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Chapter 879 Liu Yuhan - We all love ourselves more than love

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Liu Yuhan - We all love ourselves more than love

1.

I originally thought that the woman I would marry in the future must be Park Anhao.

That woman who looks like a hibiscus in the water.

I really do.

2.

It seems that I have been surrounded by flowers, applause and honor since I can remember.Good looking.I have a good family background.learn well.Good character.Good exercise.Good calligraphy.Art is good.Good singing.Good piano.Guzheng is good.Good guitar.

……

All in all it doesn't look really bad.

But maybe those latter ones are just accessories.

People see only two things - family background and appearance.

No one sees my efforts.

From the perspective of others, there are only these two points, and naturally everything else is not a problem.

Sometimes I think, there is a kind of you to give me a try, just sit in a daze and play a piece of Beethoven and Debussy.

You don't attend class every day, sleep every day, play games every day, and you are the first in grade for three consecutive years.

If you can do it all.

I get on my knees and sing Conquer.

The words I have heard the most over the years are——

Han, how good you are, you don’t have to work hard, just take the first place.

He obviously didn't know anything, but dared to say so.

This is the world we live in, and this is the people around us.

Of course I also have many friends.Countless friends.Everyone treats me like a god.No one has ever said anything wrong with me.

Just as they took it for granted that I was so good, it was a given that I did something wrong in time.

I quarreled with my dad, and my dad said, what can you be dissatisfied with, eat mine, wear mine and use mine?
At that moment, I was speechless.

Not even qualified to be angry.

It sucks.

With such a mood, I finally went to high school.

3.

It is a matter of course to come to Zilin High School.

This private aristocratic school that everyone looks up to.

I've always been here.

So I don't think there is anything.

Anyway, what followed was basically no different.

There are still a bunch of girls who like my appearance and a bunch of outsiders who envy my life.

In fact it's pretty much the same.

But there is one person who is different.

That person is Zhang Jingya.

Long hair, big eyes, small cherry mouth, tall figure, charming smile.There are two faint dimples.Said the voice is very soft.Hip-hop and jazz are good.

And a good voice.

I heard that she was elected as the number one school belle by everyone.

Although it is boring, she is indeed worthy of this title.

She is a real school belle, beautiful and talented.It's not by wearing revealing clothes to gain everyone's attention.To be honest, I don't hate girls like this.

Yes, you are right, no one will reject beautiful women.

The incident of traffic police beating people that has been widely rumored on the Internet recently, although it is a misunderstanding, the phrase "handsome is justice" that netizens said has not been praised by countless people.

The world is crazy like this, everyone is crazy.

So, it's normal that I don't dislike Zhang Jingya.

Because she is a beauty.

4.

Who said school belle has no troubles.

Whoever said that beautiful people are happy.

Not Zhang Jingya.

She has a big secret.

No one at school knew about it except me.

In fact, it is a very common and ordinary thing.Zhang Jingya's parents divorced, and she lives with her father.Dad married a very powerful woman who is here because of her stepmother.

Zhang Jingya doesn't like her stepmother even though she treats her well.I don't think any kid facing divorce from their parents in middle school would like it.It's a habit.

Blood is thicker than water.

The position of the biological mother is always difficult to be replaced.

Zhang Jingya said, "I know that there is nothing wrong with anyone. Everyone has the right to pursue love. Although they are no longer young, their love has never disappeared. I can only blame my father who has a forever mentality. They are all on the road of pursuing love. Responsibility is not even comparable to his love."

I don't know Zhang Jingya we're going to say this to me, but I'm glad that she only said this to me, not like them.In addition to asking me some idiotic questions-such as do you have a girlfriend, how big is your house, and someone even asked me if you are the sole heir of your Liu family's property.

Only you, Zhang Jingya, didn't ask that question.

She told me her story.

Then she asked about my life.

She also said.

"Liu Yuhan, let's form a group together. I used to like animation clubs very much. And you are so good-looking, you are perfectly suitable for cosplay. Let's go together."

A purposeful invitation, but I accepted.

Then we formed a community together - 22 stars.

Everything is going smooth.

There are not a few people who like anime.It seems that people prefer to live in Two-dimensional compared to three-dimensional.

Something beautiful that no one will refuse.

The club has grown from 22 people at the beginning to more than 100 people.Besides the people from this school, there are also cosplayers from other schools.

Our animation micro-movie received a good response from the school and won a grand prize in the city competition.

Suddenly became famous.

The most well-known ones are me and Zhang Jingya.

5
A boy and a girl are inseparable every day.

Naturally, scandals also came.

Zhang Jingya smiled and said to me, luckily it wasn't a gossip.

I didn't react at the time.

I almost have to ask, what is the difference between the two.

Fortunately, I am usually a relatively calm person.

So I heard Zhang Jingya's explanation later.

"I used to be very close to a boy, but only because my family was in the same direction. So we went to and from school together. As a result, people said that they lived together. But you must also imagine it. If it is true, it must be more than It's so ugly. And the strangest thing is more than that. According to reason, that boy and I should be regarded as the victims of the united front. But the boy told everyone that I insisted on going with him. In fact, he didn't I don’t like me. So things developed in a worse direction. Fortunately, it happened to be the third year of junior high school at that time, and I was going to graduate after a while. We will never see each other again. But at that time, I still felt deeply trapped Betrayed. Even looking back on it now, it still makes me sick. People are such ugly creatures."

See it.

When you listen to someone speak, be sure to listen to the whole thing.

Some things don't end until the end, and you don't know what the end is.

6.

I really don't hate Zhang Jingya.

First of all she is a beauty.

Then she is a talented woman.

Again her life is sometimes a bit like a microcosm of me.

At last.

Although I don't hate her, there should still be some distance from love.

I can realize so clearly, of course, not because of how spiritual and wise I am personally.

It's because I later met my one.

7.

That's my Mrs. Right.

I am sure.

Although in the end I was still not with her.

8.

It always takes some occasion to notice a person.

For example, Zhang Jingya is because of her beauty and talent.

As for her.

Because of the gossip about her.

——A super college bully came to our school.

— But she's just a poor girl.

——Yes, yes.Still a cheeky one.Or the type that is completely shameless.Because of good grades, I got the school's free student qualification.

—What courage.But that's just a while.Because soon we'll get her out.

——Yeah, don’t think that Zilin is a place where both cats and dogs can come.

……

Since life is so boring.

Since there are such interesting things around.

Of course I couldn't miss it.

I thought that those who had the courage to receive funding were all scumbags and only promises.Who knew that after seeing Park Anhao, she was completely frightened.

That piercing gaze could kill.

As she said, "Don't think that you are superior to others. I rely on my own strength to get what belongs to me. There is nothing to be ashamed of. If you want me to go, if you have the ability, you should go and show me first!"

It seems that the conversation between us, the first formal conversation, was her blow to me.

In fact, it was a complete misunderstanding.

Fortunately, it was untied later.

So, if I'm still holding on to this matter now, it's really a bit shameful.

Park Anhao has been refreshing my cognition.

Her purpose is to resolutely never owe anyone a favor, and she will remember clearly even small things that are not worth mentioning at all.

I gave her a bar of chocolate and she will give me back the exact same one tomorrow.

I give her a new book and she gives me another book of equal value every two days.

The difference is clear.

The division is really clear.

She's been on top just like she came in.

She sometimes calls me senior, and more often she is used to calling me by my first name directly.

I also prefer him calling me by my first name, which is more intimate.

Because she has never liked to talk, nor is she keen to participate in school activities.

She only has one Zhu Jin's girl in her life, and nothing else is studying.

I think I should thank that girl named Zhu Jin, if not for her, Park Anhao would never have joined our 22 stars.

9.

The world is really small, so small that they still met after being separated for so long.

Earlier I heard Zhang Jingya said that she had a childhood friend, but because of many misunderstandings, she ended up being a stranger.

But I never thought that person would be Park Anhao.

Then they met on the 22nd star.

I am naturally very happy.

These two girls are rare talents.

What's more, Park Anhao used to be a coser, in short, we can be regarded as like-minded people.

But the relationship between girls is obviously much more complicated than us boys.

I watched them quarreling with each other, watching them hurt each other and then feel annoyed.

It's just that both of them have strong self-esteem, and neither of them is willing to bow their heads first.

I once asked Park Anhao, "Actually, you care about her more than anyone else, right?"

"It's because I care too much that it is even more unforgivable. Although maybe there is no such thing as unforgivable." Park Anhao said.When she spoke, she looked me in the eyes and didn't look away at all.

I like it a lot.

I love looking into my eyes when people are talking, it makes me feel at ease.

Nothing special, just a personal habit.

I like her candor.

So far, it seems that no matter what she does, I can see the spark in it.

Because she is special.

10.

Women's intuition is often the most sensitive.

So Zhang Jingya sees everything, but she has her reserve.

She didn't ask me anything.

Until I finally had to make a choice.

she asked me-

Who is more important?

Of course it's Park Anho.My soul says so.

However, I still didn't say it out.

I don't know if it's because Zhu Jin's death hit her too hard.

Then again I was the only one who was always there for her.

Park An-ho doesn't seem to repel me that much.

She was even willing to tell me more about her life.

And I was even more helpless because of it.

I have fallen.

then.

I still told Zhang Jingya.

My favorite person is Park Anho.

Zhang Jingya said she would wait.

In fact, she really waited.

Because of the final decision of graduation, I still chose to be with Zhang Jingya. ,

I saw the disappointment on Anhao's face, not only her, but I was also disappointed in myself.

Obviously my favorite person is really her.

Just, please forgive me, forgive me for loving myself more than love.

(End of this chapter)