rebirth, romance, space

Chapter 191 Chapter 190

After the interior shooting was finished, the staff was busy removing the lights and the scenery.In the scene shot just now, Qin Rong and I were sitting on the carpet playing, and the actor playing our mother was leaning on the wooden sofa in front of the room, folding the clothes in the afterglow of the setting sun.The face is soft and warm, quietly listening to our childish voice reading fairy tales.

It was a very simple scene, but the moment the music sounded made me miss those things that were buried deep in my memory and deliberately ignored.I don't know if everyone is the same as me. From childhood to adulthood, the first thing I think of is my mother no matter what happens or not.Especially after growing up and understanding the ways of the world, I love my mother even more.All the turmoil in the previous life flashed through my mind one by one, the mother's various happiness, grievances, and fulfillment, in the end, what was exchanged was the incomprehension of the father and in-laws, let alone the incompetence of the children, and she did everything for their sake.

Later, I felt sorry for my mother, and it was so difficult for her to be a woman.He hated himself for always confronting her with a stubborn and righteous face.It is even more perfunctory for all her expectations of herself, and only self-righteously doing business with her around the world.In my previous life, I only cared about complaining that my mother loved my elder brother and didn’t love me and my younger brother, and then I took it for granted that I was lonely, and I didn’t give anything but just dreamed about it.

I am so selfish!

Looking at standing behind the director, he was obviously still in the confinement period, but because he was worried about Qin Rong and me, he just covered his head and came out of the living room to see us.The mood is very complicated. In fact, since I was reborn, I know that I just want to change the fate of my family and then leave far away and don't want to come back.

I know I was wrong, but now suddenly I don't know how to face my parents, my family.In my previous life, I lived until 26, and longed for family affection, but I didn't know how to get along with my family, so I was always silent at home like a set.

"Xiaoxiao, let's wash our hands, we can eat now." Seeing me standing there blankly, Mai Yanni knew that I was wandering again without focusing my eyes.

"Sister, here, grandma made it." Qin Rong went to the kitchen to look for something to eat as soon as she came out of the camera, and grandma happened to be cooking appetizers for the staff.She asked for two chicken wings.

"Well, thank you, hold it for me first, and I'll wash my hands." I grinned reluctantly, but when I saw the worry flashing in Qin Rong's eyes, I reached out and pinched her bulging like a little girl. Cute cheeks like a squirrel.Since you don't know how to get along with the people you care about, let's be natural first.After all, your habits cannot be changed overnight.

"Smile, come in, Mom and Dad have something to tell you." Dad said a few polite words to the staff, and asked my little aunt to bring the food and drink to me who was washing my hands in the patio.

I smiled sweetly at Mai Yanni who wiped my hands carefully, and ran into the room to find my parents.

"Xiaoxiao, what do you think of the two younger brothers?" My mother asked me before my father, and asked me with a serious face, and stared at my face tightly, not letting go of my reaction.

"Brother?" I couldn't react, which song did my parents sing?Looking up at the two younger brothers who were sleeping soundly in the arms of their father, there was still a flash of sadness in their hearts.Even if parents don't favor boys over girls, grandparents care!Parents will probably be like the previous life in the future, right?Sometimes I really wish I was a man.Immediately, I felt like shrinking my heart back into the small world I surrounded myself.But when he saw his parents' faces, his eyes became clear instantly.

"Xiaoxiao..." My mother really didn't notice from the time I was born to years ago. Apart from the innocence and cuteness of children of the same age on my face, there are more sensible things on my face, but what I see now is sadness and unwillingness. Passed my eyes, and then returned to a calm and waveless silence.She was terrified!She knows that her daughter is sensible, but she doesn't understand why there is such a look in my eyes now.

I have to say that I covered it up too well, everyone in the family is too busy, and I have always acted sensible so that they don't have to worry.Except for that careful and sensitive little aunt.

"Mom, don't you want me to take my brother to Hong Kong City? Hehe." I put on a habitual smile and stiffly joked.Still, I'm not really used to hippie jokes.Well, my little brother and I belong to the kind of people who can make others laugh when they speak seriously. They don't talk much, but they often hit the nail on the head and are very direct.

(End of this chapter)