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Chapter 743 The Insurmountable Gap

Maybe I should have explained it to you earlier.Sorry.

Well, I always remember you saying that explanations are the most useless.No matter what others are, anyway, you just don't like to explain, and you don't like to listen to explanations.

So I keep telling myself not to hide anything from you anyway, because I can't explain anything to you.But I still don't seem to be able to do it. I have overdrawn your trust in me without limit. I interpret your lack of explanation as that you will understand my situation, and you will believe that I actually have other difficulties.These innocent and selfish thoughts make me and you become more and more distant.

There are things I want to say but can’t say, and things you want to know but don’t ask me. The gap between us slowly spreads and finally becomes a huge ocean.But dear Anhao, can you believe it, actually when I miss you over and over again in my mind, I always feel that we are still together.We look up at the same sky in the same city.We miss each other.

By the way, let me tell you about the trivial things during this time, shall I?We haven't been in touch for a long time, but I still want to tell Anhao about my life now.

Last week at the club dance, I met a girl whose voice is very similar to yours. She has a very gentle and ethereal voice, but it still can't compare with An Haoyou.In my heart peace is always the best.In the afternoon, I went to a hairdresser to get my hair cut. Obviously I went to a well-known big shop, but the final result completely verified the saying that "hairdressers usually don't understand and just cut it a little bit shorter" is [-]% correct.Inexplicably, it became a watermelon Taro hairstyle.So childish.

Su Xiaoxiao's first reaction when she saw me was - Lu Jinnian, are you going to take the cute route?It's a great shame that my first life's fame is ruined like this.When I looked in the mirror just now, I thought if you saw it, you would say, ah, it’s so ugly.Still handsome though.Hahaha.Am I right?
Because our Anhao is a very kind child.

Ann, I really miss you.

Can you still see me?

——Lu Jinnian, May 2010, 5

Park Anhao's Diary July 2008, 5

Ever since Lu Jinnian called me, I have been worried.I have been thinking about something in my heart.However, it is impossible to fully express what it is.

Suddenly, I thought of Lu Jinnian's appearance, and the time the two of us spent together.

As much as you loved each other before, the pain after breaking up is as severe.Everything has to be experienced firsthand to fully understand it.

What exactly is Lu Jinnian hiding from me?Why did he keep refusing to tell me the truth?Does he think it's useless to tell me that?Is Lu Jinnian really planning to ignore my existence?

It's hard to get over the water, I really hate this sentence, but it's really the case now.

Lu Jinnian may not be considered a disappointment, but you owe me happiness.

On the wide playground, two students, a boy and a girl, are walking on the track.

It was only when I got closer that I saw clearly that it was Lu Jinnian and Su Xiaoxiao.

"Lu Jinnian, you've been very strange since this morning. If you have something on your mind, tell me..." Su Xiaoxiao noticed Lu Jinnian's expression.Such a heavy expression will only be revealed when thinking of Park Anhao, isn't it?
(End of this chapter)