child until I was 25 or [-], saying that my physical functions would be mature at that time, and the child I wanted would be smarter.Anyway, my parents-in-law are not alive, I am the one who is in charge of the house, and I know that my husband loves me.So what the husband says is what he says, and he just listens to it.

"I just know." I kept paying attention to my little aunt's expression, even in the dark, but to me who was corrected, it was nothing.Seeing the way my little aunt looked in her eyes when she was talking, everything was satisfied with a husband, I knew that she was really living comfortably.He didn't ask any further questions, but just acted coquettishly.

My little aunt and I in the yard didn't notice that when I came out, there was a mother standing on the roof of the house who had been watching me silently, with regret, distress, and concern that I didn't know.

My mother doesn't know how to tell me what she thinks in her heart. She just can't bear the fact that her eldest daughter has left her to wander outside. If her two newborn sons also leave her, she really won't know how to live.She wanted to say it, but she was afraid that I wouldn't understand it. In her heart, no matter how sensible I was, I was only a four-year-old child.Even though she is a mother of four children now, she is still too young, she is only 21 years old, she knows how to take care of children, but she does not know how to talk to children, especially her eldest daughter is such a sensible child.

(End of this chapter)