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Chapter 880 Xia Weiliang——Finally Waiting For You, Luckily I Didn't Give Up

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Xia Weiliang - I finally waited for you, luckily I didn't give up

1.

To this day, I still want to say that everything is earned now.

I am still alive.

I can still stand beside Shi Yu again.

2.

The fortune teller said that I would not live to be five years old, but I was still bouncing when I was ten; the fortune teller said that I would have a catastrophe at the age of 15, but at the age of 25, everything was still fine.

Working smoothly.

Love is sweet.

Friendship is also smooth.

but.

I haven't forgotten the panic I used to have—worried every day if I accidentally died, I'm still alive today, and maybe I won't wake up tomorrow.

Live in such fear every day.

Not only me, but also my parents, they sincerely worship Buddha and pray to God every day to bless me with no disasters and diseases, and everything will be fine.

I lived in such an atmosphere until I went to college.

So, now I am really lucky to have gotten so much.

I really feel that every day I live is earned by me.

Perhaps, we really have to experience the real fear of death with our own eyes, so that we can have real pain, and then we can really understand that the ancients did not deceive us.

3.

The possibility of meeting in the same school is very high, but the possibility of becoming friends is not necessarily the same.

However, Shi Yu and I are such exceptions.

I still remember the scene when I met Shigure.

"They say you're a playboy."

"A typical second-generation ancestor."

"Self-knowledge is very deep."

"Before you can see others, you must first see yourself."

"Then do you see me clearly?"

"You seem to like me."

"...What kind of self-confidence is this?"

"Am I wrong?"

"That's not it."

"Then you like this, do you want to date me like this?"

"I'm OK."

"That's it."

"..."

My love with him started in such a nonsensical way.

It wasn't until later that I realized that it wasn't actually love.

4.

sparkling with light.

Shigure is a shining person.

Everywhere I go, I am surrounded by girls.

The most terrible thing is that once he talks, he can't stop talking.

I didn't realize this when we first met.

I just feel that he is very good at fooling girls.

But more later, I thought maybe this is a common problem for everyone.For beautiful people and things, I have a little expectation and admiration.

5.

When we dated, I didn't know that there was another person named Pu Anhao in this world.

I also don't know that that person is Shi Yu's confidant.

I didn't know that Shi Yu would leave me for her.

I didn't even know that she would be the later Peach Demon.

And we became the closest friends.

What kind of fate is this?

6.

I later learned the story of him and An Hao from Shi Yu.

But it's also spotty.

After all, it is impossible for him to be so calm when facing my ex-girlfriend.

And when we were dating, I have to admit, I didn't look like a competent girlfriend at all.

Not gentle.Not pretty.Not clingy.Not considerate.

I'm like a person who can't fall in love.I don't know what love is.

Because she likes Shigu, she agreed to be with him out of nowhere.

However, Shi Yu obviously knows everything, about love, after all he has been among thousands of flowers.

So I thought that as long as one of the two knew how to love, that would be fine.

Maybe later he will teach me how to love.

Then, I was always able to pass on my love for Shigure to him.

I thought so.

7.

I thought Shigure thought the same way.

I was very strange at that time.

Speaking of which, I was still a little shy.Although Anhao always said that I don't know how shy two people write...

Women are those who please themselves.

Of course I know.

But I usually act like a manly woman in front of Shi Yu.

Because we have been in the same school, we are basically together.

Then, go on a date at the weekend.

In 365 days a year, except for the date I dress up like a fairy, I am actually so ordinary that I can't be more ordinary~
cough cough.

About this fairy~ I didn't say it myself.I don't have this hobby.

It was Shi Yu who said it, that was the first official date with Shi Yu.

I was wearing a white ankle-length dress with suspenders, elegant makeup, delicate braided hair, and a rhinestone flower in my ear.

Maybe it's because I'm used to my ponytail T-shirt, jeans and sneakers, but when I suddenly look so feminine, Shiyu was a little taken aback.

Then in this life, I heard the first person praise that I am actually a beauty, very like a fairy.

Now that I think about it, maybe it's all due to that skirt.

In fact, when I am alone at home, I think the same way.

For such a beautiful person as Shi Yu, there should be an equally beautiful girl standing beside him.

Definitely not a slovenly crazy girl like me.

You must think that I will change my mind from now on and develop into a goddess?

NO, NO.

"If you can't accept me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best."

Being ignorant, I was completely confused by these words at that time.

Aren't Shiyu and I lovers? Since I like him, he also likes me.That would be fine for sure.No matter what kind of person I am, he will never dislike me anyway.

This is true love.

(I don’t know why I was so innocent and cute at the time O__O”…)
So, except for the day of the date, I am still a female neurotic in my daily life.

8.

I did not mean.

Shigu broke up with me not because of this.

I said it before.

Because well.

An Hao was the first girl he liked when he first fell in love, and he still likes him till now.

Then because of some kind of misunderstanding, we didn't get together, and we didn't even say that I like you.

Then, use the most vulgar way to forget.

The best way to forget about a relationship is to dive into a new one.

So this moron throws himself into countless new relationships.

However, in the end they ended up breaking up.

In the words after the rain——

The choice of me is entirely because I resemble Park Anhao at a certain moment.

I vomit blood.

Vomiting blood.

Spit blood again.

9.

You are very stubborn. Although you are always smiling, there is always an unyielding energy in your heart.Although it seems that you don't care about anything, in fact, you have been working hard behind your back.

He has his own ideas, although he is also a nympho.However, the mind is very clever.

Although your behavior does not set off your name, you have a sincerity that others lack.I have been with many girls, they are always too concerned about the eyes of others, in order to cater to others, they constantly try things that they don't like or are suitable at all, whether it is makeup, clothing or behavior.

However, you seem to have been living in your own world.

Even with me, I still maintain my true colors.

Before I dated you, I had heard others talk about you.They said, "Xia Weiliang, don't look at her who is always so nervous, she is actually a very slender person. I have seen her once hiding in the classroom crying alone. It was after school, I fell The textbook was in the classroom, so I came back to get it. Before I came in, I heard someone crying. It was almost seven o'clock at that time, and I thought it was a supernatural event on campus. When I approached quietly, I realized that it was Xia Weiliang... But she I was crying really desperately, so loudly. Standing at the door, I didn't know whether to go in or wait for her to finish crying. When I came to my senses, Xia Weiliang had already left... At that time, I suddenly felt that everyone was crying. It's two-faced. Xia Weiliang may not be as happy as we saw."

At that time, my first reaction was that this girl is so funny.

In fact, you are indeed such a person.

Xia Weiliang, do you think I'm right?
10.

The above words were said by Shi Yu.

You see, he is indeed endless as soon as he talks.

but.

He wasn't entirely wrong.

Because I have always insisted that you can smile unscrupulously in front of others, but you can only cry unscrupulously in front of yourself.

People should always be stronger.

So even Shi Yu broke up with me later.

I didn't cry either.

Of course, behind the scenes, she cried until she was alive and alive, and she died and came back to life again.

Thinking about it now, Shi Yu was really cruel.

He said together.just be together.

He said to break up, then break up.

No consent is required at all.

But he is such a charming person. For me, his gestures are an addiction, and I can't refuse.

After the breakup, he never looked for me again, even on the Internet, he never spoke to me once.

I almost wonder if he blocked my update reminder.

But that's him.

Then I met Anhao in college.

One time, he slipped his mouth unconsciously and showed An a photo of Shi Yu.

At that moment, I saw the surprise on An Hao's face, although it was only for a moment.

The humble but important and gentle friend that An Hao mentioned must be Shi Yu.

But the difference is that An Hao only has friendship with Shi Yu, but no love.

As I expected, An Hao kept her mouth shut.Not to mention that she and Shi Yu are actually old acquaintances, she didn't say anything.

Except for one thing, this boy is really handsome, comparable to Lu Jinnian.

I just laughed.

Take care of her, and always put your own feelings last.Even if you feel sad, you should take care of your friends first.She also understood Shi Yu's feelings for her to some extent.When people face a love that they cannot accept, it is the wisest choice to refuse and pretend to be an idiot.

An Hao thought I didn't know that Shi Yu actually liked her.

I didn't tell Anhao either, but I knew everything.

Neither wanted to hurt the other.

Each carries this secret life.

But what should come will always come.

In the end, everything is laid out on the table.

An Hao got it.

Immediately after that, Shi Yu came looking for me.

He asked me to go to Nanmu to meet Anhao.

For his love.For peace and happiness.Of course I won't say no.

What's more, I don't blame Ann for a long time.

It is difficult to divide the matter of love into right and wrong.And it was the two of them who knew each other first.Most importantly, Anhao is my best friend.I wish her happiness more than anyone else.

If she really likes Shigure, that's fine too.

The love between the two is always better than wishful thinking.

But, of course I couldn't agree so easily.

That's so immodest.

It's too cheap Shigure, that bastard.

So An Hao and I unanimously decided that we must "entertain" our Young Master Shi Yu well.

So, I made an agreement with Shi Yu, I can be Nanmu, but he has to be a nanny in my house for 20 days.That is what I euphemistically call "Black Butler".

For the sake of safety, Shi Yu will definitely agree.

And so the game begins.

I did my best to make things difficult for him, and even used my beauty to tease him if I had nothing to do.Of course, this has nothing to do with Anhao, it is entirely my own self-expression.

Hey, I'm a little selfish.

But Shi Yu is really good at concentration. (I will not admit that maybe I am not attractive enough to Shigu, that is absolutely unscientific.) In fact, I am really getting less and less courageous as I get to the end.

"Well, I want to say that Shi Yu really doesn't like me. I've tried everything I can."

"Isn't it 20 days? Wait a little longer."

Originally thought that everything was under control, but who knew that a frenzied S appeared on the way.Thinking about it now, my stomach is still churning.But maybe it's also thanks to him, if there is no such thing as that day.

Shi Yu will not change later.

Maybe people always know how important this person is to them when they are on the verge of losing it, and then they know how to cherish it.

As promised, I went back to Nanmu, together with Shiyu.

There is one more identity - Shi Yu's girlfriend.

The night before I went to Nanmu, I texted Anhao——

Fortunately, I didn't give up and finally waited for him.Well, you have to work hard too.

(End of this chapter)